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第21章

  Idon’tliketotalkaboutmyappearance,butI’msoconfoundedplainthatpeoplerememberme。Whycouldn’tIhavehadoneofthoseputtyfaceswhichdon’tmeananything?Itwouldhavebeenadeucedsightmoreconvenient。””You’vedoneverywellasitis。””ButIwanttodobetter。Iwanttodeceivehimtohisface。He’sclever,thissameBrotherson,andthere’sglorytobegotinmakingafoolofhim。Doyouthinkitcouldbedonewithabeard?I’veneverwornabeard。WhileI’msettlingbackintomyoldtrade,I
  canletthehairgrow。””Do。It’llmakeyoulookasweakaswater。It’llbeblonde,ofcourse。””Andsilkyandstraggling。Charmingadditiontomybeauty。Butit’lltakehalfaninchoffmynose,andit’llcovermymouth,whichmeansalotinmycase。Thenmycomplexion!Itmustbechangednaturally。I’llconsultadoctoraboutthat。Nosortofmake-believewillgowiththisman。Ifmyeyeslookweak,theymustreallybeso。IfIwalkslowlyandspeakhuskily,itmustbebecauseIcannothelpit。Icanbeartheslightinconvenienceoftemporaryill-healthinacauselikethis;andifnecessarythecoughwillbereal,andtheheadachepositive。”Sweetwater!We’dbettergivethetasktoanotherman-tosomeoneBrothersonhasneverseenandwon’tbesuspiciousof?””He’llbesuspiciousofeverybodywhotriestomakefriendswithhimnow;onlyalittlemoresowithme;that’sall。ButI’vegottomeetthat,andI’lldoitbybeing,temporarily,ofcourse,exactlythemanIseem。Myhealthwillnotbegoodforthenextfewweeks,I’msureofthat。ButI’llbeamodelworkman,neatandconscientiouswithjustasuspicionofdashwheredashisneeded。
  Heknowstherealthingwhenheseesit,andthere’snotafellowlivingmorealivetoshams。Iwon’tbeasham。I’llbeit。You’llsee。””Butthedoubt。Canyoudoallthisindoubtoftheissue?””No;Imusthaveconfidenceintheend,andImustbelieveinhisguilt。Nothingelsewillcarrymethrough。Imustbelieveinhisguilt。””Yes,that’sessential。””AndIdo。IneverwassurerofanythingthanIamofthat。ButI’llhavethedeuceofatimetogetevidenceenoughforagrandjury。That’splainlytobeseen,andthat’swhyI’msodeadsetonthebusiness。It’ssuchaneventoss-up。””Idon’tcalliteven。He’sgotthestartofyoueveryway。Youcan’tgotohistenement;thejanitortherewouldrecogniseyouevenifhedidn’t。””NowIwillgiveyouapieceofgoodnews。They’retohaveanewjanitornextweek。Ilearnedthatyesterday。Thepresentoneistooeasy。He’llbeoutlongbeforeI’mreadytoshowmyselfthere;
  andsowillthewomanwhotookcareofthepoorwasherwoman’slittlechild。I’dnothaveriskedhercuriosity。Luckisn’tallagainstus。HowdoesMr。Challonerfeelaboutit?””Notveryconfident;butwillingtogiveyouanyamountofrope。
  Sweetwater,heletmehaveabatchofletterswrittenbyhisdaughterwhichhefoundinasecretdrawer。Theyarenottoberead,orevenopened,unlessagreatnecessityarises。TheywerewrittenforBrotherson’seye-orsothefathersays-butsheneversentthem;
  tooexuberantperhaps。Ifyoueverwantthem-Icannotgivethemtoyouto-night,andwouldn’tifIcould,-don’tgotoMr。Challoner-youmustneverbeseenathishotel-anddon’tcometome,buttothelittlehouseinWestTwenty-ninthStreet,wheretheywillbekeptforyou,tiedupinapackagewithyournameonit。Bytheway,whatnameareyougoingtoworkunder?””Mymother’s-Zugg。””Good!I’llremember。YoucanalwayswriteoreventelephonetoTwenty-ninthStreet。I’minconstantcommunicationwiththemthere,andit’squitesafe。””Thanks。You’resuretheSuperintendentiswithme?””Yes,butnottheInspector。HeseesnothingbutthevictimofastrangecoincidenceinOrlandoBrotherson。””Againthescaleshangeven。Buttheywon’tremainso。Onesideisboundtorise。Which?That’sthequestion,Mr。Gryce。”
  OPPOSED
  TherewasanewtenantintheHicksStreettenement。Hearrivedlateoneafternoonandwasshowntworooms,oneintherearbuildingandanotherinthefrontone。Bothwereonthefourthfloor。Hedemurredattheformer,thoughtitgloomybutfinallyconsentedtotryit。Theother,hesaid,wastooexpensive。Thejanitor-newtothebusiness-wasnotmuchtakenwithhimandshowedit,whichseemedtooffendthenewcomer,whowasevidentlyanirritablefellowowingtoillhealth。
  However,theycametotermsasIhavesaid,andthemanwentaway,promisingtosendinhisbelongingsthenextday。Hesmiledashesaidthisandthejanitorwhohadrarelyseensuchachangetakeplaceinahumanface,lookeduncomfortableforamomentandseemeddisposedtomakesomeremarkabouttheroomtheywereleaving。But,thinkingbetterofit,lockedthedoorandledthewaydownstairs。
  Astheprospectivetenantfollowed,hemayhavenoticed,probablydid,thatthedoortheyhadjustleftwasanewone-theonlynewthingtobeseeninthewholeshabbyplace。
  Thenextnightthatdoorwaslockedontheinside。Theyoungmanhadtakenpossession。Asheputawaytheremnantsofamealhehadcookedforhimself,hecastalookathissurroundings,andimperceptiblysighed。Thenhebrightenedagain,andsittingdownonhissolitarychair,heturnedhiseyesonthewindowwhich,uncurtainedandwithoutshade,staredopen-mouthed,asitwere,attheoppositewallrisinghighacrossthecourt。
  Inthatwall,onewindowonlyseemedtointeresthimandthatwasonalevelwithhisown。Theshadeofthiswindowwasup,buttherewasnolightbackofitandsonothingoftheinteriorcouldbeseen。Buthiseyeremainedfixeduponit,whilehishand,stretchedouttowardsthelampburningnearhim,helditselfinreadinesstolowerthelightataminute’snotice。
  Didheseeonlytheoppositewallandthatunilluminedwindow?Wastherenomemoryofthetimewhen,inapreviouscontemplationofthosedismalpanes,hebeheldstretchingbetweenthemandhimself,along,lowbenchwithaplainwoodentubuponit,fromwhichadrippingclothbeatoutupontheboardsbeneathadismalnote,monotonousasthetickingofaclock?
