`TheKeeperoftheImagesintheWonderHouseacquiredmeritbygivingmetheseayearsince,’hesaid,followingKim’seye。`Whenoneisfarfromone’sownlandsuchthingscarryremembrance;andwemustreverencetheLordforthatHeshowedtheWay。See!’Hepointedtoacuriously-builtmoundofcolouredricecrownedwithafantasticmetalornament。`WhenI
WasAbbotinmyownplace-beforeIcametobetterknowledge-Imadethatofferingdaily。ItistheSacrificeoftheUniversetotheLord。ThusdoweofBhotiyalofferalltheworlddailytotheExcellentLaw。AndI
doitevennow,thoughIknowthattheExcellentOneisbeyondallpinchingsandpattings。’Hesnuffedfromhisgourd。
`Itiswelldone,HolyOne,’Kimmurmured,sinkingateaseonthecushions,veryhappyandrathertired。
`Andalso,’theoldmanchuckled,`IwritepicturesoftheWheelofLife。Threedaystoapicture。Iwasbusiedonit-oritmaybeIshutmyeyesalittle-whentheybroughtwordofthee。Itisgoodtohavetheehere:Iwillshowtheemyart-notforpride’ssake,butbecausethoumustlearn。TheSahibshavenotallthisworld’swisdom。’
HedrewfromunderthetableasheetofstrangelyscentedyellowChinesepaper,thebrushes,andslabofIndianink。Incleanest,severestoutlinehehadtracedtheGreatWheelwithitssixspokes,whosecentreistheconjoinedHog,Snake,andDoveIgnorance,Anger,andLust,andwhosecompartmentsarealltheHeavensandHells,andallthechancesofhumanlife。MensaythattheBodhisatHimselffirstdrewitwithgrainsofriceupondust,toteachHisdisciplesthecauseofthings。Manyageshavecrystallizeditintoamostwonderfulconventioncrowdedwithhundredsoflittlefigureswhoseeverylinecarriesameaning。Fewcantranslatethepicture-parable;
therearenottwentyinalltheworldwhocandrawitsurelywithoutacopy:ofthosewhocanbothdrawandexpoundarebutthree。
`Ihavealittlelearnedtodraw,’saidKim。`Butthisisamarvelbeyondmarvels。’
`Ihavewrittenitformanyyears,’saidthelama。`TimewaswhenI
couldwriteitallbetweenonelamp-lightingandthenext。Iwillteachtheetheart-afterduepreparation;andIwillshowtheethemeaningoftheWheel。’
`WetaketheRoad,then?’
`TheRoadandourSearch。Iwasbutwaitingforthee。Itwasmadeplaintomeinahundreddreams-notablyonethatcameuponthenightofthedaythattheGatesofLearningfirstshut-thatwithouttheeIshouldneverfindmyRiver。Againandagain,asthouknowest,Iputthisfromme,fearinganillusion。ThereforeIwouldnottaketheewithmethatdayatLucknow,whenweatethecakes。Iwouldnottaketheetillthetimewasripeandauspicious。FromtheHillstotheSea,fromtheSeatotheHillshaveIgone,butitwasvain。ThenIrememberedtheJî;taka。’
HetoldKimthestoryoftheelephantwiththeleg-iron,ashehadtolditsooftentotheJainpriests。
`Furthertestimonyisnotneeded,’heendedserenely。`Thouwastsentforanaid。Thataidremoved,mySearchcametonaught。Thereforewewillgooutagaintogether,andourSearchissure。’
`Whithergowe?’
`Whatmatters,FriendofalltheWorld?TheSearch,Isay,issure。
Ifneedbe,theRiverwillbreakfromthegroundbeforeus。IacquiredmeritwhenIsenttheetotheGatesofLearning,andgavetheethejewelthatisWisdom。Thoudidstreturn,Isawevennow,afollowerofSakyamuni,thePhysician,’whosealtarsaremanyinBhotiyal。Itissufficient。Wearetogether,andallthingsareastheywere-FriendofalltheWorld-FriendoftheStars-mychela!’
