`PhoebesilvarumquepotensDiana!’Thehorsestoodstilltillhehadfinishedthehymn,whichJuderepeatedundertheswayofapolytheisticfancythathewouldneverhavethoughtofhumouringinbroaddaylight。
Reachinghome,hemusedoverhiscurioussuperstition,innateoracquired,indoingthis,andthestrangeforgetfulnesswhichhadledtosuchalapsefromcommonsenseandcustominonewhowished,nexttobeingascholar,tobeaChristiandivine。Ithadallcomeofreadingheathenworksexclusively。Themorehethoughtofitthemoreconvincedhewasofhisinconsistency。Hebegantowonderwhetherhecouldbereadingquitetherightbooksforhisobjectinlife。CertainlythereseemedlittleharmonybetweenthispaganliteratureandthemediaevalcollegesatChristminster,thatecclesiasticalromanceinstone。
UltimatelyhedecidedthatinhissheerloveofreadinghehadtakenupawrongemotionforaChristianyoungman。HehaddabbledinClarke’sHomer,buthadneveryetworkedmuchattheNewTestamentintheGreek,thoughhepossessedacopy,obtainedbypostfromasecond-handbookseller。
HeabandonedthenowfamiliarIonicforanewdialect,andforalongtimeonwardlimitedhisreadingalmostentirelytotheGospelsandEpistlesinGriesbach’stext。Moreover,ongoingintoAlfredstononeday,hewasintroducedtopatristicliteraturebyfindingatthebookseller’ssomevolumesoftheFatherswhichhadbeenleftbehindbyaninsolventclergymanoftheneighbourhood。
AsanotheroutcomeofthischangeofgroovehevisitedonSundaysallthechurcheswithinawalk,anddecipheredtheLatininscriptionsonfifteenth-centurybrassesandtombs。Ononeofthesepilgrimageshemetwithahunch-backedoldwomanofgreatintelligence,whoreadeverythingshecouldlayherhandson,andshetoldhimmoreyetoftheromanticcharmsofthecityoflightandlore。Thitherheresolvedasfirmlyasevertogo。
Buthowliveinthatcity?Atpresenthehadnoincomeatall。
Hehadnotradeorcallingofanydignityorstabilitywhateveronwhichhecouldsubsistwhilecarryingoutanintellectuallabourwhichmightspreadovermanyyears。
Whatwasmostrequiredbycitizens?Food,clothing,andshelter。
Anincomefromanyworkinpreparingthefirstwouldbetoomeagre;formakingthesecondhefeltadistaste;thepreparationofthethirdrequisiteheinclinedto。Theybuiltinacity;thereforehewouldlearntobuild。
Hethoughtofhisunknownuncle,hiscousinSusanna’sfather,anecclesiasticalworkerinmetal,andsomehowmediaevalartinanymaterialwasatradeforwhichhehadratherafancy。Hecouldnotgofarwronginfollowinghisuncle’sfootsteps,andengaginghimselfawhilewiththecarcasesthatcontainedthescholarsouls。
Asapreliminaryheobtainedsomesmallblocksoffreestone,metalnotbeingavailable,andsuspendinghisstudiesawhile,occupiedhissparehalf-hoursincopyingtheheadsandcapitalsinhisparishchurch。
Therewasastone-masonofahumblekindinAlfredston,andassoonashehadfoundasubstituteforhimselfinhisaunt’slittlebusiness,heofferedhisservicestothismanforatriflingwage。HereJudehadtheopportunityoflearningatleasttherudimentsoffreestone-working。
Sometimelaterhewenttoachurch-builderinthesameplace,andunderthearchitect’sdirectionbecamehandyatrestoringthedilapidatedmasonriesofseveralvillagechurchesroundabout。
Notforgettingthathewasonlyfollowingupthishandicraftasaproptoleanonwhilehepreparedthosegreaterengineswhichheflatteredhimselfwouldbebetterfittedforhim,heyetwasinterestedinhispursuitonitsownaccount。Henowhadlodgingsduringtheweekinthelittletown,whencehereturnedtoMarygreenvillageeverySaturdayevening。Andthushereachedandpassedhisnineteenthyear。
