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第16章

  ”Certainlynot,unless-well,tobedirect,unlessyouhadjustseenMissChallonerandknewherstateofmindandwhatwaslikelytofollowyourabruptdeparture。””IhadnointerviewwithMissChalloner。””Butyousawher?Sawherthateveningandjustbeforetheaccident?”Sweetwater’spapersrattled;itwastheonlysoundtobeheardinthatmomentofsilence。Then-”Whatdoyoumeanbythosewords?”
  inquiredMr。Brotherson,withstudiedcomposure。”IhavesaidthatIhadnointerviewwithMissChalloner。Whydoyouaskmethen,ifIsawher?””BecauseIbelievethatyoudid。Fromadistancepossibly,butyetdirectlyandwithnopossibilityofmistake。””Doyouputthatasaquestion?””Ido。Didyouseeherfigureorfacethatnight?””Idid。”
  Nothing-noteventherattlingofSweetwater’spapers-disturbedthesilencewhichfollowedthisadmission。”Fromwhere?”Dr。Heathaskedatlast。”Fromapointfarenoughawaytomakeanycommunicationbetweenusimpossible。Idonotthinkyouwillrequiremetorecalltheexactspot。””Ifitwereonewhichmadeitpossibleforhertoseeyouasclearlyasyoucouldseeher,Ithinkitwouldbeveryadvisableforyoutosayso。”
  Itwas-such-aspot。’’”ThenIthinkIcanlocateitforyou,ordoyouprefertolocateityourself?””Iwilllocateitmyself。IhadhopednottobecalledupontomentionwhatIcannotbutconsideramostunfortunatecoincidence。
  Asagentlemanyouwillunderstandmyreticenceandalsowhyitisamatterofregrettomethatwithanacumenworthyofyourposition,youshouldhavediscoveredafactwhich,whileitcannotexplainMissChalloner’sdeath,willdragourlittleaffairbeforethepublic,andpossiblygiveitaprominenceinsomemindswhichIamsuredoesnotbelongtoit。ImetMissChalloner’seyeforoneinstantfromthetopofthelittlestaircaserunninguptothemezzanine。IhadyieldedthusfartoanimpulseIhadfrequentlycombated,toseekbyanotherinterviewtoretrievethebadeffectwhichmusthavebeenmadeuponherbymyangrynote。Iknewthatshefrequentlywrotelettersinthemezzanineatthishour,andgotasfarasthetopofthestaircaseinmyefforttojoinher。
  Butgotnofurther。WhenIsawheronherfeet,withherfaceturnedmyway,Irememberedthescornwithwhichshehadreceivedmyformerheart-feltproposalsand,withouttakinganotherstepforward,Iturnedawayfromherandfleddownthestepsandsooutofthebuildingbythemainentrance。Shesawme,forherhandflewupwithastartledgesture,butIcannotthinkthatmypresenceonthesamefloorwithhercouldhavecausedhertostriketheblowwhichterminatedherlife。WhyshouldI?Nowomansacrificesherlifeoutofmereregretforthedisdainshehasshownamanshehastakennopainstounderstand。”
  HistoneandhisattitudeseemedtoinvitetheconcurrenceofDr。
  Heathinthisstatement。Buttherichnessoftheoneandthegraceoftheothershowedthehandsomespeakerofftosuchadvantagethatthecoronerwasratherinclinedtoconsiderhowawoman,evenofMissChalloner’sfinetasteandcarefulbreeding,mightseeinsuchasituationmuchforregret,ifnotforactivedespairandthesuicidalact。Hegavenoevidenceofhisthought,however,butfolloweduptheoneadmissionmadebyMr。Brothersonwhichheandothersmustnaturallyviewasofthefirstimportance。”YousawMissChallonerliftherhand,yousay。Whichhand,andwhatwasinit?Anything?””Sheliftedherrighthand,butitwouldbeimpossibleformetotellyouwhethertherewasanythinginitornot。IsimplysawthemovementbeforeIturnedaway。Itlookedlikeoneofalarmtome。Ifeltthatshehadsomereasonforthis。ShecouldnotknowthatitwasinrepentanceIcameratherthaninfulfilmentofmythreat。”
