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第4章

  Heopenedit;andthoughhehadnospoon,heusedhisfingersandsoonemptiedthepot。WhatadelicioustreatheenjoyedenoughtomakehimforgetthepleasuresoftheCarnival。
  Jasminwasabouttoreplacetheemptypot,whenheheardtheclick-clackofadoorbehindhim。Helookedround,andsawtheSuperior,whohadunlockedthedoor,andcometorestoretheboytoliberty。Oh,unhappyday!WhentheAbbefoundtheprisonerstealinghispreciouspreserves,hebecamefurious。”What!
  plunderingmysweetmeats?”hecried。”Comedown,sirrah,comedown!nopardonforyounow。”HepulledJasminfromhischairandtable,andtheemptyjarfellbrokenathisfeet。”Getout,getoutofthishouse,thouimpofhell!”AndtakingJasminbythescruffoftheneck,hethrusthimviolentlyoutofthedoorandintothestreet。
  Butworsewasyettocome。Whentheexpelledscholarreachedthestreet,hisfaceandmouthweresmearedwithjam。Hewaslikeablackamoor。Someurchinswhoencounteredhimonhishomewardroute,surmisedthathisdisguisewasintendedasamasquefortheCarnival。Heran,andtheypursuedhim。Themobofboysincreased,andheranthefaster。Atlasthereachedhisfather’sdoor,andrushedin,halfdeadwithpain,hunger,andthirst。Thefamilywereallthere——father,mother,andchildren。
  Theyweresurprisedandastonishedathissuddenentrance。
  Afterkissingthemallround,heproceededtorelatehisadventuresattheSeminary。Hecouldnottellthemall,buthetoldenough。Hisnarrativewasreceivedwithdeadsilence。
  Buthewasthirstyandhungry。Hesawapotofkidney-beanporridgehangingoverthefire,andsaidhewouldliketoallayhishungerbyparticipatingintheirmeal。Butalas!
  Thewholeofithadbeenconsumed。Thepotwasempty,andyetthechildrenwerenotsatisfiedwiththeirdinner。”NowIknow,”
  saidthemother,”whynowhitebreadhascomefromtheSeminary。”
  Jasminwasnowgreatlydistressed。”Accursedsweetmeats,”
  hethought。”Oh!whatawretchIamtohavecausedsomuchmiseryanddistress。”
  Thechildrenhadeatenonlyafewvegetables;andnowtherewasanothermouthtofill。Thefirehadalmostexpiredforwantoffuel。Thechildrenhadnobreadthatday,fortheSeminaryloafhadnotarrived。Whatweretheynowtodo?Themothersufferedcrueltorturesinnotbeingabletogiveherchildrenbread,especiallyonthehome-comingofherfavouritescapegrace。
  Atlast,afterglancingatherlefthand,sherosesuddenly。
  Sheexclaimedinacheerfulvoice,”Waitpatientlyuntilmyreturn。”SheputherSundaykerchiefonherhead,anddeparted。
  Inashorttimeshereturned,tothedelightofthechildren,withaloafofbreadunderherarm。Theylaughedandsang,andpreparedtoenjoytheirfeast,thoughitwasonlyofbread。Themotherapparentlyjoinedintheircheerfulness,thoughasadpaingnawedatherheart。Jasminsawhismotherhideherhand;
  butwhenitwasnecessaryforhertocuttheloaf,aftermakingthecrossaccordingtocustom,hesawthattheringonherlefthandhaddisappeared。”HolyCross,”hethought,”itistruethatshehassoldherwedding-ringtobuybreadforherchildren。”
  Thiswasasadbeginningoflifeforthepoorboy。Hewasnowanotherburdenonthefamily。OldBoehadgone,andcouldnolongerhelphimwithhissavourymorsels。Hewassooppressedwithgrief,thathecouldnolongerplaywithhiscomradesasbefore。ButProvidenceagaincametohisaid。ThegoodAbbeMirabenheardthestoryofhisexpulsionfromtheSeminary。
  Thoughaboymaybetrickyhecannotbeperfect,andthepriesthadmuchcompassiononhim。KnowingJasmin’sabilities,andthepovertyofhisparents,theAbbeusedhisinfluencetoobtainanadmissionforhimtooneofthetown’sschools,wherehewasagainenabledtocarryonhiseducation。
  ThegoodAbbewashelpfultotheboyinmanyways。Oneevening,whenJasminwasonhiswaytotheAugustinstoreadandrecitetotheSisters,hewaswaylaidbyatroopofhisoldplayfellows。
  Theywishedhimtoaccompanythemtotheoldrendezvousinthesquare;butherefused,becausehehadapreviousengagement。
  Theboysthenbegantohustlehim,andproceededtotearoffhistatteredclothes。Hecouldonlybendhisheadbeforehisassailants,butneversaidaword。
  AtlengthhisgoodfriendMirabencameupandrescuedhim。
  Hedroveawaytheboys,andsaidtoJasmin,”Littleone,don’tbreatheaword;yourmotherknowsnothing。Theywon’ttormentyoulong!Takeupthyclothes,”hesaid。”Come,povertyisnotacrime。Courage!Thouartevenrich。Thouhastanangelonhighwatchingoverthee。Consolethyself,bravechild,andnothingmorewillhappentovexthee。”
