`Thatiswellspoken。Iamnotmuchusedtoholymen,butrespectisalwaysgood。Thereisnorespectinthesedays-notevenwhenaCommissionerSahibcomestoseeme。ButwhyshouldonewhoseStarleadshimtowarfollowaholyman?’
`Butheisaholyman,’saidKimearnestly。`Intruth,andintalkandinact,holy。Heisnotliketheothers。Ihaveneverseensuchanone。Webenotfortune-tellers,orjugglers,orbeggars。’
`Thouartnot。ThatIcansee。ButIdonotknowthatother。
Hemarcheswell,though。’
Thefirstfreshnessofthedaycarriedthelamaforwardwithlong,easy,camel-likestrides。Hewasdeepinmeditation,mechanicallyclickinghisrosary。
Theyfollowedtheruttedandworncountryroadthatwoundacrosstheflatbetweenthegreatdark-greenmango-groves,thelineofthesnow-cappedHimalayasfainttotheeastward。AllIndiawasatworkinthefields,tothecreakingofwell-wheels,theshoutingofploughmenbehindtheircattle,andtheclamourofthecrows。EventheponyfeltthegoodinfluenceandalmostbrokeintoatrotasKimlaidahandonthestirrup-leather。
`ItrepentsmethatIdidnotgivearupeetotheshrine,’saidthelamaonthelastbeadofhiseighty-one。
Theoldsoldiergrowledinhisbeard,sothatthelamaforthefirsttimewasawareofhim。
`SeekestthoutheRiveralso?’saidhe,turning。
`Thedayisnew,’wasthereply。`Whatneedofariversavetowateratbeforesundown?IcometoshowtheeashortlanetotheBigRoad。’
`Thatisacourtesytoberemembered,Omanofgoodwill。Butwhythesword?’
Theoldsoldierlookedasabashedasachildinterruptedinhisgameofmake-believe。
`Thesword,’hesaid,fumblingit。`Oh,thatwasafancyofmine-anoldman’sfancy。TrulythepoliceordersarethatnomanmustbearweaponsthroughoutHind,but’-hecheeredupandslappedthehilt-`alltheconstabeelshereaboutknowme。’
`Itisnotagoodfancy,’saidthelama。`Whatprofittokillmen?’
`Verylittle-asIknow;butifevilmenwerenotnowandthenslainitwouldnotbeagoodworldforweaponlessdreamers。IdonotspeakwithoutknowledgewhohaveseenthelandfromDelhisouthawashwithblood。’
`Whatmadnesswasthat,then?’
`TheGods,whosentitforaplague,aloneknow。AmadnessateintoalltheArmy,andtheyturnedagainsttheirofficers。Thatwasthefirstevil,butnotpastremedyiftheyhadthenheldtheirhands。ButtheychosetokilltheSahibs’wivesandchildren。ThencametheSahibsfromovertheseaandcalledthemtomoststrictaccount。’
`Somesuchrumour,Ibelieve,reachedmeoncelongago。TheycalledittheBlackYear,asIremember。’
`Whatmanneroflifehastthouled,nottoknowTheYear?Arumourindeed!
Allearthknew,andtrembled!’
`Ourearthnevershookbutonce-uponthedaythattheExcellentOnereceivedEnlightenment。’
`Umph!IsawDelhishakeatleast;andDelhiisthenaveloftheworld。’
`Sotheyturnedagainstwomenandchildren?Thatwasabaddeed,forwhichthepunishmentcannotbeavoided。’
`Manystrovetodoso,butwithverysmallprofit。Iwastheninaregimentofcavalry。Itbroke。Ofsixhundredandeightysabresstoodfasttotheirsalt-howmany,thinkyou?Three。OfwhomIwasone。’
`Thegreatermerit。’
`Merit!Wedidnotconsideritmeritinthosedays。Mypeople,myfriends,mybrothersfellfromme。Theysaid:`ThetimeoftheEnglishisaccomplished。
Leteachstrikeoutalittleholdingforhimself。’ButIhadtalkedwiththemenofSobraon,ofChilianwallah,ofMoodkeeandFerozeshah。Isaid:
`Abidealittleandthewindturns。Thereisnoblessinginthiswork。’
InthosedaysIrodeseventymileswithanEnglishMemsahibandherbabeonmysaddle-bow。Wow!Thatwasahorsefitforaman!Iplacedtheminsafety,andbackcameItomyofficer-theonethatwasnotkilledofourfive。`Givemework,’saidI,`forIamanoutcastamongmyownkind,andmycousin’sbloodiswetonmysabre。’`Becontent,’saidhe。
`Thereisgreatworkforward。Whenthismadnessisoverthereisarecompense。’’
`Ay,thereisarecompensewhenthemadnessisover,surely?’thelamamutteredhalftohimself。
`Theydidnothangmedalsinthosedaysonallwhobyaccidenthadheardagunfired。No!InnineteenpitchedbattleswasI;insix-and-fortyskirmishesofhorse;andinsmallaffairswithoutnumber。NinewoundsIbear;amedalandfourclaspsandthemedalofanOrder,formycaptains,whoarenowgenerals,rememberedmewhentheKaisar-i-Hindhadaccomplishedfiftyyearsofherreign,andallthelandrejoiced。Theysaid:`GivehimtheOrderofBerittishIndia。’Icarryituponmynecknow。Ihavealsomyjaghir[holding]fromthehandsoftheState-afreegifttomeandmine。Themenoftheolddays-theyarenowCommissioners-comeridingtomethroughthecrops-highuponhorsessothatallthevillagesees-andwetalkouttheoldskirmishes,onedeadman’snameleadingtoanother。’
`Andafter?’saidthelama。
`Oh,afterwardstheygoaway,butnotbeforemyvillagehasseen。’
`Andatthelastwhatwiltthoudo?’
