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第12章

Kim
  `Thatiswellspoken。Iamnotmuchusedtoholymen,butrespectisalwaysgood。Thereisnorespectinthesedays-notevenwhenaCommissionerSahibcomestoseeme。ButwhyshouldonewhoseStarleadshimtowarfollowaholyman?’
  `Butheisaholyman,’saidKimearnestly。`Intruth,andintalkandinact,holy。Heisnotliketheothers。Ihaveneverseensuchanone。Webenotfortune-tellers,orjugglers,orbeggars。’
  `Thouartnot。ThatIcansee。ButIdonotknowthatother。
  Hemarcheswell,though。’
  Thefirstfreshnessofthedaycarriedthelamaforwardwithlong,easy,camel-likestrides。Hewasdeepinmeditation,mechanicallyclickinghisrosary。
  Theyfollowedtheruttedandworncountryroadthatwoundacrosstheflatbetweenthegreatdark-greenmango-groves,thelineofthesnow-cappedHimalayasfainttotheeastward。AllIndiawasatworkinthefields,tothecreakingofwell-wheels,theshoutingofploughmenbehindtheircattle,andtheclamourofthecrows。EventheponyfeltthegoodinfluenceandalmostbrokeintoatrotasKimlaidahandonthestirrup-leather。
  `ItrepentsmethatIdidnotgivearupeetotheshrine,’saidthelamaonthelastbeadofhiseighty-one。
  Theoldsoldiergrowledinhisbeard,sothatthelamaforthefirsttimewasawareofhim。
  `SeekestthoutheRiveralso?’saidhe,turning。
  `Thedayisnew,’wasthereply。`Whatneedofariversavetowateratbeforesundown?IcometoshowtheeashortlanetotheBigRoad。’
  `Thatisacourtesytoberemembered,Omanofgoodwill。Butwhythesword?’
  Theoldsoldierlookedasabashedasachildinterruptedinhisgameofmake-believe。
  `Thesword,’hesaid,fumblingit。`Oh,thatwasafancyofmine-anoldman’sfancy。TrulythepoliceordersarethatnomanmustbearweaponsthroughoutHind,but’-hecheeredupandslappedthehilt-`alltheconstabeelshereaboutknowme。’
  `Itisnotagoodfancy,’saidthelama。`Whatprofittokillmen?’
  `Verylittle-asIknow;butifevilmenwerenotnowandthenslainitwouldnotbeagoodworldforweaponlessdreamers。IdonotspeakwithoutknowledgewhohaveseenthelandfromDelhisouthawashwithblood。’
  `Whatmadnesswasthat,then?’
  `TheGods,whosentitforaplague,aloneknow。AmadnessateintoalltheArmy,andtheyturnedagainsttheirofficers。Thatwasthefirstevil,butnotpastremedyiftheyhadthenheldtheirhands。ButtheychosetokilltheSahibs’wivesandchildren。ThencametheSahibsfromovertheseaandcalledthemtomoststrictaccount。’
  `Somesuchrumour,Ibelieve,reachedmeoncelongago。TheycalledittheBlackYear,asIremember。’
  `Whatmanneroflifehastthouled,nottoknowTheYear?Arumourindeed!
  Allearthknew,andtrembled!’
  `Ourearthnevershookbutonce-uponthedaythattheExcellentOnereceivedEnlightenment。’
  `Umph!IsawDelhishakeatleast;andDelhiisthenaveloftheworld。’
  `Sotheyturnedagainstwomenandchildren?Thatwasabaddeed,forwhichthepunishmentcannotbeavoided。’
  `Manystrovetodoso,butwithverysmallprofit。Iwastheninaregimentofcavalry。Itbroke。Ofsixhundredandeightysabresstoodfasttotheirsalt-howmany,thinkyou?Three。OfwhomIwasone。’
  `Thegreatermerit。’
  `Merit!Wedidnotconsideritmeritinthosedays。Mypeople,myfriends,mybrothersfellfromme。Theysaid:`ThetimeoftheEnglishisaccomplished。
  Leteachstrikeoutalittleholdingforhimself。’ButIhadtalkedwiththemenofSobraon,ofChilianwallah,ofMoodkeeandFerozeshah。Isaid:
  `Abidealittleandthewindturns。Thereisnoblessinginthiswork。’
  InthosedaysIrodeseventymileswithanEnglishMemsahibandherbabeonmysaddle-bow。Wow!Thatwasahorsefitforaman!Iplacedtheminsafety,andbackcameItomyofficer-theonethatwasnotkilledofourfive。`Givemework,’saidI,`forIamanoutcastamongmyownkind,andmycousin’sbloodiswetonmysabre。’`Becontent,’saidhe。
  `Thereisgreatworkforward。Whenthismadnessisoverthereisarecompense。’’
  `Ay,thereisarecompensewhenthemadnessisover,surely?’thelamamutteredhalftohimself。
  `Theydidnothangmedalsinthosedaysonallwhobyaccidenthadheardagunfired。No!InnineteenpitchedbattleswasI;insix-and-fortyskirmishesofhorse;andinsmallaffairswithoutnumber。NinewoundsIbear;amedalandfourclaspsandthemedalofanOrder,formycaptains,whoarenowgenerals,rememberedmewhentheKaisar-i-Hindhadaccomplishedfiftyyearsofherreign,andallthelandrejoiced。Theysaid:`GivehimtheOrderofBerittishIndia。’Icarryituponmynecknow。Ihavealsomyjaghir[holding]fromthehandsoftheState-afreegifttomeandmine。Themenoftheolddays-theyarenowCommissioners-comeridingtomethroughthecrops-highuponhorsessothatallthevillagesees-andwetalkouttheoldskirmishes,onedeadman’snameleadingtoanother。’
  `Andafter?’saidthelama。
  `Oh,afterwardstheygoaway,butnotbeforemyvillagehasseen。’
  `Andatthelastwhatwiltthoudo?’
