“Thatwilldo,thatwilldo,younglady。toomanysugarplumsarenotgoodforhim。Hismusicisn’tbad,butIhopehewilldoaswellinmoreimportantthings。Going?well,I’mmuchobligedtoyou,andIhopeyou’llcomeagain。Myrespectstoyourmother。
Goodnight,DoctorJo。“
Heshookhandskindly,butlookedasifsomethingdidnotpleasehim。Whentheygotintothehall,JoaskedLaurieifshehadsaidsomethingamiss。Heshookhishead。
“No,itwasme。Hedoesn’tliketohearmeplay。“
“Whynot?“
“I’lltellyousomeday。Johnisgoinghomewithyou,asI
can’t。“
“Noneedofthat。Iamnotayounglady,andit’sonlyastep。Takecareofyourself,won’tyou?“
“Yes,butyouwillcomeagain,Ihope?“
“Ifyoupromisetocomeandseeusafteryouarewell。“
“Iwill。“
“Goodnight,Laurie!“
“Goodnight,Jo,goodnight!“
Whenalltheafternoon’sadventureshadbeentold,thefamilyfeltinclinedtogovisitinginabody,foreachfoundsomethingveryattractiveinthebighouseontheothersideofthehedge。
Mrs。Marchwantedtotalkofherfatherwiththeoldmanwhohadnotforgottenhim,Meglongedtowalkintheconservatory,Bethsighedforthegrandpiano。andAmywaseagertoseethefinepicturesandstatues。
“Mother,whydidn’tMr。LaurenceliketohaveLaurieplay?“
askedJo,whowasofaninquiringdisposition。
“Iamnotsure,butIthinkitwasbecausehisson,Laurie’sfather,marriedanItalianlady,amusician,whichdispleasedtheoldman,whoisveryproud。Theladywasgoodandlovelyandaccomplished,buthedidnotlikeher,andneversawhissonafterhemarried。TheybothdiedwhenLauriewasalittlechild,andthenhisgrandfathertookhimhome。Ifancytheboy,whowasborninItaly,isnotverystrong,andtheoldmanisafraidoflosinghim,whichmakeshimsocareful。Lauriecomesnaturallybyhisloveofmusic,forheislikehismother,andIdaresayhisgrandfatherfearsthathemaywanttobeamusician。Atanyrate,hisskillremindshimofthewomanhedidnotlike,andsohe`glowered’asJosaid。“
“Dearme,howromantic!“exclaimedMeg。
“Howsilly!“saidJo。“Lethimbeamusicianifhewantsto,andnotplaguehislifeoutsendinghimtocollege,whenhehatestogo。“
“That’swhyhehassuchhandsomeblackeyesandprettymanners,Isuppose。Italiansarealwaysnice,“saidMeg,whowasalittlesentimental。
“Whatdoyouknowabouthiseyesandhismanners?Youneverspoketohim,hardly,“criedJo,whowasnotsentimental。
“Isawhimattheparty,andwhatyoutellshowsthatheknowshowtobehave。ThatwasanicelittlespeechaboutthemedicineMothersenthim。“
“Hemeanttheblancmange,Isuppose。“
“Howstupidyouare,child!Hemeantyou,ofcourse。“
“Didhe?“AndJoopenedhereyesasifithadneveroccurredtoherbefore。
“Ineversawsuchagirl!Youdon’tknowacomplimentwhenyougetit,“saidMeg,withtheairofayoungladywhoknewallaboutthematter。
“Ithinktheyaregreatnonsense,andI’llthankyounottobesillyandspoilmyfun。Laurie’saniceboyandIlikehim,andIwon’thaveanysentimentalstuffaboutcomplimentsandsuchrubbish。We’llallbegoodtohimbecausehehasn’tgotanymother,andhemaycomeoverandseeus,mayn’the,Marmee?“
“Yes,Jo,yourlittlefriendisverywelcome,andIhopeMegwillrememberthatchildrenshouldbechildrenaslongastheycan。“
“Idon’tcallmyselfachild,andI’mnotinmyteensyet,“
observedAmy。“Whatdoyousay,Beth?“
