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第40章

Kim
  `TheKeeperoftheImagesintheWonderHouseacquiredmeritbygivingmetheseayearsince,’hesaid,followingKim’seye。`Whenoneisfarfromone’sownlandsuchthingscarryremembrance;andwemustreverencetheLordforthatHeshowedtheWay。See!’Hepointedtoacuriously-builtmoundofcolouredricecrownedwithafantasticmetalornament。`WhenI
  WasAbbotinmyownplace-beforeIcametobetterknowledge-Imadethatofferingdaily。ItistheSacrificeoftheUniversetotheLord。ThusdoweofBhotiyalofferalltheworlddailytotheExcellentLaw。AndI
  doitevennow,thoughIknowthattheExcellentOneisbeyondallpinchingsandpattings。’Hesnuffedfromhisgourd。
  `Itiswelldone,HolyOne,’Kimmurmured,sinkingateaseonthecushions,veryhappyandrathertired。
  `Andalso,’theoldmanchuckled,`IwritepicturesoftheWheelofLife。Threedaystoapicture。Iwasbusiedonit-oritmaybeIshutmyeyesalittle-whentheybroughtwordofthee。Itisgoodtohavetheehere:Iwillshowtheemyart-notforpride’ssake,butbecausethoumustlearn。TheSahibshavenotallthisworld’swisdom。’
  HedrewfromunderthetableasheetofstrangelyscentedyellowChinesepaper,thebrushes,andslabofIndianink。Incleanest,severestoutlinehehadtracedtheGreatWheelwithitssixspokes,whosecentreistheconjoinedHog,Snake,andDoveIgnorance,Anger,andLust,andwhosecompartmentsarealltheHeavensandHells,andallthechancesofhumanlife。MensaythattheBodhisatHimselffirstdrewitwithgrainsofriceupondust,toteachHisdisciplesthecauseofthings。Manyageshavecrystallizeditintoamostwonderfulconventioncrowdedwithhundredsoflittlefigureswhoseeverylinecarriesameaning。Fewcantranslatethepicture-parable;
  therearenottwentyinalltheworldwhocandrawitsurelywithoutacopy:ofthosewhocanbothdrawandexpoundarebutthree。
  `Ihavealittlelearnedtodraw,’saidKim。`Butthisisamarvelbeyondmarvels。’
  `Ihavewrittenitformanyyears,’saidthelama。`TimewaswhenI
  couldwriteitallbetweenonelamp-lightingandthenext。Iwillteachtheetheart-afterduepreparation;andIwillshowtheethemeaningoftheWheel。’
  `WetaketheRoad,then?’
  `TheRoadandourSearch。Iwasbutwaitingforthee。Itwasmadeplaintomeinahundreddreams-notablyonethatcameuponthenightofthedaythattheGatesofLearningfirstshut-thatwithouttheeIshouldneverfindmyRiver。Againandagain,asthouknowest,Iputthisfromme,fearinganillusion。ThereforeIwouldnottaketheewithmethatdayatLucknow,whenweatethecakes。Iwouldnottaketheetillthetimewasripeandauspicious。FromtheHillstotheSea,fromtheSeatotheHillshaveIgone,butitwasvain。ThenIrememberedtheJî;taka。’
  HetoldKimthestoryoftheelephantwiththeleg-iron,ashehadtolditsooftentotheJainpriests。
  `Furthertestimonyisnotneeded,’heendedserenely。`Thouwastsentforanaid。Thataidremoved,mySearchcametonaught。Thereforewewillgooutagaintogether,andourSearchissure。’
  `Whithergowe?’
  `Whatmatters,FriendofalltheWorld?TheSearch,Isay,issure。
  Ifneedbe,theRiverwillbreakfromthegroundbeforeus。IacquiredmeritwhenIsenttheetotheGatesofLearning,andgavetheethejewelthatisWisdom。Thoudidstreturn,Isawevennow,afollowerofSakyamuni,thePhysician,’whosealtarsaremanyinBhotiyal。Itissufficient。Wearetogether,andallthingsareastheywere-FriendofalltheWorld-FriendoftheStars-mychela!’
