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第2章

Kim
  RoundHimwasanadoringhierarchyofkings,elders,andold-timeBuddhas。
  Belowwerelotus-coveredwaterswithfishesandwater-birds。Twobutterfly-wingeddewasheldawreathoverHishead;abovethemanotherpairsupportedanumbrellasurmountedbythejewelledheaddressoftheBodhisat。
  `TheLord!TheLord!ItisSakyaMunihimself,’thelamahalfsobbed;
  andunderhisbreathbeganthewonderfulBuddhistinvocation:
  ToHimtheWay,theLaw,apart,WhomMaya,heldbeneathherheart,Ananda’sLord,theBodhisat。
  `AndHeishere!TheMostExcellentLawisherealso。Mypilgrimageiswellbegun。Andwhatwork!Whatwork!’
  `YonderistheSahib,’saidKim,anddodgedsidewaysamongthecasesoftheartsandmanufacturerswing。Awhite-beardedEnglishmanwaslookingatthelama,whogravelyturnedandsalutedhimandaftersomefumblingdrewforthanote-bookandascrapofpaper。
  `Yes,thatismyname,’smilingattheclumsy,childishprint。
  `OneofuswhohadmadepilgrimagetotheHolyPlaces-heisnowAbbotoftheLung-ChoMonastery-gaveitme,’stammeredthelama。`Hespokeofthese。’Hisleanhandmovedtremulouslyround。
  `Welcome,then,OlamafromTibet。Herebetheimages,andIamhere’-
  heglancedatthelama’sface-`togatherknowledge。Cometomyofficeawhile。’Theoldmanwastremblingwithexcitement。
  Theofficewasbutalittlewoodencubiclepartitionedofffromthesculpture-linedgallery。Kimlaidhimselfdown,hisearagainstacrackintheheat-splitcedardoor,and,followinghisinstinct,stretchedouttolistenandwatch。
  Mostofthetalkwasaltogetherabovehishead。Thelama,haltinglyatfirst,spoketotheCuratorofhisownlamassery,theSuch-zen,oppositethePaintedRocks,fourmonths’marchaway。TheCuratorbroughtoutahugebookofphotosandshowedhimthatveryplace,perchedonitscrag,overlookingthegiganticvalleyofmany-huedstrata。
  `Ay,ay!’Thelamamountedapairofhorn-rimmedspectaclesofChinesework。`Hereisthelittledoorthroughwhichwebringwoodbeforewinter。
  Andthou-theEnglishknowofthesethings?HewhoisnowAbbotofLung-Chotoldme,butIdidnotbelieve。TheLord-theExcellentOne-Hehashonourheretoo?AndHislifeisknown?’
  `Itisallcarvenuponthestones。Comeandsee,ifthouartrested。’
  Outshuffledthelamatothemainhall,and,theCuratorbesidehim,wentthroughthecollectionwiththereverenceofadevoteeandtheappreciativeinstinctofacraftsman。
  Incidentbyincidentinthebeautifulstoryheidentifiedontheblurredstone,puzzledhereandtherebytheunfamiliarGreekconvention,butdelightedasachildateachnewtrove。Wherethesequencefailed,asintheAnnunciation,theCuratorsupplieditfromhismoundofbooks-FrenchandGerman,withphotographsandreproductions。
  HerewasthedevoutAsita,thependantofSimeonintheChristianstory,holdingtheHolyChildonhiskneewhilemotherandfatherlistened;andherewereincidentsinthelegendofthecousinDevadatta。HerewasthewickedwomanwhoaccusedtheMasterofimpurity,allconfounded;herewastheteachingintheDeer-park;themiraclethatstunnedthefire-worshippers;
  herewastheBodhisatinroyalstateasaprince;themiraculousbirth;
  thedeathatKusinagara,wheretheweakdisciplefainted;whiletherewerealmostcountlessrepetitionsofthemeditationundertheBodhitree;andtheadorationofthealms-bowlwaseverywhere。InafewminutestheCuratorsawthathisguestwasnomerebead-tellingmendicant,butascholarofparts。Andtheywentatitalloveragain,thelamatakingsnuff,wipinghisspectacles,andtalkingatrailwayspeedinabewilderingmixtureofUrduandTibetan。HehadheardofthetravelsoftheChinesepilgrims,Fu-HiouenandHwen-Tsiang,andwasanxioustoknowiftherewasanytranslationoftheirrecord。HedrewinhisbreathasheturnedhelplesslyoverthepagesofBealandStanislasJulien。`’Tisallhere。Atreasurelocked。’
  ThenhecomposedhimselfreverentlytolistentofragmentshastilyrenderedintoUrdu。ForthefirsttimeheheardofthelaboursofEuropeanscholars,whobythehelpoftheseandahundredotherdocumentshaveidentifiedtheHolyPlacesofBuddhism。Thenhewasshownamightymap,spottedandtracedwithyellow。ThebrownfingerfollowedtheCurator’spencilfrompointtopoint。HerewasKapilavastu,heretheMiddleKingdom,andhereMahabodhi,theMeccaofBuddhism;andherewasKusinagara,sadplaceoftheHolyOne’sdeath。Theoldmanbowedhisheadoverthesheetsinsilenceforawhile,andtheCuratorlitanotherpipe。Kimhadfallenasleep。Whenhewaked,thetalk,stillinspate,wasmorewithinhiscomprehension。