“Iwasthinkingaboutour`PILGRIM’SPROGRESS’,“answeredBeth,whohadnotheardaword。“HowwegotoutoftheSloughandthroughtheWicketGatebyresolvingtobegood,andupthesteephillbytrying,andthatmaybethehouseoverthere,fullofsplendidthings,isgoingtobeourPalaceBeautiful。“
“Wehavegottogetbythelionsfirst,“saidJo,asifsheratherlikedtheprospect。
ThebighousedidproveaPalaceBeautiful,thoughittooksometimeforalltogetin,andBethfounditveryhardtopassthelions。OldMr。Laurencewasthebiggestone,butafterhehadcalled,saidsomethingfunnyorkindtoeachoneofthegirls,andtalkedoveroldtimeswiththeirmother,nobodyfeltmuchafraidofhim,excepttimidBeth。TheotherlionwasthefactthattheywerepoorandLaurierich,forthismadethemshyofacceptingfavorswhichtheycouldnotreturn。But,afterawhile,theyfoundthatheconsideredthemthebenefactors,andcouldnotdoenoughtoshowhowgratefulhewasforMrs。March’smotherlywelcome,theircheerfulsociety,andthecomforthetookinthathumblehomeoftheirs。Sotheysoonforgottheirprideandinterchangedkindnesseswithoutstoppingtothinkwhichwasthegreater。
Allsortsofpleasantthingshappenedaboutthattime,forthenewfriendshipflourishedlikegrassinspring。EveryonelikedLaurie,andheprivatelyinformedhistutorthat“theMarcheswereregularlysplendidgirls。“Withthedelightfulenthusiasmofyouth,theytookthesolitaryboyintotheirmidstandmademuchofhim,andhefoundsomethingverycharmingintheinnocentcompanionshipofthesesimple-heartedgirls。Neverhavingknownmotherorsisters,hewasquicktofeeltheinfluencestheybroughtabouthim,andtheirbusy,livelywaysmadehimashamedoftheindolentlifeheled。
Hewastiredofbooks,andfoundpeoplesointerestingnowthatMr。
Brookewasobligedtomakeveryunsatisfactoryreports,forLauriewasalwaysplayingtruantandrunningovertotheMarches’。
“Nevermind,lethimtakeaholiday,andmakeitupafterward,“
saidtheoldgentleman。“Thegoodladynextdoorsaysheisstudyingtoohardandneedsyoungsociety,amusement,andexercise。Isuspectsheisright,andthatI’vebeencoddlingthefellowasifI’dbeenhisgrandmother。Lethimdowhathelikes,aslongasheishappy。
Hecan’tgetintomischiefinthatlittlenunneryoverthere,andMrs。Marchisdoingmoreforhimthanwecan。“
Whatgoodtimestheyhad,tobesure。Suchplaysandtableaux,suchsleighridesandskatingfrolics,suchpleasanteveningsintheoldparlor,andnowandthensuchgaylittlepartiesatthegreathouse。Megcouldwalkintheconservatorywhenevershelikedandrevelinbouquets,Jobrowsedoverthenewlibraryvoraciously,andconvulsedtheoldgentlemanwithhercriticisms,Amycopiedpicturesandenjoyedbeautytoherheart’scontent,andLaurieplayed`lordofthemanor’inthemostdelightfulstyle。
ButBeth,thoughyearningforthegrandpiano,couldnotpluckupcouragetogotothe`MansionofBliss’,asMegcalledit。ShewentoncewithJo,buttheoldgentleman,notbeingawareofherinfirmity,staredathersohardfromunderhisheavyeyebrows,andsaid“Hey!“soloud,thathefrightenedhersomuchher`feetchatteredonthefloor’,shenevertoldhermother,andsheranaway,declaringshewouldnevergothereanymore,notevenforthedearpiano。Nopersuasionsorenticementscouldovercomeherfear,till,thefactcomingtoMr。Laurence’searinsomemysteriousway,hesetaboutmendingmatters。Duringoneofthebriefcallshemade,heartfullyledtheconversationtomusic,andtalkedawayaboutgreatsingerswhomhehadseen,fineorganshehadheard,andtoldsuchcharminganecdotesthatBethfounditimpossibletostayinherdistantcorner,butcreptnearerandnearer,asiffascinated。Atthebackofhischairshestoppedandstoodlistening,withhergreateyeswideopenandhercheeksredwithexcitementofthisunusualperformance。Takingnomorenoticeofherthanifshehadbeenafly,Mr。LaurencetalkedonaboutLaurie’slessonsandteachers。Andpresently,asiftheideahadjustoccurredtohim,hesaidtoMrs。March……