  Thentheytalkedofmatterssecular;butitwasnoticeablethatthelamaneverdemandedanydetailsoflifeatStXavier’s,norshowedthefaintestcuriosityastothemannersandcustomsofSahibs。Hismindmovedallinthepast,andherevivedeverystepoftheirwonderfulfirstjourneytogether,rubbinghishandsandchuckling,tillitpleasedhimtocurlhimselfupintothesuddensleepofoldage。
  Kimwatchedthelastdustysunshinefadeoutofthecourt,andplayedwithhisghost-daggerandrosary。TheclamourofBenares,oldestofallearth’scitiesawakebeforetheGods,dayandnight,beatroundthewallsasthesea’sroarroundabreakwater。Nowandagain,aJainpriestcrossedthecourt,withsomesmallofferingtotheimages,andsweptthepathabouthimlestbychanceheshouldtakethelifeofalivingthing。Alamptwinkled,andtherefollowedthesoundofaprayer。Kimwatchedthestarsastheyroseoneafteranotherinthestill,stickydark,tillhefellasleepatthefootofthealtar。ThatnighthedreamedinHindustani,withneveranEnglishword……
  `HolyOne,thereisthechildtowhomwegavethemedicine,’hesaid,aboutthreeo’clockinthemorning,whenthelama,alsowakingfromdreams,wouldhavefaredforthonpilgrimage。
  `TheJatwillhehereatthelight。’
  `Iamwellanswered。InmyhasteIwouldhavedoneawrong。’Hesatdownonthecushionsandreturnedtohisrosary。`Surelyoldfolkareaschildren,’hesaidpathetically。`Theydesireamatter-behold,itmustbedoneatonce,ortheyfretandweep!ManytimeswhenIwasupontheRoadIhavebeenreadytostampwithmyfeetatthehindranceofanox-cartintheway,oramerecloudofdust。ItwasnotsowhenIwasaman-alongtimeago。Nonethelessitiswrongful-’
  `Butthouartindeedold,HolyOne。’
  `Thethingwasdone。ACausewasputoutintotheworld,md,oldoryoung,sickorsound,knowingorunknowing,whocanreinintheeffectofthatCause?DoestheWheelhangstillifachildspinit-oradrunkard?Chela,thisisagreatandaterribleworld。’
  `Ithinkitgood,’Kimyawned。`Whatistheretoeat?Ihavenoteatensinceyesterdayeven。’
  `Ihadforgottenthyneed。YonderisgoodBhotiyalteaandcoldrice。’
  `Wecannotwalkfaronsuchstuff。’KimfeltalltheEuropean’slustforflesh-meat,whichisnotaccessibleinaJaintemple。Yet,insteadofgoingoutatoncewiththebegging-bowl,hestayedhisstomachonslabsofcoldricetillthefulldawn。Itbroughtthefarmer,voluble,stutteringwithgratitude。
  `Inthenightthefeverbrokeandthesweatcame,’hecried。`Feelhere-hisskinisfreshandnew!Heesteemedthesaltlozenges,andtookmilkwithgreed。’Hedrewtheclothfromthechild’sface,anditsmiledsleepilyatKim。AlittleknotofJainpriests,silentbutall-observant,gatheredbythetempledoor。Theyknew,andKimknewthattheyknew,howtheoldlamahadmethisdisciple。Beingcourteousfolk,theyhadnotobtrudedthemselvesovernightbypresence,word,orgesture。WhereforeKimrepaidthemasthesunrose。
  `ThanktheGodsoftheJains,brother,’hesaid,notknowinghowthoseGodswerenamed。`Thefeverisindeedbroken。’
  `Look!See!’Thelamabeamedinthebackgrounduponhishostsofthreeyears。`Wasthereeversuchachela?HefollowsourLordtheHealer。’
  NowtheJainsofficiallyrecognizealltheGodsoftheHinducreed,aswellastheLingamandtheSnake。TheyweartheBrahminicalthread;
  theyadheretoeveryclaimofHinducast-law。But,becausetheyknewandlovedthelama,becausehewasanoldman,becausehesoughttheWay,becausehewastheirguest,andbecausehecolloguedlongofnightswiththehead-priest-asfree-thinkingametaphysicianaseversplitonehairintoseventy-theymurmuredassent。
  `Remember,’Kimbentoverthechild-`thistroublemaycomeagain。’
  `Notifthouhasttheproperspell,’saidthefather。
  `Butinalittlewhilewegoaway。’
  `True,’saidthelamatoalltheJains。`WegonowtogetherupontheSearchwhereofIhaveoftenspoken。Iwaitedtillmychelawasripe。
  Beholdhim!WegoNorth。NeveragainshallIlookuponthisplaceofmyrest,Opeopleofgoodwill。’
  `ButIamnotabeggar。’Thecultivatorrosetohisfeet,clutchingthechild。
  `Bestill。DonottroubletheHolyOne,’apriestcried。
  `Go,’Kimwhispered。`Meetusagainunderthebigrailwaybridge,andforthesakeofalltheGodsofourPunjab,bringfood-curry,pulse,cakesfriedinfat,andsweetmeats。Speciallysweetmeats。Beswift!’
