“Lookatthatdog,“hecriedtoMcTeague,showinghimafinely-bredIrishsetter。“That’sthedogthatbelongedtotheduckontheavenue,thedogwecalledforthatday。
I’vebought’um。Theduckthoughthehadthedistemper,andjustthrew’umaway。Nothunwrongwith’umbutalittlecatarrh。Ain’theabird?Say,ain’theabird?Lookathisflag;it’sperfect;andseehowhecarrieshistailonalinewithhisback。Seehowstiffandwhitehiswhiskersare。Oh,bydamn!youcan’tfoolmeonadog。Thatdog’sawinner。“
AttheCliffHousethetwosatdowntotheirbeerinaquietcornerofthebilliard-room。Therewerebuttwoplayers。
Somewhereinanotherpartofthebuildingamammothmusic-
boxwasjanglingoutaquickstep。Fromoutsidecamethelong,rhythmicalrushofthesurfandthesonorousbarkingofthesealsuponthesealrocks。Thefourdogscurledthemselvesdownuponthesandedfloor。
“Here’show,“saidMarcus,halfemptyinghisglass。“Ah-h!“
headded,withalongbreath,“that’sgood;itis,forafact。“
ForthelasthouroftheirwalkMarcushaddonenearlyallthetalking。McTeaguemerelyansweringhimbyuncertainmovementsofthehead。Forthatmatter,thedentisthadbeensilentandpreoccupiedthroughoutthewholeafternoon。
AtlengthMarcusnoticedit。Ashesetdownhisglasswithabanghesuddenlyexclaimed:
“What’sthematterwithyouthesedays,Mac?Yougotabeanaboutsomethun,hey?Spitutout。“
“No,no,“repliedMcTeague,lookingaboutonthefloor,rollinghiseyes;“nothing,no,no。“
“Ah,rats!“returnedtheother。McTeaguekeptsilence。Thetwobilliardplayersdeparted。Thehugemusic-boxstruckintoafreshtune。
“Huh!“exclaimedMarcus,withashortlaugh,“guessyou’reinlove。“
McTeaguegasped,andshuffledhisenormousfeetunderthetable。
“Well,somethun’sbitunyou,anyhow,“pursuedMarcus。
“MaybeIcanhelpyou。We’repals,youknow。Bettertellmewhat’sup;guesswecanstraightenutout。Ah,goon;spitutout。“
Thesituationwasabominable。McTeaguecouldnotrisetoit。Marcuswashisbestfriend,hisonlyfriend。Theywere“pals“andMcTeaguewasveryfondofhim。Yettheywerebothinlove,presumably,withthesamegirl,andnowMarcuswouldtryandforcethesecretoutofhim;wouldrushblindlyattherockuponwhichthetwomustsplit,stirredbytheverybestofmotives,wishingonlytobeofservice。
Besidesthis,therewasnobodytowhomMcTeaguewouldhavebetterpreferredtotellhistroublesthantoMarcus,andyetaboutthistrouble,thegreatesttroubleofhislife,hemustkeepsilent;mustrefrainfromspeakingofittoMarcusaboveeverybody。
McTeaguebegandimlytofeelthatlifewastoomuchforhim。
Howhaditallcomeabout?Amonthagohewasperfectlycontent;hewascalmandpeaceful,takinghislittlepleasuresashefoundthem。Hislifehadshapeditself;
was,nodoubt,tocontinuealwaysalongthesesamelines。A
womanhadenteredhissmallworldandinstantlytherewasdiscord。Thedisturbingelementhadappeared。Whereverthewomanhadputherfootascoreofdistressingcomplicationshadsprungup,likethesuddengrowthofstrangeandpuzzlingflowers。
“Say,Mac,goon;let’shaveutstraight,“urgedMarcus,leaningtowardhim。“Hasanyduckbeendoingyoudirt?“hecried,hisfacecrimsonontheinstant。
“No,“saidMcTeague,helplessly。
“Comealong,oldman,“persistedMarcus;“let’shaveut。
Whatistherow?I’lldoallIcantohelpyou。“
ItwasmorethanMcTeaguecouldbear。Thesituationhadgotbeyondhim。Stupidlyhespoke,hishandsdeepinhispockets,hisheadrolledforward。
“It’s——it’sMissSieppe,“hesaid。
“Trina,mycousin?Howdoyoumean?“inquiredMarcussharply。
“I——I——Idon’know,“stammeredMcTeague,hopelesslyconfounded。
“Youmean,“criedMarcus,suddenlyenlightened,“thatyouare——thatyou,too。“
McTeaguestirredinhischair,lookingatthewallsoftheroom,avoidingtheother’sglance。Henoddedhishead,thensuddenlybrokeout:
“Ican’thelpit。Itain’tmyfault,isit?“
Marcuswasstruckdumb;hedroppedbackinhischairbreathless。SuddenlyMcTeaguefoundhistongue。
