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第12章

  natured,IthinkthatintheendthePrinceisonewhowillalwayschoosehisownpath。“
  “ItmaybesoAna。AttheleastIthankyou。Iprayyoutobesurealsothatinmeyouwillalwayshaveafriendandnotanenemy,althoughattimesthequicknessofmynature,whichhasneverbeencontrolled,mayleadyoutothinkotherwise。NowIwillsayonemorethingthatshallbesecretbetweenus。IknowthatthePrincelovesmeasafriendandrelativeratherthanasawife,andthathewouldnothavesoughtthismarriageofhimself,asisperhapsnatural。Iknow,too,thatotherwomenwillcomeintohislife,thoughthesemaybefewerthaninthecaseofmostkings,becauseheismorehardtoplease。OfsuchIcannotcomplain,asthisisaccordingtothecustomsofourcountry。Ifearonlyonething——namelythatsomewoman,ceasingtobehistoy,maytakeSeti’sheartandmakehimaltogetherhers。Inthismatter,ScribeAna,asinothersIaskyourhelp,sinceIwouldbequeenofEgyptinallways,notinnameonly。“
  “YourHighness,howcanIsaytothePrince——’Somuchshallyoulovethisorthatwomanandnomore?’Moreover,whydoyoufearthatwhichhasnotandmaynevercomeabout?“
  “Idonotknowhowyoucansaysuchathing,Scribe,stillIaskyoutosayitifyoucan。AstowhyIfear,itisbecauseIseemtofeelthenearshadowofsomewomanlyingcolduponmeandbuildingawallofblacknessbetweenhisHighnessandmyself。“
  “Itisbutadream,Princess。“
  “Mayhap。Ihopeso。YetIthinkotherwise。Oh!Ana,cannotyou,whostudytheheartsofmenandwomen,understandmycase?IhavemarriedwhereIcanneverhopetobelovedasotherwomenare,Iwhoamawife,yetnotawife。Ireadyourthought;itis——whythendidyoumarry?SinceIhavetoldyousomuchIwilltellyouthatalso。First,itisbecausethePrinceisdifferenttoothermenandinhisownfashionabovethem,yes,faraboveanywithwhomIcouldhavewedasroyalheiressofEgypt。Secondly,becausebeingcutofffromlove,whatremainstomebutambition?AtleastIwouldbeagreatqueen,aswasHatshepuinherday,andliftmycountryoutofthemanytroublesinwhichitissunkandwritemynamelargeuponthebooksofhistory,whichIcouldonlydobytakingPharaoh’sheirtohusband,asismyduty。“
  Shebroodedawhile,thenadded,“NowIhaveshownyouallmythought。
  WhetherIhavebeenwisetodosothegodsknowaloneandtimewilltellme。“
  “Princess,“Isaid,“IthankyoufortrustingmeandIwillhelpyouifImay。YetIamtroubled。I,ahumblemanifofgoodblood,whoalittlewhileagowasbutascribeandastudent,adreamerwhohadknowntroublealso,havesuddenlybychance,orsomedivinedecree,beenliftedhighinthefavouroftheheirofEgypt,anditwouldseemhaveevenwonyourtrust。NowIwonderhowIshallbearmyselfinthisnewplacewhichintruthIneversought。“
  “Idonotknow,whofindthepresentanditstroublesenoughtocarry。
  But,doubtless,thedecreeofwhichyouspeakthatsetyoutherehasalsowrittendownwhatwillbetheendofall。Meanwhile,Ihaveagiftforyou。Say,Scribe,haveyoueverhandledanyweaponbesidesapen?“
  “Yes,yourHighness,asaladIwasskilledinswordplay。Moreover,thoughIdonotlovewarandbloodshed,someyearsagoIfoughtinthegreatbattlebetweentheNinebowBarbarians,whenPharaohcalledupontheyoungmenofMemphistodotheirpart。WithmyownhandsIslewtwoinfairfight,thoughonenearlybroughtmetomyend,“andI
  pointedtoascarwhichshowedredthroughmygreyhairwhereaspearhadbittendeep。
  “Itiswell,orsoIthink,wholovesoldiersbetterthanstainersofpapyruspith。“
  Then,goingtoapaintedchestofreeds,shetookfromitawonderfulshirtofmailfashionedofbronzerings,andashortswordalsoofbronze,havingagoldenhiltofwhichtheendwasshapedtothelikenessoftheheadofalion,andwithherownhandsgavethemtome,saying:
  “Thesearespoilsthatmygrandsire,thegreatRameses,tookinhisyouthfromaprinceoftheKhitah,whomhesmotewithhisownhandsinSyriainthatbattlewhereofyourgrandfathermadethepoem。Weartheshirt,whichnospearwillpierce,beneathyourrobeandgirdtheswordaboutyouwhenyougodownyonderamongtheIsraelites,whomI
  donottrust。IhavegivenalikecoattothePrince。Letitbeyourdutytoseethatitisuponhissacredpersondayandnight。Letitbeyourdutyalso,ifneedarises,withthisswordtodefendhimtothedeath。Farewell。“
  “MayallthegodsrejectmefromtheFieldsoftheBlessedifIfailinthistrust,“Ianswered,anddepartedwondering,toseeksleepwhich,asitchanced,Iwasnottofindforawhile。
  ForasIwentdownthecorridor,ledbyoneoftheladiesofthehousehold,whomshouldIfindwaitingattheendofitbutoldPambasatoinformmewithmanybowsthatthePrinceneededmypresence。I
  askedhowthatcouldbeseeinghehaddismissedmeforthenight。Herepliedthathedidnotknow,buthewascommandedtoconductmetotheprivatechamber,thesameroominwhichIhadfirstseenhisHighness。ThitherIwentandfoundhimwarminghimselfatthefire,forthenightwascold。LookinguphebadePambasaadmitthosewhowerewaiting,thennotingtheshirtofmailandtheswordIcarriedinmyhand,said:
  “YouhavebeenwiththePrincess,haveyounot,andshemusthavehadmuchtosaytoyouforyourtalkwaslong?Well,IthinkIcanguessitspurportwhofromachildhaveknownhermind。Shetoldyoutowatchmewell,bodyandheartandallthatcomesfromtheheart——oh!