  `AtthelastIshalldie。’
  `Andafter?’
  `LettheGodsorderit。IhaveneverpesteredThemwithprayers。IdonotthinkTheywillpesterme。Lookyou,IhavenoticedinmylonglifethatthosewhoeternallybreakinuponThoseAbovewithcomplaintsandreportsandbellowingsandweepingsarepresentlysentforinhaste,asourColonelusedtosendforslack-jaweddown-countrymenwhotalkedtoomuch。No,IhaveneverweariedtheGods。Theywillrememberthis,andgivemeaquietplacewhereIcandrivemylanceintheshade,andwaittowelcomemysons:Ihavenolessthanthree-Rissaldar-majorsall-intheregiments。’
  `Andtheylikewise,boundupontheWheel,goforthfromlifetolife-fromdespairtodespair,’saidthelamabelowhisbreath,`hot,uneasy,snatching。’
  `Ay,’theoldsoldierchuckled。`ThreeRissaldar-majorsinthreeregiments。
  Gamblersalittle,butsoamI。Theymustbewellmounted;andonecannottakethehorsesasintheolddaysonetookwomen。Well,well,myholdingcanpayforall。Howthinkestthou?Itisawell-wateredstrip,butmymencheatme。Idonotknowhowtoasksaveatthelance’spoint。Ugh!
  IgrowangryandIcursethem,andtheyfeignpenitence,butbehindmybackIknowtheycallmeatoothlessoldape。’
  `Hastthouneverdesiredanyotherthing?’
  `Yes-yes-athousandtimes!Astraightbackandaclose-clingingkneeoncemore;aquickwristandakeeneye;andthemarrowthatmakesaman。Oh,theolddays-thegooddaysofmystrength!’
  `Thatstrengthisweakness。’
  `Ithasturnedso;butfiftyyearssinceIcouldhaveproveditotherwise,’
  theoldsoldierretorted,drivinghisstirrup-edgeintothepony’sleanflank。
  `ButIknowaRiverofgreathealing。’
  `IhavedrankGunga-watertotheedgeofdropsy。Allshegavemewasaflux,andnosortofstrength。’
  `ItisnotGunga。TheRiverthatIknowwashesfromalltaintofsin。
  AscendingthefarbankoneisassuredofFreedom。Idonotknowthylife,butthyfaceisthefaceofthehonourableandcourteous。ThouhastclungtothyWay,renderingfidelitywhenitwashardtogive,inthatBlackYearofwhichInowrememberothertales。EnternowupontheMiddleWaywhichisthepathtoFreedom。HeartheMostExcellentLaw,anddonotfollowdreams。’
  `Speak,then,oldman,’thesoldiersmiled,halfsaluting。`Webeallbabblersatourage。’
  Thelamasquattedundertheshadeofamango,whoseshadowplayedcheckerwiseoverhisface;thesoldiersatstifflyonthepony;andKim,makingsurethattherewerenosnakes,laydowninthecrotchofthetwistedroots。
  Therewasadrowsybuzzofsmalllifeinhotsunshine,acooingofdoves,andasleepydroneofwell-wheelsacrossthefields。Slowlyandimpressivelythelamabegan。Attheendoftenminutestheoldsoldierslidfromhispony,tohearbetterashesaid,andsatwiththereinsroundhiswrist。
  Thelama’svoicefaltered-theperiodslengthened。Kimwasbusywatchingagreysquirrel。Whenthelittlescoldingbunchoffur,closepressedtothebranch,disappeared,preacherandaudiencewerefastasleep,theoldofficer’sstrong-cutheadpillowedonhisarm,thelama’sthrownbackagainstthetree-bole,whereitshowedlikeyellowivory。Anakedchildtoddledup,stared,and,movedbysomequickimpulseofreverence,madeasolemnlittleobeisancebeforethelama-onlythechildwassoshortandfatthatittoppledoversideways,andKimlaughedatthesprawling,chubbylegs。Thechild,scaredandindignant,yelledaloud。
  `Hai!Hai!’saidthesoldier,leapingtohisfeet。`Whatisit?Whatorders?……Itis……achild!Idreameditwasanalarm。Littleone-littleone-donotcry。HaveIslept?Thatwasdiscourteousindeed!’
  `Ifear!Iamafraid!’roaredthechild。