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第41章

  Clennam’seyeshadstrayedtoanaturalpictureonthewall,oftwoprettylittlegirlswiththeirarmsentwined。’Yes,Clennam,’saidMrMeagles,inalowervoice。’Theretheybothare。Itwastakensomeseventeenyearsago。AsIoftensaytoMother,theywerebabiesthen。’
  ’Theirnames?’saidArthur。
  ’Ah,tobesure!YouhaveneverheardanynamebutPet。Pet’snameisMinnie;hersister’sLillie。’
  ’Shouldyouhaveknown,MrClennam,thatoneofthemwasmeantforme?’askedPetherself,nowstandinginthedoorway。
  ’Imighthavethoughtthatbothofthemweremeantforyou,botharestillsolikeyou。Indeed,’saidClennam,glancingfromthefairoriginaltothepictureandback,’Icannotevennowsaywhichisnotyourportrait。’
  ’D’yehearthat,Mother?’criedMrMeaglestohiswife,whohadfollowedherdaughter。’It’salwaysthesame,Clennam;nobodycandecide。ThechildtoyourleftisPet。’
  Thepicturehappenedtobenearalooking-glass。AsArthurlookedatitagain,hesaw,bythereflectionofthemirror,Tattycoramstopinpassingoutsidethedoor,listentowhatwasgoingon,andpassawaywithanangryandcontemptuousfrownuponherface,thatchangeditsbeautyintougliness。
  ’Butcome!’saidMrMeagles。’Youhavehadalongwalk,andwillbegladtogetyourbootsoff。AstoDanielhere,Isupposehe’dneverthinkoftakinghisbootsoff,unlessweshowedhimaboot-
  jack。’
  ’Whynot?’askedDaniel,withasignificantsmileatClennam。
  ’Oh!Youhavesomanythingstothinkabout,’returnedMrMeagles,clappinghimontheshoulder,asifhisweaknessmustnotbelefttoitselfonanyaccount。’Figures,andwheels,andcogs,andlevers,andscrews,andcylinders,andathousandthings。’
  ’Inmycalling,’saidDaniel,amused,’thegreaterusuallyincludestheless。Butnevermind,nevermind!Whateverpleasesyou,pleasesme。’
  Clennamcouldnothelpspeculating,asheseatedhimselfinhisroombythefire,whethertheremightbeinthebreastofthishonest,affectionate,andcordialMrMeagles,anymicroscopicportionofthemustard-seedthathadsprungupintothegreattreeoftheCircumlocutionOffice。HiscurioussenseofageneralsuperioritytoDanielDoyce,whichseemedtobefounded,notsomuchonanythinginDoyce’spersonalcharacterasonthemerefactofhisbeinganoriginatorandamanoutofthebeatentrackofothermen,suggestedtheidea。Itmighthaveoccupiedhimuntilhewentdowntodinneranhourafterwards,ifhehadnothadanotherquestiontoconsider,whichhadbeeninhismindsolongagoasbeforehewasinquarantineatMarseilles,andwhichhadnowreturnedtoit,andwasveryurgentwithit。Nolessaquestionthanthis:WhetherheshouldallowhimselftofallinlovewithPet?
  Hewastwiceherage。Hechangedtheleghehadcrossedovertheother,andtriedthecalculationagain,butcouldnotbringoutthetotalatless。Hewastwiceherage。Well!Hewasyounginappearance,younginhealthandstrength,younginheart。Amanwascertainlynotoldatforty;andmanymenwerenotincircumstancestomarry,ordidnotmarry,untiltheyhadattainedthattimeoflife。Ontheotherhand,thequestionwas,notwhathethoughtofthepoint,butwhatshethoughtofit。
  HebelievedthatMrMeagleswasdisposedtoentertainariperegardforhim,andheknewthathehadasincereregardforMrMeaglesandhisgoodwife。Hecouldforeseethattorelinquishthisbeautifulonlychild,ofwhomtheyweresofond,toanyhusband,wouldbeatrialoftheirlovewhichperhapstheyneveryethadhadthefortitudetocontemplate。Butthemorebeautifulandwinningandcharmingshe,thenearertheymustalwaysbetothenecessityofapproachingit。Andwhynotinhisfavour,aswellasinanother’s?