  `Andthusitwas,OFountainofWisdom,thatIdecidedtogototheHolyPlaceswhichHisfoothadtrod-totheBirthplace,eventoKapila;
  thentoMahabodhi,whichisBuddhGaya-totheMonastery-totheDeer-park-totheplaceofHisdeath。’
  Thelamaloweredhisvoice。`AndIcomeherealone。Forfive-seven-eighteen-fortyyearsitwasinmymindthattheOldLawwasnotwellfollowed;beingoverlaid,asthouknowest,withdevildom,charms,andidolatry。
  Evenasthechildoutsidesaidbutnow。Ay,evenasthechildsaid,withb&;umacron;t-parasti。’
  `Soitcomeswithallfaiths。’
  `Thinkestthou?ThebooksofmylamasseryIread,andtheyweredriedpith;andthelaterritualwithwhichweoftheReformedLawhavecumberedourselves-that,too,hadnoworthtotheseoldeyes。EventhefollowersoftheExcellentOneareatfeudonfeudwithoneanother。Itisallillusion。
  Ay,maya,illusion。ButIhaveanotherdesire’-theseamedyellowfacedrewwithinthreeinchesoftheCurator,andthelongforefinger-nailtappedonthetable。`Yourscholars,bythesebooks,havefollowedtheBlessedFeetinalltheirwanderings;buttherearethingswhichtheyhavenotsoughtout。Iknownothing-nothingdoIknow-butIgotofreemyselffromtheWheelofThingsbyabroadandopenroad。’Hesmiledwithmostsimpletriumph。`AsapilgrimtotheHolyPlacesIacquiremerit。Butthereismore。Listentoatruething。WhenourgraciousLord,beingasyetayouth,soughtamate,mensaid,inHisfather’sCourt,thatHewastootenderformarriage。Thouknowest?’
  TheCuratornodded,wonderingwhatwouldcomenext。
  `Sotheymadethetripletrialofstrengthagainstallcomers。AndatthetestoftheBow,ourLordfirstbreakingthatwhichtheygaveHim,calledforsuchabowasnonemightbend。Thouknowest?’
  `Itiswritten。Ihaveread。’
  `And,overshootingallothermarks,thearrowpassedfarandfarbeyondsight。Atthelastitfell;and,whereittouchedearth,therebrokeoutastreamwhichpresentlybecameaRiver,whosenature,byourLord’sbeneficence,andthatmeritHeacquiredereHefreedhimself,isthatwhosobathesinitwashesawayalltaintandspeckleofsin。’
  `Soitiswritten,’saidtheCuratorsadly。
  Thelamadrewalongbreath。`WhereisthatRiver?FountainofWisdom,wherefellthearrow?’
  `Alas,mybrother,Idonotknow,’saidtheCurator。
  `Nay,ifitpleasetheetoforget-theonethingonlythatthouhastnottoldme。Surelythoumustknow?See,lamanoldman!Iaskwithmyheadbetweenthyfeet,OFountainofWisdom。WeknowHedrewthebow!Weknowthearrowfell!Weknowthestreamgushed!Where,then,istheRiver?Mydreamtoldmetofindit。SoIcame。Iamhere。
  ButwhereistheRiver?’
  `IfIknew,thinkyouIwouldnotcryitaloud?’
  `ByitoneattainsfreedomfromtheWheelofThings,’thelamawenton,unheeding。`TheRiveroftheArrow!Thinkagain!Somelittlestream,maybe-driedintheheats?ButtheHolyOnewouldneversocheatanoldman。’
  `Idonotknow。Idonotknow。’
  Thelamabroughthisthousand-wrinkledfaceoncemoreahandsbreadthfromtheEnglishman’s。`Iseethoudostnotknow。NotbeingoftheLaw,thematterishidfromthee。’
  `Ay-hidden-hidden。’
  `Wearebothbound,thouandI,mybrother。ButI’-herosewithasweepofthesoftthickdrapery-`Igotocutmyselffree。Comealso!’
  `Iambound,’saidtheCurator。`Butwhithergoestthou?’
  `FirsttoKashi[Benares]:whereelse?ThereIshallmeetoneofthepurefaithinaJaintempleofthatcity。HealsoisaSeekerinsecret,andfromhimhaplyImaylearn。MaybehewillgowithmetoBuddhGaya。
  ThencenorthandwesttoKapilavastu,andtherewillIseekfortheRiver。
  Nay,IwillseekeverywhereasIgo-fortheplaceisnotknownwherethearrowfell。’
  `Andhowwiltthougo?ItisafarcrytoDelhi,andfarthertoBenares。’
  `Byroadandthetrains。FromPathî;nkot,havinglefttheHills,Icamehitherinate-rain。Itgoesswiftly。AtfirstIwasamazedtoseethosetallpolesbythesideoftheroadsnatchingupandsnatchinguptheirthreads,’-heillustratedthestoopand-whirlofatelegraph-poleflashingpastthetrain。`Butlater,Iwascrampedanddesiredtowalk,asIamused。’
  `Andthouartsureofthyroad?’saidtheCurator。
  `Oh,forthatonebutasksaquestionandpaysmoney,andtheappointedpersonsdespatchalltotheappointedplace。ThatmuchIknewinmylamasseryfromsurereport,’saidthelamaproudly。