InstantlyMrs。Coleknewthatshehadforgottenit。ShecouldseeherselfstandingthereinMrs。Monk’skitchenforgettingit。Howcouldshe?AndMrs。Monk,howcouldSHE?Ithadneverbeenforgottenbefore。
“Oh,no,“shesaidwildly。“Oh,no!I’msureIcan’thaveforgottenit。“
Sheplungedabout,herredfaceallcreasedwithanxiety,herhatononeside,herhandssearchingeverywhere,underthetablecloth,inthebasket,amongsttheknivesandforks。
“Jim,youhaven’tdroppedanything?“
“No,mum。Beggin’yourpardon,mum,thebasketwasclosed,sotospeak——closeditwas。“
No,sheknewthatshehadforgottenit。
“I’msosorry,Mrs。LePage,I’mafraid——“
“MydearMrs。Cole!Whatdoesitmatter?Notintheleast,Iassureyou。Inthisheatit’simpossibletofeelhungry,isn’tit?IassureyouIdon’tfeelasthoughIcouldtouchathing。Alittlefruit,perhaps——anappleorapeach——“
Fruit?Whyhadn’tMrs。Colebroughtfruit?Shemightsoeasilyhavedoneso,andshehadneverthoughtaboutit。Theythemselveswererathertiredoffruit,andso——
“I’mafraidwe’venofruit,butanegg-sandwich——“
“Eggsneedsalt,don’tyouthink?Notthatitmattersintheveryleast,butsothatyoushouldn’tthinkmefussy。Really,dearMrs。
Cole,Ineverfeltlesshungryinmylife。JustadropofmilkandI’mperfectlysatisfied。“
“Jeremyshallrunuptothefarmforthemilk。Youdon’tmind,Jeremydear,doyou?It’sonlyastep。Justtakethissixpence,dear,andsaywe’llsendthejugbackthisafternoonifthey’llspareone。“
Jeremydidmind。Hewasenjoyinghisluncheon,andhewasgazingatCharlotte,andhewasteasingHamletwithscraps——hewasveryhappy。
Nevertheless,hestartedoff。
Sosoonasheleftthesandsthenoiseoftheseawasshutofffromhim,andhewasclimbingthelittlegreenpathupwhichtheScarletAdmiralhadoncestalked。
Suddenlyheremembered——inhisexcitementaboutCharlottehehadforgottentheAdmiral。Hestoodforamoment,listening。Thegreenhedgeshutoffthenoiseofthesea——onlyabovehisheadsomebirdsweretwittering。Hefanciedthatheheardfootsteps,thenthatbeyondthehedgesomethingwasmoving。Itseemedtohimthatthebirdswerealsolisteningforsomething。“Well,it’sthemiddleoftheafternoon,anyway。“Hethoughttohimself,“Henevercomesthere——onlyinthemorningorevening,“buthehurriedforwardafterthat,wishingthathehadcalledtoHamlettoaccompanyhim。Itwasapleasantclimbtothefarmthroughthegreenorchard,andhefoundatthefarmdooranagreeablewomanwhosmiledathimwhenshegavehimthemilk。Hehadtocomedownthehillcarefully,lestthemilkshouldbespilt。Hewalkedalongveryhappily,hummingtohimselfandthinkinginaconfusedsummerafternoonkindofmannerofCharlotte,Hamlet,Mrs。LePageandhimself。“ShallIgiveherthethimbleorshan’tI?Icouldtakehertothepoolswherethelittlecrabsare。She’dlikethem。Iwonderwhetherwe’regoingtobathe。
Mrs。LePagewilllookfunnybathing……“Thenhewasinthegreenlaneagain,andatoncehisdiscomfortreturnedtohim,andhelookedaroundhisshoulderandintothehedges,andstoppedonceandagaintolisten。Therewasnosound。Thebirds,itseemed,hadallfallentosleep。Thehedges,hethought,werecloserabouthim。Itwasveryhothere,withnobreezeandnocomfortingsoundofthesea。“Iwonderwhetherhereallydoescome,“hethought。“Itmustbehorridtoseehim——comingquiteclose。“AndthethoughtoftheFoolalsofrightenedhim。TheFoolwithhistongueoutandhisshakinglegs,liketheidiotwholivedneartheCathedralathome。AtthethoughtofthisJeremysuddenlytooktohislegsandran,coveringthetopofhisjugwithhishand;then,whenhecameoutontothestripofgrassthatcrossedthetopofthebeach,hestopped,suddenlyashamedofhimself。ScarletAdmirals!ScarletAdmirals!HowcouldtherebeScarletAdmiralsinaworldthatalsocontainedsoblazingasun,soblueasea,andthegorgeousrealitiesoftheLePagefamily。Hearrivedattheluncheonpartyhotandproudandsmiling,socheerfulandstolidandagreeablethatevenMrs。LePagewascompelledtosay,“Really,Mrs。Cole,that’saverynicelittleboyofyours。Comehere,littleJeremy,andtalktome!“Howdeeplyhehatedbeingcalled“littleJeremy“onlyMaryandHelenknew。
Theireyesflewtohisfacetoseehowhewouldtakeit。Hetookitverywell。HesatdownbesideMrs。LePage,whoverygracefullyandlanguidlysippedatherglassofmilk。
“Howoldareyou,Jeremydear?“sheaskedhim。
“Eight,“heanswered,wriggling。
“Whataniceage!Andonedayyou’llgotoschool?“
“InSeptember。“
“Andwhatwillyoubewhenyou’reaman?“
“Oh,Idon’tknow。I’llbeasoldier,perhaps。“
“Oh,I’msureyouwouldn’tliketobeasoldierandkillpeople。“
“Yes,Iwould。There’slotsofpeopleI’dliketokill。“
Mrs。LePagedrewherskirtsbackalittle。
“Howhorrible!I’msureyourmotherwouldn’tliketohearthat。“