“Itellyou,Mark,Ican’thelpit。Idon’tknowhowithappened。ItcameonsoslowthatIwas,that——that——thatitwasdonebeforeIknewit,beforeIcouldhelpmyself。I
knowwe’repals,ustwo,andIknewhow——howyouandMissSieppewere。Iknownow,Iknewthen;butthatwouldn’thavemadeanydifference。BeforeIknewit——it——it——thereI
was。Ican’thelpit。Iwouldn’t’a’haduthappenforanything,ifIcould’a’stoppedit,butIdon’know,it’ssomethingthat’sjuststrongerthanyouare,that’sall。
Shecamethere——MissSieppecametotheparlorstherethreeorfourtimesaweek,andshewasthefirstgirlIhadeverknown,——andyoudon’know!Why,IwassoclosetoherI
touchedherfaceeveryminute,andhermouth,andsmeltherhairandherbreath——oh,youdon’tknowanythingaboutit。
Ican’tgiveyouanyidea。Idon’knowexactlymyself;I
onlyknowhowI’mfixed。I——I——it’sbeendone;it’stoolate,there’snogoingback。Why,Ican’tthinkofanythingelsenightandday。It’severything。It’s——it’s——oh,it’severything!I——I——why,Mark,it’severything——Ican’texplain。“Hemadeahelplessmovementwithbothhands。
NeverhadMcTeaguebeensoexcited;neverhadhemadesolongaspeech。Hisarmsmovedinfierce,uncertaingestures,hisfaceflushed,hisenormousjawsshuttogetherwithasharpclickateverypause。Itwaslikesomecolossalbrutetrappedinadelicate,invisiblemesh,raging,exasperated,powerlesstoextricatehimself。
MarcusSchoulersaidnothing。Therewasalongsilence。
Marcusgotupandwalkedtothewindowandstoodlookingout,butseeingnothing。“Well,whowouldhavethoughtofthis?“hemutteredunderhisbreath。Herewasafix。
MarcuscaredforTrina。Therewasnodoubtinhismindaboutthat。HelookedforwardeagerlytotheSundayafternoonexcursions。HelikedtobewithTrina。He,too,feltthecharmofthelittlegirl——thecharmofthesmall,paleforehead;thelittlechinthrustoutasifinconfidenceandinnocence;theheavy,odorouscrownofblackhair。Helikedherimmensely。Somedayhewouldspeak;hewouldaskhertomarryhim。Marcusputoffthismatterofmarriagetosomefutureperiod;itwouldbesometime——ayear,perhaps,ortwo。Thethingdidnottakedefiniteshapeinhismind。Marcus“keptcompany“withhiscousinTrina,butheknewplentyofothergirls。Forthematterofthat,helikedallgirlsprettywell。JustnowthesinglenessandstrengthofMcTeague’spassionstartledhim。
McTeaguewouldmarryTrinathatveryafternoonifshewouldhavehim;butwouldhe——Marcus?No,hewouldnot;ifitcametothat,no,hewouldnot。YetheknewhelikedTrina。
Hecouldsay——yes,hecouldsay——helovedher。Shewashis“girl。“TheSieppesacknowledgedhimasTrina’s“youngman。“Marcuscamebacktothetableandsatdownsidewaysuponit。
“Well,whatarewegoingtodoaboutit,Mac?“hesaid。
“Idon’know,“answeredMcTeague,ingreatdistress。“I
don’wantanythingto——tocomebetweenus,Mark。“
“Well,nothunwill,youbet!“vociferatedtheother。“No,sir;youbetnot,Mac。“
Marcuswasthinkinghard。HecouldseeveryclearlythatMcTeaguelovedTrinamorethanhedid;thatinsomestrangewaythishuge,brutalfellowwascapableofagreaterpassionthanhimself,whowastwiceasclever。SuddenlyMarcusjumpedimpetuouslytoaresolution。
“Well,say,Mac,“hecried,strikingthetablewithhisfist,“goahead。Iguessyou——youwantherprettybad。I’llpullout;yes,Iwill。I’llgiveheruptoyou,oldman。“
ThesenseofhisownmagnanimityallatonceovercameMarcus。Hesawhimselfasanotherman,verynoble,self-
sacrificing;hestoodapartandwatchedthissecondselfwithboundlessadmirationandwithinfinitepity。Hewassogood,somagnificent,soheroic,thathealmostsobbed。Marcusmadeasweepinggestureofresignation,throwingoutbothhisarms,crying:
“Mac,I’llgiveheruptoyou。Iwon’tstandbetweenyou。“
TherewereactuallytearsinMarcus’seyesashespoke。
Therewasnodoubthethoughthimselfsincere。AtthatmomenthealmostbelievedhelovedTrinaconscientiously,thathewassacrificinghimselfforthesakeofhisfriend。
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