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第50章

  TheinstantshewasoutofthehospitalTrinahadbeguntosaveagain,butnowitwaswithaneagernessthatamountedattimestoaveritablefrenzy。Sheevendeniedherselflightsandfuelinordertoputbyaquarterorso,grudgingeverypennyshewasobligedtospend。Shedidherownwashingandcooking。Finallyshesoldherweddingdress,thathadhithertolaininthebottomofhertrunk。
  ThedayshemovedfromZerkow’soldhouse,shecamesuddenlyuponthedentist’sconcertinaunderaheapofoldclothesinthecloset。Withintwentyminutesshehadsoldittothedealerinsecond-handfurniture,returningtoherroomwithsevendollarsinherpocket,happyforthefirsttimesinceMcTeaguehadlefther。
  Butforallthatthematch-boxandthebagrefusedtofillup;afterthreeweeksofthemostrigideconomytheycontainedbuteighteendollarsandsomesmallchange。Whatwasthatcomparedwithfourhundred?Trinatoldherselfthatshemusthavehermoneyinhand。Shelongedtoseeagaintheheapofituponherwork-table,whereshecouldplungeherhandsintoit,herfaceintoit,feelingthecool,smoothmetaluponhercheeks。Atsuchmomentsshewouldseeinherimaginationherwonderfulfivethousanddollarspiledincolumns,shiningandgleamingsomewhereatthebottomofUncleOelbermann’svault。ShewouldlookatthepaperthatUncleOelbermannhadgivenher,andtellherselfthatitrepresentedfivethousanddollars。Butintheendthisceasedtosatisfyher,shemusthavethemoneyitself。Shemusthaveherfourhundreddollarsbackagain,thereinhertrunk,inherbagandhermatch-box,whereshecouldtouchitandseeitwhenevershedesired。
  Atlengthshecouldstanditnolonger,andonedaypresentedherselfbeforeUncleOelbermannashesatinhisofficeinthewholesaletoystore,andtoldhimshewantedtohavefourhundreddollarsofhermoney。
  “Butthisisveryirregular,youknow,Mrs。McTeague,“saidthegreatman。“Notbusiness-likeatall。“
  Buthisniece’smisfortunesandthesightofherpoormaimedhandappealedtohim。Heopenedhischeck-book。“Youunderstand,ofcourse,“hesaid,“thatthiswillreducetheamountofyourinterestbyjustsomuch。“
  “Iknow,Iknow。I’vethoughtofthat,“saidTrina。
  “Fourhundred,didyousay?“remarkedUncleOelbermann,takingthecapfromhisfountainpen。
  “Yes,fourhundred,“exclaimedTrina,quickly,hereyesglistening。
  Trinacashedthecheckandreturnedhomewiththemoney——allintwenty-dollarpiecesasshehaddesired——inanecstasyofdelight。Forhalfofthatnightshesatupplayingwithhermoney,countingitandrecountingit,polishingthedullerpiecesuntiltheyshone。Altogetherthereweretwentytwenty-dollargoldpieces。
  “Oh-h,youbeauties!“murmuredTrina,runningherpalmsoverthem,fairlyquiveringwithpleasure。“Youbeauties!
  ISthereanythingprettierthanatwenty-dollargoldpiece?