Thentheytalkedofmatterssecular;butitwasnoticeablethatthelamaneverdemandedanydetailsoflifeatStXavier’s,norshowedthefaintestcuriosityastothemannersandcustomsofSahibs。Hismindmovedallinthepast,andherevivedeverystepoftheirwonderfulfirstjourneytogether,rubbinghishandsandchuckling,tillitpleasedhimtocurlhimselfupintothesuddensleepofoldage。
Kimwatchedthelastdustysunshinefadeoutofthecourt,andplayedwithhisghost-daggerandrosary。TheclamourofBenares,oldestofallearth’scitiesawakebeforetheGods,dayandnight,beatroundthewallsasthesea’sroarroundabreakwater。Nowandagain,aJainpriestcrossedthecourt,withsomesmallofferingtotheimages,andsweptthepathabouthimlestbychanceheshouldtakethelifeofalivingthing。Alamptwinkled,andtherefollowedthesoundofaprayer。Kimwatchedthestarsastheyroseoneafteranotherinthestill,stickydark,tillhefellasleepatthefootofthealtar。ThatnighthedreamedinHindustani,withneveranEnglishword……
`HolyOne,thereisthechildtowhomwegavethemedicine,’hesaid,aboutthreeo’clockinthemorning,whenthelama,alsowakingfromdreams,wouldhavefaredforthonpilgrimage。
`TheJatwillhehereatthelight。’
`Iamwellanswered。InmyhasteIwouldhavedoneawrong。’Hesatdownonthecushionsandreturnedtohisrosary。`Surelyoldfolkareaschildren,’hesaidpathetically。`Theydesireamatter-behold,itmustbedoneatonce,ortheyfretandweep!ManytimeswhenIwasupontheRoadIhavebeenreadytostampwithmyfeetatthehindranceofanox-cartintheway,oramerecloudofdust。ItwasnotsowhenIwasaman-alongtimeago。Nonethelessitiswrongful-’
`Butthouartindeedold,HolyOne。’
`Thethingwasdone。ACausewasputoutintotheworld,md,oldoryoung,sickorsound,knowingorunknowing,whocanreinintheeffectofthatCause?DoestheWheelhangstillifachildspinit-oradrunkard?Chela,thisisagreatandaterribleworld。’
`Ithinkitgood,’Kimyawned。`Whatistheretoeat?Ihavenoteatensinceyesterdayeven。’
`Ihadforgottenthyneed。YonderisgoodBhotiyalteaandcoldrice。’
`Wecannotwalkfaronsuchstuff。’KimfeltalltheEuropean’slustforflesh-meat,whichisnotaccessibleinaJaintemple。Yet,insteadofgoingoutatoncewiththebegging-bowl,hestayedhisstomachonslabsofcoldricetillthefulldawn。Itbroughtthefarmer,voluble,stutteringwithgratitude。
`Inthenightthefeverbrokeandthesweatcame,’hecried。`Feelhere-hisskinisfreshandnew!Heesteemedthesaltlozenges,andtookmilkwithgreed。’Hedrewtheclothfromthechild’sface,anditsmiledsleepilyatKim。AlittleknotofJainpriests,silentbutall-observant,gatheredbythetempledoor。Theyknew,andKimknewthattheyknew,howtheoldlamahadmethisdisciple。Beingcourteousfolk,theyhadnotobtrudedthemselvesovernightbypresence,word,orgesture。WhereforeKimrepaidthemasthesunrose。
`ThanktheGodsoftheJains,brother,’hesaid,notknowinghowthoseGodswerenamed。`Thefeverisindeedbroken。’
`Look!See!’Thelamabeamedinthebackgrounduponhishostsofthreeyears。`Wasthereeversuchachela?HefollowsourLordtheHealer。’
NowtheJainsofficiallyrecognizealltheGodsoftheHinducreed,aswellastheLingamandtheSnake。TheyweartheBrahminicalthread;
theyadheretoeveryclaimofHinducast-law。But,becausetheyknewandlovedthelama,becausehewasanoldman,becausehesoughttheWay,becausehewastheirguest,andbecausehecolloguedlongofnightswiththehead-priest-asfree-thinkingametaphysicianaseversplitonehairintoseventy-theymurmuredassent。
`Remember,’Kimbentoverthechild-`thistroublemaycomeagain。’
`Notifthouhasttheproperspell,’saidthefather。
`Butinalittlewhilewegoaway。’
`True,’saidthelamatoalltheJains。`WegonowtogetherupontheSearchwhereofIhaveoftenspoken。Iwaitedtillmychelawasripe。
Beholdhim!WegoNorth。NeveragainshallIlookuponthisplaceofmyrest,Opeopleofgoodwill。’
`ButIamnotabeggar。’Thecultivatorrosetohisfeet,clutchingthechild。
`Bestill。DonottroubletheHolyOne,’apriestcried。
`Go,’Kimwhispered。`Meetusagainunderthebigrailwaybridge,andforthesakeofalltheGodsofourPunjab,bringfood-curry,pulse,cakesfriedinfat,andsweetmeats。Speciallysweetmeats。Beswift!’