JudetheObscureChapter06I-viAtthismemorabledateofhislifehewas,oneSaturday,returningfromAlfredstontoMarygreenaboutthreeo’clockintheafternoon。Itwasfine,warm,andsoftsummerweather,andhewalkedwithhistoolsathisback,hislittlechiselsclinkingfaintlyagainstthelargeronesinhisbasket。
Itbeingtheendoftheweekhehadleftworkearly,andhadcomeoutofthetownbyaround-aboutroutewhichhedidnotusuallyfrequent,havingpromisedtocallataflour-millnearCresscombetoexecuteacommissionforhisaunt。
Hewasinanenthusiasticmood。HeseemedtoseehiswaytolivingcomfortablyinChristminsterinthecourseofayearortwo,andknockingatthedoorsofoneofthosestrongholdsoflearningofwhichhehaddreamedsomuch。Hemight,ofcourse,havegonetherenow,insomecapacityorother,buthepreferredtoenterthecitywithalittlemoreassuranceastomeansthanhecouldbesaidtofeelatpresent。Awarmself-contentsuffusedhimwhenheconsideredwhathehadalreadydone。Nowandthenashewentalongheturnedtofacethepeepsofcountryoneithersideofhim。Buthehardlysawthem;theactwasanautomaticrepetitionofwhathehadbeenaccustomedtodowhenlessoccupied;andtheonematterwhichreallyengagedhimwasthementalestimateofhisprogressthusfar。
`Ihaveacquiredquiteanaveragestudent’spowertoreadthecommonancientclassics,Latininparticular。’Thiswastrue,Judepossessingafacilityinthatlanguagewhichenabledhimwithgreateasetohimselftobeguilehislonelywalksbyimaginaryconversationstherein。
`Ihavereadtwobooksoftheiliad,besidesbeingprettyfamiliarwithpassagessuchasthespeechofPhoenixintheninthbook,thefightofHectorandAjaxinthefourteenth,theappearanceofAchillesunarmedandhisheavenlyarmourintheeighteenth,andthefuneralgamesinthetwenty-third。IhavealsodonesomeHesiod,alittlescrapofThucydides,andalotoftheGreekTestament……Iwishtherewasonlyonedialectallthesame。
`Ihavedonesomemathematics,includingthefirstsixandtheeleventhandtwelfthbooksofEuclid;andalgebraasfarassimpleequations。
`IknowsomethingoftheFathers,andsomethingofRomanandEnglishhistory。
`Thesethingsareonlyabeginning。ButIshallnotmakemuchfartheradvancehere,fromthedifficultyofgettingbooks。HenceImustnextconcentrateallmyenergiesonsettlinginChristminster。OncethereIshallsoadvance,withtheassistanceIshallthereget,thatmypresentknowledgewillappeartomebutaschildishignorance。Imustsavemoney,andIwill;andoneofthosecollegesshallopenitsdoorstome-shallwelcomewhomnowitwouldspurn,ifIwaittwentyyearsforthewelcome。
`I’llbeD。D。beforeIhavedone!’
Andthenhecontinuedtodream,andthoughthemightbecomeevenabishopbyleadingapure,energetic,wise,Christianlife。Andwhatanexamplehewouldset!Ifhisincomewere5000poundsayear,hewouldgiveaway4500poundsinoneformandanother,andlivesumptuouslyforhim
ontheremainder。Well,onsecondthoughts,abishopwasabsurd。Hewoulddrawthelineatanarchdeacon。Perhapsamancouldbeasgoodandaslearnedandasusefulinthecapacityofarchdeaconasinthatofbishop。Yethethoughtofthebishopagain。
`MeanwhileIwillread,assoonasIamsettledinChristminster,thebooksIhavenotbeenabletogetholdofhere:Livy,Tacitus,Herodotus,AEschylus,Sophocles,Aristophanes-’
`Ha,ha,ha!Hoity-toity!’Thesoundswereexpressedinlightvoicesontheothersideofthehedge,buthedidnotnoticethem。Histhoughtswenton:
`-Euripides,Plato,Aristotle,Lucretius,Epictetus,Seneca,Antoninus。ThenImustmasterotherthings:theFathersthoroughly;Bedeandecclesiasticalhistorygenerally;asmatteringofHebrew-Ionlyknowthelettersasyet-’
`Hoity-toity!’
