首页 >出版文学> An Introduction to the Study of Robert Browning’s>第48章
  ThenI,aswasmeet,KneltdowntotheGodofmyfathers,androseonmyfeet,Andrano’erthesandburnttopowder。Thetentwasunlooped;
  Ipulledupthespearthatobstructed,andunderIstooped;
  Handsandkneesontheslipperygrass-patch,allwitheredandgone,Thatextendstothesecondenclosure,Igropedmywayon[20]
  TillIfeltwherethefoldskirtsflyopen。ThenoncemoreIprayed,Andopenedthefoldskirtsandentered,andwasnotafraidButspoke,”HereisDavid,thyservant!”Andnovoicereplied。
  AtthefirstIsawnaughtbuttheblackness;butsoonIdescriedAsomethingmoreblackthantheblackness——thevast,theuprightMainpropwhichsustainsthepavilion:andslowintosightGrewafigureagainstit,giganticandblackestofall。
  Thenasunbeam,thatburstthroughthetent-roof,showedSaul。
  4。
  Hestoodaserectasthattent-prop,botharmsstretchedoutwideOnthegreatcross-supportinthecentre,thatgoestoeachside;[30]
  Herelaxednotamuscle,buthungthereas,caughtinhispangsAndwaitinghischange,thekingserpentallheavilyhangs,Farawayfromhiskind,inthepine,tilldeliverancecomeWiththespring-time,——soagonizedSaul,drearandstark,blindanddumb。
  5。
  ThenItunedmyharp,——tookoffthelilieswetwinerounditschordsLesttheysnap’neaththestressofthenoontide——thosesunbeamslikeswords!
  AndIfirstplayedthetunealloursheepknow,as,oneafterone,Sodociletheycometothepen-doortillfoldingbedone。
  Theyarewhite,anduntornbythebushes,forlo,theyhavefedWherethelonggrassesstiflethewaterwithinthestream’sbed;[40]
  Andnowoneafteroneseeksitslodging,asstarfollowsstarIntoeveandthebluefaraboveus,——soblueandsofar!
  6——
  Thenthetune,forwhichquailsonthecornlandwilleachleavehismateToflyaftertheplayer;then,whatmakesthecricketselateTillforboldnesstheyfightoneanother:andthen,whathasweightTosetthequickjerboaa-musingoutsidehissandhouse——
  Therearenonesuchasheforawonder,halfbirdandhalfmouse!
  Godmadeallthecreaturesandgavethemourloveandourfear,Togivesign,weandtheyarehischildren,onefamilyhere。
  7。
  ThenIplayedthehelp-tuneofourreapers,theirwine-song,whenhand[50]
  Graspsathand,eyelightseyeingoodfriendship,andgreatheartsexpandAndgrowoneinthesenseofthisworld’slife——Andthen,thelastsongWhenthedeadmanispraisedonhisjourney——”Bear,bearhimalongWithhisfewfaultsshutuplikedeadflowerets!ArebalmseedsnothereToconsoleus?Thelandhasnoneleftsuchasheonthebier。
  Oh,wouldwemightkeepthee,mybrother!”——Andthen,thegladchantOfthemarriage,——firstgotheyoungmaidens,next,shewhomwevauntAsthebeauty,theprideofourdwelling——Andthen,thegreatmarchWhereinmanrunstomantoassisthimandbuttressanarchNaughtcanbreak;whoshallharmthem,ourfriends?——Then,thechorusintoned[60]
  AstheLevitesgouptothealtaringloryenthroned。
  ButIstoppedhere:forhereinthedarknessSaulgroaned。
  8。
  AndIpaused,heldmybreathinsuchsilence,andlistenedapart;
  Andthetentshook,formightySaulshuddered:andsparkles’gandartFromthejewelsthatwokeinhisturbanatoncewithastartAllitslordlymale-sapphires,andrubiescourageousatheart。
  Sothehead:butthebodystillmovednot,stillhungthereerect。
  AndIbentonceagaintomyplaying,pursueditunchecked,AsIsang,——
  9。”Oh,ourmanhood’sprimevigor!Nospiritfeelswaste,Notamuscleisstoppedinitsplayingnorsinewunbraced。[70]
  Oh,thewildjoysofliving!theleapingfromrockuptorock,Thestrongrendingofboughsfromthefir-tree,thecoolsilvershockOftheplungeinapool’slivingwater,thehuntofthebear,Andthesultrinessshowingthelioniscouchedinhislair。
  Andthemeal,therichdatesyellowedoverwithgolddustdivine,Andthelocust-fleshsteepedinthepitcher,thefulldraughtofwine,Andthesleepinthedriedriver-channelwherebulrushestellThatthewaterwaswonttogowarblingsosoftlyandwell。
  Howgoodisman’slife,themereliving!howfittoemployAlltheheartandthesoulandthesensesforeverinjoy![80]
  Hastthoulovedthewhitelocksofthyfather,whoseswordthoudidstguardWhenhetrustedtheeforthwiththearmies,forgloriousreward?