  TheencouragementoftheAbbeprovedprophetic。Nomoretroublesofthiskindafflictedtheboy。
  Theagedpriestlookedafterthewell-beingofhimselfandfamily。Hesentthembreadfromtimetotime,andkeptthewolffromtheirdoor。MeanwhileJasmindidwhathecouldtohelpthemathome。Duringthevintagetimehewaswellemployed;andalsoatfairtimes。Hewasahelpfulboy,andwasalwayswillingtoobligefriendsandneighbours。
  Butthetimearrivedwhenhemustcometosomedeterminationastohisfuturecallinginlife。Hewasaversetobeingatailor,seeingthesadresultsofhisfather’stradeathome。
  Afterconsultationwithhismother,heresolvedonbecomingabarberandhairdresser。Verylittlecapitalwasrequiredforcarryingonthattrade;onlyrazors,combs,andscissors。
  Longafter,whenJasminwasacomparativelythrivingman,hesaid:”Yes,Ihaveeatenthebreadofcharity;mostofmyancestorsdiedatthehospital;mymotherpledgedhernuptialringtobuyaloafofbread。Allthisshowshowmuchmiserywehadtoendure,thefrightfulpictureofwhichIhaveplacedinthelightofdayinmySouvenirs。ButIamafraidofwearyingthepublic,asIdonotwishtobeaccusedofaimingtoomuchatcontrasts。Forwhenwearehappy,perfectlyhappy,thereisnothingfurtherfromwhatIam,andwhatIhavebeen,astomakemefearforanysuchmisconstructiononthepartofmyhearers。”
  CHAPTERIII。
  BARBERANDHAIRDRESSER。
  JasminwassixteenyearsoldwhenhewasapprenticedtoabarberandhairdresseratAgen。Thebarber’sshopwasnearthePrefecture——theancientpalaceoftheBishop。ItwassituatedatthecornerofLamoureuxStreetandthealleyofthePrefecture。ThereJasminlearnttheartofcutting,curling,anddressinghair,andofdeftlyusingthecombandtherazor。
  Themastergavehiminstructionsinthetrade,andwatchedhimwhileatwork。Jasminwaswillingandactive,andwassoonabletocurlandshavewithanyapprenticeinAgen。
  Aftertheday’sworkwasover,theapprenticeretiredtohisgarretunderthetiles。Therehespenthisevenings,andtherehesleptatnight。Thoughthegarretwasinfestedbyrats,hethoughtnothingofthem;hehadknownthemfamiliarlyathome。
  Theydidhimnoharm,andtheyevenlearnttoknowhim。
  Hisgarretbecamehisparadise,forthereherenewedhisloveofreading。Thesolitarinessofhislifedidhimgood,bythrowinghismindinuponhimself,andshowingthementalstuffofwhichhewasmade。Allthegreatestandweightiestthingshavebeendoneinsolitude。
  Thefirstbookshereadwereforthemostpartborrowed。
  Customerswhocametotheshoptobeshavedorhavetheirhairdressed,tookaninterestintheconversationofthebright,cheerful,dark-eyedlad,andsomeofthemlenthimbookstoread。Whatjoypossessedhimwhenhetookrefugeinhisgarretwithanewbook!Openingthebookwaslikeopeningthedoorofanewworld。Whatenchantment!Whatmystery!Whatawonderfuluniverseaboutus!
  InreadinganewbookJasminforgothisimpoverishedboyhood,hisgrandfatherBoeandhisdeathinthehospital,hisexpulsionfromtheSeminary,andhismother’ssaleofherwedding-ringtobuybreadforherchildren。Hehadnowleftthepastbehind,andanewworldlayentrancinglybeforehim。Heread,andthought,anddreamed,untilfaroninthemorning。
  Thefirstbookshereadwereofcomparativelylittleimportance,thoughtheyfurnishedanopeningintoliterature。
  ’TheChildren’sMagazine’[1]heldhiminrapturesforatime。
  Someofhisfriendlycustomerslenthimthe’FablesofFlorian,’
  andafterwardsFlorian’spastoralromanceof’Estelle’——perhapshisbestwork。ThesingeroftheGardonentirelybewitchedJasmin。’Estelle’alluredhimintotherosy-fingeredregionsofblissandhappiness。ThenJasminhimselfbegantorhyme。
  Florian’sworksencouragedhimtowritehisfirstversesintheharmoniousGasconpatois,towhichheafterwardsgavesuchwonderfulbrilliancy。
  InhisafterlifeJasminwasoftenaskedhowandwhenhefirstbegantofeelhimselfapoet。Somethinkthatthepoeticalgiftbeginsatsomefixedhour,justasonebecomesabarrister,adoctor,oraprofessor。ButJasmincouldnotgiveananswer。”Ihaveoftensearchedintomypastlife,”hesaid,”butIhaveneveryetfoundthedaywhenIbeganmycareerofrhyming。”[2]
  Therearecertaingiftswhichmencanneveracquirebywillandwork,ifGodhasnotputtheseedofthemintotheirsoulsatbirth;andpoetryisoneofthosegifts。