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第23章

Kim
  `Whatwasyoubukkin’tothatniggerabout?’saidthedrummer-boywhenKimreturnedtotheveranda。`Iwaswatchin’you。’
  `Iwasonlytalkin’tohim。’
  `Youtalkthesameasanigger,don’tyou?’
  `No-ah!No-ah!Ionleespeakalittle。Whatshallwedonow?’
  `Thebugles’llgofordinnerinarfaminute。MyGawd!IwishI’dgoneuptotheFrontwiththeRegiment。It’sawfuldoin’nothin’butschooldown`ere。Don’tyou`ateit?’
  `Oahyess!’
  `I’drunawayifIknewwheretogoto,but,asthemensay,inthisbloomin’Injiayou’reonlyaprisoneratlarge。Youcan’tdesertwithoutbein’tookbackatonce。I’mfairsickofit。’
  `YouhavebeeninBe-England?’
  `W’y,Ionlycomeoutlasttroopin’seasonwithmymother。IshouldthinkI’avebeeninEngland。Whataignorantlittlebeggaryouare!Youwasbroughtupinthegutter,wasn’tyou?’
  `Oahyess。TellmesomethingaboutEngland。Myfatherhecamefromthere。’
  Thoughhewouldnotsayso,Kimofcoursedisbelievedeverywordthedrummer-boyspokeabouttheLiverpoolsuburbwhichwashisEngland。Itpassedtheheavytimetilldinner-amostunappetizingmealservedtotheboysandafewinvalidsinacornerofabarrack-room。ButthathehadwrittentoMahbubAli,Kimwouldhavebeenalmostdepressed。Theindifferenceofnativecrowdshewasusedto;butthisstronglonelinessamongwhitemenpreyedonhim。Hewasgratefulwhen,inthecourseoftheafternoon,abigsoldiertookhimovertoFatherVictor,wholivedinanotherwingacrossanotherdustyparade-ground。ThepriestwasreadinganEnglishletterwritteninpurpleink。HelookedatKimmorecuriouslythanever。
  `An’howdoyoulikeit,myson,asfarasyou’vegone?Notmuch,eh?
  Itmustbehard-veryhardonawildanimal。Listennow。I’veanamazin’
  epistlefromyourfriend。’
  `Whereishe?Ishewell?Oah!Ifheknowstowritemeletters,itisallright。’
  `You’refondofhimthen?’
  `OfcourseIamfondofhim。Hewasfondofme。’
  `Itseemssobythelookofthis。Hecan’twriteEnglish,canhe?’
  `Oahno。NotthatIknow,butofcoursehefoundaletter-writerwhocanwriteEnglishverreewell,andsohewrote。Idohopeyouunderstand。’
  `Thataccountsforit。D’youknowanythingabouthismoneyaffairs?’
  Kim’sfaceshowedthathedidnot。
  `HowcanItell?’
  `That’swhatI’maskin’。Nowlistenifyoucanmakeheadortailo’
  this。We’llskipthefirstpart……It’swrittenfromJagadhirRoad……Sittingonwaysideingravemeditation,trustingtobefavouredwithyourHonour’sapplauseofpresentstep,whichrecommendyourHonourtoexecuteforAlmightyGod’ssake。Educationisgreatestblessingifofbestsorts。Otherwisenoearthlyuse。’Faith,theoldman’shitthebull’s-eyethattime!IfyourHonourcondescendinggivingmyboybesteducationsXavierIsupposethat’sStXavier’sinPartibusintermsofourconversationdatedinyourtent15thinstantabusiness-liketouchthere!thenAlmightyGodblessingyourHonour’ssucceedingstothirdan’fourthgenerationand-nowlisten!-confideinyourHonour’shumbleservantforadequateremunerationperhoondiperannumthreehundredrupeesayeartooneexpensiveeducationStXavier,Lucknow,andallowsmalltimetoforwardsameperhoondisenttoanypartofIndiaasyourHonourshalladdressyourself。
  ThisservantofyourHonourhaspresentlynoplacetolaycrownofhishead,butgoingtoBenaresbytrainonaccountofpersecutionofoldwomantalkingsomuchandunanxiousresidingSaharunporeinanydomesticcapacity。Nowwhatintheworlddoesthatmean?’
  `Shehasaskedhimtobeherpuro-herclergyman-atSaharunpore,Ithink。HewouldnotdothatonaccountofhisRiver。Shedidtalk。’
  `It’scleartoyou,isit?Itbeatsmealtogether。SogoingtoBenares,wherewillfindaddressandforwardrupeesforboywhoisappleofeye,andforAlmightyGod’ssakeexecutethiseducation,andyourpetitionerasindutyboundshalleverawfullypray。WrittenbySobraoSatai,FailedEntranceAllahabadUniversity,forVenerableTeshooLamathepriestofSuch-zenlookingforaRiver,addresscareofTirthankars’
  Temple,Benares。P。M-Pleasenoteboyisappleofeye,andrupeesshallbesentperhoondithreehundredperannum。ForGodAlmighty’ssake。Now,isthatravin’lunacyorabusinessproposition?Iaskyou,becauseI’mfairlyatmywits’end。’
  `Hesayshewillgivemethreehundredrupeesayear?Sohewillgivemethem。’
  `Oh,that’sthewayyoulookatit,isit?’
  `Ofcourse。Ifhesaysso!’