  Didstthouseethethinhandsofthymother,heldupasmensungThelowsongofthenearlydeparted,andhearherfainttongueJoininginwhileitcouldtothewitness,`Letonemoreattest,Ihavelived,seenGod’shandthroughalifetime,andallwasforbest!’
  Thentheysungthroughtheirtearsinstrongtriumph,notmuch,buttherest。
  Andthybrothers,thehelpandthecontest,theworkingwhencegrewSuchresultas,fromseethinggrape-bundles,thespiritstrainedtrue:
  Andthefriendsofthyboyhood——thatboyhoodofwonderandhope,[90]
  Presentpromiseandwealthofthefuturebeyondtheeye’sscope,——
  Tilllo,thouartgrowntoamonarch;apeopleisthine;
  Andallgifts,whichtheworldofferssingly,ononeheadcombine!
  Ononehead,allthebeautyandstrength,loveandragelikethethroeThat,a-workintherock,helpsitslaborandletsthegoldgo
  Highambitionanddeedswhichsurpassit,famecrowningthem,——allBroughttoblazeontheheadofonecreature——KingSaul!”
  10。
  Andlo,withthatleapofmyspirit,——heart,hand,harp,andvoice,EachliftingSaul’snameoutofsorrow,eachbiddingrejoiceSaul’sfameinthelightitwasmadefor——aswhen,dareIsay,[100]
  TheLord’sarmy,inraptureofservice,strainsthroughitsarray,Andupsoareththecherubim-chariot——”Saul!”criedI,andstopped,Andwaitedthethingthatshouldfollow。ThenSaul,whohungproppedBythetent’scross-supportinthecentre,wasstruckbyhisname。
  HaveyeseenwhenSpring’sarrowysummonsgoesrighttotheaim,Andsomemountain,thelasttowithstandher,thatheldhealone,WhilethevalelaughedinfreedomandflowersonabroadbustofstoneAyear’ssnowboundaboutforabreastplate,——leavesgraspofthesheet?
  Foldonfoldallatonceitcrowdsthunderouslydowntohisfeet,Andtherefrontsyou,stark,black,butaliveyet,yourmountainofold,[110]
  Withhisrents,thesuccessivebequeathingsofagesuntold——
  Yea,eachharmgotinfightingyourbattles,eachfurrowandscarOfhisheadthrust’twixtyouandthetempest——allhail,theretheyare!——
  Nowagaintobesoftenedwithverdure,againholdthenestOfthedove,temptthegoatanditsyoungtothegreenonhiscrestFortheirfoodintheardorsofsummer。OnelongshudderthrilledAllthetenttilltheveryairtingled,thensankandwasstilledAttheKing’sselfleftstandingbeforeme,releasedandaware。
  Whatwasgone,whatremained?Alltotraverse’twixthopeanddespair。
  Deathwaspast,lifenotcome:sohewaited。Awhilehisrighthand[120]
  Heldthebrow,helpedtheeyes,lefttoovacant,forthwithtoremandTotheirplacewhatnewobjectsshouldenter:’twasSaulasbefore。
  Ilookedupanddaredgazeatthoseeyes,norwashurtanymoreThanbyslowpallidsunsetsinautumn,yewatchfromtheshore,Attheirsadlevelgazeo’ertheocean——asun’sslowdeclineOverhillswhich,resolvedinsternsilence,o’erlapandintwineBasewithbasetoknitstrengthmoreintensely:so,armfoldedarmO’erthechestwhoseslowheavingssubsided。
  11。
  WhatspellorwhatcharmFor,awhiletherewastroublewithinme,whatnextshouldIurgeTosustainhimwheresonghadrestoredhim?——Songfilledtotheverge[130]
  Hiscupwiththewineofthislife,pressingallthatityieldsOfmerefruitage,thestrengthandthebeauty:beyond,onwhatfields,GleanavintagemorepotentandperfecttobrightentheeyeAndbringbloodtothelip,andcommendthemthecuptheyputby?