  Asighfromtheadjoiningroom。Mr。Brothersonrose,asheheardit,andindoingsometthecleareyeofSweetwaterfixeduponhisown。Itslanguagewas,nodoubt,peculiaranditseemedtofascinatehimforamoment,forhestartedasiftoapproachthedetective,butforsookthisintentionalmostimmediately,andaddressingthecoroner,gravelyremarked:”Herdeathfollowingsoquicklyuponthisabortiveattemptofmineataninterviewstartledmebyitscoincidenceasmuchasitdoesyou。Ifintheweaknessofherwoman’snature,itwasmorethanthis-ifthescornshehadpreviouslyshownmewasacloaksheinstinctivelyassumedtohidewhatshewasnotreadytodisclose,myremorsewillbeasgreatasanyoneherecouldwish。Buttheproofofallthiswillhavetobeveryconvincingbeforemypresentconvictionswillyieldtoit。Someotherandmorepoignantsourcewillhavetobefoundforthatinstant’simpulsiveactthanissuppliedbythisstoryofmyunfortunateattachment。
  Dr。Heathwasconvinced,buthewaswillingtoconcedesomethingtothesecretdemandmadeuponhimbySweetwater,whowasbundlinguphispaperswithmuchclatter。
  Lookingupwithasmilewhichhadelementsinithewashardlyconsciousofperhapshimself,heaskedinanoff-handway:”Thenwhydidyoutakesuchpainstowashyourhandsoftheaffairthemomentyouhadleftthehotel?””Idonotunderstand。””Youpassedaroundthecornerinto-street,didyounot?””Verylikely。Icouldgothatwayaswellasanother。””Andstoppedatthefirstlamp-post?””Oh,Isee。Someonesawthatchildishactionofmine。””Whatdidyoumeanbyit?””Justwhatyouhavesuggested。IdidgothroughthepantomimeofwashingmyhandsofanaffairIconsidereddefinitelyended。IhadresistedanirrepressibleimpulsetoseeandtalkwithMissChalloneragain,andwaspleasedwithmyfirmness。Unawareofthetragicblowwhichhadjustfallen,Iwasfullofself-congratulationsatmyescapefromthecharmwhichhadluredmebacktothishotelagainandagaininspiteofmybetterjudgment,andIwishedtosymbolisemyreliefbyanactofwhichIwas,inanothermoment,ashamed。
  Strangethatthereshouldhavebeenawitnesstoit。HerehestolealookatSweetwater。Strangerstill,thatcircumstancesbythemostextraordinaryofcoincidences,shouldhavegivensounforeseenapointtoit。”Youareright,Mr。Brotherson。Thewholeoccurrenceisstartlingandmoststrange。Butlifeismadeupoftheunexpected,asnoneknowbetterthanwephysicians,whetherourpracticebeofapublicorprivatecharacter。”
  AsMr。Brothersonlefttheroom,thecuriositytowhichhehadyieldedoncebefore,ledhimtocastaglanceofpenetratinginquirybehindhimfullatSweetwater,andifeitherfeltembarrassment,itwasnotthehuntedbutthehunter。
  Butthefeelingdidnotlast。”I’vesimplymetthestrongestmanI’veeverencountered,”wasSweetwater’sencouragingcommenttohimself。”AllthemoregloryifIcanfindajointinhisarmourorahiddenpassagetohiscold,secretiveheart。”
  XI
  ALIKEINESSENTIALS”Mr。Gryce,Iameitherafoolortheluckiestfellowgoing。Youmustdecidewhich。”
  Theageddetective,thusaddressed,laiddownhiseveningpaperandendeavouredtomakeoutthedimformhecouldjustfaintlydiscernstandingbetweenhimandthelibrarydoor。”Sweetwater,isthatyou?””Nooneelse。Sweetwater,thefool,orSweetwater,muchtoowiseforhisowngood。Idon’tknowwhich。Perhapsyoucanfindoutandtellme。”
  Agruntfromtheregionofthelibrarytable,thenthesarcasticremark:”I’mjustinthemoodtosettlethatquestion。Thislastfailuretomyaccountoughttomakemeanexcellentjudgeofanother’sfolly。
  I’vemeddledwiththeoldbusinessforthelasttime,Sweetwater。
  You’llhavetogoitlonefromnowon。TheDepartmenthasnomoreworkforEbenezarGryce,orratherEbenezarGrycewillmakenomorefoolattemptstopleasethem。Strangethatamandon’tknowwhenhistimehascometoquit。IrememberlowIoncescoredYeardsleyforhangingonafterhehadlosthisgrip;andhereamIdoingthesamething。Butwhat’sthematterwithyou?Speakout,myboy。
  Somethingnewinthewind?””No,Mr。Gryce;nothingnew。It’sthesameoldbusiness。But,ifwhatIsuspectistrue,thissameoldbusinessoffersopportunitiesforsomeveryinterestingandunusualeffort。You’renotsatisfiedwiththecoroner’sverdictintheChallonercase?”No。I’msatisfiedwithnothingthatleavesallendsdangling。
  Suicidewasnotproved。Itseemedtheonlypresumptionpossible,butitwasnotproved。Therewasnoblood-stainonthatcutter-point。””Noranyevidencethatithadeverbeenthere。””No。I’mnotproudofthechainwhichlacksalinkwhereitshouldbestrongest。”