首页 >出版文学> Memoirs of Sherlock Holmes>第42章
  ”Itwasinvainthatsheprotestedandresisted。Afour-wheelerwasbrought,andweallthreedrovebackinit。Wehadfirstmadeanexaminationofthekitchen,andespeciallyofthekitchenfire,toseewhethershemighthavemadeawaywiththepapersduringtheinstantthatshewasalone。Therewerenosigns,however,ofanyashesorscraps。WhenwereachedScotlandYardshewashandedoveratoncetothefemalesearcher。Iwaitedinanagonyofsuspenseuntilshecamebackwithherreport。Therewerenosignsofthepapers。”Thenforthefirsttimethehorrorofmysituationcameinitsfullforce。HithertoIhadbeenacting,andactionhadnumbedthought。IhadbeensoconfidentofregainingthetreatyatoncethatIhadnotdaredtothinkofwhatwouldbetheconsequenceifIfailedtodoso。Butnowtherewasnothingmoretobedone,andIhadleisuretorealizemyposition。Itwashorrible。WatsontherewouldtellyouthatIwasanervous,sensitiveboyatschool。Itismynature。
  IthoughtofmyuncleandofhiscolleaguesintheCabinet,oftheshamewhichIhadbroughtuponhim,uponmyself,uponeveryoneconnectedwithme。WhatthoughIwasthevictimofanextraordinaryaccident?
  Noallowanceismadeforaccidentswherediplomaticinterestsareatstake。Iwasruined,shamefully,hopelesslyruined。Idon’tknowwhatIdid。IfancyImusthavemadeascene。Ihaveadimrecollectionofagroupofofficialswhocrowdedroundme,endeavoringtosootheme。OneofthemdrovedownwithmetoWaterloo,andsawmeintotheWokingtrain。I
  believethathewouldhavecomeallthewayhaditnotbeenthatDr。Ferrier,wholivesnearme,wasgoingdownbythatverytrain。Thedoctormostkindlytookchargeofme,anditwaswellhedidso,forIhadafitinthestation,andbeforewereachedhomeIwaspracticallyaravingmaniac。”Youcanimaginethestateofthingsherewhentheywererousedfromtheirbedsbythedoctor’sringingandfoundmeinthiscondition。PoorAnniehereandmymotherwerebroken-hearted。Dr。Ferrierhadjustheardenoughfromthedetectiveatthestationtobeabletogiveanideaofwhathadhappened,andhisstorydidnotmendmatters。ItwasevidenttoallthatIwasinforalongillness,soJosephwasbundledoutofthischeerybedroom,anditwasturnedintoasick-roomforme。HereIhavelain,Mr。
  Holmes,forovernineweeks,unconscious,andravingwithbrain-fever。IfithadnotbeenforMissHarrisonhereandforthedoctor’scareIshouldnotbespeakingtoyounow。Shehasnursedmebydayandahirednursehaslookedaftermebynight,forinmymadfitsIwascapableofanything。Slowlymyreasonhascleared,butitisonlyduringthelastthreedaysthatmymemoryhasquitereturned。SometimesIwishthatitneverhad。ThefirstthingthatIdidwastowiretoMr。Forbes,whohadthecaseinhand。Hecameout,andassuresmethat,thougheverythinghasbeendone,notraceofacluehasbeendiscovered。Thecommissionnaireandhiswifehavebeenexaminedineverywaywithoutanylightbeingthrownuponthematter。ThesuspicionsofthepolicethenresteduponyoungGorot,who,asyoumayremember,stayedovertimeintheofficethatnight。HisremainingbehindandisFrenchnamewerereallytheonlytwopointswhichcouldsuggestsuspicion;but,asamatteroffact,Ididnotbeginworkuntilhehadgone,andhispeopleareofHuguenotextraction,butasEnglishinsympathyandtraditionasyouandIare。Nothingwasfoundtoimplicatehiminanyway,andtherethematterdropped。Iturntoyou,Mr。Holmes,asabsolutelymylasthope。Ifyoufailme,thenmyhonoraswellasmypositionareforeverforfeited。”
  Theinvalidsankbackuponhiscushions,tiredoutbythislongrecital,whilehisnursepouredhimoutaglassofsomestimulatingmedicine。Holmessatsilently,withhisheadthrownbackandhiseyesclosed,inanattitudewhichmightseemlistlesstoastranger,butwhichIknewbetokenedthemostintenseself-absorption。”Youstatementhasbeensoexplicit,”saidheatlast,”thatyouhavereallyleftmeveryfewquestionstoask。Thereisoneoftheveryutmostimportance,however。Didyoutellanyonethatyouhadthisspecialtasktoperform?””Noone。””NotMissHarrisonhere,forexample?””No。IhadnotbeenbacktoWokingbetweengettingtheorderandexecutingthecommission。””Andnoneofyourpeoplehadbychancebeentoseeyou?””None。””Didanyofthemknowtheirwayaboutintheoffice?””Oh,yes,allofthemhadbeenshownoverit。””Still,ofcourse,ifyousaidnothingtoanyoneaboutthetreatytheseinquiriesareirrelevant。””Isaidnothing。””Doyouknowanythingofthecommissionnaire?””Nothingexceptthatheisanoldsoldier。””Whatregiment?””Oh,Ihaveheard——ColdstreamGuards。””Thankyou。IhavenodoubtIcangetdetailsfromForbes。Theauthoritiesareexcellentatamassingfacts,thoughtheydonotalwaysusethemtoadvantage。Whatalovelythingaroseis!”
