首页 >出版文学> Jude the Obscure>第7章
  anditwaswithasenseoffutilitythathethrewintohisbasketuponhistoolsandothernecessariestheunreadbookhehadbroughtwithhim。
  Hekepthisimpassioneddoingsasecretalmostfromhimself。Arabella,onthecontrary,madethempublicamongallherfriendsandacquaintance。
  Retracingbythelightofdawntheroadhehadfollowedafewhoursearlierundercoverofdarkness,withhissweetheartbyhisside,hereachedthebottomofthehill,wherehewalkedslowly,andstoodstill。
  Hewasonthespotwherehehadgivenherthefirstkiss。Asthesunhadonlyjustrisenitwaspossiblethatnobodyhadpassedtheresince。Judelookedonthegroundandsighed。Helookedclosely,andcouldjustdiscerninthedampdusttheimprintsoftheirfeetastheyhadstoodlockedineachother’sarms。Shewasnottherenow,and`theembroideryofimaginationuponthestuffofnature’sodepictedherpastpresencethatavoidwasinhisheartwhichnothingcouldfill。Apollardwillowstoodclosetotheplace,andthatwillowwasdifferentfromallotherwillowsintheworld。Utterannihilationofthesixdayswhichmustelapsebeforehecouldseeheragainashehadpromisedwouldhavebeenhisintensestwishifhehadhadonlytheweektolive。
  AnhourandahalflaterArabellacamealongthesamewaywithhertwocompanionsoftheSaturday。Shepassedunheedinglythesceneofthekiss,andthewillowthatmarkedit,thoughchatteringfreelyonthesubjecttotheothertwo。
  `Andwhatdidhetell’eenext?’
  `Thenhesaid-`Andsherelatedalmostwordforwordsomeofhistenderestspeeches。IfJudehadbeenbehindthefencehewouldhavefeltnotalittlesurprisedatlearninghowveryfewofhissayingsanddoingsonthepreviouseveningwereprivate。
  `You’vegothimtocarefor’eeabit,’nationifyouhan’t!’
  murmuredAnnyjudicially。`It’swelltobeyou!’
  InafewmomentsArabellarepliedinacuriouslylow,hungrytoneoflatentsensuousness:`I’vegothimtocareforme:yes!ButIwanthimtomorethancareforme;Iwanthimtohaveme-tomarryme!Imusthavehim。Ican’tdowithouthim。He’sthesortofmanIlongfor。IshallgomadifIcan’tgivemyselftohimaltogether!IfeltIshouldwhenIfirstsawhim!’
  `Asheisaromancing,straightfor’ard,honestchap,he’stobehad,andasahusband,ifyousetaboutcatchinghimintherightway。’
  Arabellaremainedthinkingawhile。`Whatmedbetherightway?’
  sheasked。
  `Ohyoudon’tknow-youdon’t!’saidSarah,thethirdgirl。
  `OnmywordIdon’t!-Nofurther,thatis,thanbyplaincourting,andtakingcarehedon’tgotoofar!’
  Thethirdgirllookedatthesecond。`Shedon’tknow!’
  `’Tisclearshedon’t!’saidAnny。
  `Andhavinglivedinatown,too,asonemaysay!Well,wecanteach’eesom’atthen,aswellasyouus。’
  `Yes。Andhowdoyoumean-asurewaytogainaman?Takemeforaninnocent,andhavedonewi’it!’
  `Asahusband。’
  `Asahusband。’
  `Acountrymanthat’shonourableandserious-mindedsuchashe;
  GodforbidthatIshouldsayasojer,orsailor,orcommercialgentfromthetowns,oranyofthemthatbeslipperywithpoorwomen!I’ddonofriendthatharm!’
  `Well,suchashe,ofcourse!’
  Arabella’scompanionslookedateachother,andturninguptheireyesindrollerybegansmirking。ThenonewentupclosetoArabella,and,althoughnobodywasnear,impartedsomeinformationinalowtone,theotherobservingcuriouslytheeffectuponArabella。
  `Ah!’saidthelast-namedslowly。`IownIdidn’tthinkofthatway!……Butsupposeheisn’thonourable?Awomanhadbetternothavetriedit!’