  andmuchelse。AlsoshegaveyouthatSyriangeartowearamongtheHebrewsasshehasgiventheliketome,beingofacarefulmindwhichforeseeseverything。Now,hearken,Ana;Igrievetokeepyoufromyourrest,whomustbewearybothwithtalkandtravel。ButoldBakenkhonsu,whomyouknow,waitswithout,andwithhimKithegreatmagician,whomIthinkyouhavenotseen。Heisamanofwonderfulloreandinsomewaysnotaltogetherhuman。Atleasthedoesstrangefeatsofmagic,andattimesboththepastandthefutureseemtobeopentohissight,thoughasweknowneithertheonenortheother,whocantellwhetherhereadsthemtruly。Doubtlesshehas,orthinkshehas,somemessagetomefromtheheavens,whichIthoughtyoumightwishtohear。“
  “Iwishitmuch,Prince,ifIamworthy,andyouwillprotectmefromtheangerofthismagicianwhomIfear。“
  “Angersometimesturnstotrust,Ana。DidyounotfinditsojustnowinthecaseofherHighness,asItoldyoumightverywellhappen?
  Hush!Theycome。Beseatedandprepareyourtabletstomakerecordofwhattheysay。“
  ThecurtainsweredrawnandthroughthemcametheagedBakenkhonsuleaninguponhisstaff,andwithhimanotherman,Kihimself,cladinawhiterobeandhavinghisheadshaven,forhewasanhereditarypriestofAmonofThebesandaninitiateofIsis,MotherofMysteries。
  AlsohisofficewasthatofKherheb,orchiefmagicianofEgypt。Atfirstsighttherewasnothingstrangeaboutthisman。Indeed,hemightwellhavebeenamiddle-agedmerchantbyhislooks;inbodyhewasshortandstout;infacefatandsmiling。Butinthisjovialcountenanceweresettwoverystrangeeyes,grey-huedratherthanblack。Whiletherestofthefaceseemedtosmiletheseeyeslookedstraightintonothingnessasdothoseofastatue。Indeedtheywereliketotheeyesorrathertheeye-placesofastonestatue,sodeeplyweretheysetintothehead。FormypartIcanonlysayIthoughtthemawful,andbytheirlookjudgedthatwhateverKimightbehewasnocheat。
  ThisstrangepairbowedtothePrinceandseatedthemselvesatasignfromhim,Bakenkhonsuuponastoolbecausehefounditdifficulttorise,andKi,whowasyounger,scribefashionontheground。
  “WhatdidItellyou,Bakenkhonsu?“saidKiinafull,richvoice,endingthewordswithacuriouschuckle。
  “Youtoldme,Magician,thatweshouldfindthePrinceinthischamberofwhichyoudescribedeverydetailtomeasIseeitnow,althoughneitherofushaveentereditbefore。YousaidalsothatseatedthereinonthegroundwouldbethescribeAna,whomIknowbutyoudonot,havinginhishandswaxentabletsandastylusandbyhimacoatofcuriousmailandalion-hiltedsword。“
  “Thatisstrange,“interruptedthePrince,“butforgiveme,Bakenkhonsuseesthesethings。Ifyou,OKi,wouldtelluswhatiswrittenuponAna’stabletswhichneitherofyoucansee,itwouldbestrangerstill,thatisifanythingiswritten。“
  Kismiledandstaredupwardsattheceiling。Presentlyhesaid:
  “ThescribeAnausesashorthandofhisownthatisnoteasytodecipher。YetIseewrittenonthetabletsthepriceheobtainedforsomehouseinacitythatisnotnamed——itissomuch。AlsoIseethesumshedisbursedforhimself,aservant,andthefoodofanassattwoinnswherehestoppeduponajourney。Theyaresomuchandsomuch。Alsothereisalistofpapyrusrollsandthewords,’bluecloak,’andthenanerasure。“
  “Isthatright,Ana?“askedthePrince。
  “Quiteright,“Iansweredwithawe,“onlythewords’bluecloak,’
  whichitistrueIwroteuponthetablet,havealsobeenerased。“
  Kichuckledandturnedhiseyesfromtheceilingtomyface。
  “WouldyourHighnesswishmetotellyouanythingofwhatiswrittenuponthetabletsofthisscribe’smemoryaswellasuponthoseofwaxwhichheholdsinhishand?TheyareeasiertodecipherthantheothersandIseeonthemmanythingsofinterest。Forinstance,secretwordsthatseemtohavebeensaidtohimbysomeGreatOnewithinanhour,mattersofhighpolicy,Ithink。Forinstance,acertainsaying,IthinkofyourHighness’s,astoshiveringupontheedgeofwateronacoldday,whichwhenenteredproducedheat,andtheanswerthereto。
  Forinstance,wordsthatwerespokeninthispalacewhenanalabastercupwasbroke。Bytheway,Scribe,thatwasaverygoodplaceyouchoseinwhichtohideonehalfofthecupinthefalsebottomofachestinyourchamber,achestthatisfastenedwithacordandsealedwithascarabofthetimeofthesecondRameses。Ithinkthattheotherhalfofthecupissomewhatnearerathand,“andturning,hestaredatthewallwhereIcouldseenothingsaveslabsofalabaster。