Thedentisttookoffhiscoat,hiscollarandnecktie,unbuttonedhisvest,andslippedhisheavy-soledbootsfromhisbigfeet。Thenhestretchedhimselfuponthebedandrolledovertowardsthewall。Inafewminutesthesoundofhissnoringfilledtheroom。
Trinacranedherneckandlookedatherhusbandoverthefootboardofthebed。Shesawhisred,congestedface;
thehugemouthwideopen;hisuncleanshirt,withitsfrayedwristbands;andhishugefeetencasedinthickwoollensocks。Thenhergriefandthesenseofherunhappinessreturnedmorepoignantthanever。Shestretchedherarmsoutinfrontofheronherwork-table,and,buryingherfaceinthem,criedandsobbedasthoughherheartwouldbreak。
Theraincontinued。Thepanesofthesinglewindowranwithsheetsofwater;theeavesdrippedincessantly。Itgrewdarker。Thetiny,grimyroom,fullofthesmellsofcookingandof“non-poisonous“paint,tookonanaspectofdesolationandcheerlessnesslamentablebeyondwords。Thecanaryinitslittlegiltprisonchitteredfeeblyfromtimetotime。Sprawledatfulllengthuponthebed,thedentistsnoredandsnored,stupefied,inert,hislegswideapart,hishandslyingpalmupwardathissides。
AtlastTrinaraisedherhead,withalong,tremblingbreath。Sherose,andgoingovertothewashstand,pouredsomewaterfromthepitcherintothebasin,andwashedherfaceandswolleneyelids,andrearrangedherhair。
Suddenly,asshewasabouttoreturntoherwork,shewasstruckwithanidea。
“Iwonder,“shesaidtoherself,“Iwonderwherehegotthemoneytobuyhiswhiskey。“Shesearchedthepocketsofhiscoat,whichhehadflungintoacorneroftheroom,andevencameuptohimashelayuponthebedandwentthroughthepocketsofhisvestandtrousers。Shefoundnothing。
“Iwonder,“shemurmured,“Iwonderifhe’sgotanymoneyhedon’ttellmeabout。I’llhavetolookoutforthat。“
CHAPTER16
Aweekpassed,thenafortnight,thenamonth。ItwasamonthofthegreatestanxietyandunquietudeforTrina。
McTeaguewasoutofajob,couldfindnothingtodo;andTrina,whosawtheimpossibilityofsavingasmuchmoneyasusualoutofherearningsunderthepresentconditions,wasonthelookoutforcheaperquarters。InspiteofhisoutcriesandsulkyresistanceTrinahadinducedherhusbandtoconsenttosuchamove,bewilderinghimwithatorrentofphrasesandmarvellouscolumnsoffiguresbywhichsheprovedconclusivelythattheywereinaconditionbutoneremovefromdownrightdestitution。
Thedentistcontinuedidle。Sincehisillsuccesswiththemanufacturersofsurgicalinstrumentshehadmadebuttwoattemptstosecureajob。TrinahadgonetoseeUncleOelbermannandhadobtainedforMcTeagueapositionintheshippingdepartmentofthewholesaletoystore。However,itwasapositionthatinvolvedacertainamountofciphering,andMcTeaguehadbeenobligedtothrowitupintwodays。
ThenforatimetheyhadentertainedawildideathataplaceonthepoliceforcecouldbesecuredforMcTeague。Hecouldpassthephysicalexaminationwithflyingcolors,andRyer,whohadbecomethesecretaryofthePolkStreetImprovementClub,promisedtherequisitepolitical“pull。“
IfMcTeaguehadshownacertainenergyinthemattertheattemptmighthavebeensuccessful;buthewastoostupid,oroflatehadbecometoolistlesstoexerthimselfgreatly,andtheaffairresultedonlyinaviolentquarrelwithRyer。
McTeaguehadlosthisambition。Hedidnotcaretobetterhissituation。Allhewantedwasawarmplacetosleepandthreegoodmealsaday。Atthefirst——attheveryfirst——hehadchafedathisidlenessandhadspentthedayswithhiswifeintheironenarrowroom,walkingbackandforthwiththerestlessnessofacagedbrute,orsittingmotionlessforhours,watchingTrinaatherwork,feelingadullglowofshameattheideathatshewassupportinghim。Thisfeelinghadwornoffquickly,however。Trina’sworkwasonlyhardwhenshechosetomakeitso,andasaruleshesupportedtheirmisfortuneswithasilentfortitude。
Then,weariedathisinactionandfeelingtheneedofmovementandexercise,McTeaguewouldlighthispipeandtakeaturnuponthegreatavenueoneblockabovePolkStreet。Agangoflaborerswerediggingthefoundationsforalargebrownstonehouse,andMcTeaguefoundinterestandamusementinleaningoverthebarrierthatsurroundedtheexcavationsandwatchingtheprogressofthework。Hecametoseeiteveryafternoon;byandbyheevengottoknowtheforemanwhosuperintendedthejob,andthetwohadlongtalkstogether。ThenMcTeaguewouldreturntoPolkStreetandfindHeiseinthebackroomoftheharnessshop,andoccasionallythedayendedwithsomehalfdozendrinksofwhiskeyatJoeFrenna’ssaloon。
