Clennam’seyeshadstrayedtoanaturalpictureonthewall,oftwoprettylittlegirlswiththeirarmsentwined。’Yes,Clennam,’saidMrMeagles,inalowervoice。’Theretheybothare。Itwastakensomeseventeenyearsago。AsIoftensaytoMother,theywerebabiesthen。’
’Theirnames?’saidArthur。
’Ah,tobesure!YouhaveneverheardanynamebutPet。Pet’snameisMinnie;hersister’sLillie。’
’Shouldyouhaveknown,MrClennam,thatoneofthemwasmeantforme?’askedPetherself,nowstandinginthedoorway。
’Imighthavethoughtthatbothofthemweremeantforyou,botharestillsolikeyou。Indeed,’saidClennam,glancingfromthefairoriginaltothepictureandback,’Icannotevennowsaywhichisnotyourportrait。’
’D’yehearthat,Mother?’criedMrMeaglestohiswife,whohadfollowedherdaughter。’It’salwaysthesame,Clennam;nobodycandecide。ThechildtoyourleftisPet。’
Thepicturehappenedtobenearalooking-glass。AsArthurlookedatitagain,hesaw,bythereflectionofthemirror,Tattycoramstopinpassingoutsidethedoor,listentowhatwasgoingon,andpassawaywithanangryandcontemptuousfrownuponherface,thatchangeditsbeautyintougliness。
’Butcome!’saidMrMeagles。’Youhavehadalongwalk,andwillbegladtogetyourbootsoff。AstoDanielhere,Isupposehe’dneverthinkoftakinghisbootsoff,unlessweshowedhimaboot-
jack。’
’Whynot?’askedDaniel,withasignificantsmileatClennam。
’Oh!Youhavesomanythingstothinkabout,’returnedMrMeagles,clappinghimontheshoulder,asifhisweaknessmustnotbelefttoitselfonanyaccount。’Figures,andwheels,andcogs,andlevers,andscrews,andcylinders,andathousandthings。’
’Inmycalling,’saidDaniel,amused,’thegreaterusuallyincludestheless。Butnevermind,nevermind!Whateverpleasesyou,pleasesme。’
Clennamcouldnothelpspeculating,asheseatedhimselfinhisroombythefire,whethertheremightbeinthebreastofthishonest,affectionate,andcordialMrMeagles,anymicroscopicportionofthemustard-seedthathadsprungupintothegreattreeoftheCircumlocutionOffice。HiscurioussenseofageneralsuperioritytoDanielDoyce,whichseemedtobefounded,notsomuchonanythinginDoyce’spersonalcharacterasonthemerefactofhisbeinganoriginatorandamanoutofthebeatentrackofothermen,suggestedtheidea。Itmighthaveoccupiedhimuntilhewentdowntodinneranhourafterwards,ifhehadnothadanotherquestiontoconsider,whichhadbeeninhismindsolongagoasbeforehewasinquarantineatMarseilles,andwhichhadnowreturnedtoit,andwasveryurgentwithit。Nolessaquestionthanthis:WhetherheshouldallowhimselftofallinlovewithPet?
Hewastwiceherage。Hechangedtheleghehadcrossedovertheother,andtriedthecalculationagain,butcouldnotbringoutthetotalatless。Hewastwiceherage。Well!Hewasyounginappearance,younginhealthandstrength,younginheart。Amanwascertainlynotoldatforty;andmanymenwerenotincircumstancestomarry,ordidnotmarry,untiltheyhadattainedthattimeoflife。Ontheotherhand,thequestionwas,notwhathethoughtofthepoint,butwhatshethoughtofit。
HebelievedthatMrMeagleswasdisposedtoentertainariperegardforhim,andheknewthathehadasincereregardforMrMeaglesandhisgoodwife。Hecouldforeseethattorelinquishthisbeautifulonlychild,ofwhomtheyweresofond,toanyhusband,wouldbeatrialoftheirlovewhichperhapstheyneveryethadhadthefortitudetocontemplate。Butthemorebeautifulandwinningandcharmingshe,thenearertheymustalwaysbetothenecessityofapproachingit。Andwhynotinhisfavour,aswellasinanother’s?