  Whenhehadgotsofar,itcameagainintohisheadthatthequestionwas,notwhattheythoughtofit,butwhatshethoughtofit。
  ArthurClennamwasaretiringman,withasenseofmanydeficiencies;andhesoexaltedthemeritsofthebeautifulMinnieinhismind,anddepressedhisown,thatwhenhepinnedhimselftothispoint,hishopesbegantofailhim。Hecametothefinalresolution,ashemadehimselfreadyfordinner,thathewouldnotallowhimselftofallinlovewithPet。
  Therewereonlyfive,ataroundtable,anditwasverypleasantindeed。Theyhadsomanyplacesandpeopletorecall,andtheywereallsoeasyandcheerfultogetherDanielDoyceeithersittingoutlikeanamusedspectatoratcards,orcominginwithsomeshrewdlittleexperiencesofhisown,whenithappenedtobetothepurpose,thattheymighthavebeentogethertwentytimes,andnothaveknownsomuchofoneanother。
  ’AndMissWade,’saidMrMeagles,aftertheyhadrecalledanumberoffellow-travellers。’HasanybodyseenMissWade?’
  ’Ihave,’saidTattycoram。
  Shehadbroughtalittlemantlewhichheryoungmistresshadsentfor,andwasbendingoverher,puttingiton,whensheliftedupherdarkeyesandmadethisunexpectedanswer。
  ’Tatty!’heryoungmistressexclaimed。’YouseenMissWade?——
  where?’
  ’Here,miss,’saidTattycoram。
  ’How?’
  AnimpatientglancefromTattycoramseemed,asClennamsawit,toanswer’Withmyeyes!’Butheronlyanswerinwordswas:’Imethernearthechurch。’
  ’WhatwasshedoingthereIwonder!’saidMrMeagles。’Notgoingtoit,Ishouldthink。’
  ’Shehadwrittentomefirst,’saidTattycoram。
  ’Oh,Tatty!’murmuredhermistress,’takeyourhandsaway。Ifeelasifsomeoneelsewastouchingme!’
  Shesaiditinaquickinvoluntaryway,buthalfplayfully,andnotmorepetulantlyordisagreeablythanafavouritechildmighthavedone,wholaughednextmoment。Tattycoramsetherfullredlipstogether,andcrossedherarmsuponherbosom。
  ’Didyouwishtoknow,sir,’shesaid,lookingatMrMeagles,’whatMissWadewrotetomeabout?’
  ’Well,Tattycoram,’returnedMrMeagles,’sinceyouaskthequestion,andweareallfriendshere,perhapsyoumayaswellmentionit,ifyouaresoinclined。’
  ’Sheknew,whenweweretravelling,whereyoulived,’saidTattycoram,’andshehadseenmenotquite——notquite——’
  ’Notquiteinagoodtemper,Tattycoram?’suggestedMrMeagles,shakinghisheadatthedarkeyeswithaquietcaution。’Takealittletime——countfive-and-twenty,Tattycoram。’
  Shepressedherlipstogetheragain,andtookalongdeepbreath。
  ’SoshewrotetometosaythatifIeverfeltmyselfhurt,’shelookeddownatheryoungmistress,’orfoundmyselfworried,’shelookeddownatheragain,’Imightgotoher,andbeconsideratelytreated。Iwastothinkofit,andcouldspeaktoherbythechurch。SoIwenttheretothankher。’
  ’Tatty,’saidheryoungmistress,puttingherhandupoverhershoulderthattheothermighttakeit,’MissWadealmostfrightenedmewhenweparted,andIscarcelyliketothinkofherjustnowashavingbeensonearmewithoutmyknowingit。Tattydear!’