“Theboyneglectshismusicnow,andI’mgladofit,forhewasgettingtoofondofit。Butthepianosuffersforwantofuse。Wouldn’tsomeofyourgirlsliketorunover,andpracticeonitnowandthen,justtokeepitintune,youknow,ma`am?“
Bethtookastepforward,andpressedherhandstightlytogethertokeepfromclappingthem,forthiswasanirresistibletemptation,andthethoughtofpracticingonthatsplendidinstrumentquitetookherbreathaway。BeforeMrs。Marchcouldreply,Mr。Laurencewentonwithanoddlittlenodandsmile……
“Theyneedn’tseeorspeaktoanyone,butruninatanytime。
ForI’mshutupinmystudyattheotherendofthehouse,Laurieisoutagreatdeal,andtheservantsarenevernearthedrawingroomafternineo’clock。“
Hereherose,asifgoing,andBethmadeuphermindtospeak,forthatlastarrangementleftnothingtobedesired。“Please,telltheyoungladieswhatIsay,andiftheydon’tcaretocome,why,nevermind。“Herealittlehandslippedintohis,andBethlookedupathimwithafacefullofgratitude,asshesaid,inherearnestyettimidway……
“Ohsir,theydocare,veryverymuch!“
“Areyouthemusicalgirl?“heasked,withoutanystartling“Hey!“ashelookeddownatherverykindly。
“I’mBeth。Iloveitdearly,andI’llcome,ifyouarequitesurenobodywillhearme,andbedisturbed,“sheadded,fearingtoberude,andtremblingatherownboldnessasshespoke。
“Notasoul,mydear。Thehouseisemptyhalftheday,socomeanddrumawayasmuchasyoulike,andIshallbeobligedtoyou。“
“Howkindyouare,sir!“
Bethblushedlikearoseunderthefriendlylookhewore,butshewasnotfrightenednow,andgavethehandagratefulsqueezebecauseshehadnowordstothankhimforthepreciousgifthehadgivenher。
Theoldgentlemansoftlystrokedthehairoffherforehead,and,stoopingdown,hekissedherr,saying,inatonefewpeopleeverheard……
“Ihadalittlegirlonce,witheyeslikethese。Godblessyou,mydear!Goodday。madam。“Andawayhewent,inagreathurry。
Bethhadarapturewithhermother,andthenrusheduptoimpartthegloriousnewstoherfamilyofinvalids,asthegirlswerenothome。Howblithelyshesangthatevening,andhowtheyalllaughedatherbecauseshewokeAmyinthenightbyplayingthepianoonherfaceinhersleep。Nextday,havingseenboththeoldandyounggentlemanoutofthehouse,Beth,aftertwoorthreeretreats,fairlygotinatthesidedoor,andmadeherwayasnoiselesslyasanymousetothedrawingroomwhereheridolstood。Quitebyaccident,ofcourse,somepretty,easymusiclayonthepiano,andwithtremblingfingersandfrequentstopstolistenandlookabout,Bethatlasttouchedthegreatinstrument,andstraightwayforgotherfear,herself,andeverythingelsebuttheunspeakabledelightwhichthemusicgaveher,foritwaslikethevoiceofabelovedfriend。
ShestayedtillHannahcametotakeherhometodinner,butshehadnoappetite,andcouldonlysitandsmileuponeveryoneinageneralstateofbeatitude。
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