“Uponmyword,here’sastateofthings!“criedtheoldlady,takingtheseatofhonorpreparedforher,andsettlingthefoldsofherlavendermoirewithagreatrustle。“Yououghtn’ttobeseentillthelastminute,child。“
“I’mnotashow,Aunty,andnooneiscomingtostareatme,tocriticizemydress,orcountthecostofmyluncheon。I’mtoohappytocarewhatanyonesaysorthinks,andI’mgoingtohavemylittleweddingjustasIlikeit。John,dear,here’syourhammer。“AndawaywentMegtohelp`thatman’inhishighlyimproperemployment。
Mr。Brookedidn’tevensay,“Thankyou,“butashestoopedfortheunromantictool,hekissedhislittlebridebehindthefoldingdoor,withalookthatmadeAuntMarchwhiskoutherpockethandkerchiefwithasuddendewinhersharpoldeyes。
Acrash,acry,andalaughfromLaurie,accompaniedbytheindecorousexclamation,“JupiterAmmon!Jo’supsetthecakeagain!“
causedamomentaryflurry,whichwashardlyoverwhenaflockofcousinsarrived,and`thepartycamein’,asBethusedtosaywhenachild。
“Don’tletthatyounggiantcomenearme,heworriesmeworsethanmosquitoes,“whisperedtheoldladytoAmy,astheroomsfilledandLaurie’sblackheadtoweredabovetherest。
“Hehaspromisedtobeverygoodtoday,andhecanbeperfectlyelegantifhelikes,“returnedAmy,andglidingawaytowarnHerculestobewareofthedragon,whichwarningcausedhimtohaunttheoldladywithadevotionthatnearlydistractedher。
Therewasnobridalprocession,butasuddensilencefellupontheroomasMr。Marchandtheyoungcoupletooktheirplacesunderthegreenarch。Motherandsistersgatheredclose,asifloathtogiveMegup。Thefatherlyvoicebrokemorethanonce,whichonlyseemedtomaketheservicemorebeautifulandsolemn。Thebridegroom’shandtrembledvisibly,andnooneheardhisreplies。ButMeglookedstraightupinherhusband’seyes,andsaid,“Iwill!“
withsuchtendertrustinherownfaceandvoicethathermother’sheartrejoicedandAuntMarchsniffedaudibly。
Jodidnotcry,thoughshewasverynearitonce,andwasonlysavedfromademonstrationbytheconsciousnessthatLauriewasstaringfixedlyather,withacomicalmixtureofmerrimentandemotioninhiswickedblackeyes。Bethkeptherfacehiddenonhermother’sshoulder,butAmystoodlikeagracefulstatue,withamostbecomingrayofsunshinetouchingherwhiteforeheadandtheflowerinherhair。
Itwasn’tatallthething,I’mafraid,buttheminuteshewasfairlymarried,Megcried,“ThefirstkissforMarmee!“andturning,gaveitwithherheartonherlips。Duringthenextfifteenminutesshelookedmorelikearosethanever,foreveryoneavailedthemselvesoftheirprivilegestothefullestextent,fromMr。LaurencetooldHannah,who,adornedwithaheaddressfearfullyandwonderfullymade,felluponherinthehall,cryingwithasobandachuckle,“Blessyou,deary,ahundredtimes!Thecakeain’thurtamite,andeverythinglookslovely。“
Everybodyclearedupafterthat,andsaidsomethingbrilliant,ortriedto,whichdidjustaswell,forlaughterisreadywhenheartsarelight。Therewasnodisplayofgifts,fortheywerealreadyinthelittlehouse,norwasthereanelaboratebreakfast,butaplentifullunchofcakeandfruit,dressedwithflowers。
Mr。LaurenceandAuntMarchshruggedandsmiledatoneanotherwhenwater,lemonade,andcoffeewerefoundtobetoonlysortsofnectarwhichthethreeHebescarriedaround。Noonesaidanything,tillLaurie,whoinsistedonservingthebride,appearedbeforeher,withaloadedsalverinhishandandapuzzledexpressiononhisface。
“HasJosmashedallthebottlesbyaccident?“hewhispered,“oramImerelylaboringunderadelusionthatIsawsomelyingaboutloosethismorning?“