  Youdear,dearmoney!Oh,don’tILOVEyou!Mine,mine,mine——allofyoumine。“
  Shelaidthemoutinarowontheledgeofthetable,orarrangedtheminpatterns——triangles,circles,andsquares——
  orbuiltthemallupintoapyramidwhichsheafterwardoverthrewforthesakeofhearingthedeliciousclinkofthepiecestumblingagainsteachother。Thenatlastsheputthemawayinthebrassmatch-boxandchamoisbag,delightedbeyondwordsthattheywereoncemorefullandheavy。
  Then,afewdaysafter,thethoughtofthemoneystillremaininginUncleOelbermann’skeepingreturnedtoher。Itwashers,allhers——allthatfourthousandsixhundred。Shecouldhaveasmuchofitoraslittleofitasshechose。
  Sheonlyhadtoask。ForaweekTrinaresisted,knowingverywellthattakingfromhercapitalwasproportionatelyreducinghermonthlyincome。Thenatlastsheyielded。
  “Justtomakeitanevenfivehundred,anyhow,“shetoldherself。Thatdayshedrewahundreddollarsmore,intwenty-dollargoldpiecesasbefore。FromthattimeTrinabegantodrawsteadilyuponhercapital,alittleatatime。
  Itwasapassionwithher,amania,averitablementaldisease;atemptationsuchasdrunkardsonlyknow。
  Itwouldcomeuponherallofasudden。Whileshewasaboutherwork,scrubbingthefloorofsomevacanthouse;orinherroom,inthemorning,asshemadehercoffeeontheoilstove,orwhenshewokeinthenight,abrusqueaccessofcupiditywouldseizeuponher。Hercheeksflushed,hereyesglistened,herbreathcameshort。Attimesshewouldleaveherworkjustasitwas,putonheroldbonnetofblackstraw,throwhershawlabouther,andgostraighttoUncleOelbermann’sstoreanddrawagainsthermoney。Nowitwouldbeahundreddollars,nowsixty;nowshewouldcontentherselfwithonlytwenty;andonce,afterafortnight’sabstinence,shepermittedherselfapositivedebauchoffivehundred。LittlebylittleshedrewhercapitalfromUncleOelbermann,andlittlebylittleheroriginalinterestoftwenty-fivedollarsamonthdwindled。
  Onedayshepresentedherselfagainintheofficeofthewhole-saletoystore。
  “Willyouletmehaveacheckfortwohundreddollars,UncleOelbermann?“shesaid。
  Thegreatmanlaiddownhisfountainpenandleanedbackinhisswivelchairwithgreatdeliberation。
  “Idon’tunderstand,Mrs。McTeague,“hesaid。“Everyweekyoucomehereanddrawoutalittleofyourmoney。I’vetoldyouthatitisnotatallregularorbusiness-likeformetoletyouhaveitthisway。Andmorethanthis,it’sagreatinconveniencetometogiveyouthesechecksatunstatedtimes。Ifyouwishtodrawoutthewholeamountlet’shavesomeunderstanding。Drawitinmonthlyinstallmentsof,say,fivehundreddollars,orelse,“headded,abruptly,“drawitallatonce,now,to-day。Iwouldevenpreferitthatway。Otherwiseit’s——it’sannoying。Come,shallI
  drawyouacheckforthirty-sevenhundred,andhaveitoveranddonewith?“
  “No,no,“criedTrina,withinstinctiveapprehension,refusing,shedidnotknowwhy。“No,I’llleaveitwithyou。Iwon’tdrawoutanymore。“
  Shetookherdeparture,butpausedonthepavementoutsidethestore,andstoodforamomentlostinthought,hereyesbeginningtoglistenandherbreathcomingshort。Slowlysheturnedaboutandreenteredthestore;shecamebackintotheoffice,andstoodtremblingatthecornerofUncleOelbermann’sdesk。Helookedupsharply。TwiceTrinatriedtogethervoice,andwhenitdidcometoher,shecouldhardlyrecognizeit。Betweenbreathsshesaid:
  “Yes,allright——I’ll——youcangiveme——willyougivemeacheckforthirty-sevenhundred?GivemeALLofmymoney。“
  Afewhourslatersheenteredherlittleroomoverthekindergarten,boltedthedoorwithshakingfingers,andemptiedaheavycanvassackuponthemiddleofherbed。
