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第109章

  TheDreamsofMrsFlintwinchthickenTheshadywaiting-roomsoftheCircumlocutionOffice,wherehepassedagooddealoftimeincompanywithvarioustroublesomeConvictswhowereundersentencetobebrokenaliveonthatwheel,hadaffordedArthurClennamampleleisure,inthreeorfoursuccessivedays,toexhaustthesubjectofhislateglimpseofMissWadeandTattycoram。Hehadbeenabletomakenomoreofitandnolessofit,andinthisunsatisfactoryconditionhewasfaintoleaveit。
  Duringthisspacehehadnotbeentohismother’sdismaloldhouse。
  Oneofhiscustomaryeveningsforrepairingthithernowcominground,helefthisdwellingandhispartneratnearlynineo’clock,andslowlywalkedinthedirectionofthatgrimhomeofhisyouth。
  Italwaysaffectedhisimaginationaswrathful,mysterious,andsad;andhisimaginationwassufficientlyimpressibletoseethewholeneighbourhoodundersometingeofitsdarkshadow。Ashewentalong,uponadrearynight,thedimstreetsbywhichhewent,seemedalldepositoriesofoppressivesecrets。Thedesertedcounting-houses,withtheirsecretsofbooksandpaperslockedupinchestsandsafes;thebanking-houses,withtheirsecretsofstrongroomsandwells,thekeysofwhichwereinaveryfewsecretpocketsandaveryfewsecretbreasts;thesecretsofallthedispersedgrindersinthevastmill,amongwhomthereweredoubtlessplunderers,forgers,andtrust-betrayersofmanysorts,whomthelightofanydaythatdawnedmightreveal;hecouldhavefanciedthatthesethings,inhiding,impartedaheavinesstotheair。Theshadowthickeningandthickeningasheapproacheditssource,hethoughtofthesecretsofthelonelychurch-vaults,wherethepeoplewhohadhoardedandsecretedinironcofferswereintheirturnsimilarlyhoarded,notyetatrestfromdoingharm;
  andthenofthesecretsoftheriver,asitrolleditsturbidtidebetweentwofrowningwildernessesofsecrets,extending,thickanddense,formanymiles,andwardingoffthefreeairandthefreecountrysweptbywindsandwingsofbirds。
  Theshadowstilldarkeningashedrewnearthehouse,themelancholyroomwhichhisfatherhadonceoccupied,hauntedbytheappealingfacehehadhimselfseenfadeawaywithhimwhentherewasnootherwatcherbythebed,arosebeforehismind。Itscloseairwassecret。Thegloom,andmust,anddustofthewholetenement,weresecret。Attheheartofithismotherpresided,inflexibleofface,indomitableofwill,firmlyholdingallthesecretsofherownandhisfather’slife,andausterelyopposingherself,fronttofront,tothegreatfinalsecretofalllife。
  Hehadturnedintothenarrowandsteepstreetfromwhichthecourtofenclosurewhereinthehousestoodopened,whenanotherfootstepturnedintoitbehindhim,andsocloseuponhisownthathewasjostledtothewall。Ashismindwasteemingwiththesethoughts,theencountertookhimaltogetherunprepared,sothattheotherpassengerhadhadtimetosay,boisterously,’Pardon!Notmyfault!’andtopassonbeforetheinstanthadelapsedwhichwasrequisitetohisrecoveryoftherealitiesabouthim。
  Whenthatmomenthadflashedaway,hesawthatthemanstridingonbeforehimwasthemanwhohadbeensomuchinhismindduringthelastfewdays。Itwasnocasualresemblance,helpedoutbytheforceoftheimpressionthemanmadeuponhim。Itwastheman;themanhehadfollowedincompanywiththegirl,andwhomhehadoverheardtalkingtoMissWade。
  Thestreetwasasharpdescentandwascrookedtoo,andthemanwhoalthoughnotdrunkhadtheairofbeingflushedwithsomestrongdrinkwentdownitsofastthatClennamlosthimashelookedathim。Withnodefinedintentionoffollowinghim,butwithanimpulsetokeepthefigureinviewalittlelonger,Clennamquickenedhispacetopassthetwistinthestreetwhichhidhimfromhissight。Onturningit,hesawthemannomore。