Itwascurioustonotetheeffectofthealcoholuponthedentist。Itdidnotmakehimdrunk,itmadehimvicious。
Sofarfrombeingstupefied,hebecame,afterthefourthglass,active,alert,quick-witted,eventalkative;acertainwickednessstirredinhimthen;hewasintractable,mean;andwhenhehaddrunkalittlemoreheavilythanusual,hefoundacertainpleasureinannoyingandexasperatingTrina,eveninabusingandhurtingher。
IthadbegunontheeveningofThanksgivingDay,whenHeisehadtakenMcTeagueouttodinnerwithhim。Thedentistonthisoccasionhaddrunkveryfreely。HeandHeisehadreturnedtoPolkStreettowardsteno’clock,andHeiseatoncesuggestedacoupleofdrinksatFrenna’s。
“Allright,allright,“saidMcTeague。“Drinks,that’stheword。I’llgohomeandgetsomemoneyandmeetyouatJoe’s。“
Trinawasawakenedbyherhusbandpinchingherarm。
“Oh,Mac,“shecried,jumpingupinbedwithalittlescream,“howyouhurt!Oh,thathurtmedreadfully。“
“Givemealittlemoney,“answeredthedentist,grinning,andpinchingheragain。
“Ihaven’tacent。There’snota——oh,MAC,willyoustop?Iwon’thaveyoupinchmethatway。“
“Hurryup,“answeredherhusband,calmly,nippingthefleshofhershoulderbetweenhisthumbandfinger。“Heise’swaitingforme。“Trinawrenchedfromhimwithasharpintakeofbreath,frowningwithpain,andcaressinghershoulder。
“Mac,you’venoideahowthathurts。Mac,STOP!“
“Givemesomemoney,then。“
IntheendTrinahadtocomply。Shegavehimhalfadollarfromherdresspocket,protestingthatitwastheonlypieceofmoneyshehad。
“Onemore,justforluck,“saidMcTeague,pinchingheragain;“andanother。“
“Howcanyou——howCANyouhurtawomanso!“exclaimedTrina,beginningtocrywiththepain。
“Ah,now,CRY,“retortedthedentist。“That’sright,CRY。Ineversawsuchalittlefool。“Hewentout,slammingthedoorindisgust。
ButMcTeagueneverbecameadrunkardinthegenerallyreceivedsenseoftheterm。Hedidnotdrinktoexcessmorethantwoorthreetimesinamonth,andneveruponanyoccasiondidhebecomemaudlinorstaggering。Perhapshisnerveswerenaturallytoodulltoadmitofanyexcitation;
perhapshedidnotreallycareforthewhiskey,andonlydrankbecauseHeiseandtheothermenatFrenna’sdid。
Trinacouldoftenreproachhimwithdrinkingtoomuch;shenevercouldsaythathewasdrunk。Thealcoholhaditseffectforallthat。Itrousedtheman,orratherthebruteintheman,andnownotonlyrousedit,butgoadedittoevil。McTeague’snaturechanged。Itwasnotonlythealcohol,itwasidlenessandageneralthrowingoffofthegoodinfluencehiswifehadhadoverhiminthedaysoftheirprosperity。McTeaguedislikedTrina。Shewasaperpetualirritationtohim。Sheannoyedhimbecauseshewassosmall,soprettilymade,soinvariablycorrectandprecise。Heravariceincessantlyharassedhim。Herindustrywasaconstantreproachtohim。Sheseemedtoflauntherworkdefiantlyinhisface。Itwastheredflagintheeyesofthebull。OnetimewhenhehadjustcomebackfromFrenna’sandhadbeensittinginthechairnearher,silentlywatchingheratherwork,heexclaimedallofasudden:
“Stopworking。Stopit,Itellyou。Put’emaway。Put’emallaway,orI’llpinchyou。“
“Butwhy——why?“Trinaprotested。
Thedentistcuffedherears。“Iwon’thaveyouwork。“Hetookherknifeandherpaint-potsaway,andmadehersitidlyinthewindowtherestoftheafternoon。
Itwas,however,onlywhenhiswitshadbeenstirredwithalcoholthatthedentistwasbrutaltohiswife。Atothertimes,saythreeweeksofeverymonth,shewasmerelyanincumbrancetohim。TheyoftenquarrelledaboutTrina’smoney,hersavings。Thedentistwasbentuponhavingatleastapartofthem。Whathewoulddowiththemoneyoncehehadit,hedidnotpreciselyknow。Hewouldspenditinroyalfashion,nodoubt,feastingcontinually,buyinghimselfwonderfulclothes。Theminer’sideaofmoneyquicklygainedandlavishlysquandered,persistedinhismind。AsforTrina,themoreherhusbandstormed,thetightershedrewthestringsofthelittlechamois-skinbagthatshehidatthebottomofhertrunkunderneathherbridaldress。HerfivethousanddollarsinvestedinUncleOelbermann’sbusinesswasaglittering,splendiddreamwhichcametoheralmosteveryhourofthedayasasolaceandacompensationforallherunhappiness。