`-butIcanworkhard。Ihavestayingpowerinabundance,thankGod!anditisthatwhichtells……Yes,ChristminstershallbemyAlmaMater;andI’llbeherbelovedson,inwhomsheshallbewellpleased。’
InhisdeepconcentrationonthesetransactionsofthefutureJude’swalkhadslackened,andhewasnowstandingquitestill,lookingatthegroundasthoughthefuturewerethrownthereonbyamagiclantern。
Onasuddensomethingsmackedhimsharplyintheear,andhebecameawarethatasoftcoldsubstancehadbeenflungathim,andhadfallenathisfeet。
Aglancetoldhimwhatitwas-apieceofflesh,thecharacteristicpartofabarrow-pig,whichthecountrymenusedforgreasingtheirboots,asitwasuselessforanyotherpurpose。Pigswereratherplentifulhereabout,beingbredandfattenedinlargenumbersincertainpartsofNorthWessex。
Ontheothersideofthehedgewasastream,whence,ashenowforthefirsttimerealized,hadcometheslightsoundsofvoicesandlaughterthathadmingledwithhisdreams。Hemountedthebankandlookedoverthefence。Onthefurthersideofthestreamstoodasmallhomestead,havingagardenandpig-stiesattached;infrontofit,besidethebrook,threeyoungwomenwerekneeling,withbucketsandplattersbesidethemcontainingheapsofpigs’chitterlings,whichtheywerewashingintherunningwater。
Oneortwopairsofeyesslylyglancedup,andperceivingthathisattentionhadatlastbeenattracted,andthathewaswatchingthem,theybracedthemselvesforinspectionbyputtingtheirmouthsdemurelyintoshapeandrecommencingtheirrinsingoperationswithassiduity。
`Thankyou!’saidJudeseverely。
`Ididn’tthrowit,Itellyou!’assertedonegirltoherneighbour,asifunconsciousoftheyoungman’spresence。
`NorI,’thesecondanswered。
`Oh,Anny,howcanyou!’saidthethird。
`IfIhadthrownanythingatall,itshouldn’thavebeenthat!’
`Pooh!Idon’tcareforhim!’Andtheylaughedandcontinuedtheirwork,withoutlookingup,stillostentatiouslyaccusingeachother。
Judegrewsarcasticashewipedhisface,andcaughttheirremarks。
`youdidn’tdoit-ohno!’hesaidtotheup-streamoneofthethree。
Shewhomheaddressedwasafinedark-eyedgirl,notexactlyhandsome,butcapableofpassingassuchatalittledistance,despitesomecoarsenessofskinandfibre。Shehadaroundandprominentbosom,fulllips,perfectteeth,andtherichcomplexionofaCochinhen’segg。Shewasacompleteandsubstantialfemaleanimal-nomore,noless;andJudewasalmostcertainthattoherwasattributabletheenterpriseofattractinghisattentionfromdreamsofthehumanerletterstowhatwassimmeringinthemindsaroundhim。
`Thatyou’llneverbetold,’saidshedeedily。
`Whoeverdiditwaswastefulofotherpeople’sproperty。’
`Oh,that’snothing。’
`Butyouwanttospeaktome,Isuppose?’
`Ohyes;ifyouliketo。’
`ShallIclamberacross,orwillyoucometotheplankabovehere?’
