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第121章

  Thewinterpassingontowardsthespringwhilethisconditionofaffairsprevailed,itbecamenecessaryforMrSparklertorepairtoEngland,andtakehisappointedpartintheexpressionanddirectionofitsgenius,learning,commerce,spirit,andsense。
  ThelandofShakespeare,Milton,Bacon,Newton,Watt,thelandofahostofpastandpresentabstractphilosophers,naturalphilosophers,andsubduersofNatureandArtintheirmyriadforms,calledtoMrSparklertocomeandtakecareofit,lestitshouldperish。MrSparkler,unabletoresisttheagonisedcryfromthedepthsofhiscountry’ssoul,declaredthathemustgo。
  Itfollowedthatthequestionwasrenderedpressingwhen,where,andhowMrSparklershouldbemarriedtotheforemostgirlinallthisworldwithnononsenseabouther。Itssolution,aftersomelittlemysteryandsecrecy,MissFannyherselfannouncedtohersister。
  ’Now,mychild,’saidshe,seekingheroutoneday,’Iamgoingtotellyousomething。Itisonlythismomentbroached;andnaturallyIhurrytoyouthemomentitISbroached。’
  ’Yourmarriage,Fanny?’
  ’Mypreciouschild,’saidFanny,’don’tanticipateme。Letmeimpartmyconfidencetoyou,youflurriedlittlething,inmyownway。Astoyourguess,ifIanswereditliterally,Ishouldanswerno。Forreallyitisnotmymarriagethatisinquestion,halfasmuchasitisEdmund’s。’
  LittleDorritlooked,andperhapsnotaltogetherwithoutcause,somewhatatalosstounderstandthisfinedistinction。
  ’Iaminnodifficulty,’exclaimedFanny,’andinnohurry。Iamnotwantedatanypublicoffice,ortogiveanyvoteanywhereelse。
  ButEdmundis。AndEdmundisdeeplydejectedattheideaofgoingawaybyhimself,and,indeed,Idon’tlikethatheshouldbetrustedbyhimself。For,ifit’spossible——anditgenerallyis——todoafoolishthing,heissuretodoit。’
  Assheconcludedthisimpartialsummaryofthereliancethatmightbesafelyplaceduponherfuturehusband,shetookoff,withanairofbusiness,thebonnetshewore,anddangleditbyitsstringsupontheground。
  ’ItisfarmoreEdmund’squestion,therefore,thanmine。However,weneedsaynomoreaboutthat。Thatisself-evidentonthefaceofit。Well,mydearestAmy!Thepointarising,ishetogobyhimself,orishenottogobyhimself,thisotherpointarises,arewetobemarriedhereandshortly,orarewetobemarriedathomemonthshence?’
  ’IseeIamgoingtoloseyou,Fanny。’
  ’Whatalittlethingyouare,’criedFanny,halftolerantandhalfimpatient,’foranticipatingone!Pray,mydarling,hearmeout。
  Thatwoman,’shespokeofMrsMerdle,ofcourse,’remainshereuntilafterEaster;so,inthecaseofmybeingmarriedhereandgoingtoLondonwithEdmund,Ishouldhavethestartofher。Thatissomething。Further,Amy。Thatwomanbeingoutoftheway,I
  don’tknowthatIgreatlyobjecttoMrMerdle’sproposaltoPathatEdmundandIshouldtakeupourabodeinthathouse。youknow——
  whereyouoncewentwithadancer,mydear,untilourownhousecanbechosenandfittedup。Furtherstill,Amy。Papahavingalwaysintendedtogototownhimself,inthespring,——yousee,ifEdmundandIweremarriedhere,wemightgoofftoFlorence,wherepapamightjoinus,andwemightallthreetravelhometogether。MrMerdlehasentreatedPatostaywithhiminthatsamemansionI
  havementioned,andIsupposehewill。Butheismasterofhisownactions;anduponthatpointwhichisnotatallmaterialIcan’tspeakpositively。’
  Thedifferencebetweenpapa’sbeingmasterofhisownactionsandMrSparkler’sbeingnothingofthesort,wasforciblyexpressedbyFannyinhermannerofstatingthecase。Notthathersisternoticedit;forshewasdividedbetweenregretatthecomingseparation,andalingeringwishthatshehadbeenincludedintheplansforvisitingEngland。
  ’Andthesearethearrangements,Fannydear?’
