“Donotthankme。Indeedifyouarewiseyouwillrefuse。YouhavemetPambasa。Well,NehesiisPambasamultipliedbyten,arogue,athief,abully,andonewhohasPharaoh’sear。Hewillmakeyourlifeatormenttoyouandclipeveryringofgoldthatatlengthyouwringoutofhisgrip。Moreovertheplaceiswearisome,andIamfancifulandoftenill-humoured。Donotthankme,Isay。Refuse;returntoMemphisandwritestories。Shuncourtsandtheirplottings。Pharaohhimselfisbutafaceandapuppetthroughwhichothervoicestalkandothereyesshine,andthesceptrewhichhewieldsispulledbystrings。AndifthisissowithPharaoh,whatisthecasewithhisson?Thentherearethewomen,Ana。Theywillmakelovetoyou,Ana,theyevendosotome,andIthinkyoutoldmethatyouknowsomethingofwomen。Donotaccept,gobacktoMemphis。IwillsendyousomeoldmanuscriptstocopyandpayyouwhateveritisNehesiallowsforthelibrarian。“
“YetIaccept,OPrince。AsforNehesiIfearhimnotatall,sinceattheworstIcanwriteastoryabouthimatwhichtheworldwilllaugh,andratherthanthathewillpaymemysalary。“
“YouhavemorewisdomthanIthought,Ana。ItnevercameintomymindtoputNehesiinastory,thoughitistrueItelltalesabouthimwhichismuchthesamething。“
Hebendforward,leaninghisheaduponhishand,andceasingfromhisbanteringtone,lookedmeintheeyesandasked:
“Whydoyouaccept?Letmethinknow。Itisnotbecauseyoucareforwealthifthatistobewonhere;norforthepompandshowofcourts;
norforthecompanyofthegreatwhoreallyaresosmall。Forallthesethingsyou,Ana,havenocravingifIreadyourheartaright,youwhoareanartist,nothinglessandnothingmore。Tellme,then,whywillyou,afreemanwhocanearnyourliving,lingerroundathroneandsetyourneckbeneaththeheelofprincestobecrushedintothecommonmouldofservitorsandKing’sCompanionsandBearersoftheFootstool?“
“Iwilltellyou,Prince。First,becausethronesmakehistory,ashistorymakesthrones,andIthinkthatgreateventsareonfootinEgyptinwhichIwouldhavemyshare。Secondly,becausethegodsbringgiftstomenonlyonceortwiceintheirlivesandtorefusethemistooffendthegodswhogavethemthoselivestousetoendsofwhichweknownothing。Andthirdly“——hereIhesitated。
“Andthirdly——outwiththethirdlyfor,doubtless,itistherealreason。“
“Andthirdly,OPrince——well,thewordsoundsstrangelyuponaman’slips——butthirdlybecauseIloveyou。FromthemomentthatmyeyesfelluponyourfaceIlovedyouasIneverlovedanyotherman——notevenmyfather。Iknownotwhy。Certainlyitisnotbecauseyouareaprince。“
WhenheheardthesewordsSetisatbroodingandsosilentthat,fearinglestI,ahumblescribe,hadbeentoobold,Iaddedhastily:
“LetyourHighnesspardonhisservantforhispresumptuouswords。Itwashisservant’sheartthatspokeandnothislips。“
HeliftedhishandandIstopped。
“Ana,mytwininRa,“hesaid,“doyouknowthatIneverhadafriend?“
“Aprincewhohasnofriend!“
“Never,none。NowIbegintothinkthatIhavefoundone。Thethoughtisstrangeandwarmsme。DoyouknowalsothatwhenmyeyesfelluponyourfaceIlovedyoualso,thegodsknowwhy。ItwasasthoughIhadfoundonewhowasdeartomethousandsofyearsagobutwhomIhadlostandforgotten。Perhapsthisisbutfoolishness,orperhapsherewehavetheshadowofsomethinggreatandbeautifulwhichdwellselsewhere,intheplacewecalltheKingdomofOsiris,beyondthegrave,Ana。“
“Suchthoughtshavecometomeattimes,Prince。Imeanthatallweseeisshadow;thatweourselvesareshadowsandthattherealitieswhocastthemliveinadifferenthomewhichislitbysomespiritsunthatneversets。“
ThePrincenoddedhisheadandagainwassilentforawhile。Thenhetookhisbeautifulalabastercup,andpouringwineintoit,hedrankalittleandpassedthecuptome。
“Drinkalso,Ana,“hesaid,“andpledgemeasIpledgeyou,intokenthatbydecreeoftheCreatorwhomadetheheartsofmen,henceforwardourtwoheartsareasthesameheartthroughgoodandill,throughtriumphanddefeat,tilldeathtakesoneofus。Henceforward,Ana,unlessyoushowyourselfunworthy,Ihidenothoughtfromyou。“
FlushingwithjoyItookthecup,saying:
“Iaddtoyourwords,OPrince。Weareone,notforthislifealonebutforallthelivestobe。Death,OPrince,is,Ithink,butasinglestepinthepylonstairwhichleadsatlasttothatdizzyheightwhenceweseethefaceofGodandhearhisvoicetelluswhatandwhyweare。“
ThenIpledgedhim,anddrank,bowing,andhebowedbacktome。
