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第48章

  “Kissmegood-by,Mac,“shesaid,puttingherarmsaroundhisneck。“YouDOlovemealittleyet,don’tyou,Mac?We’llbehappyagainsomeday。Thisishardtimesnow,butwe’llpullout。You’llfindsomethingtodoprettysoon。“
  “Iguessso,“growledMcTeague,allowinghertokisshim。
  Thecanarywasstirringnimblyinitscage,andjustnowbrokeoutintoashrilltrilling,itslittlethroatbulgingandquivering。Thedentiststaredatit。“Say,“heremarkedslowly,“IthinkI’lltakethatbirdofminealong。“
  “Sellit?“inquiredTrina。
  “Yes,yes,sellit。“
  “Well,youAREcomingtoyoursensesatlast,“answeredTrina,approvingly。“Butdon’tyouletthebird-storemancheatyou。That’sagoodsongster;andwiththecage,yououghttomakehimgiveyoufivedollars。Youstickoutforthatatfirst,anyhow。“
  McTeagueunhookedthecageandcarefullywrappeditinanoldnewspaper,remarking,“Hemightgetcold。Well,solong,“herepeated,“solong。“
  “Good-by,Mac。“
  Whenhewasgone,Trinatookthesixtycentsshehadstolenfromhimoutofherpocketandrecountedit。“It’ssixtycents,allright,“shesaidproudly。“ButIDObelievethatdimeistoosmooth。“Shelookedatitcritically。Theclockonthepower-houseoftheSutterStreetcablestruckeight。“Eighto’clockalready,“sheexclaimed。“Imustgettowork。“Sheclearedthebreakfastthingsfromthetable,anddrawingupherchairandherworkboxbeganpaintingthesetsofNoah’sarkanimalsshehadwhittledthedaybefore。
  Sheworkedsteadilyallthemorning。Atnoonshelunched,warmingoverthecoffeeleftfrombreakfast,andfryingacoupleofsausages。Byoneshewasbendingoverhertableagain。Herfingers——someofthemlaceratedbyMcTeague’steeth——flew,andthelittlepileofcheaptoysinthebasketatherelbowgrewsteadily。
  “WhereDOallthetoysgoto?“shemurmured。“ThethousandsandthousandsoftheseNoah’sarksthatIhavemade——horsesandchickensandelephants——andalwaysthereneverseemstobeenough。It’sagoodthingformethatchildrenbreaktheirthings,andthattheyallhavetohavebirthdaysandChristmases。“ShedippedherbrushintoapotofVandykebrownandpaintedoneofthewhittledtoyhorsesintwostrokes。Thenatouchofivoryblackwithasmallflatbrushcreatedthetailandmane,anddotsofChinesewhitemadetheeyes。Theturpentineinthepaintdrieditalmostimmediately,andshetossedthecompletedlittlehorseintothebasket。
  Atsixo’clockthedentisthadnotreturned。Trinawaiteduntilseven,andthenputherworkaway,andatehersupperalone。
  “Iwonderwhat’skeepingMac,“sheexclaimedastheclockfromthepower-houseonSutterStreetstruckhalf-pastseven。“IKNOWhe’sdrinkingsomewhere,“shecried,apprehensively。“Hehadthemoneyfromhissignwithhim。“
  Ateighto’clockshethrewashawloverherheadandwentovertotheharnessshop。IfanybodywouldknowwhereMcTeaguewasitwouldbeHeise。Buttheharness-makerhadseennothingofhimsincethedaybefore。
  “Hewasinhereyesterdayafternoon,andwehadadrinkortwoatFrenna’s。Maybehe’sbeeninthereto-day。“
  “Oh,won’tyougoinandsee?“saidTrina。“Macalwayscamehometohissupper——heneverlikestomisshismeals——andI’mgettingfrightenedabouthim。“
  Heisewentintothebarroomnextdoor,andreturnedwithnodefinitenews。Frennahadnotseenthedentistsincehehadcomeinwiththeharness-makerthepreviousafternoon。
  TrinaevenhumbledherselftoaskoftheRyers——withwhomtheyhadquarrelled——iftheyknewanythingofthedentist’swhereabouts,butreceivedacontemptuousnegative。
  “Maybehe’scomeinwhileI’vebeenout,“saidTrinatoherself。ShewentdownPolkStreetagain,goingtowardstheflat。Therainhadstopped,butthesidewalkswerestillglistening。Thecablecarstrundledby,loadedwiththeatregoers。Thebarberswerejustclosingtheirshops。
  Thecandystoreonthecornerwasbrilliantlylightedandwasfillingup,whilethegreenandyellowlampsfromthedrugstoredirectlyoppositethrewkaleidoscopicreflectionsdeepdownintotheshiningsurfaceoftheasphalt。A
  bandofSalvationistsbegantoplayandprayinfrontofFrenna’ssaloon。Trinahurriedondownthegaystreet,withitsevening’sbrilliancyandsmallactivities,hershawloverherhead,onehandliftingherfadedskirtfromoffthewetpavements。Sheturnedintothealley,enteredZerkow’soldhomebytheever-opendoor,andranup-stairstotheroom。Nobody。
  “Why,isn’tthisFUNNY,“sheexclaimed,halfaloud,standingonthethreshold,herlittlemilk-whiteforeheadcurdlingtoafrown,onesorefingeronherlips。Thenagreatfearseizeduponher。Inevitablysheassociatedthehousewithasceneofviolentdeath。
  “No,no,“shesaidtothedarkness,“Macisallright。
