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第16章

  ’Fannyisnotgoingtolivewithusjustnow,father。Shewillbehereagooddealintheday,butsheisgoingtoliveoutsidewithuncle。’
  ’Yousurpriseme。Why?’
  ’Ithinkunclewantsacompanion,father。Heshouldbeattendedto,andlookedafter。’
  ’Acompanion?Hepassesmuchofhistimehere。Andyouattendtohimandlookafterhim,Amy,agreatdealmorethaneveryoursisterwill。Youallgooutsomuch;youallgooutsomuch。’
  ThiswastokeepuptheceremonyandpretenceofhishavingnoideathatAmyherselfwentoutbythedaytowork。
  ’Butwearealwaysgladtocomehome,father;now,arewenot?AndastoFanny,perhapsbesideskeepingunclecompanyandtakingcareofhim,itmaybeaswellforhernotquitetolivehere,always。
  ShewasnotbornhereasIwas,youknow,father。’
  ’Well,Amy,well。Idon’tquitefollowyou,butit’snaturalI
  supposethatFannyshouldprefertobeoutside,andeventhatyouoftenshould,too。So,youandFannyandyouruncle,mydear,shallhaveyourownway。Good,good。I’llnotmeddle;don’tmindme。’
  Togetherbrotheroutoftheprison;outofthesuccessiontoMrsBanghaminexecutingcommissions,andoutoftheslanginterchangewithverydoubtfulcompanionsconsequentuponboth;washerhardesttask。Ateighteenhewouldhavedraggedonfromhandtomouth,fromhourtohour,frompennytopenny,untileighty。Nobodygotintotheprisonfromwhomhederivedanythingusefulorgood,andshecouldfindnopatronforhimbutheroldfriendandgodfather。
  ’DearBob,’saidshe,’whatistobecomeofpoorTip?’HisnamewasEdward,andTedhadbeentransformedintoTip,withinthewalls。
  TheturnkeyhadstrongprivateopinionsastowhatwouldbecomeofpoorTip,andhadevengonesofarwiththeviewofavertingtheirfulfilment,astosoundTipinreferencetotheexpediencyofrunningawayandgoingtoservehiscountry。ButTiphadthankedhim,andsaidhedidn’tseemtocareforhiscountry。
  ’Well,mydear,’saidtheturnkey,’somethingoughttobedonewithhim。SupposeItryandgethimintothelaw?’
  ’Thatwouldbesogoodofyou,Bob!’
  Theturnkeyhadnowtwopointstoputtotheprofessionalgentlemenastheypassedinandout。HeputthissecondonesoperseveringlythatastoolandtwelveshillingsaweekwereatlastfoundforTipintheofficeofanattorneyinagreatNationalPalladiumcalledthePalaceCourt;atthattimeoneofaconsiderablelistofeverlastingbulwarkstothedignityandsafetyofAlbion,whoseplacesknowthemnomore。
  TiplanguishedinClifford’sInnsforsixmonths,andattheexpirationofthattermsaunteredbackoneeveningwithhishandsinhispockets,andincidentallyobservedtohissisterthathewasnotgoingbackagain。
  ’Notgoingbackagain?’saidthepoorlittleanxiousChildoftheMarshalsea,alwayscalculatingandplanningforTip,inthefrontrankofhercharges。
  ’Iamsotiredofit,’saidTip,’thatIhavecutit。’
  Tiptiredofeverything。WithintervalsofMarshalsealounging,andMrsBanghamsuccession,hissmallsecondmother,aidedbyhertrustyfriend,gothimintoawarehouse,intoamarketgarden,intothehoptrade,intothelawagain,intoanauctioneers,intoabrewery,intoastockbroker’s,intothelawagain,intoacoachoffice,intoawaggonoffice,intothelawagain,intoageneraldealer’s,intoadistillery,intothelawagain,intoawoolhouse,intoadrygoodshouse,intotheBillingsgatetrade,intotheforeignfruittrade,andintothedocks。ButwhateverTipwentinto,hecameoutoftired,announcingthathehadcutit。
  Whereverhewent,thisforedoomedTipappearedtotaketheprisonwallswithhim,andtosetthemupinsuchtradeorcalling;andtoprowlaboutwithintheirnarrowlimitsintheoldslip-shod,purposeless,down-at-heelway;untiltherealimmovableMarshalseawallsassertedtheirfascinationoverhim,andbroughthimback。
  Nevertheless,thebravelittlecreaturedidsofixherheartonherbrother’srescue,thatwhilehewasringingoutthesedolefulchanges,shepinchedandscrapedenoughtogethertoshiphimforCanada。Whenhewastiredofnothingtodo,anddisposedinitsturntocuteventhat,hegraciouslyconsentedtogotoCanada。
  Andtherewasgriefinherbosomoverpartingwithhim,andjoyinthehopeofhisbeingputinastraightcourseatlast。
  ’Godblessyou,dearTip。Don’tbetooproudtocomeandseeus,whenyouhavemadeyourfortune。’
  ’Allright!’saidTip,andwent。
  ButnotallthewaytoCanada;infact,notfurtherthanLiverpool。
  AftermakingthevoyagetothatportfromLondon,hefoundhimselfsostronglyimpelledtocutthevessel,thatheresolvedtowalkbackagain。Carryingoutwhichintention,hepresentedhimselfbeforeherattheexpirationofamonth,inrags,withoutshoes,andmuchmoretiredthanever。
  Atlength,afteranotherintervalofsuccessorshiptoMrsBangham,hefoundapursuitforhimself,andannouncedit。
  ’Amy,Ihavegotasituation。’
  ’Haveyoureallyandtruly,Tip?’
