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第18章

  ’Thankyou,’returnedArthur。’Notamorsel。’
  Hefelthimselfquitelostinwonderatthemanneroftheman,andthattheprobabilityofhisdaughter’shavinghadareserveastoherfamilyhistory,shouldbesofaroutofhismind。
  Shefilledhisglass,putallthelittlemattersonthetablereadytohishand,andthensatbesidehimwhileheatehissupper。
  Evidentlyinobservanceoftheirnightlycustom,sheputsomebreadbeforeherself,andtouchedhisglasswithherlips;butArthursawshewastroubledandtooknothing。Herlookatherfather,halfadmiringhimandproudofhim,halfashamedforhim,alldevotedandloving,wenttohisinmostheart。
  TheFatheroftheMarshalseacondescendedtowardshisbrotherasanamiable,well-meaningman;aprivatecharacter,whohadnotarrivedatdistinction。’Frederick,’saidhe,’youandFannysupatyourlodgingsto-night,Iknow。WhathaveyoudonewithFanny,Frederick?’
  ’SheiswalkingwithTip。’
  ’Tip——asyoumayknow——ismyson,MrClennam。Hehasbeenalittlewild,anddifficulttosettle,buthisintroductiontotheworldwasrather’——heshruggedhisshoulderswithafaintsigh,andlookedroundtheroom——’alittleadverse。Yourfirstvisithere,sir?’
  ’myfirst。’
  ’Youcouldhardlyhavebeenheresinceyourboyhoodwithoutmyknowledge。Itveryseldomhappensthatanybody——ofanypretensions-anypretensions——comesherewithoutbeingpresentedtome。’
  ’Asmanyasfortyorfiftyinadayhavebeenintroducedtomybrother,’saidFrederick,faintlylightingupwitharayofpride。
  ’Yes!’theFatheroftheMarshalseaassented。’Wehaveevenexceededthatnumber。OnafineSundayintermtime,itisquiteaLevee——quiteaLevee。Amy,mydear,IhavebeentryinghalfthedaytorememberthenameofthegentlemanfromCamberwellwhowasintroducedtomelastChristmasweekbythatagreeablecoal-
  merchantwhowasremandedforsixmonths。’
  ’Idon’trememberhisname,father。’
  ’Frederick,doyourememberhisname?’
  Frederickdoubtedifhehadeverheardit。NoonecoulddoubtthatFrederickwasthelastpersonuponearthtoputsuchaquestionto,withanyhopeofinformation。
  ’Imean,’saidhisbrother,’thegentlemanwhodidthathandsomeactionwithsomuchdelicacy。Ha!Tush!Thenamehasquiteescapedme。MrClennam,asIhavehappenedtomentionhandsomeanddelicateaction,youmaylike,perhaps,toknowwhatitwas。’
  ’Verymuch,’saidArthur,withdrawinghiseyesfromthedelicateheadbeginningtodroopandthepalefacewithanewsolicitudestealingoverit。
  ’Itissogenerous,andshowssomuchfinefeeling,thatitisalmostadutytomentionit。IsaidatthetimethatIalwayswouldmentionitoneverysuitableoccasion,withoutregardtopersonalsensitiveness。A——well——a——it’sofnousetodisguisethefact——youmustknow,MrClennam,thatitdoessometimesoccurthatpeoplewhocomeheredesiretooffersomelittle——Testimonial——totheFatheroftheplace。’
  Toseeherhanduponhisarminmuteentreatyhalf-repressed,andhertimidlittleshrinkingfigureturningaway,wastoseeasad,sadsight。
  ’Sometimes,’hewentoninalow,softvoice,agitated,andclearinghisthroateverynowandthen;’sometimes——hem——ittakesoneshapeandsometimesanother;butitisgenerally——ha——Money。
  Anditis,Icannotbutconfessit,itistoooften——hem——
  acceptable。ThisgentlemanthatIreferto,waspresentedtome,MrClennam,inamannerhighlygratifyingtomyfeelings,andconversednotonlywithgreatpoliteness,butwithgreat——ahem——
  information。’Allthistime,thoughhehadfinishedhissupper,hewasnervouslygoingabouthisplatewithhisknifeandfork,asifsomeofitwerestillbeforehim。’Itappearedfromhisconversationthathehadagarden,thoughhewasdelicateofmentioningitatfirst,asgardensare——hem——arenotaccessibletome。Butitcameout,throughmyadmiringaveryfineclusterofgeranium——beautifulclusterofgeraniumtobesure——whichhehadbroughtfromhisconservatory。Onmytakingnoticeofitsrichcolour,heshowedmeapieceofpaperroundit,onwhichwaswritten,“FortheFatheroftheMarshalsea,“andpresentedittome。Butthiswas——hem——notall。Hemadeaparticularrequest,ontakingleave,thatIwouldremovethepaperinhalfanhour。I——
  ha——Ididso;andIfoundthatitcontained——ahem——twoguineas。I
  assureyou,MrClennam,Ihavereceived——hem——Testimonialsinmanyways,andofmanydegreesofvalue,andtheyhavealwaysbeen——ha——