“No,yourgrandfatherkindlyofferedushisbest,andAuntMarchactuallysentsome,butFatherputawayalittleforBeth,anddispatchedtheresttotheSoldier’sHome。Youknowhethinksthatwineshouldbeusedonlyinillness,andMothersaysthatneithershenorherdaughterswilleverofferittoanyyoungmanunderherroof。“
MegspokeseriouslyandexpectedtoseeLauriefrownorlaugh,buthedidneither,forafteraquicklookather,hesaid,inhisimpetuousway,“Ilikethat!ForI’veseenenoughharmdonetowishotherwomenwouldthinkasyoudo。“
“Youarenotmadewisebyexperience,Ihope?“AndtherewasananxiousaccentinMeg’svoice。
“No。Igiveyoumywordforit。Don’tthinktoowellofme,either,thisisnotoneofmytemptations。Beingbroughtupwherewineisascommonaswaterandalmostasharmless,Idon’tcareforit,butwhenaprettygirloffersit,onedoesn’tliketorefuse,yousee。“
“Butyouwill,forthesakeofothers,ifnotforyourown。
Come,Laurie,promise,andgivemeonemorereasontocallthisthehappiestdayofmylife。“
Ademandsosuddenandsoseriousmadetheyoungmanhesitateamoment,forridiculeisoftenhardertobearthanself-denial。
Megknewthatifhegavethepromisehewouldkeepitatallcosts,andfeelingherpower,useditasawomanmayforherfriend’sgood。
Shedidnotspeak,butshelookedupathimwithafacemadeveryeloquentbyhappiness,andasmilewhichsaid,“Noonecanrefusemeanythingtoday。“
Lauriecertainlycouldnot,andwithanansweringsmile,hegaveherhishand,sayingheartily,“Ipromise,Mrs。Brooke!“
“Ithankyou,very,verymuch。“
“AndIdrink`longlifetoyourresolution’,Teddy,“criedJo,baptizinghimwithasplashoflemonade,asshewavedherglassandbeamedapprovinglyuponhim。
Sothetoastwasdrunk,thepledgemadeandloyallykeptinspiteofmanytemptations,forwithinstinctivewisdom,thegirlsseizedahappymomenttodotheirfriendaservice,forwhichhethankedthemallhislife。
Afterlunch,peoplestrolledabout,bytwosandthrees,throughthehouseandgarden,enjoyingthesunshinewithoutandwithin。
MegandJohnhappenedtobestandingtogetherinthemiddleofthegrassplot,whenLauriewasseizedwithaninspirationwhichputthefinishingtouchtothisunfashionablewedding。
“Allthemarriedpeopletakehandsanddanceroundthenew-madehusbandandwife,astheGermansdo,whilewebachelorsandspinsterspranceincouplesoutside!“criedLaurie,promenadingdownthepathwithAmy,withsuchinfectiousspiritandskillthateveryoneelsefollowedtheirexamplewithoutamurmur。Mr。andMrs。March,AuntandUncleCarrolbeganit,othersrapidlyjoinedin,evenSallieMoffat,afteramoment’shesitation,threwhertrainoverherarmandwhiskedNedintothering。ButthecrowningjokewasMr。
LaurenceandAuntMarch,forwhenthestatelyoldgentlemanchass’edsolemnlyuptotheoldlady,shejusttuckedhercaneunderarm,andhoppedbrisklyawaytojoinhandswiththerestanddanceaboutthebridalpair,whiletheyoungfolkspervadedthegardenlikebutterfliesonamidsummerday。
Wantofbreathbroughttheimpromptuballtoaclose,andthenpeoplebegantogo。
“Iwishyouwell,mydear,Iheartilywishyouwell,butIthinkyou’llbesorryforit,“saidAuntMarchtoMeg,addingtothebridegroom,asheledhertothecarriage,“You’vegotatreasure,youngman,seethatyoudeserveit。“
“ThatistheprettiestweddingI’vebeentoforanage,Ned,andIdon’tseewhy,fortherewasn’tabitofstyleaboutit,“observedMrs。Moffattoherhusband,astheydroveaway。
“Laurie,mylad,ifyoueverwanttoindulgeinthissortofthing,getoneofthoselittlegirlstohelpyou,andIshallbeperfectlysatisfied,“saidMr。Laurence,settlinghimselfinhiseasychairtorestaftertheexcitementofthemorning。