  Hesaith,”Itisgood”;stillhedrinksnot:heletsmepraiselife,Givesassent,yetwoulddieforhisownpart。
  12。
  ThenfanciesgrewrifeWhichhadcomelongagoonthepasture,whenroundmethesheepFedinsilence——above,theoneeaglewheeledslowasinsleep;
  AndIlayinmyhollowandmusedontheworldthatmightlie’Neathhisken,thoughIsawbutthestrip’twixtthehillandthesky。[140]
  AndIlaughed——”Sincemydaysareordainedtobepassedwithmyflocks,Letmepeopleatleast,withmyfancies,theplainsandtherocks,DreamthelifeIamnevertomixwith,andimagetheshowOfmankindastheyliveinthosefashionsIhardlyshallknow!
  Schemesoflife,itsbestrulesandrightuses,thecouragethatgains,Andtheprudencethatkeepswhatmenstrivefor。”AndnowtheseoldtrainsOfvaguethoughtcameagain;Igrewsurer;so,oncemorethestringOfmyharpmaderesponsetomyspirit,asthus——
  13。”Yea,myKing,”
  Ibegan——”thoudostwellinrejectingmerecomfortsthatspringFromthemeremortallifeheldincommonbymanandbybrute:[150]
  Inourfleshgrowsthebranchofthislife,inoursoulitbearsfruit。
  Thouhastmarkedtheslowriseofthetree,——howitsstemtrembledfirstTillitpassedthekid’slip,thestag’santler;thensafelyoutburstThefan-branchesallround;andthoumindestwhenthesetoo,inturnBrokea-bloomandthepalm-treeseemedperfect:yetmorewastolearn,E’enthegoodthatcomesinwiththepalm-fruit。Ourdatesshallweslight,Whentheirjuicebringsacureforallsorrow?orcarefortheplightOfthepalm’sselfwhoseslowgrowthproducedthem?Notso!stemandbranchShalldecay,norbeknownintheirplace,whilethepalm-wineshallstanchEverywoundofman’sspiritinwinter。Ipourtheesuchwine。[160]
  Leavethefleshtothefateitwasfitfor!thespiritbethine!
  Bythespirit,whenageshallo’ercomethee,thoustillshaltenjoyMoreindeed,thanatfirstwhen,inconscious,thelifeofaboy。
  Crushthatlife,andbeholditswinerunning!EachdeedthouhastdoneDies,revives,goestoworkintheworld;untile’enasthesunLookingdownontheearth,thoughcloudsspoilhim,thoughtempestsefface,Canfindnothinghisowndeedproducednot,musteverywheretraceTheresultsofhispastsummer-prime,——so,eachrayofthywill,Everyflashofthypassionandprowess,longover,shallthrillThywholepeople,thecountless,withardor,tilltheytoogiveforth[170]
  Alikecheertotheirsons:whointurn,filltheSouthandtheNorthWiththeradiancethydeedwasthegermof。Carouseinthepast!
  Butthelicenseofagehasitslimit;thoudiestatlast。
  Asthelionwhenagedimshiseyeball,theroseatherheight,Sowithman——sohispowerandhisbeautyforevertakeflight。
  No!Againalongdraughtofmysoul-wine!Lookfortho’ertheyears!
  Thouhastdonenowwitheyesfortheactual;beginwiththeseer’s!
  IsSauldead?Inthedepthofthevalemakehistomb——bidariseAgraymountainofmarbleheapedfour-square,till,builttotheskies,LetitmarkwherethegreatFirstKingslumbers:whosefamewouldyeknow?
