首页 >出版文学> Miss Billie Married>第21章
  Wheredidyougetholdofthat?’shedemanded。
  Oh,Ididn’t,’returnedtheman,defensively。
  Inevergotholdofitatall。Ineverevensawthecalory——though,forthatmatter,Idon’tthinkIshouldknowoneifIdidseeit!Whatwefearedwas,that,inhuntingthelostcalory,youhadlostyourself,and——’ButBillywouldhearnomore。Withherdisdainfulnoseintheairshewalkedtothepiano。
  Come,Mr。Arkwright,’shesaidwithdignity。
  Let’strythissong。’
  Arkwrightroseatonceandaccompaniedhertothepiano。
  TheyhadsungthesongthroughtwicewhenBillybecameuneasilyawarethat,ontheothersideoftheroom,CalderwellandAliceGreggoryweresoftlychucklingoversomethingtheyhadfoundinamagazine。Billyfrowned,andtwitchedthecornersofapileofmusic,withrestlessfingers。
  IwonderifAlicehasn’tgotsomequartetsheresomewhere,’shemurmured,herdisapprovingeyesstillbentontheabsorbedcoupleacrosstheroom。
  Arkwrightwassilent。Billy,throwingahurriedglanceintohisface,thoughtshedetectedasombershadowinhiseyes。Shethought,too,sheknewwhyitwasthere。SopossessedhadBillybeen,duringtheearlywinter,oftheideathatherspecialmissioninlifewastoinaugurateandfosteraloveaffairbetweendisappointedMr。
  ArkwrightandlonelyAliceGreggory,thatnowsheforgot,foramoment,thatArkwrighthimselfwasquiteunawareofherefforts。Shethoughtonlythatthepresentshadowonhisfacemustbecausedbythesamethingthatbroughtworrytoherownheart——themanifestdevotionofCalderwelltoAliceGreggoryjustnowacrosstheroom。Instinctively,therefore,astoacoworkerinacommoncause,sheturnedadisturbedfacetothemanatherside。
  Itis,indeed,hightimethatIlookedaftersomethingbesideslostcalories,’shesaidsignificantly。Then,attheevidentuncomprehensioninArkwright’sface,sheadded:Hasitbeengoingonlikethis——verylong?’
  Arkwrightstill,apparently,didnotunderstand。
  Has——whatbeengoingon?’hequestioned。
  That——overthere,’answeredBilly,impatiently,scarcelyknowingwhethertobemoreirritatedatthethreatenedmiscarriageofhercherishedplans,oratArkwright’stoher
  wilfullyblindinsistenceonhermakinghermeaningmoreplain。Hasitbeengoingonlong——suchutterdevotion?’
  AssheaskedthequestionBillyturnedandlookedsquarelyintoArkwright’sface。Shesaw,therefore,thegreatchangethatcametoit,ashermeaningbecamecleartohim。HerfirstfeelingwasoneofshockedrealizationthatArkwrighthad,indeed,beenreallyblind。Hersecond——sheturnedawayhereyeshurriedlyfromwhatshethoughtshesawintheman’scountenance。
  Withanassumedlygaylittlecryshesprangtoherfeet。
  Come,come,whatareyoutwochildrenchucklingover?’shedemanded,crossingtheroomabruptly。Didn’tyouhearmesayI
  wantedyoutocomeandsingaquartet?’
  BillyblamedherselfverymuchforwhatshecalledherstupidityinsobaldlysummoningArkwright’sattentiontoCalderwell’sdevotiontoAliceGreggory。Shedeclaredthatsheoughttohaveknownbetter,andsheaskedherselfifthiswerethewayshewasfurtheringmatters’
  betweenAliceGreggoryandArkwright。
  Billywasreallyseriouslydisturbed。ShehadneverquiteforgivenherselfforbeingsoblindtoArkwright’sfeelingforherselfduringthosedayswhenhehadnotknownofherengagementtoBertram。Shehadneverforgotten,either,thepainfulscenewhenhehadhopefullytoldofhislove,onlytobemetwithherownshockedrepudiation。Forlongweeksafterthat,hisfacehadhauntedher。Shehadwished,oh,soardently,thatshecoulddosomethinginsomewaytobringhimhappiness。When,therefore,ithadcometoherknowledgeafterwardthathewasfrequentlywithhisoldfriend,AliceGreggory,shehadbeensoglad。Itwasveryeasythentofanhopeintoconvictionthathere,inthisoldfriend,hehadfoundsweetbalmforhiswoundedheart;andshedeterminedatoncetodoallthatshecoulddotohelp。Soveryglowing,indeed,washereagernessinthematter,thatitlookedsuspiciouslyasifshethought,couldshebutbringthisthingabout,thatoldscoresagainstherselfwouldbeerased。
  Billytoldherself,virtuously,however,thatnotonlyforArkwrightdidshedesirethismarriagetotakeplace,butforAliceGreggory。IntheverynatureofthingsAlicewouldonedaybeleftalone。Shewaspoor,andnotverystrong。
  Shesorelyneededtheshieldingloveandcareofagoodhusband。Whatmorenaturalthanthatherold-timefriendandalmost-sweetheart,M。J。
  Arkwright,shouldbethatgoodhusband?