  `Nothingventurenothinghave!Besides,youmakesurethathe’shonourablebeforeyoubegin。You’dbesafeenoughwithyours。IwishI
  hadthechance!Lotsofgirlsdoit;ordoyouthinkthey’dgetmarriedatall?’
  Arabellapursuedherwayinsilentthought。`I’lltryit!’shewhispered;butnottothem。
  FootnoteIntheprintedbookthisisGreek:eta,kappa,alpha,iota,nu,eta,delta,iota,alpha,theta,eta,kappa,etaJudetheObscureChapter08I-viiiOneweek’sendJudewasasusualwalkingouttohisaunt’satMarygreenfromhislodginginAlfredston,awalkwhichnowhadlargeattractionsforhimquiteotherthanhisdesiretoseehisagedandmoroserelative。
  Hedivergedtotherightbeforeascendingthehillwiththesinglepurposeofgaining,onhisway,aglimpseofArabellathatshouldnotcomeintothereckoningofregularappointments。Beforequitereachingthehomesteadhisalerteyeperceivedthetopofherheadmovingquicklyhitherandthitheroverthegardenhedge。Enteringthegatehefoundthatthreeyoungunfattenedpigshadescapedfromtheirstybyleapingcleanoverthetop,andthatshewasendeavouringunassistedtodrivetheminthroughthedoorwhichshehadsetopen。ThelinesofhercountenancechangedfromtherigidityofbusinesstothesoftnessoflovewhenshesawJude,andshebenthereyeslanguishinglyuponhim。Theanimalstookavantageofthepausebydoublingandboltingoutoftheway。
  `Theywereonlyputinthismorning!’shecried,stimulatedtopursueinspiteofherlover’spresence。TheyweredrovefromSpaddleholtFarmonlyyesterday,whereFatherbought’ematastiffpriceenough。Theyarewantingtogethomeagain,thestupidtoads!Willyoushutthegardengate,dear,andhelpmetoget’emin。Therearenomenfolkathome,onlyMother,andthey’llbelostifwedon’tmind。’
  Hesethimselftoassist,anddodgedthiswayandthatoverthepotatorowsandthecabbages。Everynowandthentheyrantogether,whenhecaughtherforamomentankissedher。Thefirstpigwasgotbackpromptly;
  thesecondwithsomedifficulty;thethirdalong-leggedcreature,wasmoreobstinateandagile。Heplungedthroughaholeinthegardenhedge,andintothelane。
  `He’llbelostifIdon’tfollow’n!’saidshe。`Comealongwithme!’
  Sherushedinfullpursuitoutofthegarden,Judealongsideher,barelycontrivingtokeepthefugitiveinsight。Occasionallytheywouldshouttosomeboytostoptheanimal,buthealwayswriggledpastandranonasbefore。
  `Letmetakeyourhand,darling,’saidJude。`Youaregettingoutofbreath。’Shegavehimhernowhothandwithapparentwillingness,andtheytrottedalongtogether。
  `Thiscomesofdriving’emhome,’sheremarked。`Theyalwaysknowthewaybackifyoudothat。Theyoughttohavebeencartedover。’
  Bythistimethepighadreachedanunfastenedgateadmittingtotheopendown,acrosswhichhespedwithalltheagilityhislittlelegsafforded。Assoonasthepursuershadenteredandascendedtothetopofthehighgrounditbecameapparentthattheywouldhavetorunallthewaytothefarmer’siftheywishedtogetathim。Fromthissummithecouldbeseenasaminutespeck,followinganunerringlinetowardshisoldhome。
  `Itisnogood!’criedArabella。`He’llbetherelongbeforewegetthere。Itdon’tmatternowweknowhe’snotlostorstolenontheway。
  They’llseeitisours,andsendunback。Ohdear,howhotIbe!’
  WithoutrelinquishingherholdofJude’shandsheswervedasideandflungherselfdownonthesodunderastuntedthorn,precipitatelypullingJudeontohiskneesatthesametime。
  `Oh,Iaskpardon-Inearlythrewyoudown,didn’tI!ButIamsotired!’