Whenhehadgotsofar,itcameagainintohisheadthatthequestionwas,notwhattheythoughtofit,butwhatshethoughtofit。
ArthurClennamwasaretiringman,withasenseofmanydeficiencies;andhesoexaltedthemeritsofthebeautifulMinnieinhismind,anddepressedhisown,thatwhenhepinnedhimselftothispoint,hishopesbegantofailhim。Hecametothefinalresolution,ashemadehimselfreadyfordinner,thathewouldnotallowhimselftofallinlovewithPet。
Therewereonlyfive,ataroundtable,anditwasverypleasantindeed。Theyhadsomanyplacesandpeopletorecall,andtheywereallsoeasyandcheerfultogetherDanielDoyceeithersittingoutlikeanamusedspectatoratcards,orcominginwithsomeshrewdlittleexperiencesofhisown,whenithappenedtobetothepurpose,thattheymighthavebeentogethertwentytimes,andnothaveknownsomuchofoneanother。
’AndMissWade,’saidMrMeagles,aftertheyhadrecalledanumberoffellow-travellers。’HasanybodyseenMissWade?’
’Ihave,’saidTattycoram。
Shehadbroughtalittlemantlewhichheryoungmistresshadsentfor,andwasbendingoverher,puttingiton,whensheliftedupherdarkeyesandmadethisunexpectedanswer。
’Tatty!’heryoungmistressexclaimed。’YouseenMissWade?——
where?’
’Here,miss,’saidTattycoram。
’How?’
AnimpatientglancefromTattycoramseemed,asClennamsawit,toanswer’Withmyeyes!’Butheronlyanswerinwordswas:’Imethernearthechurch。’
’WhatwasshedoingthereIwonder!’saidMrMeagles。’Notgoingtoit,Ishouldthink。’
’Shehadwrittentomefirst,’saidTattycoram。
’Oh,Tatty!’murmuredhermistress,’takeyourhandsaway。Ifeelasifsomeoneelsewastouchingme!’
Shesaiditinaquickinvoluntaryway,buthalfplayfully,andnotmorepetulantlyordisagreeablythanafavouritechildmighthavedone,wholaughednextmoment。Tattycoramsetherfullredlipstogether,andcrossedherarmsuponherbosom。
’Didyouwishtoknow,sir,’shesaid,lookingatMrMeagles,’whatMissWadewrotetomeabout?’
’Well,Tattycoram,’returnedMrMeagles,’sinceyouaskthequestion,andweareallfriendshere,perhapsyoumayaswellmentionit,ifyouaresoinclined。’
’Sheknew,whenweweretravelling,whereyoulived,’saidTattycoram,’andshehadseenmenotquite——notquite——’
’Notquiteinagoodtemper,Tattycoram?’suggestedMrMeagles,shakinghisheadatthedarkeyeswithaquietcaution。’Takealittletime——countfive-and-twenty,Tattycoram。’
Shepressedherlipstogetheragain,andtookalongdeepbreath。
’SoshewrotetometosaythatifIeverfeltmyselfhurt,’shelookeddownatheryoungmistress,’orfoundmyselfworried,’shelookeddownatheragain,’Imightgotoher,andbeconsideratelytreated。Iwastothinkofit,andcouldspeaktoherbythechurch。SoIwenttheretothankher。’
’Tatty,’saidheryoungmistress,puttingherhandupoverhershoulderthattheothermighttakeit,’MissWadealmostfrightenedmewhenweparted,andIscarcelyliketothinkofherjustnowashavingbeensonearmewithoutmyknowingit。Tattydear!’