  Thensheopenedhertrunk,andtakingthencethebrassmatch-boxandchamois-skinbagaddedtheircontentstothepile。Nextshelaidherselfuponthebedandgatheredthegleamingheapsofgoldpiecestoherwithbotharms,buryingherfaceinthemwithlongsighsofunspeakabledelight。
  Itwasalittlepastnoon,andthedaywasfineandwarm。
  Theleavesofthehugecherrytreesthrewoffacertainpungentaromathatenteredthroughtheopenwindow,togetherwithlongthinshaftsofgoldensunlight。Below,inthekindergarten,thechildrenweresinginggaylyandmarchingtothejanglingofthepiano。Trinaheardnothing,sawnothing。Shelayonherbed,hereyesclosed,herfaceburiedinapileofgoldthatsheencircledwithbothherarms。
  Trinaeventoldherselfatlastthatshewashappyoncemore。McTeaguebecameamemory——amemorythatfadedalittleeveryday——dimandindistinctinthegoldensplendoroffivethousanddollars。
  “Andyet,“Trinawouldsay,“IdidloveMac,lovedhimdearly,onlyalittlewhileago。Evenwhenhehurtme,itonlymademelovehimmore。HowisitI’vechangedsosudden?HowCOULDIforgethimsosoon?Itmustbebecausehestolemymoney。Thatisit。Icouldn’tforgiveanyonethat——no,notevenmyMOTHER。AndInever——
  never——willforgivehim。“
  WhathadbecomeofherhusbandTrinadidnotknow。SheneversawanyoftheoldPolkStreetpeople。Therewasnowayshecouldhavenewsofhim,evenifshehadcaredtohaveit。Shehadhermoney,thatwasthemainthing。Herpassionforitexcludedeveryothersentiment。Thereitwasinthebottomofhertrunk,inthecanvassack,thechamois-skinbag,andthelittlebrassmatch-safe。NotadaypassedthatTrinadidnothaveitoutwhereshecouldseeandtouchit。Oneeveningshehadevenspreadallthegoldpiecesbetweenthesheets,andhadthengonetobed,strippingherself,andhadsleptallnightuponthemoney,takingastrangeandecstaticpleasureinthetouchofthesmoothflatpiecesthelengthofherentirebody。
  Onenight,somethreemonthsaftershehadcometoliveatthekindergarten,Trinawasawakenedbyasharptaponthepaneofthewindow。Shesatupquicklyinbed,herheartbeatingthickly,hereyesrollingwildlyinthedirectionofhertrunk。Thetapwasrepeated。Trinaroseandwentfearfullytothewindow。Thelittlecourtbelowwasbrightwithmoonlight,andstandingjustontheedgeoftheshadowthrownbyoneofthecherrytreeswasMcTeague。Abunchofhalf-ripecherrieswasinhishand。Hewaseatingthemandthrowingthepitsatthewindow。Ashecaughtsightofher,hemadeaneagersignforhertoraisethesash。Reluctantandwondering,Trinaobeyed,andthedentistcamequicklyforward。Hewaswearingapairofblueoveralls;anavy-
  blueflannelshirtwithoutacravat;anoldcoat,faded,rain-washed,andrippedattheseams;andhiswoollencap。
  “Say,Trina,“heexclaimed,hisheavybassvoicepitchedjustaboveawhisper,“letmein,willyou,huh?Say,willyou?I’mregularlystarving,andIhaven’tsleptinaChristianbedfortwoweeks。“
  Atsightathimstandingthereinthemoonlight,Trinacouldonlythinkofhimasthemanwhohadbeatenandbittenher,haddesertedherandstolenhermoney,hadmadehersufferasshehadneversufferedbeforeinallherlife。Nowthathehadspentthemoneythathehadstolenfromher,hewaswhiningtocomeback——sothathemightstealmore,nodoubt。
  Onceinherroomhecouldnothelpbutsmelloutherfivethousanddollars。Herindignationrose。
  “No,“shewhisperedbackathim。“No,Iwillnotletyouin。“
  “Butlistenhere,Trina,ItellyouIamstarving,regularly——“
  “Hoh!“interruptedTrinascornfully。“Amancan’tstarvewithfourhundreddollars,Iguess。“
  “Well——well——I——well——“falteredthedentist。“Nevermindnow。Givemesomethingtoeat,an’letmeinan’sleep。
  I’vebeensleepinginthePlazaforthelasttennights,andsay,I——Damnit,Trina,Iain’thadanythingtoeatsince——“