  Shelaysupine,andstraightasanarrow,ontheslopingsodofthishill-top,gazingupintothebluemilesofsky,andstillretainingherwarmholdofJude’shand。Hereclinedonhiselbownearher。
  `We’verunallthiswayfornothing,’shewenton,herformheavingandfallinginquickpants,herfaceflushed,herfullredlipsparted,andafinedewofperspirationonherskin。`Well-whydon’tyouspeak,deary?’
  `I’mblowntoo。Itwasalluphill。’
  Theywereinabsolutesolitude-themostapparentofallsolitudes,thatofemptysurroundingspace。Nobodycouldbenearerthanamiletothemwithouttheirseeinghim。Theywere,infact,ononeofthesummitsofthecounty,andthedistantlandscapearoundChristminstercouldbediscernedfromwheretheylay。ButJudedidnotthinkofthatthen。
  `Oh,Icanseesuchaprettythingupthistree,’saidArabella。
  `Asortofa-caterpillar,ofthemostloveliestgreenandyellowyouevercameacross!’
  `Where?’saidJude,sittingup。
  `Youcan’tseehimthere-youmustcomehere,’saidshe。
  Hebentnearerandputhisheadinfrontofhers。`No-Ican’tseeit,’hesaid。
  `Why,onthelimbtherewhereitbranchesoff-closetothemovingleaf-there!’Shegentlypulledhimdownbesideher。
  `Idon’tseeit,’herepeated,thebackofhisheadagainsthercheek。`ButIcan,perhaps,standingup。’Hestoodaccordingly,placinghimselfinthedirectlineofhergaze。
  `Howstupidyouare!’shesaidcrossly,turningawayherface。
  `Idon’tcaretoseeit,dear:whyshouldI?’herepliedlookingdownuponher。`Getup,Abby。’
  `Why?’
  `Iwantyoutoletmekissyou。I’vebeenwaitingtoeversolong!’
  Sherolledroundherface,remainedamomentlookingdeedilyaslantathim;thenwithaslightcurlofthelipsprangtoherfeet,andexclaimingabruptly`Imustmizzle!’walkedoffquicklyhomeward。Judefollowedandrejoinedher。
  `Justone!’hecoaxed`Shan’t!’shesaidHe,surprised:`What’sthematter?’
  Shekepthertwolipsresentfullytogether,andJudefollowedherlikeapetlambtillsheslackenedherpaceandwalkedbesidehim,talkingcalmlyonindifferentsubjects,andalwayscheckinghimifhetriedtotakeherhandorclaspherwaist。Thustheydescendedtotheprecinctsofherfather’shomestead,andArabellawentin,noddinggood-byetohimwithasupercilious,affrontedair。
  `IexpectItooktoomuchlibertywithher,somehow,’Judesaidtohimself,ashewithdrewwithasighandwentontoMarygreen。
  OnSundaymorningtheinteriorofArabella’shomewas,asusual,thesceneofagrandweeklycooking,thepreparationofthespecialSundaydinner。Herfatherwasshavingbeforealittleglasshungonthemullionofthewindow,andhermotherandArabellaherselfwereshellingbeanshardby。Aneighbourpassedonherwayhomefrommorningserviceatthenearestchurch,andseeingDonnengagedatthewindowwiththerazor,noddedandcamein。
  SheatoncespokeplayfullytoArabella:`Izeed’eerunningwith’un-hee-hee!Ihope’tiscomingtosomething?’
  Arabellamerelythrewalookofconsciousnessintoherfacewithoutraisinghereyes。
  `He’sforChristminster,Ihear,assoonashecangetthere。’
  `Haveyouheardthatlately-quitelately?’askedArabellawithajealous,tigerishindrawingofbreath。
  `Ohno!Butithasbeenknownalongtimethatitishisplan。
  He’son’ywaitinghereforanopening。Ahwell:hemustwalkaboutwithsomebody,Is’pose。Youngmendon’tmeanmuchnow-a-days。’Tisasiphereandasiptherewith’em。’Twasdifferentinmytime。’
  WhenthegossiphaddepartedArabellasaidsuddenlytohermother:
  `IwantyouandFathertogoandinquirehowtheEdlinsbe,thiseveningaftertea。Orno-there’seveningserviceatFensworth-youcanwalktothat。’
  `Oh?What’supto-night,then?’