ButMr。Colehadcaughtthelastwordsofthedialogueandinterruptedwith:
“Butwhatcouldbefiner,Mrs。LePage,thanthedefenceofone’scountry?Wouldyouhaveouryoungladsgrowupfaint-heartedandfailtheirMotherlandwhenshecalls?Whatcanbefiner,Isay,thantodieforQueenandcountry?Wouldnoteverymotherhavehersonshedhisbloodforlibertyandfreedom?……No,Jeremy,notanother。You’vehadquiteenough。Itwouldindeedbeadishearteningsightifweeldersweretowatchoursonsandgrandchildrenturningtheirswordsintoploughshares——“
HewasinterruptedbyashrillcryfromMrs。LePage:
“Charlotte,darling,doholdyoursunshadeup。Alltheleftsideofyourfaceisexposed。That’sbetter,dear。Ibegyourpardon,Mr。
Cole。“
ButMr。Colewasoffended。
“Ihopenosonofminewillevershowhimselfafaintheart,“heconcludedseverely。
Theluncheon,infact,hadbeenamostdismalfailure。TheColescouldflingtheirmindsbacktoluncheonsonthissamebeachthathadbeensimplyriotoussuccesses。Whatfuntheyhadhad!Whatgames!Whatbathes?NowtheverysightofMr。LePage’sblackbeardwasenough。EvenJeremyfeltthatthingswerewrong。ThenhelookedatCharlotteandwassatisfied。Thereshesat,straightandstiff,herhandsonherlap,herhairfallinginlovelygoldenripplesdownherback,hergazefixedondistance。Oh!shewasbeautiful!Hewoulddowhatevershetoldhim;hewouldgiveherMissNoahandtheappletree;hewould——Asounddisturbedhisdevotions。Heturned。
BothMr。andMrs。LePagewerefastasleep。
IV
“Children,“whisperedMrs。Cole,“veryquietlynow,sothatyoudon’tdisturbanyone,runofftothefartherbeachandplay。Helen,you’llseethateverythingisallright,won’tyou?“
ItwasonlyjustintimethatJeremysucceededinstranglingHamlet’sbarkintoasnort,andeventhentheyalllookedroundforamomentatthesleepersinthegreatestanxiety。Butno,theyhadnotbeendisturbed。IfonlyMr。LePagecouldhaveknownwhatheresembledlyingtherewithhismouthopen!Buthedidnotknow。Hewasdoubtlessdreamingofhisproperty。
Thechildrencreptaway。CharlotteandJeremytogether。Jeremy’sheartbeatthickly。Atlasthehadthelovelycreatureinhischarge。Itwastruethathedidnotquiteknowwhathewasgoingtodowithher,andthatevennow,intheheightofhisadmiration,hedidwishthatshewouldnotwalkasthoughsheweretreadingonred-
hotploughshares,andthatshecouldtalkalittleinsteadofgivinglittleshiversofapprehensionateverystep。
“Imustsay,“hethoughttohimself,“she’srathersillyinsomeways。Perhapsitwouldn’tbefuntoseeheralways。“
Theyturnedthecornerroundaprojectingfingerofrock,andanewlittlebeach,whiteandgleaming,layinfrontofthem。
“Well,“saidJeremy,“hereweare。Whatshallweplay?“
Therewasdeadsilence。
“Wemightplaypirates,“hecontinued。“I’llbethepirate,andMarycansitonthatrockuntilthewatercomesroundher,andCharlotteshallhideinthatcave——“
Therewasstillsilence。Lookingabouthim,hediscoveredfromhissisters’countenancesthattheywereresolvedtolendnokindofassistance,andhethenfromthatdeducedthesimplefactthathissistershatedCharlotteandwerenotgoingtomakeitpleasantforherinanywayiftheycouldhelpit。Oh!itwasamiserablepicnic!
Theworstthathe’deverhad。
“It’stoohottoplay,“saidHelenloftily。“I’mgoingtositdownoverthere。“
“SoamI,“saidMary。
Theymovedaway,theirheadsintheairandtheirlegsridiculouslystiff。
JeremygazedatCharlotteindistress。Itwasverywickedofhissisterstogoofflikethat,butitwasalsoverysillyofCharlottetostandtheresohelplessly。HewasbeginningtothinkthatperhapshewouldgivethethimbletoMissJonesafterall。
“Wouldyouliketogoandseethepoolwherethelittlecrabsare?“
heasked。
“Idon’tknow,“sheanswered,herupperliptremblingasthoughsheweregoingtocry。“IwanttogohomewithMother。“
“Youcan’tgohome,“hesaidfirmly,“andyoucan’tseeyourmother,becauseshe’sasleep。“
“I’vemademyshoesdirty,“shesaid,lookingdownatherfeet,“andI’msotiredofholdingmysunshade。“
“Ishouldshutitup,“Jeremysaidwithoutanyhesitation。“Ithinkit’sasillything。I’mgladI’mnotagirl。Doyouhavetotakeitwithyoueverywhere?“
“Notifit’sraining。ThenIhaveanumbrella。“
“Ithinkyou’dbettercomeandseethecrabs,“hesettled。“They’reonlyjustoverthere。“
Shemovedalongwithhimreluctantly,lookingbackcontinuallytowherehermotheroughttobe。
“Areyouenjoyingyourself?“Jeremyaskedpolitely。
“No,“shesaid,withoutanyhesitation,“Iwanttogohome。“
“She’sasselfishasanything,“hethoughttohimself。“We’regivingtheparty,andsheoughttohavesaid’Yes’evenifshewasn’t。“
“Doyoulikemydog?“heasked,withanothereffortatlightconversation。
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