Tattystoodforamoment,immovable。
’Hey?’criedMrMeagles。’Countanotherfive-and-twenty,Tattycoram。’
Shemighthavecountedadozen,whenshebentandputherlipstothecaressinghand。Itpattedhercheek,asittouchedtheowner’sbeautifulcurls,andTattycoramwentaway。
’Nowthere,’saidMrMeaglessoftly,ashegaveaturntothedumb-
waiteronhisrighthandtotwirlthesugartowardshimself。
’There’sagirlwhomightbelostandruined,ifshewasn’tamongpracticalpeople。MotherandIknow,solelyfrombeingpractical,thattherearetimeswhenthatgirl’swholenatureseemstoroughenitselfagainstseeingussoboundupinPet。Nofatherandmotherwereboundupinher,poorsoul。Idon’tliketothinkofthewayinwhichthatunfortunatechild,withallthatpassionandprotestinher,feelswhenshehearstheFifthCommandmentonaSunday。I
amalwaysinclinedtocallout,Church,Countfive-and-twenty,Tattycoram。’
Besideshisdumb-waiter,MrMeagleshadtwoothernotdumbwaitersinthepersonsoftwoparlour-maidswithrosyfacesandbrighteyes,whowereahighlyornamentalpartofthetabledecoration。
’Andwhynot,yousee?’saidMrMeaglesonthishead。’AsIalwayssaytoMother,whynothavesomethingprettytolookat,ifyouhaveanythingatall?’
AcertainMrsTickit,whowasCookandHousekeeperwhenthefamilywereathome,andHousekeeperonlywhenthefamilywereaway,completedtheestablishment。MrMeaglesregrettedthatthenatureofthedutiesinwhichshewasengaged,renderedMrsTickitunpresentableatpresent,buthopedtointroducehertothenewvisitorto-morrow。ShewasanimportantpartoftheCottage,hesaid,andallhisfriendsknewher。Thatwasherpictureupinthecorner。Whentheywentaway,shealwaysputonthesilk-gownandthejet-blackrowofcurlsrepresentedinthatportraitherhairwasreddish-greyinthekitchen,establishedherselfinthebreakfast-room,putherspectaclesbetweentwoparticularleavesofDoctorBuchan’sDomesticMedicine,andsatlookingovertheblindalldayuntiltheycamebackagain。ItwassupposedthatnopersuasioncouldbeinventedwhichwouldinduceMrsTickittoabandonherpostattheblind,howeverlongtheirabsence,ortodispensewiththeattendanceofDrBuchan;thelucubrationsofwhichlearnedpractitioner,MrMeaglesimplicitlybelievedshehadneveryetconsultedtotheextentofonewordinherlife。
Intheeveningtheyplayedanold-fashionedrubber;andPetsatlookingoverherfather’shand,orsingingtoherselfbyfitsandstartsatthepiano。Shewasaspoiltchild;buthowcouldshebeotherwise?Whocouldbemuchwithsopliableandbeautifulacreature,andnotyieldtoherendearinginfluence?Whocouldpassaneveninginthehouse,andnotloveherforthegraceandcharmofherverypresenceintheroom?ThiswasClennam’sreflection,notwithstandingthefinalconclusionatwhichhehadarrivedup-
stairs。
Inmakingit,herevoked。’Why,whatareyouthinkingof,mygoodsir?’askedtheastonishedMrMeagles,whowashispartner。
’Ibegyourpardon。Nothing,’returnedClennam。
’Thinkofsomething,nexttime;that’sadearfellow,’saidMrMeagles。
PetlaughinglybelievedhehadbeenthinkingofMissWade。
’WhyofMissWade,Pet?’askedherfather。
’Why,indeed!’saidArthurClennam。
Petcolouredalittle,andwenttothepianoagain。
Astheybrokeupforthenight,ArthuroverheardDoyceaskhishostifhecouldgivehimhalfanhour’sconversationbeforebreakfastinthemorning?Thehostreplyingwillingly,Arthurlingeredbehindamoment,havinghisownwordtoaddtothattopic。
’MrMeagles,’hesaid,ontheirbeingleftalone,’doyourememberwhenyouadvisedmetogostraighttoLondon?’
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