  HEcantakecareofhimself。“Butforallthatshehadaclear-cutvisionofherhusband’sbody,bloatedwithsea-
  water,hisblondhairstreaminglikekelp,rollinginertlyinshiftingwaters。
  “Hecouldn’thavefallenofftherocks,“shedeclaredfirmly。“There——THEREheisnow。“Sheheavedagreatsighofreliefasaheavytreadsoundedinthehallwaybelow。Sherantothebanisters,lookingover,andcalling,“Oh,Mac!Isthatyou,Mac?“ItwastheGermanwhosefamilyoccupiedthelowerfloor。Thepower-houseclockstrucknine。
  “MyGod,whereisMac?“criedTrina,stampingherfoot。
  Sheputtheshawloverherheadagain,andwentoutandstoodonthecornerofthealleyandPolkStreet,watchingandwaiting,craninghernecktoseedownthestreet。Once,even,shewentoutuponthesidewalkinfrontoftheflatandsatdownforamomentuponthehorse-blockthere。Shecouldnothelprememberingthedaywhenshehadbeendrivenuptothathorse-blockinahack。HermotherandfatherandOwgoosteandthetwinswerewithher。Itwasherweddingday。Herweddingdresswasinahugetintrunkonthedriver’sseat。Shehadneverbeenhappierbeforeinallherlife。Sherememberedhowshegotoutofthehackandstoodforamomentuponthehorse-block,lookingupatMcTeague’swindows。Shehadcaughtaglimpseofhimathisshaving,thelatherstillonhischeek,andtheyhadwavedtheirhandsateachother。InstinctivelyTrinalookedupattheflatbehindher;lookedupatthebaywindowwhereherhusband’s“DentalParlors“hadbeen。Itwasalldark;thewindowshadtheblind,sightlessappearanceimpartedbyvacant,untenantedrooms。Arustyironrodprojectedmournfullyfromoneofthewindowledges。
  “There’swhereoursignhungonce,“saidTrina。SheturnedherheadandlookeddownPolkStreettowardswheretheOtherDentisthadhisrooms,andthere,overhangingthestreetfromhiswindow,newlyfurbishedandbrightened,hungthehugetooth,herbirthdaypresenttoherhusband,flashingandglowinginthewhiteglareoftheelectriclightslikeabeaconofdefianceandtriumph。
  “Ah,no;ah,no,“whisperedTrina,chokingbackasob。
  “Lifeisn’tsogay。ButIwouldn’tmind,noIwouldn’tmindanything,ifonlyMacwashomeallright。“Shegotupfromthehorse-blockandstoodagainonthecornerofthealley,watchingandlistening。
  Itgrewlater。Thehourspassed。Trinakeptatherpost。
  Thenoiseofapproachingfootfallsgrewlessandlessfrequent。LittlebylittlePolkStreetdroppedbackintosolitude。Eleveno’clockstruckfromthepower-houseclock;
  lightswereextinguished;atoneo’clockthecablestopped,leavinganabruptandnumbingsilenceintheair。Allatonceitseemedverystill。Theonlynoisesweretheoccasionalfootfallsofapolicemanandthepersistentcallingofducksandgeeseintheclosedmarketacrosstheway。Thestreetwasasleep。
  Whenitisnightanddark,andoneisawakeandalone,one’sthoughtstakethecolorofthesurroundings;becomegloomy,sombre,andverydismal。AllatonceanideacametoTrina,adark,terribleidea;worse,even,thantheideaofMcTeague’sdeath。
  “Oh,no,“shecried。“Oh,no。Itisn’ttrue。Butsuppose——suppose。“
  Sheleftherpostandhurriedbacktothehouse。
  “No,no,“shewassayingunderherbreath,“itisn’tpossible。Maybehe’sevencomehomealreadybyanotherway。
  Butsuppose——suppose——suppose。“
  Sheranupthestairs,openedthedooroftheroom,andpaused,outofbreath。Theroomwasdarkandempty。Withcold,tremblingfingersshelightedthelamp,and,turningabout,lookedathertrunk。Thelockwasburst。
  “No,no,no,“criedTrina,“it’snottrue;it’snottrue。“
  Shedroppedonherkneesbeforethetrunk,andtossedbackthelid,andplungedherhandsdownintothecornerunderneathherweddingdress,whereshealwayskeptthesavings。Thebrassmatch-safeandthechamois-skinbagwerethere。Theywereempty。
  Trinaflungherselffulllengthuponthefloor,buryingherfaceinherarms,rollingherheadfromsidetoside。Hervoicerosetoawail。
  “No,no,no,it’snottrue;it’snottrue;it’snottrue。
  Oh,hecouldn’thavedoneit。Oh,howcouldhehavedoneit?Allmymoney,allmylittlesavings——anddesertedme。
  He’sgone,mymoney’sgone,mydearmoney——mydear,deargoldpiecesthatI’veworkedsohardfor。Oh,tohavedesertedme——goneforgood——goneandnevercomingback——gonewithmygoldpieces。Gone-gone——gone。I’llneverseethemagain,andI’veworkedsohard,sosohardforhim——forthem。No,no,NO,it’snottrue。ItIStrue。Whatwillbecomeofmenow?Oh,ifyou’llonlycomebackyoucanhaveallthemoney——halfofit。Oh,givemebackmymoney。
  Givemebackmymoney,a-KanbaAPp点com-ndI’llforgiveyou。Youcanleavemethenifyouwantto。Oh,mymoney。Mac,Mac,you’vegoneforgood。Youdon’tlovemeanymore,andnowI’mabeggar。Mymoney’sgone,myhusband’sgone,gone,gone,gone!“