  ’Allright。Ishalldonow。Youneedn’tlookanxiousaboutmeanymore,oldgirl。’
  ’Whatisit,Tip?’
  ’Why,youknowSlingobysight?’
  ’Notthemantheycallthedealer?’
  ’That’sthechap。He’llbeoutonMonday,andhe’sgoingtogivemeaberth。’
  ’Whatisheadealerin,Tip?’
  ’Horses。Allright!Ishalldonow,Amy。’
  Shelostsightofhimformonthsafterwards,andonlyheardfromhimonce。AwhisperpassedamongtheeldercollegiansthathehadbeenseenatamockauctioninMoorfields,pretendingtobuyplatedarticlesformassivesilver,andpayingforthemwiththegreatestliberalityinbanknotes;butitneverreachedherears。Oneeveningshewasaloneatwork——standingupatthewindow,tosavethetwilightlingeringabovethewall——whenheopenedthedoorandwalkedin。
  Shekissedandwelcomedhim;butwasafraidtoaskhimanyquestions。Hesawhowanxiousandtimidshewas,andappearedsorry。
  ’Iamafraid,Amy,you’llbevexedthistime。UponmylifeIam!’
  ’Iamverysorrytohearyousayso,Tip。Haveyoucomeback?’
  ’Why——yes。’
  ’Notexpectingthistimethatwhatyouhadfoundwouldanswerverywell,IamlesssurprisedandsorrythanImighthavebeen,Tip。’
  ’Ah!Butthat’snottheworstofit。’
  ’Nottheworstofit?’
  ’Don’tlooksostartled。No,Amy,nottheworstofit。Ihavecomeback,yousee;but——DON’Tlooksostartled——IhavecomebackinwhatImaycallanewway。Iamoffthevolunteerlistaltogether。Iaminnow,asoneoftheregulars。’
  ’Oh!Don’tsayyouareaprisoner,Tip!Don’t,don’t!’
  ’Well,Idon’twanttosayit,’hereturnedinareluctanttone;
  ’butifyoucan’tunderstandmewithoutmysayingit,whatamItodo?Iaminforfortypoundodd。’
  Forthefirsttimeinallthoseyears,shesunkunderhercares。
  Shecried,withherclaspedhandsliftedaboveherhead,thatitwouldkilltheirfatherifheeverknewit;andfelldownatTip’sgracelessfeet。
  ItwaseasierforTiptobringhertohersensesthanforhertobringhimtounderstandthattheFatheroftheMarshalseawouldbebesidehimselfifheknewthetruth。ThethingwasincomprehensibletoTip,andaltogetherafancifulnotion。Heyieldedtoitinthatlightonly,whenhesubmittedtoherentreaties,backedbythoseofhisuncleandsister。Therewasnowantofprecedentforhisreturn;itwasaccountedfortothefatherintheusualway;andthecollegians,withabettercomprehensionofthepiousfraudthanTip,supporteditloyally。
  Thiswasthelife,andthisthehistory,ofthechildoftheMarshalseaattwenty-two。Withastillsurvivingattachmenttotheonemiserableyardandblockofhousesasherbirthplaceandhome,shepassedtoandfroinitshrinkinglynow,withawomanlyconsciousnessthatshewaspointedouttoeveryone。Sinceshehadbeguntoworkbeyondthewalls,shehadfounditnecessarytoconcealwhereshelived,andtocomeandgoassecretlyasshecould,betweenthefreecityandtheirongates,outsideofwhichshehadneversleptinherlife。Heroriginaltimidityhadgrownwiththisconcealment,andherlightstepandherlittlefigureshunnedthethrongedstreetswhiletheypassedalongthem。
  Worldlywiseinhardandpoornecessities,shewasinnocentinallthingselse。Innocent,inthemistthroughwhichshesawherfather,andtheprison,andtheturbidlivingriverthatflowedthroughitandflowedon。
  Thiswasthelife,andthisthehistory,ofLittleDorrit;nowgoinghomeuponadullSeptemberevening,observedatadistancebyArthurClennam。Thiswasthelife,andthisthehistory,ofLittleDorrit;turningattheendofLondonBridge,recrossingit,goingbackagain,passingontoSaintGeorge’sChurch,turningbacksuddenlyoncemore,andflittinginattheopenoutergateandlittlecourt-yardoftheMarshalsea。