  ThepallorofhungersuitedKimverywellashestood,tallandslim,inhissand-coloured,sweepingrobes,onehandonhisrosaryandtheotherintheattitudeofbenediction,faithfullycopiedfromthelama。AnEnglishobservermighthavesaidthathelookedratherliketheyoungsaintofastained-glasswindow,whereashewasbutagrowingladfaintwithemptiness。
  Longandformalwerethefarewells,thriceendedandthricerenewed。
  TheSeeker-hewhohadinvitedthelamatothathavenfromfar-awayTibet,asilver-faced,hairlessascetictooknopartinit,butmeditated,asalways,aloneamongtheimages。Theotherswereveryhuman;pressingsmallcomfortsupontheoldman-abetel-box,afinenewironpencase,afood-bag,andsuch-like-warninghimagainstthedangersoftheworldwithout,andprophesyingahappyendtotheSearch。MeantimeKim,lonelierthanever,squattedonthesteps,andsworetohimselfinthelanguageofStXavier’s。
  `Butitismyownfault,’heconcluded。`WithMahbub,IateMahbub’sbread,orLurganSahib’s。AtStXavier’s,threemealsaday。HereImustjolly-welllookoutformyself。Besides,Iamnotingoodtraining。HowIcouldeataplateofbeefnow!……Isitfinished,HolyOne?’
  Thelama,bothhandsraised,intonedafinalblessinginornateChinese。
  `Imustleanonthyshoulder,’saidhe,asthetemplegatesclosed。`Wegrowstiff;Ithink。’
  Theweightofasix-footmanisnotlighttosteadythroughmilesofcrowdedstreets,andKim,loadeddownwithbundlesandpackagesfortheway,wasgladtoreachtheshadowoftherailwaybridge。
  `Hereweeat,’hesaidresolutely,astheKamboh,blue-robedandsmiling,hoveinsight,abasketinonehandandthechildintheother。
  `Fallto,HolyOnes!’hecriedfromfiftyyards。Theywerebytheshoalunderthefirstbridge-span,outofsightofhungrypriests。`Riceandgoodcurry,cakesallwarmandwellscentedwithhing[asafoetida],curdsandsugar。Kingofmyfields,’-thistothesmallson-`letusshowtheseholymenthatweJatsofJullundurcanpayaservice……IhadheardtheJainswouldeatnothingthattheyhadnotcooked,buttruly’-
  helookedawaypolitelyoverthebroadriver-`wherethereisnoeyethereisnocaste。’
  `Andwe,’saidKim,turninghisbackandheapingaleaf-platterforthelama,`arebeyondallcastes。’
  Theygorgedthemselvesonthegoodfoodinsilence。NortillhehadlickedthelastofthestickysweetstufffromhislittlefingerdidKimnotethattheKambohtoowasgirtfortravel。
  `Ifourroadslietogether,’hesaidroughly,`Igowiththee。Onedoesnotoftenfindaworkerofmiracles,andthechildisstillweak。ButIamnotaltogetherareed。’Hepickeduphislathi-afive-footmale-bambooringedwithbandsofpolishediron-andflourisheditintheair。`TheJatsarecalledquarrelsome,butthatisnottrue。Exceptwhenwearecrossed,wearelikeourownbuffaloes。’
  `Sobeit,’saidKim。`Agoodstickisagoodreason。’
  Thelamagazedplacidlyup-stream,whereinlong,smudgedperspectivetheceaselesscolumnsofsmokegoupfromtheburning-ghatsbytheriver。