  `Nothing。OnlyIwantthehousetomyself。He’sshy;andIcan’tgetuntocomeinwhenyouarehere。IshalllethimslipthroughmyfingersifIdon’tmind,muchasIcarefor’n!’
  `Ifitisfinewemedaswellgo,sinceyouwish。’
  IntheafternoonArabellametandwalkedwithJude,whohadnowforweeksceasedtolookintoabookofGreek,Latin,oranyothertongue。
  Theywandereduptheslopestilltheyreachedthegreentrackalongtheridge,whichtheyfollowedtothecircularBritishearth-bankadjoining,Judethinkingofthegreatageofthetrackway,andofthedroverswhohadfrequentedit,probablybeforetheRomansknewthecountry。Upfromthelevellandsbelowthemfloatedthechimeofchurchbells。Presentlytheywerereducedtoonenote,whichquickened,andstopped。
  `Nowwe’llgoback,’saidArabella,whohadattendedtothesounds。
  Judeassented。Solongashewasnearherhemindedlittlewherehewas。Whentheyarrivedatherhousehesaidlingeringly:`Iwon’tcomein。Whyareyouinsuchahurrytogointo-night?Itisnotneardark。’
  `Waitamoment,’saidshe。Shetriedthehandleofthedoorandfounditlocked。
  `Ah-theyaregonetochurch,’sheadded。Andsearchingbehindthescrapershefoundthekeyandunlockedthedoor。`Now,you’llcomeinamoment?’sheaskedlightly。`Weshallbeallalone。’
  `Certainly,’saidJudewithalacrity,thecasebeingunexpectedlyaltered。
  Indoorstheywent。Didhewantanytea?No,itwastoolate:hewouldrathersitandtalktoher。Shetookoffherjacketandhat,andtheysatdown-naturallyenoughclosetogether。
  `Don’ttouchme,please,’shesaidsoftly。`Iampartegg-shell。
  OrperhapsIhadbetterputitinasafeplace。’Shebeganunfasteningthecollarofhergown。
  `Whatisit?’saidherlover。
  `Anegg-acochin’segg。Iamhatchingaveryraresort。Icarryitabouteverywherewithme,anditwillgethatchedinlessthanthreeweeks。’
  `Wheredoyoucarryit?’
  `Justhere。’Sheputherhandintoherbosomanddrewouttheegg,whichwaswrappedinwool,outsideitbeingapieceofpig’sbladder,incaseofaccidents。Havingexhibitedittohimsheputitback,`Nowmindyoudon’tcomenearme。Idon’twanttogetitbroke,andhavetobeginanother。’
  `Whydoyoudosuchastrangething?’
  `It’sanoldcustom。Isupposeitisnaturalforawomantowanttobringlivethingsintotheworld。’
  `Itisveryawkwardformejustnow,’hesaid,laughing。
  `Itservesyouright。There-that’sallyoucanhaveofme’
  Shehadturnedroundherchair,and,reachingoverthebackofit,presentedhercheektohimgingerly。
  `That’sveryshabbyofyou!’
  `YoushouldhavecatchedmeaminuteagowhenIhadputtheeggdown!There!’shesaiddefiantly,`Iamwithoutitnow!’Shehadquicklywithdrawntheeggasecondtime;butbeforehecouldquitereachhershehadputitbackasquickly,laughingwiththeexcitementofherstrategy。
  Thentherewasalittlestruggle,Judemakingaplungeforitandcapturingittriumphantly。Herfaceflushed;andbecomingsuddenlyconsciousheflushedalso。
  Theylookedateachother,panting;tillheroseandsaid:`Onekiss,nowIcandoitwithoutdamagetoproperty;andI’llgo!’
  Butshehadjumpeduptoo。`Youmustfindmefirst!’shecried。
  Herloverfollowedherasshewithdrew。Itwasnowdarkinsidetheroom,andthewindowbeingsmallhecouldnotdiscoverforalongtimewhathadbecomeofher,tillalaughrevealedhertohaverushedupthestairs,whitherJuderushedatherheels。