  Standingnow,closetothegatewayofhismother’shouse,helookeddownthestreet:butitwasempty。Therewasnoprojectingshadowlargeenoughtoobscuretheman;therewasnoturningnearthathecouldhavetaken;norhadtherebeenanyaudiblesoundoftheopeningandclosingofadoor。Nevertheless,heconcludedthatthemanmusthavehadakeyinhishand,andmusthaveopenedoneofthemanyhouse-doorsandgonein。
  Ruminatingonthisstrangechanceandstrangeglimpse,heturnedintothecourt-yard。Ashelooked,bymerehabit,towardsthefeeblylightedwindowsofhismother’sroom,hiseyesencounteredthefigurehehadjustlost,standingagainsttheironrailingsofthelittlewasteenclosurelookingupatthosewindowsandlaughingtohimself。Someofthemanyvagrantcatswhowerealwaysprowlingabouttherebynight,andwhohadtakenfrightathim,appearedtohavestoppedwhenhehadstopped,andwerelookingathimwitheyesbynomeansunlikehisownfromtopsofwallsandporches,andothersafepointsofpause。Hehadonlyhaltedforamomenttoentertainhimselfthus;heimmediatelywentforward,throwingtheendofhiscloakoffhisshoulderashewent,ascendedtheunevenlysunkensteps,andknockedasoundingknockatthedoor。
  Clennam’ssurprisewasnotsoabsorbingbutthathetookhisresolutionwithoutanyincertitude。Hewentuptothedoortoo,andascendedthestepstoo。Hisfriendlookedathimwithabraggartair,andsangtohimself。
  ’Whopassesbythisroadsolate?
  CompagnondelaMajolaine;
  Whopassesbythisroadsolate?
  Alwaysgay!’
  Afterwhichheknockedagain。
  ’Youareimpatient,sir,’saidArthur。
  ’Iam,sir。Deathofmylife,sir,’returnedthestranger,’it’smycharactertobeimpatient!’
  ThesoundofMistressAfferycautiouslychainingthedoorbeforesheopenedit,causedthembothtolookthatway。Afferyopeneditaverylittle,withaflaringcandleinherhandsandaskedwhowasthat,atthattimeofnight,withthatknock!’Why,Arthur!’sheaddedwithastonishment,seeinghimfirst。’Notyousure?Ah,Lordsaveus!No,’shecriedout,seeingtheother。’Himagain!’
  ’It’strue!Himagain,dearMrsFlintwinch,’criedthestranger。
  ’Openthedoor,andletmetakemydearfriendJeremiahtomyarms!
  Openthedoor,andletmehastenmyselftoembracemyFlintwinch!’
  ’He’snotathome,’criedAffery。
  ’Fetchhim!’criedthestranger。’FetchmyFlintwinch!TellhimthatitishisoldBlandois,whocomesfromarrivinginEngland;
  tellhimthatitishislittleboywhoishere,hiscabbage,hiswell-beloved!Openthedoor,beautifulMrsFlintwinch,andinthemeantimeletmetopassupstairs,topresentmycompliments——
  homageofBlandois——tomylady!Myladylivesalways?Itiswell。
  Openthen!’
  ToArthur’sincreasedsurprise,MistressAffery,stretchinghereyeswideathimself,asifinwarningthatthiswasnotagentlemanforhimtointerferewith,drewbackthechain,andopenedthedoor。Thestranger,withoutceremony,walkedintothehall,leavingArthurtofollowhim。
  ’Despatchthen!Achievethen!BringmyFlintwinch!Announcemetomylady!’criedthestranger,clankingaboutthestonefloor。
  ’Praytellme,Affery,’saidArthuraloudandsternly,ashesurveyedhimfromheadtofootwithindignation;’whoisthisgentleman?’
  ’Praytellme,Affery,’thestrangerrepeatedinhisturn,’who——
  ha,ha,ha!——whoisthisgentleman?’
  ThevoiceofMrsClennamopportunelycalledfromherchamberabove,’Affery,letthembothcomeup。Arthur,comestraighttome!’
  ’Arthur?’exclaimedBlandois,takingoffhishatatarm’slength,andbringinghisheelstogetherfromagreatstrideinmakinghimaflourishingbow。’Thesonofmylady?Iamtheall-devotedofthesonofmylady!’