  ’Arrangements!’repeatedFanny。’Now,really,child,youarealittletrying。YouknowIparticularlyguardedmyselfagainstlayingmywordsopentoanysuchconstruction。WhatIsaidwas,thatcertainquestionspresentthemselves;andthesearethequestions。’
  LittleDorrit’sthoughtfuleyesmethers,tenderlyandquietly。
  ’Now,myownsweetgirl,’saidFanny,weighingherbonnetbythestringswithconsiderableimpatience,’it’snousestaring。A
  littleowlcouldstare。Ilooktoyouforadvice,Amy。Whatdoyouadvisemetodo?’
  ’Doyouthink,’askedLittleDorrit,persuasively,afterashorthesitation,’doyouthink,Fanny,thatifyouweretoputitoffforafewmonths,itmightbe,consideringallthings,best?’
  ’No,littleTortoise,’retortedFanny,withexceedingsharpness。
  ’Idon’tthinkanythingofthekind。’
  Here,shethrewherbonnetfromheraltogether,andflouncedintoachair。But,becomingaffectionatealmostimmediately,sheflouncedoutofitagain,andkneeleddownonthefloortotakehersister,chairandall,inherarms。
  ’Don’tsupposeIamhastyorunkind,darling,becauseIreallyamnot。Butyouaresuchalittleoddity!Youmakeonebiteyourheadoff,whenonewantstobesoothingbeyondeverything。Didn’tItellyou,youdearestbaby,thatEdmundcan’tbetrustedbyhimself?Anddon’tyouknowthathecan’t?’
  ’Yes,yes,Fanny。Yousaidso,Iknow。’
  ’Andyouknowit,Iknow,’retortedFanny。’Well,mypreciouschild!Ifheisnottobetrustedbyhimself,itfollows,I
  suppose,thatIshouldgowithhim?’
  ’It——seemsso,love,’saidLittleDorrit。
  ’Therefore,havingheardthearrangementsthatarefeasibletocarryoutthatobject,amItounderstand,dearestAmy,thatonthewholeyouadvisemetomakethem?’
  ’It——seemsso,love,’saidLittleDorritagain。
  ’Verywell,’criedFannywithanairofresignation,’thenI
  supposeitmustbedone!Icametoyou,mysweet,themomentIsawthedoubt,andthenecessityofdeciding。Ihavenowdecided。Soletitbe。’
  Afteryieldingherselfup,inthispatternmanner,tosisterlyadviceandtheforceofcircumstances,Fannybecamequitebenignant:asonewhohadlaidherowninclinationsatthefeetofherdearestfriend,andfeltaglowofconscienceinhavingmadethesacrifice。’Afterall,myAmy,’shesaidtohersister,’youarethebestofsmallcreatures,andfullofgoodsense;andI
  don’tknowwhatIshalleverdowithoutyou!’