“Whatshallwedowiththecup,Ana,thesacredcupthathasheldthisrichheart-wine?ShallIkeepit?No,itnolongerbelongstome。
ShallIgiveittoyou?No,itcanneverbeyoursalone。See,wewillbreakthepricelessthing。“
Seizingitbyitsstemwithallhisstrengthhestruckthecupuponthetable。Thenwhatseemedtobetomeamarvelhappened,forinsteadofshatteringasIthoughtitsurelywould,itsplitintwofromrimtofoot。Whetherthiswasbychance,orwhethertheartistwhofashioneditinsomebygonegenerationhadworkedthetwohalvesseparatelyandcunninglycementedthemtogether,tothishourIdonotknow。Atleastsoitbefell。
“Thisisfortunate,Ana,“saidthePrince,laughingalittleinhislightway。“NowtakeyouthehalfthatliesnearesttoyouandIwilltakemine。IfyoudiefirstIwilllaymyhalfuponyourbreast,andifIdiefirstyoushalldothesamebyme,orifthepriestsforbiditbecauseIamroyalandmaynotbeprofaned,castthethingintomytomb。Whatshouldwehavedonehadthealabastershatteredintofragments,Ana,andwhatomenshouldwehavereadinthem?“
“Whyask,OPrince,seeingthatithasbefallenotherwise?“
ThenItookmyhalf,laiditagainstmyforeheadandhiditinthebosomofmyrobe,andasIdid,sodidSeti。
SointhisstrangefashiontheroyalSetiandIsealedtheholycompactofourbrotherhood,asIthinknotforthefirsttimeorthelast。
Setirose,stretchingouthisarms。
“Thatisfinished,“hesaid,“aseverythingfinishes,andforonceI
amsorry。Nowwhatnext?Sleep,Isuppose,inwhichallends,orperhapsyouwouldsayallbegins。“
Ashespokethecurtainsattheendoftheroomweredrawnandbetweenthemappearedthechamberlain,Pambasa,holdinghisgold-tippedwandceremoniouslybeforehim。
“Whatisitnow,man?“askedSeti。“CanInotevensupinpeace?Stay,beforeyouanswertellme,dothingsendorbegininsleep?ThelearnedAnaandIdifferonthematterandwouldhearyourwisdom。
Bearinmind,Pambasa,thatbeforewearebornwemusthaveslept,sinceofthattimeweremembernothing,andafterwearedeadwecertainlyseemtosleep,asanywhohavelookedonmummiesknow。Nowanswer。“
Thechamberlainstaredatthewineflaskonthetableasthoughhesuspectedhismasterofhavingdrunktoomuch。Theninahardofficialvoicehesaid:
“Shecomes!Shecomes!Shecomes,offeringgreetingsandadorationtotheRoyalSonofRa。“
“Doessheindeed?“askedSeti。“Ifso,whysayitthreetimes?Andwhocomes?“
“ThehighPrincess,theheiressofEgypt,thedaughterofPharaoh,yourHighness’sroyalhalf-sister,thegreatladyUserti。“
“Letherenterthen。Ana,standyoubehindme。IfyougrowwearyandI
giveleaveyoucandepart;theslaveswillshowyouyoursleeping-
place。“
Pambasawent,andpresentlythroughthecurtainappearedaroyal-
lookingladysplendidlyapparelled。Shewasaccompaniedbyfourwaitingwomenwhofellbackonthethresholdandwerenomoreseen。
ThePrincesteppedforward,tookbothherhandsinhisandkissedheronthebrow,thendrewbackagain,afterwhichtheystoodamomentlookingateachother。WhiletheyremainedthusIstudiedherwhowasknownthroughoutthelandasthe“BeautifulRoyalDaughter,“butwhomtillnowIhadneverseen。IntruthIdidnotthinkherbeautiful,althoughevenhadshebeencladinapeasant’srobeIshouldhavebeensurethatshewasroyal。Herfacewastoohardforbeautyandherblackeyes,withatingeofgreyinthem,weretoosmall。Alsohernosewastoosharpandherlipsweretoothin。Indeed,haditnotbeenforthedelicatelyandfinely-shapedwoman’sformbeneath,Imighthavethoughtthataprinceandnotaprincessstoodbeforeme。Fortherestinmostwayssheresembledherhalf-brotherSeti,thoughhercountenancelackedthekindlinessofhis;orratherbothofthemresembledtheirfather,Meneptah。
“Greeting,Sister,“hesaid,eyeingherwithasmileinwhichIcaughtagleamofmockery。“Purple-borderedrobes,emeraldnecklaceandenamelledcrownofgold,ringsandpectoral,everythingexceptasceptre——whyareyousoroyallyarrayedtovisitonesohumbleasyourlovingbrother?Youcomelikesunlightintothedarknessofthehermit’scellanddazzlethepoorhermit,orratherhermits,“andhepointedtome。
“Ceaseyourjests,Seti,“sherepliedinafull,strongvoice。“Iweartheseornamentsbecausetheypleaseme。AlsoIhavesuppedwithourfather,andthosewhositatPharaoh’stablemustbesuitablyarrayed,thoughIhavenotedthatsometimesyouthinkotherwise。“
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