  Onemightjudgethatsuchmemorieswereindeedhis,fromtherapidglancehecastbehindhimattheplacewherethebedhadstoodinthosedays。Itwasplaceddifferentlynow。
  Butifhesaw,andifheheardthesesuggestionsfromthepast,hewasnotlessalivetotheexactionsofthepresent,for,ashisglanceflewbackacrossthecourt,hisfingersuddenlymovedandtheflameitcontrolledsputteredandwentout。Atthesameinstant,thewindowoppositesprangintoviewasthelampwaslitwithin,andforseveralminutesthewholeinteriorremainedvisible-thebooks,thework-table,theclutteredfurniture,and,mostinterestingofall,itsownerandoccupant。Itwasuponthelatterthatthenewcomerfixedhisattention,andwithanabsorptionequaltothathesawexpressedinthecountenanceopposite。
  Buthiswastheabsorptionofwatchfulness;thatoftheotherofintrospection。Mr。Brotherson-wewillnolongercallhimDunnevenherewhereheisknownbynoothername-hadenteredtheroomcladinhisheavyovercoatand,nothavingtakenitoffbeforelightinghislamp,stillstoodwithiton,gazingeagerlydownatthemodeloccupyingtheplaceofhonouronthelargecentretable。
  Hewasnottouchingit,-notatthismoment-butthathisthoughtswerewithit,thathiswholemindwasconcentratedonit,wasevidenttothewatcheracrossthecourt;and,asthiswatchertookinthisfactandnoticedthelovingcarewithwhichtheenthusiasticinventorfinallyputouthisfingertore-arrangeathreadortwirlawheel,hisdisappointmentfoundutteranceinasighwhichechoedsadlythroughthedullandcheerlessroom。Hadheexpectedthissternandself-containedmantoshowanopenindifferencetoworkandthehopesofalifetime?Ifso,thiswasthefirstofthemanysurprisesawaitinghim。
  Hewasgifted,however,withthepatienceofanautomatonandcontinuedtowatchhisfellowtenantaslongasthelatter’sshaderemainedup。Whenitfell,heroseandtookafewstepsupanddown,butnotwiththecelerityandprecisionwhichusuallyaccompaniedhismovements。Doubtdisturbedhismindandimpededhisactivity。HehadcaughtafairglimpseofBrotherson’sfaceasheapproachedthewindow,andthoughitcontinuedtoshowabstraction,itequallydisplayedserenityandacompletesatisfactionwiththepresentifnotwiththefuture。Hadhemistakenhismanafterall?Washisinstinct,forthefirsttimeinhisactivecareer,whollyatfault?
  Hehadsucceededingettingaglimpseofhisquarryintheprivacyofhisownroom,athomewithhisthoughtsandunconsciousofanyespionage,andhowhadhefoundhim?Cheerful,andnaturalinallhismovements。
  Buttheeveningwasyoung。Retrospectcomeswithlaterandmorelonelyhours。Therewillbeopportunitiesyetforstudyingthisimpassivecountenanceundermuchmoretellingandproductivecircumstancesthanthese。Hewouldawaittheseopportunitieswithcheerfulanticipation。Meanwhile,hewouldkeepuptheroutinewatchhehadplannedforthisnight。Somethingmightyetoccur。
  Atalleventshewouldhaveexhaustedthesituationfromthisstandpoint。
  Andsoitcametopassthatatanhourwhenalltheotherhard-workingpeopleinthebuildingwereasleep,oratleaststrivingtosleep,thesetwomenstillsatattheirwork,oneinthelight,theotherinthedarkness,facingeachother,consciouslytotheone,unconsciouslytotheother,acrossthehollowwellofthenowsilentcourt。Eleveno’clock!Twelve!NochangeonBrotherson’spartorinBrotherson’sroom;butadecidedoneintheplacewhereSweetwatersat。Objectswhichhadbeentotallyindistinguishableeventohispenetratingeyecouldnowbeseenineverbrighteningoutline。Themoonhadreachedtheopenspaceabovethecourt,andhewasgettingthefullbenefitofit。Butitwasabenefithewouldhavebeengladtodispensewith。Darknesswaslikeashieldtohim。Hedidnotfeelquitesurethathewantedthisshieldremoved。Withnocurtaintothewindowandnoshade,andallthisbrilliancepouringintotheroom,hefearedthedisclosureofhispresencethere,or,ifnotthat,someeffectonhisownmindofthosememorieshewasmoreanxioustoseemirroredinanother’sdiscomfiturethaninhisown。