  Withwhichwordsshefoldedherinacloserembrace,andareallyfondone。
  ’NotthatIcontemplatedoingwithoutYou,Amy,byanymeans,forIhopeweshalleverbenexttoinseparable。Andnow,mypet,Iamgoingtogiveyouawordofadvice。WhenyouareleftaloneherewithMrsGeneral——’
  ’IamtobeleftaloneherewithMrsGeneral?’saidLittleDorrit,quietly。
  ’Why,ofcourse,myprecious,tillpapacomesback!UnlessyoucallEdwardcompany,whichhecertainlyisnot,evenwhenheishere,andstillmorecertainlyisnotwhenheisawayatNaplesorinSicily。Iwasgoingtosay——butyouaresuchabelovedlittleMarplotforputtingoneout——whenyouareleftaloneherewithMrsGeneral,Amy,don’tyouletherslideintoanysortofartfulunderstandingwithyouthatsheislookingafterPa,orthatPaislookingafterher。Shewillifshecan。Iknowherslymanneroffeelingherwaywiththoseglovesofhers。Butdon’tyoucomprehendheronanyaccount。AndifPashouldtellyouwhenhecomesback,thathehasitincontemplationtomakeMrsGeneralyourmamawhichisnotthelesslikelybecauseIamgoingaway,myadvicetoyouis,thatyousayatonce,“Papa,Ibegtoobjectmoststrongly。Fannycautionedmeaboutthis,andsheobjected,andIobject。“Idon’tmeantosaythatanyobjectionfromyou,Amy,islikelytobeofthesmallesteffect,orthatIthinkyoulikelytomakeitwithanydegreeoffirmness。Butthereisaprincipleinvolved——afilialprinciple——andIimploreyounottosubmittobemother-in-lawedbyMrsGeneral,withoutassertingitinmakingeveryoneaboutyouasuncomfortableaspossible。I
  don’texpectyoutostandbyit——indeed,Iknowyouwon’t,Pabeingconcerned——butIwishtorouseyoutoasenseofduty。Astoanyhelpfromme,orastoanyoppositionthatIcanoffertosuchamatch,youshallnotbeleftinthelurch,mylove。WhateverweightImayderivefrommypositionasamarriedgirlnotwhollydevoidofattractions——used,asthatpositionalwaysshallbe,toopposethatwoman——Iwillbringtobear,youMaydependuponit,ontheheadandfalsehairforIamconfidentit’snotallreal,uglyasitisandunlikelyasitappearsthatanyOneintheirSenseswouldgototheexpenseofbuyingitofMrsGeneral!’
  LittleDorritreceivedthiscounselwithoutventuringtoopposeitbutwithoutgivingFannyanyreasontobelievethatsheintendedtoactuponit。Havingnow,asitwere,formallywounduphersinglelifeandarrangedherworldlyaffairs,Fannyproceededwithcharacteristicardourtopreparefortheseriouschangeinhercondition。
  ThepreparationconsistedinthedespatchofhermaidtoParisundertheprotectionoftheCourier,forthepurchaseofthatoutfitforabrideonwhichitwouldbeextremelylow,inthepresentnarrative,tobestowanEnglishname,buttowhichonavulgarprincipleitobservesofadheringtothelanguageinwhichitprofessestobewrittenitdeclinestogiveaFrenchone。Therichandbeautifulwardrobepurchasedbytheseagents,inthecourseofafewweeksmadeitswaythroughtheinterveningcountry,bristlingwithcustom-houses,garrisonedbyanimmensearmyofshabbymendicantsinuniformwhoincessantlyrepeatedtheBeggar’sPetitionoverit,asifeveryindividualwarrioramongthemweretheancientBelisarius:andofwhomthereweresomanyLegions,thatunlesstheCourierhadexpendedjustonebushelandahalfofsilvermoneyrelievingtheirdistresses,theywouldhavewornthewardrobeoutbeforeitgottoRome,byturningitoverandover。
  Throughallsuchdangers,however,itwastriumphantlybrought,inchbyinch,andarrivedatitsjourney’sendinfinecondition。
  Thereitwasexhibitedtoselectcompaniesoffemaleviewers,inwhosegentlebosomsitawakenedimplacablefeelings。Concurrently,activepreparationsweremadeforthedayonwhichsomeofitstreasuresweretobepubliclydisplayed。Cardsofbreakfast-
  invitationweresentouttohalftheEnglishinthecityofRomulus;theotherhalfmadearrangementstobeunderarms,ascriticisingvolunteers,atvariousouterpointsofthesolemnity。
  ThemosthighandillustriousEnglishSignorEdgardoDorrit,camepostthroughthedeepmudandrutsfromformingasurfaceundertheimprovingNeapolitannobility,togracetheoccasion。Thebesthotelandallitsculinarymyrmidons,weresettoworktopreparethefeast。ThedraftsofMrDorritalmostconstitutedarunontheTorloniaBank。TheBritishConsulhadn’thadsuchamarriageinthewholeofhisConsularity。
  Thedaycame,andtheShe-WolfintheCapitolmighthavesnarledwithenvytoseehowtheIslandSavagescontrivedthesethingsnow-