Heopenedit;andthoughhehadnospoon,heusedhisfingersandsoonemptiedthepot。WhatadelicioustreatheenjoyedenoughtomakehimforgetthepleasuresoftheCarnival。
Jasminwasabouttoreplacetheemptypot,whenheheardtheclick-clackofadoorbehindhim。Helookedround,andsawtheSuperior,whohadunlockedthedoor,andcometorestoretheboytoliberty。Oh,unhappyday!WhentheAbbefoundtheprisonerstealinghispreciouspreserves,hebecamefurious。”What!
plunderingmysweetmeats?”hecried。”Comedown,sirrah,comedown!nopardonforyounow。”HepulledJasminfromhischairandtable,andtheemptyjarfellbrokenathisfeet。”Getout,getoutofthishouse,thouimpofhell!”AndtakingJasminbythescruffoftheneck,hethrusthimviolentlyoutofthedoorandintothestreet。
Butworsewasyettocome。Whentheexpelledscholarreachedthestreet,hisfaceandmouthweresmearedwithjam。Hewaslikeablackamoor。Someurchinswhoencounteredhimonhishomewardroute,surmisedthathisdisguisewasintendedasamasquefortheCarnival。Heran,andtheypursuedhim。Themobofboysincreased,andheranthefaster。Atlasthereachedhisfather’sdoor,andrushedin,halfdeadwithpain,hunger,andthirst。Thefamilywereallthere——father,mother,andchildren。
Theyweresurprisedandastonishedathissuddenentrance。
Afterkissingthemallround,heproceededtorelatehisadventuresattheSeminary。Hecouldnottellthemall,buthetoldenough。Hisnarrativewasreceivedwithdeadsilence。
Buthewasthirstyandhungry。Hesawapotofkidney-beanporridgehangingoverthefire,andsaidhewouldliketoallayhishungerbyparticipatingintheirmeal。Butalas!
Thewholeofithadbeenconsumed。Thepotwasempty,andyetthechildrenwerenotsatisfiedwiththeirdinner。”NowIknow,”
saidthemother,”whynowhitebreadhascomefromtheSeminary。”
Jasminwasnowgreatlydistressed。”Accursedsweetmeats,”
hethought。”Oh!whatawretchIamtohavecausedsomuchmiseryanddistress。”
Thechildrenhadeatenonlyafewvegetables;andnowtherewasanothermouthtofill。Thefirehadalmostexpiredforwantoffuel。Thechildrenhadnobreadthatday,fortheSeminaryloafhadnotarrived。Whatweretheynowtodo?Themothersufferedcrueltorturesinnotbeingabletogiveherchildrenbread,especiallyonthehome-comingofherfavouritescapegrace。
Atlast,afterglancingatherlefthand,sherosesuddenly。
Sheexclaimedinacheerfulvoice,”Waitpatientlyuntilmyreturn。”SheputherSundaykerchiefonherhead,anddeparted。
Inashorttimeshereturned,tothedelightofthechildren,withaloafofbreadunderherarm。Theylaughedandsang,andpreparedtoenjoytheirfeast,thoughitwasonlyofbread。Themotherapparentlyjoinedintheircheerfulness,thoughasadpaingnawedatherheart。Jasminsawhismotherhideherhand;
butwhenitwasnecessaryforhertocuttheloaf,aftermakingthecrossaccordingtocustom,hesawthattheringonherlefthandhaddisappeared。”HolyCross,”hethought,”itistruethatshehassoldherwedding-ringtobuybreadforherchildren。”
Thiswasasadbeginningoflifeforthepoorboy。Hewasnowanotherburdenonthefamily。OldBoehadgone,andcouldnolongerhelphimwithhissavourymorsels。Hewassooppressedwithgrief,thathecouldnolongerplaywithhiscomradesasbefore。ButProvidenceagaincametohisaid。ThegoodAbbeMirabenheardthestoryofhisexpulsionfromtheSeminary。
Thoughaboymaybetrickyhecannotbeperfect,andthepriesthadmuchcompassiononhim。KnowingJasmin’sabilities,andthepovertyofhisparents,theAbbeusedhisinfluencetoobtainanadmissionforhimtooneofthetown’sschools,wherehewasagainenabledtocarryonhiseducation。
ThegoodAbbewashelpfultotheboyinmanyways。Oneevening,whenJasminwasonhiswaytotheAugustinstoreadandrecitetotheSisters,hewaswaylaidbyatroopofhisoldplayfellows。
Theywishedhimtoaccompanythemtotheoldrendezvousinthesquare;butherefused,becausehehadapreviousengagement。
Theboysthenbegantohustlehim,andproceededtotearoffhistatteredclothes。Hecouldonlybendhisheadbeforehisassailants,butneversaidaword。
AtlengthhisgoodfriendMirabencameupandrescuedhim。
Hedroveawaytheboys,andsaidtoJasmin,”Littleone,don’tbreatheaword;yourmotherknowsnothing。Theywon’ttormentyoulong!Takeupthyclothes,”hesaid。”Come,povertyisnotacrime。Courage!Thouartevenrich。Thouhastanangelonhighwatchingoverthee。Consolethyself,bravechild,andnothingmorewillhappentovexthee。”