  Tattystoodforamoment,immovable。
  ’Hey?’criedMrMeagles。’Countanotherfive-and-twenty,Tattycoram。’
  Shemighthavecountedadozen,whenshebentandputherlipstothecaressinghand。Itpattedhercheek,asittouchedtheowner’sbeautifulcurls,andTattycoramwentaway。
  ’Nowthere,’saidMrMeaglessoftly,ashegaveaturntothedumb-
  waiteronhisrighthandtotwirlthesugartowardshimself。
  ’There’sagirlwhomightbelostandruined,ifshewasn’tamongpracticalpeople。MotherandIknow,solelyfrombeingpractical,thattherearetimeswhenthatgirl’swholenatureseemstoroughenitselfagainstseeingussoboundupinPet。Nofatherandmotherwereboundupinher,poorsoul。Idon’tliketothinkofthewayinwhichthatunfortunatechild,withallthatpassionandprotestinher,feelswhenshehearstheFifthCommandmentonaSunday。I
  amalwaysinclinedtocallout,Church,Countfive-and-twenty,Tattycoram。’
  Besideshisdumb-waiter,MrMeagleshadtwoothernotdumbwaitersinthepersonsoftwoparlour-maidswithrosyfacesandbrighteyes,whowereahighlyornamentalpartofthetabledecoration。
  ’Andwhynot,yousee?’saidMrMeaglesonthishead。’AsIalwayssaytoMother,whynothavesomethingprettytolookat,ifyouhaveanythingatall?’
  AcertainMrsTickit,whowasCookandHousekeeperwhenthefamilywereathome,andHousekeeperonlywhenthefamilywereaway,completedtheestablishment。MrMeaglesregrettedthatthenatureofthedutiesinwhichshewasengaged,renderedMrsTickitunpresentableatpresent,buthopedtointroducehertothenewvisitorto-morrow。ShewasanimportantpartoftheCottage,hesaid,andallhisfriendsknewher。Thatwasherpictureupinthecorner。Whentheywentaway,shealwaysputonthesilk-gownandthejet-blackrowofcurlsrepresentedinthatportraitherhairwasreddish-greyinthekitchen,establishedherselfinthebreakfast-room,putherspectaclesbetweentwoparticularleavesofDoctorBuchan’sDomesticMedicine,andsatlookingovertheblindalldayuntiltheycamebackagain。ItwassupposedthatnopersuasioncouldbeinventedwhichwouldinduceMrsTickittoabandonherpostattheblind,howeverlongtheirabsence,ortodispensewiththeattendanceofDrBuchan;thelucubrationsofwhichlearnedpractitioner,MrMeaglesimplicitlybelievedshehadneveryetconsultedtotheextentofonewordinherlife。
  Intheeveningtheyplayedanold-fashionedrubber;andPetsatlookingoverherfather’shand,orsingingtoherselfbyfitsandstartsatthepiano。Shewasaspoiltchild;buthowcouldshebeotherwise?Whocouldbemuchwithsopliableandbeautifulacreature,andnotyieldtoherendearinginfluence?Whocouldpassaneveninginthehouse,andnotloveherforthegraceandcharmofherverypresenceintheroom?ThiswasClennam’sreflection,notwithstandingthefinalconclusionatwhichhehadarrivedup-
  stairs。
  Inmakingit,herevoked。’Why,whatareyouthinkingof,mygoodsir?’askedtheastonishedMrMeagles,whowashispartner。
  ’Ibegyourpardon。Nothing,’returnedClennam。
  ’Thinkofsomething,nexttime;that’sadearfellow,’saidMrMeagles。
  PetlaughinglybelievedhehadbeenthinkingofMissWade。
  ’WhyofMissWade,Pet?’askedherfather。
  ’Why,indeed!’saidArthurClennam。
  Petcolouredalittle,andwenttothepianoagain。
  Astheybrokeupforthenight,ArthuroverheardDoyceaskhishostifhecouldgivehimhalfanhour’sconversationbeforebreakfastinthemorning?Thehostreplyingwillingly,Arthurlingeredbehindamoment,havinghisownwordtoaddtothattopic。
  ’MrMeagles,’hesaid,ontheirbeingleftalone,’doyourememberwhenyouadvisedmetogostraighttoLondon?’