  Upaboveseetherock’snakedface,wheretherecordshallgo[181]
  Ingreatcharacterscutbythescribe,——SuchwasSaul,sohedid;
  Withthesagesdirectingthework,bythepopulacechid,——
  Fornothalf,they’llaffirm,iscomprisedthere!Whichfaulttoamend,Inthegrovewithhiskindgrowsthecedar,whereontheyshallspendSee,intablets’tislevelbeforethemtheirpraise,andrecordWiththegoldofthegraver,Saul’sstory,——thestatesman’sgreatwordSidebysidewiththepoet’ssweetcomment。Theriver’sa-waveWithsmoothpaper-reedsgrazingeachotherwhenprophet-windsrave:
  Sothepengivesunborngenerationstheirdueandtheirpart[190]
  Inthybeing!Then,firstofthemighty,thankGodthatthouart!”
  14。
  AndbeholdwhileIsang……butOThouwhodidstgrantme,thatday,And,beforeit,notseldomhastgrantedthyhelptoessay,Carryonandcompleteanadventure,——myshieldandmyswordInthatactwheremysoulwasthyservant,thywordwasmyword,——
  Stillbewithme,whothenatthesummitofhumanendeavorAndscalingthehighest,man’sthoughtcould,gazedhopelessaseverOnthenewstretchofheavenaboveme——till,mightytosave,Justoneliftofthyhandclearedthatdistance——God’sthronefromman’sgrave!
  Letmetelloutmytaletoitsending——myvoicetomyheart[200]
  WhichcanscarcedarebelieveinwhatmarvelslastnightItookpart,AsthismorningIgatherthefragments,alonewithmysheep!
  Andstillfearlesttheterriblegloryevanishlikesleep,ForIwakeinthegraydewycovert,whileHebronupheavesThedawnstrugglingwithnightonhisshoulder,andKidronretrievesSlowthedamageofyesterday’ssunshine。
  15。
  Isaythen,——mysongWhileIsangthus,assuringthemonarch,and,evermorestrong,Madeaprofferofgoodtoconsolehim——heslowlyresumedHisoldmotionsandhabitudeskingly。TherighthandreplumedHisblacklockstotheirwontedcomposure,adjustedtheswathes[210]
  Ofhisturban,andsee——thehugesweatthathiscountenancebathes,Hewipesoffwiththerobe;andhegirdsnowhisloinsasofyore,Andfeelsslowforthearmletsofprice,withtheclaspsetbefore。
  HeisSaul,yerememberinglory,——ereerrorhadbentThebroadbrowfromthedailycommunion;andstill,thoughmuchspentBethelifeandthebearingthatfrontyou,thesame,Goddidchoose,Toreceivewhatamanmaywaste,desecrate,neverquitelose。
  Sosankhealongbythetent-prop,till,stayedbythepileOfhisarmorandwar-cloakandgarments,heleanedthereawhile,Andsatoutmysinging,——onearmroundthetent-prop,toraise[220]
  Hisbenthead,andtheotherhungslack——tillItouchedonthepraiseIforesawfromallmeninalltime,tothemanpatientthere;
  Andthusended,theharpfallingforward。ThenfirstIwas’wareThathesat,asIsay,withmyheadjustabovehisvastkneesWhichwerethrustoutoneachsidearoundme,likeoak-rootswhichpleaseToencirclealambwhenitslumbers。IlookeduptoknowIfthebestIcoulddohadbroughtsolace:hespokenot,butslowLiftedupthehandslackathisside,tillhelaiditwithcareSoftandgrave,butinmildsettledwill,onmybrow:throughmyhairThelargefingerswerepushed,andhebentbackmyhead,withkindpower——
  Allmyfaceback,intenttoperuseit,asmendoaflower。[231]
  Thusheldhemetherewithhisgreateyesthatscrutinizedmine——
  Andoh,allmyhearthowitlovedhim!butwherewasthesign?
  Iyearned——”CouldIhelpthee,myfather,inventingabliss,Iwouldadd,tothatlifeofthepast,boththefutureandthis;
  Iwouldgivetheenewlifealtogether,asgood,ageshence,Asthismoment,——hadlovebutthewarrant,love’shearttodispense!”