首页 >出版文学> Jerusalem Delivered>第39章
  AllskillandarthiscarefulservantsusedTolifeagaintheirdyinglordtobring,Atlasthiseyesunclosed,withtearssuffused,Hefelttheirhandsandheardtheirwhispering,Buthowhethithercamelongtimehemused,Hismindastonishedwaswitheverything;
  Hegazedabout,hissquiresinfineheknew,Thenweakandwofulthushisplaintsoutthrew:
  LXXV
  “What,liveIyet?anddoIbreatheandseeOfthisaccurseddaythehatefullight?
  ThisspitefulraywhichstillupbraidethmeWiththataccurseddeedIdidthisnight,Ah,cowardhand,afraidwhyshould’stthoube;
  Thouinstrumentofdeath,shameanddespite,Whyshould’stthoufear,withsharpandtrenchantknife,Tocutthethreadofthisblood-guiltylife?
  LXXVI
  “Piercethroughthisbosom,andmycruelheartInpiecescleave,breakeverystringandvein;
  Butthoutoslaughtersvilewhichusedart,Think’stitwerepitysotoeasemypain:
  Oflucklesslovethereforeintorments’smartAsadexamplemustIstillremain,Awofulmonsterofunhappylove,Whostillmustlive,lestdeathhiscomfortprove:
  LXXVII
  “StillmustIliveinanguish,grief,andcare;
  Furiesmyguiltyconsciencethattorment,Theuglyshades,darknight,andtroubledairIngrislyformsherslaughterstillpresent,Madnessanddeathaboutmybedrepair,Hellgapethwidetoswallowupthistent;
  SwiftfrommyselfIrun,myselfIfear,YetstillmyhellwithinmyselfIbear。
  LXXVIII
  “Butwhere,alas,wherebethoserelicssweet,Whereindweltlatealllove,alljoy,allgood?
  Myfuryleftthemcastinopenstreet,Somebeasthathtornherfleshandlickedherblood,Ahnobleprey!forsavagebeastunmeet,Ahsweet!toosweet,andfartoopreciousfood,Ah,seelynymph!whomnightanddarksomeshadeTobeasts,andme,farworsethanbeasts,betrayed。
  LXXIX
  “Butwhereyoube,ifstillyoube,IwendTogatherupthoserelicsdearatleast,Butifsomebeasthathfromthehillsdescend,Andonhertenderbowelsmadehisfeast,Letthatfellmonstermeinpiecesrend,Anddeepentombmeinhishollowchest:
  Forwheresheburiedis,thereshallIhaveAstatelytomb,arichandcostlygrave。“
  LXXX
  Thusmournedtheknight,hissquireshimtoldatlast,Theyhadherthereforwhomthosetearsheshed;
  Abeamofcomforthisdimeyesoutcast,Likelightningthroughthickcloudsofdarknessspread,Theheavyburdenofhislimbsinhaste,Withmicklepain,hedrewforthofhisbed,Andscantofstrengthtostand,tomoveorgo,Thitherhestaggered,reelingtoandfro。
  LXXXI
  Whenhecamethere,andinherbreastespiedHishandiwork,thatdeepandcruelwound,Andhersweetfacewithleadenpalenessdyed,Wherebeautylatespreadforthherbeamsaround,Hetrembledso,thatnerehissquiresbesideToholdhimup,hehadsunkdowntoground,Andsaid,“Ofaceindeathstillsweetandfair!
  Thoucanstnotsweetenyetmygriefandcare:
  LXXXII
  “Ofairrighthand,thepledgeoffaithandlove?
  Givenmebutlate,toolate,insignofpeace,Howhapsitnowthoucanstnotstirnormove?
  Andyou,dearlimbs,nowlaidinrestandease,Throughwhichmycruelbladethisflood-gaterove,Yourpainshaveend,mytormentsnevercease,Ohands,Ocrueleyes,accursedalike!
  Yougavethewound,yougavethemlighttostrike。
  LXXXIII
  “Butthithernowrunforthmyguiltyblood,Whithermyplaints,mysorrowscannotwend。“
  Hesaidnomore,but,ashispassionwoodInforcedhim,hegantotearandrendHishair,hisface,hiswounds,apurplefloodDidfromeachsideinrollingstreamsdescend,Hehadbeenslain,butthathispainandwoeBerefthissenses,andpreservedhimso。
  LXXXIV
  CastonhisbedhissquiresrecalledhisspriteToexecuteagainherhatefulcharge,ButtattlingfamethesorrowsoftheknightAndhardmischancehadtoldthiswhileatlarge:
  Godfreyandallhislordsofworthandmight,Ranthither,andthedutywoulddischargeOffriendshiptrue,andwithsweetwordstherageOfbittergriefandwoetheywouldassuage。
  LXXXV
  ButasamortalwoundthemoredothsmartThemoreitsearchedis,handledorsought;
  SotheirsweetwordstohisafflictedheartMoregrief,moreanguish,painandtormentbroughtButreverendPeterthatwouldsetapartCareofhissheep,asagoodshepherdought,HisvanitywithgraveadvicereprovedAndtoldwhatmourningChristianknightsbehoved:
  LXXXVI
  “OTancred,Tancred,howfardifferentFromthybeginningsgoodthesefolliesbe?
  Whatmakestheedeaf?whathaththyeyesightblent?
  Whatmist,whatcloudthusovershadeththee?