  Arthurlookedathimagaininnomoreflatteringmannerthanbefore,and,turningonhisheelwithoutacknowledgment,wentup-
  stairs。Thevisitorfollowedhimup-stairs。MistressAfferytookthekeyfrombehindthedoor,anddeftlyslippedouttofetchherlord。
  Abystander,informedofthepreviousappearanceofMonsieurBlandoisinthatroom,wouldhaveobservedadifferenceinMrsClennam’spresentreceptionofhim。Herfacewasnotonetobetrayit;andhersuppressedmanner,andhersetvoice,wereequallyunderhercontrol。Itwhollyconsistedinhernevertakinghereyesoffhisfacefromthemomentofhisentrance,andinhertwiceorthrice,whenhewasbecomingnoisy,swayingherselfaverylittleforwardinthechairinwhichshesatupright,withherhandsimmovableuponitselbows;asifshegavehimtheassurancethatheshouldbepresentlyheardatanylengthhewould。Arthurdidnotfailtoobservethis;thoughthedifferencebetweenthepresentoccasionandtheformerwasnotwithinhispowerofobservation。
  ’Madame,’saidBlandois,’domethehonourtopresentmetoMonsieur,yourson。Itappearstome,madame,thatMonsieur,yourson,isdisposedtocomplainofme。Heisnotpolite。’
  ’Sir,’saidArthur,strikinginexpeditiously,’whoeveryouare,andhoweveryoucometobehere,ifIwerethemasterofthishouseIwouldlosenotimeinplacingyouontheoutsideofit。’
  ’Butyouarenot,’saidhismother,withoutlookingathim。
  ’Unfortunatelyforthegratificationofyourunreasonabletemper,youarenotthemaster,Arthur。’
  ’Imakenoclaimtobe,mother。IfIobjecttothisperson’smannerofconductinghimselfhere,andobjecttoitsomuch,thatifIhadanyauthorityhereIcertainlywouldnotsufferhimtoremainaminute,Iobjectonyouraccount。’
  ’Inthecaseofobjectionbeingnecessary,’shereturned,’Icouldobjectformyself。AndofcourseIshould。’
  Thesubjectoftheirdispute,whohadseatedhimself,laughedaloud,andrappedhislegswithhishand。
  ’Youhavenoright,’saidMrsClennam,alwaysintentonBlandois,howeverdirectlysheaddressedherson,’tospeaktotheprejudiceofanygentlemanleastofallagentlemanfromanothercountry,becausehedoesnotconformtoyourstandard,orsquarehisbehaviourbyyourrules。Itispossiblethatthegentlemanmay,onsimilargrounds,objecttoyou。’
  ’Ihopeso,’returnedArthur。
  ’Thegentleman,’pursuedMrsClennam,’onaformeroccasionbroughtaletterofrecommendationtousfromhighlyesteemedandresponsiblecorrespondents。Iamperfectlyunacquaintedwiththegentleman’sobjectincominghereatpresent。Iamentirelyignorantofit,andcannotbesupposedlikelytobeabletoformtheremotestguessatitsnature;’herhabitualfrownbecamestronger,assheveryslowlyandweightilyemphasisedthosewords;
  ’but,whenthegentlemanproceedstoexplainhisobject,asIshallbeghimtohavethegoodnesstodotomyselfandFlintwinch,whenFlintwinchreturns,itwillprove,nodoubt,tobeonemoreorlessintheusualwayofourbusiness,whichitwillbebothourbusinessandourpleasuretoadvance。Itcanbenothingelse。’
  ’Weshallsee,madame!’saidthemanofbusiness。
  ’Weshallsee,’sheassented。’ThegentlemanisacquaintedwithFlintwinch;andwhenthegentlemanwasinLondonlast,IremembertohaveheardthatheandFlintwinchhadsomeentertainmentorgood-fellowshiptogether。Iamnotinthewayofknowingmuchthatpassesoutsidethisroom,andthejingleoflittleworldlythingsbeyonditdoesnotmuchinterestme;butIremembertohaveheardthat。’
  ’Right,madame。Itistrue。’Helaughedagain,andwhistledtheburdenofthetunehehadsungatthedoor。