  Thepriestwhistled;thenheaddressedKimasanequal。
  `Idon’tbelieveit;butwe’llsee。Youweregoin’offtodaytotheMilitaryOrphanageatSanawar,wheretheRegimentwouldkeepyoutillyouwereoldenoughtoenlist。Ye’dbebroughtuptotheChurchofEngland。
  Bennettarrangedforthat。Ontheotherhand,ifyegotoStXavier’sye’llgetabettereducationan’-an’canhavethereligion。D’yeseemydilemma?’
  Kimsawnothingsaveavisionofthelamagoingsouthinatrainwithnonetobegforhim。
  `Likemostpeople,I’mgoingtotemporize。IfyourfriendsendsthemoneyfromBenares-PowersofDarknessbelow,where’sastreet-beggartoraisethreehundredrupees?-ye’llgodowntoLucknowandI’llpayyourfare,becauseIcan’ttouchthesubscription-moneyifIintend,asIdo,tomakeyeaCatholic。Ifhedoesn’t,ye’llgototheMilitaryOrphanageattheRegiment’sexpense。I’llallowhimthreedays’grace,thoughIdon’tbelieveitatall。Eventhen,ifhefailsinhispaymentslateron……butit’sbeyondme。Wecanonlywalkonestepatatimeinthisworld,praiseGod!An’theysentBennetttotheFrontan’leftmebehind。Bennettcan’texpecteverything。’
  `Oahyess,’saidKimvaguely。
  Thepriestleanedforward。`I’dgiveamonth’spaytofindwhat’sgoin’
  oninsidethatlittleroundheadofyours。’
  `Thereisnothing,’saidKim,andscratchedit。HewaswonderingwhetherMahbubAliwouldsendhimasmuchasawholerupee。Thenhecouldpaytheletter-writerandwriteletterstothelamaatBenares。PerhapsMahbubAliwouldvisithimnexttimehecamesouthwithhorses。SurelyhemustknowthatKim’sdeliveryofthelettertotheofficeratUmballahadcausedthegreatwarwhichthemenandboyshaddiscussedsoloudlyoverthebarrackdinner-tables。ButifMahbubAlididnotknowthis,itwouldbeveryunsafetotellhimso。MahbubAliwasharduponboyswhoknew,orthoughttheyknew,toomuch。
  `Well,tillIgetfurthernews’-FatherVictor’svoiceinterruptedthereverie。`Yecanrunalongnowandplaywiththeotherboys。They’llteachyesomething-butIdon’tthinkye’lllikeit。’
  Thedaydraggedtoitswearyend。Whenhewishedtosleephewasinstructedhowtofolduphisclothesandsetouthisboots;theotherboysderiding。
  Bugleswakedhiminthedawn;theschoolmastercaughthimafterbreakfast,thrustapageofmeaninglesscharactersunderhisnose,gavethemsenselessnames,andwhackedhimwithoutreason。Kimmeditatedpoisoninghimwithopiumborrowedfromabarrack-sweeper,butreflectedthat,astheyallateatonetableinpublicthiswaspeculiarlyrevoltingtoKim,whopreferredtoturnhisbackontheworldatmeals,thestrokemightbedangerous。
  Thenheattemptedrunningofftothevillagewherethepriesthadtriedtodrugthelama-thevillagewheretheoldsoldierlived。Butfar-seeingsentriesateveryexitheadedbackthelittlescarletfigure。Trousersandjacketcrippledbodyandmindalike,soheabandonedtheprojectandfellback,Oriental-fashion,ontimeandchance。Threedaysoftormentpassedinthebig,echoingwhiterooms。Hewalkedoutofafternoonsunderescortofthedrummer-boy,andallheheardfromhiscompanionswerethefewuselesswordswhichseemedtomaketwo-thirdsofthewhiteman’sabuse。
  Kimknewanddespisedthemalllongago。Theboyresentedhissilenceandlackofinterestbybeatinghim,aswasonlynatural。Hedidnotcareforanyofthebazarswhichwereinbounds。Hestyledallnatives`niggers’;
  yetservantsandsweeperscalledhimabominablenamestohisface,and,misledbytheirdeferentialattitude,heneverunderstood。ThissomewhatconsoledKimforthebeatings。
  Onthemorningofthefourthdayajudgementovertookthatdrummer。
  TheyhadgoneouttogethertowardsUmballaracecourse。Hereturnedalone,weeping,withnewsthatyoungO’Hara,towhomhehadbeendoingnothinginparticular,hadhailedascarlet-beardedniggeronhorseback;thattheniggerhadthenandtherelaidintohimwithapeculiarlyadhesivequirt,pickedupyoungO’Hara,andbornehimoffatfullgallop。ThesetidingscametoFatherVictor,andhedrewdownhislongupperlip。HewasalreadysufficientlystartledbyaletterfromtheTempleoftheTirthankarsatBenares,enclosinganativebanker’snoteofhandforthreehundredrupees,andanamazingprayertoAlmightyGod。Thelamawouldhavebeenmoreannoyedthanthepriesthadheknownhowthebazarletter-writerhadtranslatedhisphrasetoacquiremerit。
  `PowersofDarknessbelow!’FatherVictorfumbledwiththenote。`An’
  nowhe’soffwithanotherofhispeep-o’-dayfriends。Idon’tknowwhetheritwillbeagreaterrelieftometogethimbackortohavehimlost。
  He’sbeyondmycomprehension。HowtheDivil-yes,he’sthemanImean-canastreet-beggarraisemoneytoeducatewhiteboys?’