  ThatreallyitwasmoreArkwrightandlessAlicethatwasbeingconsidered,however,wasprovedwhenthedevotionofCalderwellbegantobefirstsuspected,thenknownforafact。Billy’sdistressatthisturnofaffairsindicatedveryplainlythatitwasnotjustahusband,butacertainoneparticularhusbandthatshedesiredforAliceGreggory。Allthemoredisturbedwasshe,therefore,whento-day,seeingherthreefriendstogetheragainforthefirsttimeforsomeweeks,shediscoveredincreasedevidencethatherworstfearsweretoberea"m.kanbaapp点com"lized。ItwastobeAliceandCalderwell,notAliceandArkwright。
  Arkwrightwasagaintobedisappointedinhisdearesthopes。
  Tellingherselfindignantlythatitcouldnotbe,it_should_notbe,Billydeterminedtoremainafterthemenhadgone,andspeaktoAlice。Justwhatshewouldsayshedidnotknow。Evenwhatshecouldsay,shewasnotsure。Butcertainlytheremustbesomething,somelittlethingthatshecouldsay,whichwouldopenAlice’seyestowhatshewasdoing,andwhatsheoughttodo。
  Itwasinthisframeofmind,therefore,thatBilly,afterArkwrightandCalderwellhadgone,spoketoAlice。Shebeganwarily,withassumednonchalance。
  IbelieveMr。ArkwrightsingsbettereverytimeIhearhim。’
  Therewasnoanswer。Alicewassortingmusicatthepiano。
  Don’tyouthinkso?’Billyraisedhervoicealittle。
  Aliceturnedalmostwithastart。
  What’sthat?Oh,yes。Well,Idon’tknow;
  maybeIdo。’
  Youwould——ifyoudidn’thearhimanyoftenerthanIdo,’laughedBilly。Butthen,ofcourseyoudohearhimoftener。’
  I?Oh,no,indeed。Notsoverymuchoftener。’Alicehadturnedbacktohermusic。
  Therewasaslightembarrassmentinhermanner。
  Iwonder——where——thatnewsong——is,’shemurmured。
  Billy,whoknewverywellwherethesonglay,wasnottobediverted。
  Nonsense!AsifMr。Arkwrightwasn’talwaystellinghowAlicelikedthissong,anddidn’tlikethatone,andthoughttheotherthebestyet!
  Idon’tbelievehesingsathingthathedoesn’tfirstsingtoyou。Forthatmatter,Ifancyheasksyouropinionofeverything,anyway。’
  Why,Billy,hedoesn’t!’exclaimedAlice,adeepredflamingintohercheeks。Youknowhedoesn’t。’
  Billylaughedgleefully。Shehadnotbeenslowtonotethecolorinherfriend’sface,ortoascribetoittheonemeaningshewishedtoascribetoit。
  Sosure,indeed,wasshenowthatherfearshadbeengroundless,thatsheflungcautiontothewinds。
  Ho!MydearAlice,youcan’texpectusalltobeblind,’sheteased。Besides,weallthinkit’ssuchalovelyarrangementthatwe’rejustgladtoseeit。He’ssuchafinefellow,andwelikehimsomuch!Wecouldn’taskforabetterhusbandforyouthanMr。Arkwright,and——’FromsheeramazementatthesuddenwhitehorrorinAliceGreggory’sface,Billystoppedshort。
  Why,Alice!’shefalteredthen。
  WithavisibleeffortAliceforcedhertremblinglipstospeak。
  Myhusband——_Mr。Arkwright!_Why,Billy,youcouldn’thaveseen——youhaven’tseen——
  there’snothingyou_could_see!Heisn’t——hewasn’t——hecan’tbe!We——we’renothingbutfriends,Billy,justgoodfriends!’