“I’lldomybesttogratifyyou,Sir,“wasLaurie’sunusuallydutifulreply,ashecarefullyunpinnedtheposyJohadputinhisbuttonhole。
Thelittlehousewasnotfaraway,andtheonlybridaljourneyMeghadwasthequietwalkwithJohnfromtheoldhometothenew。
Whenshecamedown,lookinglikeaprettyQuakeressinherdovecoloredsuitandstrawbonnettiedwithwhite,theyallgatheredabouthertosaygoodby,astenderlyasifshehadbeengoingtomakethegrandtour。
“Don’tfeelthatIamseparatedfromyou,Marmeedear,orthatIloveyouanythelessforlovingJohnsomuch,“shesaid,clingingtohermother,withfulleyesforamoment。“Ishallcomeeveryday,Father,andexpecttokeepmyoldplaceinallyourhearts,thoughI
ammarried。Bethisgoingtobewithmeagreatdeal,andtheothergirlswilldropinnowandthentolaughatmyhousekeepingstruggles。
Thankyouallformyhappyweddingday。Goodby,goodby!“
Theystoodwatchingher,withfacesfullofloveandhopeandtenderprideasshewalkedaway,leaningonherhusband’sarm,withherhandsfullofflowersandtheJunesunshinebrighteningherhappyface——andsoMeg’smarriedlifebegan。
Chapter26CHAPTERTWENTY-SIX
Ittakespeoplealongtimetolearnthedifferencebetweentalentandgenius,especiallyambitiousyoungmenandwomen。
Amywaslearningthisdistinctionthroughmuchtribulation,formistakingenthusiasmforinspiration,sheattemptedeverybranchofartwithyouthfulaudacity。Foralongtimetherewasalullinthe`mud-pie’business,andshedevotedherselftothefinestpen-and-inkdrawing,inwhichsheshowedsuchtasteandskillthathergracefulhandiworkprovedbothpleasantandprofitable。Butover-strainedeyescausedpenandinktobelaidasideforaboldattemptatpokersketching。
Whilethisattacklasted,thefamilylivedinconstantfearofaconflagration,fortheodorofburningwoodpervadedthehouseatallhours,smokeissuedfromatticandshedwithalarmingfrequency,red-hotpokerslayaboutpromiscuously,andHannahneverwenttobedwithoutapailofwaterandthedinnerbellatherdoorincaseoffire。Raphael’sfacewasfoundboldlyexecutedontheundersideofthemouldingboard,andBacchusontheheadofabeerbarrel。Achantingcherubadornedthecoverofthesugarbucket,andattemptstoportrayRomeoandJulietsuppliedkindlingforsometime。
Fromfiretooilwasanaturaltransitionforburnedfingers,andAmyfelltopaintingwithundiminishedardor。Anartistfriendfittedheroutwithhiscastoffpalettes,brushes,andcolors,andshedaubedaway,producingpastoralandmarineviewssuchaswereneverseenonlandorsea。Hermonstrositiesinthewayofcattlewouldhavetakenprizesatanagriculturalfair,andtheperilouspitchingofhervesselswouldhaveproducedseasicknessinthemostnauticalobserver,iftheutterdisregardtoallknownrulesofshipbuildingandrigginghadnotconvulsedhimwithlaughteratthefirstglance。Swarthyboysanddark-eyedMadonnas,staringatyoufromonecornerofthestudio,suggestedMurillo。Oilybrownshadowsoffaceswithaluridstreakinthewrongplace,meantRembrandt。
Buxomladiesanddropiscalinfants,Rubens,andTurnerappearedintempestsofbluethunder,orangelightning,brownrain,andpurpleclouds,withatomato-coloredsplashinthemiddle,whichmightbethesunorabouy,asailor’sshirtoraking’srobe,asthespectatorpleased。
Charcoalportraitscamenext,andtheentirefamilyhunginarow,lookingaswildandcrockyasifjustevokedfromacoalbin。