Perhapssheforesawanopportunity;forsomehoworothertheeyesofthebrowngirlrestedinhisownwhenhehadsaidthewords,andtherewasamomentaryflashofintelligence,adumbannouncementofaffinityinpossebetweenherselfandhim,which,sofarasJudeFawleywasconcerned,hadnosortofpremeditationinit。Shesawthathehadsingledheroutfromthethree,asawomanissingledoutinsuchcases,fornoreasonedpurposeoffurtheracquaintance,butincommonplaceobediencetoconjunctiveordersfromheadquarters,unconsciouslyreceivedbyunfortunatemenwhenthelastintentionoftheirlivesistobeoccupiedwiththefeminine。
Springingtoherfeet,shesaid:`Bringbackwhatislyingthere。’
Judewasnowawarethatnomessageonanymatterconnectedwithherfather’sbusinesshadpromptedhersignaltohim。Hesetdownhisbasketoftools,pickedupthescrapofoffal,beatapathwayforhimselfwithhisstick,andgotoverthehedge。Theywalkedinparallellines,oneoneachbankofthestream,towardsthesmallplankbridge。Asthegirldrewnearertoit,shegavewithoutJudeperceivingit,anadroitlittlesucktotheinteriorofeachofhercheeksinsuccession,bywhichcuriousandoriginalmanoeuvreshebroughtasbymagicuponitssmoothandrotundsurfaceaperfectdimple,whichshewasabletoretainthereaslongasshecontinuedtosmile。Thisproductionofdimplesatwillwasanotunknownoperation,whichmanyattempted,butonlyafewsucceededinaccomplishing。
Theymetinthemiddleoftheplank,andJude,tossingbackhermissile,seemedtoexpecthertoexplainwhyshehadaudaciouslystoppedhimbythisnovelartilleryinsteadofbyhailinghim。
Butshe,slylylookinginanotherdirection,swayedherselfbackwardsandforwardsonherhandasitclutchedtherailofthebridge;till,movedbyamatorycuriosity,sheturnedhereyescriticallyuponhim。
`Youdon’tthinkIwouldshythingsatyou?’
`Ohno。’
`Wearedoingthisformyfather,whonaturallydoesn’twantanythingthrownaway。Hemakesthatintodubbin。’Shenoddedtowardsthefragmentonthegrass。
`Whatmadeeitheroftheothersthrowit,Iwonder?’Judeasked,politelyacceptingherassertion,thoughhehadverylargedoubtsastoitstruth。
`Impudence。Don’ttellfolkitwasI,mind!’
`HowcanI?Idon’tknowyourname。’
`Ah,no。ShallItellittoyou?’
`Do!’
`ArabellaDonn。I’mlivinghere。’
`ImusthaveknownitifIhadoftencomethisway。ButImostlygostraightalongthehigh-road。’
`Myfatherisapig-breeder,andthesegirlsarehelpingmewashtheinnerdsforblack-puddingsandsuchlike。’
Theytalkedalittlemoreandalittlemore,astheystoodregardingeachotherandleaningagainstthehand-railofthebridge。Theunvoicedcallofwomantoman,whichwasutteredverydistinctlybyArabella’spersonality,heldJudetothespotagainsthisintention-almostagainsthiswill,andinawaynewtohisexperience。ItisscarcelyanexaggerationtosaythattillthismomentJudehadneverlookedatawomantoconsiderherassuch,buthadvaguelyregardedthesexasbeingsoutsidehislifeandpurposes。Hegazedfromhereyestohermouth,thencetoherbosom,andtoherfullroundnakedarms,wet,mottledwiththechillofthewater,andfirmasmarble。
`Whatanice-lookinggirlyouare!’hemurmured,thoughthewordshadnotbeennecessarytoexpresshissenseofhermagnetism。
`Ah,youshouldseemeSundays!’shesaidpiquantly。
`Idon’tsupposeIcould?’heanswered`That’sforyoutothinkon。There’snobodyaftermejustnow,thoughtheremedbeinaweekortwo。’Shehadspokenthiswithoutasmile,andthedimplesdisappeared。
Judefelthimselfdriftingstrangely,butcouldnothelpit。`Willyouletme?’
`Idon’tmind。’
Bythistimeshehadmanagedtogetbackonedimplebyturningherfaceasideforamomentandrepeatingtheoddlittlesuckingoperationbeforementioned,Judebeingstillunconsciousofmorethanageneralimpressionofherappearance。`NextSunday?’hehazarded。`To-morrow,thatis?’
`Yes。’
`ShallIcall?’
`Yes。’
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