`AtthelastIshalldie。’
`Andafter?’
`LettheGodsorderit。IhaveneverpesteredThemwithprayers。IdonotthinkTheywillpesterme。Lookyou,IhavenoticedinmylonglifethatthosewhoeternallybreakinuponThoseAbovewithcomplaintsandreportsandbellowingsandweepingsarepresentlysentforinhaste,asourColonelusedtosendforslack-jaweddown-countrymenwhotalkedtoomuch。No,IhaveneverweariedtheGods。Theywillrememberthis,andgivemeaquietplacewhereIcandrivemylanceintheshade,andwaittowelcomemysons:Ihavenolessthanthree-Rissaldar-majorsall-intheregiments。’
`Andtheylikewise,boundupontheWheel,goforthfromlifetolife-fromdespairtodespair,’saidthelamabelowhisbreath,`hot,uneasy,snatching。’
`Ay,’theoldsoldierchuckled。`ThreeRissaldar-majorsinthreeregiments。
Gamblersalittle,butsoamI。Theymustbewellmounted;andonecannottakethehorsesasintheolddaysonetookwomen。Well,well,myholdingcanpayforall。Howthinkestthou?Itisawell-wateredstrip,butmymencheatme。Idonotknowhowtoasksaveatthelance’spoint。Ugh!
IgrowangryandIcursethem,andtheyfeignpenitence,butbehindmybackIknowtheycallmeatoothlessoldape。’
`Hastthouneverdesiredanyotherthing?’
`Yes-yes-athousandtimes!Astraightbackandaclose-clingingkneeoncemore;aquickwristandakeeneye;andthemarrowthatmakesaman。Oh,theolddays-thegooddaysofmystrength!’
`Thatstrengthisweakness。’
`Ithasturnedso;butfiftyyearssinceIcouldhaveproveditotherwise,’
theoldsoldierretorted,drivinghisstirrup-edgeintothepony’sleanflank。
`ButIknowaRiverofgreathealing。’
`IhavedrankGunga-watertotheedgeofdropsy。Allshegavemewasaflux,andnosortofstrength。’
`ItisnotGunga。TheRiverthatIknowwashesfromalltaintofsin。
AscendingthefarbankoneisassuredofFreedom。Idonotknowthylife,butthyfaceisthefaceofthehonourableandcourteous。ThouhastclungtothyWay,renderingfidelitywhenitwashardtogive,inthatBlackYearofwhichInowrememberothertales。EnternowupontheMiddleWaywhichisthepathtoFreedom。HeartheMostExcellentLaw,anddonotfollowdreams。’
`Speak,then,oldman,’thesoldiersmiled,halfsaluting。`Webeallbabblersatourage。’
Thelamasquattedundertheshadeofamango,whoseshadowplayedcheckerwiseoverhisface;thesoldiersatstifflyonthepony;andKim,makingsurethattherewerenosnakes,laydowninthecrotchofthetwistedroots。
Therewasadrowsybuzzofsmalllifeinhotsunshine,acooingofdoves,andasleepydroneofwell-wheelsacrossthefields。Slowlyandimpressivelythelamabegan。Attheendoftenminutestheoldsoldierslidfromhispony,tohearbetterashesaid,andsatwiththereinsroundhiswrist。
Thelama’svoicefaltered-theperiodslengthened。Kimwasbusywatchingagreysquirrel。Whenthelittlescoldingbunchoffur,closepressedtothebranch,disappeared,preacherandaudiencewerefastasleep,theoldofficer’sstrong-cutheadpillowedonhisarm,thelama’sthrownbackagainstthetree-bole,whereitshowedlikeyellowivory。Anakedchildtoddledup,stared,and,movedbysomequickimpulseofreverence,madeasolemnlittleobeisancebeforethelama-onlythechildwassoshortandfatthatittoppledoversideways,andKimlaughedatthesprawling,chubbylegs。Thechild,scaredandindignant,yelledaloud。
`Hai!Hai!’saidthesoldier,leapingtohisfeet。`Whatisit?Whatorders?……Itis……achild!Idreameditwasanalarm。Littleone-littleone-donotcry。HaveIslept?Thatwasdiscourteousindeed!’
`Ifear!Iamafraid!’roaredthechild。
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