Attimes,whensheknewthatMcTeaguewasfarfromhome,shewouldlockherdoor,openhertrunk,andpileallherlittlehoardonhertable。Bynowitwasfourhundredandsevendollarsandfiftycents。Trinawouldplaywiththismoneybythehour,pilingit,andrepilingit,orgatheringitallintooneheap,anddrawingbacktothefarthestcorneroftheroomtonotetheeffect,herheadononeside。Shepolishedthegoldpieceswithamixtureofsoapandashesuntiltheyshone,wipingthemcarefullyonherapron。Or,again,shewoulddrawtheheaplovinglytowardherandburyherfaceinit,delightedatthesmellofitandthefeelofthesmooth,coolmetalonhercheeks。
Sheevenputthesmallergoldpiecesinhermouth,andjingledthemthere。Shelovedhermoneywithanintensitythatshecouldhardlyexpress。Shewouldplungehersmallfingersintothepilewithlittlemurmursofaffection,herlong,narroweyeshalfclosedandshining,herbreathcominginlongsighs。
“Ah,thedearmoney,thedearmoney,“shewouldwhisper。“I
loveyouso!Allmine,everypennyofit。Nooneshallever,evergetyou。HowI’veworkedforyou!HowI’veslavedandsavedforyou!AndI’mgoingtogetmore;I’mgoingtogetmore,more,more;alittleeveryday。“
Shewasstilllookingforcheaperquarters。Whenevershecouldspareamomentfromherwork,shewouldputonherhatandrangeupanddowntheentireneighborhoodfromSuttertoSacramentoStreets,goingintoallthealleysandbystreets,herheadintheair,lookingforthe“Rooms-to-let“sign。
Butshewasindespair。Allthecheapertenementswereoccupied。Shecouldfindnoroommorereasonablethantheonesheandthedentistnowoccupied。
Astimewenton,McTeague’sidlenessbecamehabitual。Hedranknomorewhiskeythanatfirst,buthisdislikeforTrinaincreasedwitheverydayoftheirpoverty,witheverydayofTrina’spersistentstinginess。Attimes——fortunatelyrarehewasmorethaneverbrutaltoher。Hewouldboxherearsorhitheragreatblowwiththebackofahair-brush,orevenwithhisclosedfist。Hisold-timeaffectionforhis“littlewoman,“unabletostandthetestofprivation,hadlapsedbydegrees,andwhatlittleofitwasleftwaschanged,distorted,andmademonstrousbythealcohol。
ThepeopleaboutthehouseandtheclerksattheprovisionstoresoftenremarkedthatTrina’sfingertipswereswollenandthenailspurpleasthoughtheyhadbeenshutinadoor。
Indeed,thiswastheexplanationshegave。ThefactofthematterwasthatMcTeague,whenhehadbeendrinking,usedtobitethem,crunchingandgrindingthemwithhisimmenseteeth,alwaysingeniousenoughtorememberwhichwerethesorest。Sometimesheextortedmoneyfromherbythismeans,butasoftenasnothediditforhisownsatisfaction。
Andinsomestrange,inexplicablewaythisbrutalitymadeTrinaallthemoreaffectionate;arousedinheramorbid,unwholesomeloveofsubmission,astrange,unnaturalpleasureinyielding,insurrenderingherselftothewillofanirresistible,virilepower。
Trina’semotionshadnarrowedwiththenarrowingofherdailylife。Theyreducedthemselvesatlasttobuttwo,herpassionforhermoneyandherpervertedloveforherhusbandwhenhewasbrutal。Shewasastrangewomanduringthesedays。
TrinahadcometobeonveryintimatetermswithMariaMacapa,andintheendthedentist’swifeandthemaidofallworkbecamegreatfriends。MariawasconstantlyinandoutofTrina’sroom,and,whenevershecould,TrinathrewashawloverherheadandreturnedMaria’scalls。TrinacouldreachZerkow’sdirtyhousewithoutgoingintothestreet。
ThebackyardoftheflathadagatethatopenedintoalittleinclosurewhereZerkowkepthisdecrepithorseandramshacklewagon,andfromthenceTrinacouldenterdirectlyintoMaria’skitchen。TrinamadelongvisitstoMariaduringthemorninginherdressing-gownandcurlpapers,andthetwotalkedatgreatlengthoveracupofteaservedontheedgeofthesinkoracornerofthelaundrytable。Thetalkwasalloftheirhusbandsandofwhattodowhentheycamehomeinaggressivemoods。
“Youneveroughttofightum,“advisedMaria。“Itonlymakesumworse。Justhumpyourback,andit’ssoonestover。“
Theytoldeachotheroftheirhusbands’brutalities,takingastrangesortofprideinrecountingsomeparticularlysavageblow,eachtryingtomakeoutthatherownhusbandwasthemostcruel。Theycriticallycomparedeachother’sbruises,eachonegladwhenshecouldexhibittheworst。
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