  unfortunatelyacceptable;butIneverwasmorepleasedthanwiththis——ahem——thisparticularTestimonial。’
  Arthurwasintheactofsayingthelittlehecouldsayonsuchatheme,whenabellbegantoring,andfootstepsapproachedthedoor。AprettygirlofafarbetterfigureandmuchmoredevelopedthanLittleDorrit,thoughlookingmuchyoungerinthefacewhenthetwowereobservedtogether,stoppedinthedoorwayonseeingastranger;andayoungmanwhowaswithher,stoppedtoo。
  ’MrClennam,Fanny。Myeldestdaughterandmyson,MrClennam。
  Thebellisasignalforvisitorstoretire,andsotheyhavecometosaygoodnight;butthereisplentyoftime,plentyoftime。
  Girls,MrClennamwillexcuseanyhouseholdbusinessyoumayhavetogether。Heknows,Idaresay,thatIhavebutoneroomhere。’
  ’IonlywantmycleandressfromAmy,father,’saidthesecondgirl。
  ’AndImyclothes,’saidTip。
  Amyopenedadrawerinanoldpieceoffurniturethatwasachestofdrawersaboveandabedsteadbelow,andproducedtwolittlebundles,whichshehandedtoherbrotherandsister。’Mendedandmadeup?’Clennamheardthesisteraskinawhisper。TowhichAmyanswered’Yes。’Hehadrisennow,andtooktheopportunityofglancingroundtheroom。Thebarewallshadbeencolouredgreen,evidentlybyanunskilledhand,andwerepoorlydecoratedwithafewprints。Thewindowwascurtained,andthefloorcarpeted;andtherewereshelvesandpegs,andothersuchconveniences,thathadaccumulatedinthecourseofyears。Itwasaclose,confinedroom,poorlyfurnished;andthechimneysmokedtoboot,orthetinscreenatthetopofthefireplacewassuperfluous;butconstantpainsandcarehadmadeitneat,andeven,afteritskind,comfortable。
  Allthewhilethebellwasringing,andtheunclewasanxioustogo。’Come,Fanny,come,Fanny,’hesaid,withhisraggedclarionetcaseunderhisarm;’thelock,child,thelock!’
  Fannybadeherfathergoodnight,andwhiskedoffairily。Tiphadalreadyclattereddown-stairs。’Now,MrClennam,’saidtheuncle,lookingbackasheshuffledoutafterthem,’thelock,sir,thelock。’
  MrClennamhadtwothingstodobeforehefollowed;one,toofferhistestimonialtotheFatheroftheMarshalsea,withoutgivingpaintohischild;theothertosaysomethingtothatchild,thoughitwerebutaword,inexplanationofhishavingcomethere。
  ’Allowme,’saidtheFather,’toseeyoudown-stairs。’
  Shehadslippedoutaftertherest,andtheywerealone。’Notonanyaccount,’saidthevisitor,hurriedly。’Prayallowmeto——’
  chink,chink,chink。
  ’MrClennam,’saidtheFather,’Iamdeeply,deeply——’Buthisvisitorhadshutuphishandtostoptheclinking,andhadgonedown-stairswithgreatspeed。
  HesawnoLittleDorritonhiswaydown,orintheyard。Thelasttwoorthreestragglerswerehurryingtothelodge,andhewasfollowing,whenhecaughtsightofherinthedoorwayofthefirsthousefromtheentrance。Heturnedbackhastily。
  ’Prayforgiveme,’hesaid,’forspeakingtoyouhere;prayforgivemeforcominghereatall!Ifollowedyouto-night。Ididso,thatImightendeavourtorenderyouandyourfamilysomeservice。
  YouknowthetermsonwhichIandmymotherare,andmaynotbesurprisedthatIhavepreservedourdistantrelationsatherhouse,lestIshouldunintentionallymakeherjealous,orresentful,ordoyouanyinjuryinherestimation。WhatIhaveseenhere,inthisshorttime,hasgreatlyincreasedmyheartfeltwishtobeafriendtoyou。ItwouldrecompensemeformuchdisappointmentifIcouldhopetogainyourconfidence。’
  Shewasscaredatfirst,butseemedtotakecouragewhilehespoketoher。
  ’Youareverygood,sir。Youspeakveryearnestlytome。ButI——
  butIwishyouhadnotwatchedme。’
  Heunderstoodtheemotionwithwhichshesaidit,toariseinherfather’sbehalf;andherespectedit,andwassilent。
  ’MrsClennamhasbeenofgreatservicetome;Idon’tknowwhatweshouldhavedonewithouttheemploymentshehasgivenme;Iamafraiditmaynotbeagoodreturntobecomesecretwithher;Icansaynomoreto-night,sir。Iamsureyoumeantobekindtous。
  Thankyou,thankyou。’
  ’LetmeaskyouonequestionbeforeIleave。Haveyouknownmymotherlong?’
  ’Ithinktwoyears,sir,——Thebellhasstopped。’
  ’Howdidyouknowherfirst?Didshesendhereforyou?’
  ’No。ShedoesnotevenknowthatIlivehere。Wehaveafriend,fatherandI——apoorlabouringman,butthebestoffriends——andI