Softenedintocrayonsketches,theydidbetter,forthelikenessesweregood,andAmy’shair,Jo’snose,Meg’smouth,andLaurie’seyeswerepronounced`wonderfullyfine’。Areturntoclayandplasterfollowed,andghostlycastsofheracquaintanceshauntedcornersofthehouse,ortumbledoffclosetshelvesontopeople’sheads。Childrenwereenticedinasmodels,tilltheirincoherentaccountsofhermysteriousdoingscausedMissAmytoberegardedinthelightofayoungogress。Hereffortsinthisline,however,werebroughttoanabruptclosebyanuntowardaccident,whichquenchedherardor。Othermodelsfailingherforatime,sheundertooktocastherownprettyfoot,andthefamilywereonedayalarmedbyanunearthlybumpingandscreamingandrunningtotherescue,foundtheyoungenthusiasthoppingwildlyabouttheshedwithherfootheldfastinapanfullofplaster,whichhadhardenedwithunexpectedrapidity。Withmuchdifficultyandsomedangershewasdugout,forJowassoovercomewithlaughterwhilesheexcavatedthatherknifewenttoofar,cutthepoorfoot,andleftalastingmemorialofoneartisticattempt,atleast。
AfterthisAmysubsided,tillamaniaforsketchingfromnaturesethertohauntingriver,field,andwood,forpicturesquestudies,andsighingforruinstocopy。Shecaughtendlesscoldssittingondampgrasstobook`deliciousbit’,composedofastone,astump,onemushroom,andabrokenmulleinstalk,or`aheavenlymassofclouds’,thatlookedlikeachoicedisplayoffeatherbedswhendone。Shesacrificedhercomplexionfloatingontheriverinthemidsummersuntostudylightandshade,andgotawrinkleoverhernosetryingafter`pointsofsight’,orwhateverthesquint-and-stringperformanceiscalled。
If`geniusiseternalpatience’,asMichelangeloaffirms,Amyhadsomeclaimtothedivineattribute,forsheperseveredinspiteofallobstacles,failures,anddiscouragements,firmlybelievingthatintimesheshoulddosomethingworthytobecalled`highart’。
Shewaslearning,doing,andenjoyingotherthings,meanwhile,forshehadresolvedtobeanattractiveandaccomplishedwoman,evenifsheneverbecameagreatartist。Hereshesucceededbetter,forshewasoneofthosehappilycreatedbeingswhopleasewithouteffort,makefriendseverywhere,andtakelifesogracefullyandeasilythatlessfortunatesoulsaretemptedtobelievethatsucharebornunderaluckystar。Everybodylikedher,foramonghergoodgiftswastact。Shehadaninstinctivesenseofwhatwaspleasingandproper,alwayssaidtherightthingtotherightperson,didjustwhatsuitedthetimeandplace,andwassoself-possessedthathersistersusedtosay,“IfAmywenttocourtwithoutanyrehearsalbeforehand,she’dknowexactlywhattodo。“
Oneofherweaknesseswasadesiretomovein`ourbestsociety’,withoutbeingquitesurewhatthebestreallywas。Money,position,fashionableaccomplishments,andelegantmannersweremostdesirablethingsinhereyes,andshelikedtoassociatewiththosewhopossessedthem,oftenmistakingthefalseforthetrue,andadmiringwhatwasnotadmirable。Neverforgettingthatbybirthshewasagentlewoman,shecultivatedheraristocratictastesandfeelings,sothatwhentheopportunitycameshemightbereadytotaketheplacefromwhichpovertynowexcludedher。
“Mylady,“asherfriendscalledher,sincerelydesiredtobeagenuinelady,andwassoatheart,buthadyettolearnthatmoneycannotbuyrefinementofnature,thatrankdoesnotalwaysconfernobility,andthattruebreedingmakesitselffeltinspiteofexternaldrawbacks。
“Iwanttoaskafavorofyou,Mamma,“Amysaid,cominginwithanimportantaironeday。
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