TheencouragementoftheAbbeprovedprophetic。Nomoretroublesofthiskindafflictedtheboy。
Theagedpriestlookedafterthewell-beingofhimselfandfamily。Hesentthembreadfromtimetotime,andkeptthewolffromtheirdoor。MeanwhileJasmindidwhathecouldtohelpthemathome。Duringthevintagetimehewaswellemployed;andalsoatfairtimes。Hewasahelpfulboy,andwasalwayswillingtoobligefriendsandneighbours。
Butthetimearrivedwhenhemustcometosomedeterminationastohisfuturecallinginlife。Hewasaversetobeingatailor,seeingthesadresultsofhisfather’stradeathome。
Afterconsultationwithhismother,heresolvedonbecomingabarberandhairdresser。Verylittlecapitalwasrequiredforcarryingonthattrade;onlyrazors,combs,andscissors。
Longafter,whenJasminwasacomparativelythrivingman,hesaid:”Yes,Ihaveeatenthebreadofcharity;mostofmyancestorsdiedatthehospital;mymotherpledgedhernuptialringtobuyaloafofbread。Allthisshowshowmuchmiserywehadtoendure,thefrightfulpictureofwhichIhaveplacedinthelightofdayinmySouvenirs。ButIamafraidofwearyingthepublic,asIdonotwishtobeaccusedofaimingtoomuchatcontrasts。Forwhenwearehappy,perfectlyhappy,thereisnothingfurtherfromwhatIam,andwhatIhavebeen,astomakemefearforanysuchmisconstructiononthepartofmyhearers。”
CHAPTERIII。
BARBERANDHAIRDRESSER。
JasminwassixteenyearsoldwhenhewasapprenticedtoabarberandhairdresseratAgen。Thebarber’sshopwasnearthePrefecture——theancientpalaceoftheBishop。ItwassituatedatthecornerofLamoureuxStreetandthealleyofthePrefecture。ThereJasminlearnttheartofcutting,curling,anddressinghair,andofdeftlyusingthecombandtherazor。
Themastergavehiminstructionsinthetrade,andwatchedhimwhileatwork。Jasminwaswillingandactive,andwassoonabletocurlandshavewithanyapprenticeinAgen。
Aftertheday’sworkwasover,theapprenticeretiredtohisgarretunderthetiles。Therehespenthisevenings,andtherehesleptatnight。Thoughthegarretwasinfestedbyrats,hethoughtnothingofthem;hehadknownthemfamiliarlyathome。
Theydidhimnoharm,andtheyevenlearnttoknowhim。
Hisgarretbecamehisparadise,forthereherenewedhisloveofreading。Thesolitarinessofhislifedidhimgood,bythrowinghismindinuponhimself,andshowingthementalstuffofwhichhewasmade。Allthegreatestandweightiestthingshavebeendoneinsolitude。
Thefirstbookshereadwereforthemostpartborrowed。
Customerswhocametotheshoptobeshavedorhavetheirhairdressed,tookaninterestintheconversationofthebright,cheerful,dark-eyedlad,andsomeofthemlenthimbookstoread。Whatjoypossessedhimwhenhetookrefugeinhisgarretwithanewbook!Openingthebookwaslikeopeningthedoorofanewworld。Whatenchantment!Whatmystery!Whatawonderfuluniverseaboutus!
InreadinganewbookJasminforgothisimpoverishedboyhood,hisgrandfatherBoeandhisdeathinthehospital,hisexpulsionfromtheSeminary,andhismother’ssaleofherwedding-ringtobuybreadforherchildren。Hehadnowleftthepastbehind,andanewworldlayentrancinglybeforehim。Heread,andthought,anddreamed,untilfaroninthemorning。
Thefirstbookshereadwereofcomparativelylittleimportance,thoughtheyfurnishedanopeningintoliterature。
’TheChildren’sMagazine’[1]heldhiminrapturesforatime。
Someofhisfriendlycustomerslenthimthe’FablesofFlorian,’
andafterwardsFlorian’spastoralromanceof’Estelle’——perhapshisbestwork。ThesingeroftheGardonentirelybewitchedJasmin。’Estelle’alluredhimintotherosy-fingeredregionsofblissandhappiness。ThenJasminhimselfbegantorhyme。
Florian’sworksencouragedhimtowritehisfirstversesintheharmoniousGasconpatois,towhichheafterwardsgavesuchwonderfulbrilliancy。
InhisafterlifeJasminwasoftenaskedhowandwhenhefirstbegantofeelhimselfapoet。Somethinkthatthepoeticalgiftbeginsatsomefixedhour,justasonebecomesabarrister,adoctor,oraprofessor。ButJasmincouldnotgiveananswer。”Ihaveoftensearchedintomypastlife,”hesaid,”butIhaveneveryetfoundthedaywhenIbeganmycareerofrhyming。”[2]
Therearecertaingiftswhichmencanneveracquirebywillandwork,ifGodhasnotputtheseedofthemintotheirsoulsatbirth;andpoetryisoneofthosegifts。
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