  Thisisawarninggoodfromheavendownsent,YetHisadvicethoucanstnothearnorseeWhocallethandconductstheetothewayFromwhichthouwillingdostandwittingstray:
  LXXXVII
  “ToworthyactionsandachievementsfitForChristianknightsHewouldtheehomerecall;
  Butthouhastleftthatcourseandchangedit,Tomakethyselfaheathendamsel’sthrall;
  Butsee,thygriefandsorrow’spainfulfitIsmadetherodtoscourgethysinswithal,OfthineowngoodthyselfthemeansHemakes,ButthouHismercy,goodness,graceforsakes。
  LXXXVIII
  “ThoudostrefuseofheaventheprofferedAndgainstitstillrebelwithsinfulire,Ohwretch!Ohwhitherdoththyragetheechase?
  Refrainthygrief,bridlethyfonddesire,Athell’swidegatevainsorrowdoththeeplace,Sorrow,misfortune’sson,despair’sfoulfire:
  Ohseethineevil,thyplaintandwoerefrain,Theguidestodeath,tohell,andendlesspain。“
  LXXXIX
  Thissaid,hiswilltodiethepatientAbandoned,thatseconddeathhefeared,Thesewordsofcomforttohisheartdownwent,Andthatdarknightofsorrowsomewhatcleared;
  Yetnowandthenhisgriefdeepsighsforthsent,Hisvoiceshrillplaintsandsadlamentsoftreared,Nowtohimself,nowtohismurderedlove,Hespoke,whoheardperchancefromheavenabove。
  XC
  TillPhoebus’risingfromhiseveningfallToher,forher,hemourns,hecalls,hecries;
  ThenightingalesowhenherchildrensmallSomechurltakesbeforetheirparents’eyes,Alone,dismayed,quitebareofcomfortsall,Tireswithcomplaintstheseas,theshores,theskies,TillinsweetsleepagainstthemorningbrightShefallatlast;somourned,soslepttheknight。
  XCI
  Andcladinstarryveil,amidhisdream,Forwhosesweetsakehemourned,appearedthemaid,Fairerthanerst,yetwiththatheavenlybeam。
  Notoutofknowledgewasherlovelyshade,WithlooksofruthhereyescelestialseemTopityhissadplight,andthusshesaid,“Beholdhowfair,howgladthyloveappears,Andformysake,mydear,forbearthesetears。
  XCII
  “Thinebethethanks,mysoulthoumadestflitAtunawaresoutofherearthlynest,Thinebethethanks,thouhastadvanceditInAbraham’sdearbosomlongtorest,TherestillIlovethee,thereforTancredfitAseatpreparedisamongtheblest;
  Thereineternaljoy,eternallight,Thoushaltthyloveenjoy,andsheherknight;
  XCIII
  “Unlessthyself,thyselfheaven’sjoysenvy,Andthyvainsorrowtheeofblissdeprive,Live,knowIlovethee,thatInilldeny,Asangels,men:assaintsmaywightsonlive:“
  Thissaid,ofzealandloveforthofhereyeAnhundredgloriousbeamsbrightshiningdrive,Amidwhichraysherselfsheclosedfromsigh,Andwithnewjoy,newcomfortleftherknight。
  XCIV
  Thuscomfortedhewaked,andmendiscreetInsurgerytocurehiswoundsweresought,Meanwhileofhisdearlovetherelicssweet,Asbesthecould,togravewithpomphebrought:
  HertombwasnotofvariedSpartangreet,NoryetbycunninghandofScopaswrought,Butbuiltofpolishedstone,andthereonlaidThelivelyshapeandportraitofthemaid。
  XCV
  WithsacredburninglampsinorderlongAndmournfulpompthecorpsewasbroughttogroundHerarmsuponaleaflesspinewerehung,Thehearse,withcypress;arms,withlaurelcrowned:
  Nextdaytheprince,whoseloveandcouragestrongDrewforthhislimbs,weak,feeble,andunsound,Tovisitwent,withcareandreverencemeet,Theburiedashesofhismistresssweet:
  XCVI
  Beforehernew-madetombatlastarrived,Thewofulprisonofhislivingsprite,Pale,cold,sad,comfortless,ofsensedeprived,Uponthemarblegrayhefixedhissight,Twostreamsoftearswerefromhiseyesderived:
  Thuswithasad“Alas!“begantheknight,“0marbledearonmydearmistressplaced!
  Myflameswithin,withoutmytearsthouhast。
  XCVII
  “Notofdeadbonesartthouthemournfulgrave,Butofquicklovethefortressandthehold,StillinmyheartthywontedbrandsIhaveMorebitterfar,alas!butnotmorecold;
  Receivethesesighs,thesekissessweetreceive,Inliquiddropsofmeltingtearsenrolled,Andgivethemtothatbodypureandchaste,Whichinthybosomcoldentombedthouhast。
  XCVIII
  “ForifherhappysoulhereyedothbendOnthatsweetbodywhichitlatelydressed,Mylove,thypitycannotheroffend,Angerandwrathisnotinangelsblessed,Shepardonwillthetrespassofherfriend,Thathoperelievesmewiththesegriefsoppressed,Thishandsheknowshathonlysinned,notI,Wholivinglovedher,andforlovenowdie:
  XCIX
  “AndlovingwillIdie,ohhappydayWhene’eritchanceth!butohfarmoreblessedIfasaboutthypolishedsidesIstray,Myboneswithinthyhollowgravemightrest,Togethershouldinheavenourspiritsstay,Togethershouldourbodieslieinchest;
  Sohappydeathshouldjoinwhatlifedothsever,0Death,0Life!sweetboth,bothblessedever。“
  C
  MeanwhilethenewsinthatbesiegedtownOfthismishapwaswhisperedhereandthere,Forthwithitspread,andfortootruewasknown,Herwofullosswastalkedeverywhere,Mingledwithcriesandplaintstoheavenupthrown,Asifthecity’sselfnewtakenwereWithconqueringfoes,orasifflameandfire,Norhouse,norchurch,norstreethadleftentire。