  Hewalkedpastthecouchtotheopenwindow,andheldupthedroopingstalkofamoss-rose,lookingdownatthedaintyblendofcrimsonandgreen。Itwasanewphaseofhischaractertome,forIhadneverbeforeseenhimshowanykeeninterestinnaturalobjects。”Thereisnothinginwhichdeductionissonecessaryasinreligion,”saidhe,leaningwithhisbackagainsttheshutters。”Itcanbebuiltupasanexactsciencebythereasoner。OurhighestassuranceofthegoodnessofProvidenceseemstometorestintheflowers。Allotherthings,ourpowersourdesires,ourfood,areallreallynecessaryforourexistenceinthefirstinstance。Butthisroseisanextra。
  Itssmellanditscolorareanembellishmentoflife,notaconditionofit。Itisonlygoodnesswhichgivesextras,andsoIsayagainthatwehavemuchtohopefromtheflowers。
  PercyPhelpsandhisnurselookedatHolmesduringthisdemonstrationwithsurpriseandagooddealofdisappointmentwrittenupontheirfaces。Hehadfallenintoareverie,withthemoss-rosebetweenhisfingers。Ithadlastedsomeminutesbeforetheyoungladybrokeinuponit。”Doyouseeanyprospectofsolvingthismystery,Mr。
  Holmes?”sheasked,withatouchofasperityinhervoice。”Oh,themystery!”heanswered,comingbackwithastarttotherealitiesoflife。”Well,itwouldbeabsurdtodenythatthecaseisaveryabstruseandcomplicatedone,butIcanpromiseyouthatIwilllookintothematterandletyouknowanypointswhichmaystrikeme。””Doyouseeanyclue?””Youhavefurnishedmewithseven,but,ofcourse,I
  musttestthembeforeIcanpronounceupontheirvalue。””Yoususpectsomeone?””Isuspectmyself。””What!””Ofcomingtoconclusionstorapidly。””ThengotoLondonandtestyourconclusions。””Youradviceisveryexcellent,MissHarrison,”saidHolmes,rising。”Ithink,Watson,wecannotdobetter。Donotallowyourselftoindulgeinfalsehopes,Mr。Phelps。Theaffairisaverytangledone。””IshallbeinafeveruntilIseeyouagain,”criedthediplomatist。”Well,I’llcomeoutbethesametrainto-morrow,thoughit’smorethanlikelythatmyreportwillbeanegativeone。””Godblessyouforpromisingtocome,”criedourclient。”Itgivesmefreshlifetoknowthatsomethingisbeingdone。Bytheway,IhavehadaletterfromLordHoldhurst。””Ha!Whatdidhesay?””Hewascold,butnotharsh。Idaresaymysevereillnesspreventedhimfrombeingthat。Herepeatedthatthematterwasoftheutmostimportance,andaddedthatnostepswouldbetakenaboutmyfuture——bywhichhemeans,ofcourse,mydismissal——untilmyhealthwasrestoredandIhadanopportunityofrepairingmymisfortune。””Well,thatwasreasonableandconsiderate,”saidHolmes。”Come,Watson,forwehaveagoodyday’sworkbeforeusintown。”
  Mr。JosephHarrisondroveusdowntothestation,andweweresoonwhirlingupinaPortsmouthtrain。
  Holmeswassunkinprofoundthought,andhardlyopenedhismouthuntilwehadpassedClaphamJunction。”It’saverycheerythingtocomeintoLondonbyanyoftheselineswhichrunhigh,andallowyoutolookdownuponthehouseslikethis。”
  Ithoughthewasjoking,fortheviewwassordidenough,buthesoonexplainedhimself。”Lookatthosebig,isolatedclumpsofbuildingrisingupabovetheslates,likebrickislandsinalead-coloredsea。””Theboard-schools。””Light-houses,myboy!Beaconsofthefuture!