  Billy,thoughdismayed,wasstillnotquiteconvinced。
  Friends!Nonsense!When——’
  ButAliceinterruptedfeverishly。Alice,inanagonyoffearlestthetruestateofaffairsshouldbesuspected,washidingbehindabulwarkofpride。
  Now,Billy,please!Saynomore。You’requitewrong,entirely。You’llnever,neverhearofmymarryingMr。Arkwright。AsIsaidbefore,we’refriends——thebestoffriends;thatisall。
  Wecouldn’tbeanythingelse,possibly!’
  Billy,plainlydiscomfited,fellback;butshethrewasharpglanceintoherfriend’sflushedcountenance。
  Youmean——becauseof——HughCalderwell?’
  shedemanded。Then,forthesecondtimethatafternoonthrowingdiscretiontothewinds,shewentonplaintively:Youwon’tlisten,ofcourse。Girlsinloveneverdo。Hughisallright,andIlikehim;butthere’smorerealsolidworthinMr。Arkwright’slittlefingerthanthereisinHugh’swholeself。And——’ButamerrypealoflaughterfromAliceGreggoryinterrupted。
  And,pray,doyouthinkI’minlovewithHughCalderwell?’shedemanded。Therewasacuriousnoteofsomethingverylikereliefinhervoice。
  Well,Ididn’tknow,’beganBilly,uncertainly。
  ThenI’lltellyounow,’smiledAlice。I’mnot。Furthermore,perhapsit’sjustaswellthatyoushouldknowrightnowthatIdon’tintendtomarry——ever。’
  Oh,Alice!’
  No。’Therewasdetermination,andtherewasstillthatcuriousnoteofreliefinthegirl’svoice。Itwasasif,somewhere,agreatdangerhadbeenavoided。Ihavemymusic。Thatisenough。I’mnotintendingtomarry。’
  Oh,butAlice,whileIwillownupI’mgladitisn’tHughCalderwell,there_is_Mr。Arkwright,andIdidhope——’ButAliceshookherheadandturnedresolutelyaway。Atthatmoment,too,AuntHannahcameinfromthestreet,soBillycouldsaynomore。
  AuntHannahdroppedherselfalittlewearilyintoachair。
  I’vejustcomefromMarie’s,’shesaid。
  Howisshe?’askedBilly。
  AuntHannahsmiled,andraisedhereyebrows。
  Well,justnowshe’squiteexercisedoveranotherrattle——fromhercousinoutWest,thistime。Therewerefourlittlesilverbellsonit,andshehasn’tgotanyjanitor’swifenowtogiveitto。’
  Billylaughedsoftly,butAuntHannahhadmoretosay。
  Youknowsheisn’tgoingtoallowanytoysbutTeddybearsandwoollylambs,ofwhich,I
  believe,shehasalreadyboughtquiteanassortment。
  Shesaystheydon’trattleorsqueak。I
  declare,whenIseethewoolenpadsandrubberhushersthatthatchildhasputeverywherealloverthehouse,Idon’tknowwhethertolaughorcry。Andshe’ssoworried!ItseemsCyrilmustneedstakejustthistimetostartcomposinganewoperaorsymphony,orsomething;andneverbeforehassheallowedhimtobeinterruptedbyanythingonsuchanoccasion。Butwhathe’lldowhenthebabycomesshesaysshedoesn’tknow,forshesaysshecan’t——shejustcan’tkeepitfrombotheringhimsome,she’safraid。Asifanyoperaorsymphonythateverlivedwasofmoreconsequencethanaman’sownchild!’
  finishedAuntHannah,withanindignantsniff,asshereachedforhershawl。
  CHAPTERXIX
  ATOUGHNUTTOCRACKFORCYRIL
  ItwasearlyintheforenoonofthefirstdayofJulythatElizatoldhermistressthatMrs。
  Stetsonwasaskingforheratthetelephone。Eliza’sfacewasnotalittletroubled。
  I’mafraid,maybe,itisn’tgoodnews,’shestammered,ashermistresshurriedlyarose。
  She’satMr。CyrilHenshaw’s——Mrs。Stetsonis——andsheseemedsoterriblyupsetaboutsomethingthattherewasnomakingrealsenseoutofwhatshesaid。Butsheaskedforyou,andsaidtohaveyoucomequick。’
  Billy,herownfacepaling,wasalreadyatthetelephone。
  Yes,AuntHannah。Whatisit?’
  Oh,mygriefandconscience,Billy,ifyou_can_,comeuphere,please。Youmustcome!
  _Can’t_youcome?’
  Why,yes,ofcourse。But——but——_Marie!_
  The——the_baby!_’
  Afaintgroancameacrossthewires。