ThepallorofhungersuitedKimverywellashestood,tallandslim,inhissand-coloured,sweepingrobes,onehandonhisrosaryandtheotherintheattitudeofbenediction,faithfullycopiedfromthelama。AnEnglishobservermighthavesaidthathelookedratherliketheyoungsaintofastained-glasswindow,whereashewasbutagrowingladfaintwithemptiness。
Longandformalwerethefarewells,thriceendedandthricerenewed。
TheSeeker-hewhohadinvitedthelamatothathavenfromfar-awayTibet,asilver-faced,hairlessascetictooknopartinit,butmeditated,asalways,aloneamongtheimages。Theotherswereveryhuman;pressingsmallcomfortsupontheoldman-abetel-box,afinenewironpencase,afood-bag,andsuch-like-warninghimagainstthedangersoftheworldwithout,andprophesyingahappyendtotheSearch。MeantimeKim,lonelierthanever,squattedonthesteps,andsworetohimselfinthelanguageofStXavier’s。
`Butitismyownfault,’heconcluded。`WithMahbub,IateMahbub’sbread,orLurganSahib’s。AtStXavier’s,threemealsaday。HereImustjolly-welllookoutformyself。Besides,Iamnotingoodtraining。HowIcouldeataplateofbeefnow!……Isitfinished,HolyOne?’
Thelama,bothhandsraised,intonedafinalblessinginornateChinese。
`Imustleanonthyshoulder,’saidhe,asthetemplegatesclosed。`Wegrowstiff;Ithink。’
Theweightofasix-footmanisnotlighttosteadythroughmilesofcrowdedstreets,andKim,loadeddownwithbundlesandpackagesfortheway,wasgladtoreachtheshadowoftherailwaybridge。
`Hereweeat,’hesaidresolutely,astheKamboh,blue-robedandsmiling,hoveinsight,abasketinonehandandthechildintheother。
`Fallto,HolyOnes!’hecriedfromfiftyyards。Theywerebytheshoalunderthefirstbridge-span,outofsightofhungrypriests。`Riceandgoodcurry,cakesallwarmandwellscentedwithhing[asafoetida],curdsandsugar。Kingofmyfields,’-thistothesmallson-`letusshowtheseholymenthatweJatsofJullundurcanpayaservice……IhadheardtheJainswouldeatnothingthattheyhadnotcooked,buttruly’-
helookedawaypolitelyoverthebroadriver-`wherethereisnoeyethereisnocaste。’
`Andwe,’saidKim,turninghisbackandheapingaleaf-platterforthelama,`arebeyondallcastes。’
Theygorgedthemselvesonthegoodfoodinsilence。NortillhehadlickedthelastofthestickysweetstufffromhislittlefingerdidKimnotethattheKambohtoowasgirtfortravel。
`Ifourroadslietogether,’hesaidroughly,`Igowiththee。Onedoesnotoftenfindaworkerofmiracles,andthechildisstillweak。ButIamnotaltogetherareed。’Hepickeduphislathi-afive-footmale-bambooringedwithbandsofpolishediron-andflourisheditintheair。`TheJatsarecalledquarrelsome,butthatisnottrue。Exceptwhenwearecrossed,wearelikeourownbuffaloes。’
`Sobeit,’saidKim。`Agoodstickisagoodreason。’
Thelamagazedplacidlyup-stream,whereinlong,smudgedperspectivetheceaselesscolumnsofsmokegoupfromtheburning-ghatsbytheriver。
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