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第4章

  ButLinneveransweredanymore。Hemerelycametothesoda-waterfountainwiththewhiskey。Thepassingofdaysbroughtachokedseasonoffinesandandhardblazingsky。Heatroseupfromthegroundandhungheavilyovermanandbeast。Manyinsectssatoutinthesunrattlingwithjoy;thelittletearingrivergrewclearfromtheswollenmud,andshranktoasuccessionofstandingpools;andthefat,squattingcactusbloomedeverywhereintobutter-coloredflowersbigastulipsinthesand。TherewereartesianwellsinMesa,andthewaterdidnottasteverygood;butifyoudrankfromthestandingpoolswheretheriverhadbeen,yourepairedtothedrug-storealmostimmediately。Atroopofwanderingplayerscamedottingalongtherailroad,and,reachingMesa,playedabrass-bandupanddownthestreet,andannouncedthepowerfuldramaof“EastLynne。“ThenMr。McLeanthoughtoftheLynnmarshesthatliebetweenthereandChelsea,andoftheseathatmustlooksocool。HeforgotthemwhilefollowingthepainfulfortunesoftheLadyIsabel;but,goingtobedinthebackpartofthedrug-store,herememberedhowheusedtobeateverybodyswimminginthesaltwater。
  “I’mgoin’,“hesaid。Thenhegotup,and,strikingthelight,heinspectedhisbankaccount。“I’msuregoin’,“herepeated,blowingthelightout,“andIcanbuythefattedcalfmyself,youbet!“forhehadoftenthoughtofthebishop’sstory。“Youbet!“heremarkedoncemoreinamuffledvoice,andwasasleepinaminute。Theapothecarywassorrytohavehimgo,andHoneywasdeeplygrieved。
  “I’dpulloutwithyer,“hesaid,“onlyIcandobusinessroundYumaandwestwardwiththepinto。“
  ForthreefarewelldaysLinandHoneyrovedtogetherinallsortsofplaces,wheretheywerewelcome,andoncemoreLinrodeahorseandwasinhisnativeelement。ThenhetravelledtoDeming,andsothroughDenvertoOmaha,wherehewastoldthathistrunkhadbeensoldforsomemonths。
  Besidesasuitofclothesfortownwear,ithadcontainedabuffalocoatforhisbrother——somethingscarcetoseeinthesedays。
  “Frank’llhavetogetalongwithoutit,“heobserved,philosophically,andtookthenexteastboundtrain。
  IfyoujourneyinaPullmanfromMesatoOmahawithoutawaistcoat,andwithasilkhandkerchiefknottedoverthecollarofyourflannelshirtinsteadofatie,wearing,besides,tall,high-heeledboots,asoft,grayhatwithasplendidbrim,afewpeoplewillnoticeyou,butnotthemajority。NewMexicoandColoradoareusedtothesethings。AsIowa,withitsimmenserollinggrain,encompassesyou,peoplewillstarealittlemore,foryou’regettingneartheEast,wherecow-punchersarenotunderstood。Butinthosedaysthelineofcleavagecamesharp-drawnatChicago。Westoftherewasstilltolerablywest,buteastoftherewaseastindeed,andtheAtlanticOceanwasthenextimportantstopping-place。InLin’snewtrain,goodgloves,patent-leathers,andsilenceprevailedthroughoutthesleeping-car,whichwasforBostonwithoutchange。Hadnothomememoriesbegunimpetuouslytofloodhismind,hewouldhavefelthimselfconspicuous。Townclothesandconventionshadtheirduevaluewithhim。Butjustnowtheboy’ssingle-
  heartedthoughtswerefarfromanysurroundings,andhewasmurmuringtohimself,“To-morrow!tomorrownight!“
  TherewereladiesinthatblueplushcarforBostonwholookedatLinforthirtymilesatastretch;andbythetimeAlbanywasreachedthenextdayoneortwoofthemcommentedthathewasthemostattractive-lookingmantheyhadeverseen!Whereas,beyondhistallness,andwide-open,joculareyes,eyesthatseemedthoseofanothighlyconscientiouswildanimal,therewasnothingremarkableaboutyoungLinexceptstageeffect。
  Theconductorhadbeenannoyedtohavesuchapassenger;butthecow-punchertroublednoone,andwasextremelysilent。Soevidentlywasheapieceofthetruefrontierthatcuriousandhopefulfellow-passengers,afterwatchinghimwithdiversion,morethanoncetookaseatnexttohim。Hemettheirchattyinquirieswithmonosyllablessofewandsounprofitableintheirquietpolitenessthatthepassengerssoongavehimup。AtSpringfieldhesentatelegramtohisbrotheratthegreatdry-goodsestablishmentthatemployedhim。
  ThetrainbeganitshomestretchafterWorcester,andwhirledandswungbyhillsandpondshebegantowatchfor,andthroughstationswitholdwaysidenames。TheseflashedonLin’seyeashesatwithhishatoffandhisforeheadagainstthewindow,looking:Wellesley。Then,notlongafter,Riverside。ThatwastheCharlesRiver,anddidthepicnicwoodsusedtobeabovethebridgeorbelow?WestNewton;Newtonville;Newton。
  “Faneuil’snext,“hesaidaloudinthecar,asthelong-forgottenhome-knowledgeshoneforthinhisrecollection。Thetravellerseatednearsaid,“Begpardon?“but,turning,wonderedattheall-unconsciousLin,withhisforeheadpressedagainsttheglass。Thebluewaterflashedintosight,andsoonaftertheywererunninginthedarknessbetweenhighwalls;butthecow-punchernevermoved,thoughnothingcouldbeseen。
  Whentheporterannounced“Boston,“hestartedupandfollowedlikeasheepinthegeneralexodus。Downontheplatformhemovedalongwiththeslowcrowdtillsomeonetouchedhim,and,wheelinground,heseizedbothhisbrother’shandsandsworeagoodoathofjoy。
  Theretheystood——thelong,brownfellowwiththesilkhandkerchiefknottedoverhisflannelshirt,greetingtremendouslythesprucecivilian,whohadarope-coloredmustacheandboreafaintheartedresemblancetohim。Thestorywasplainonitsfacetothepassers-by;
  andoneoftheladieswhohadcomeinthecarwithLinturnedtwice,andsmiledgentlytoherself。
  ButFrankMcLean’sheartdidnotwarm。Hefeltthatwhathehadbeenafraidofwastrue;andhesawhewasbeingmadeconspicuous。Hesawmenandwomenstareinthestation,andhesawthemstaringasheandhisWesternbrotherwentthroughthestreets。Linstrodealong,sniffingtheairofBoston,lookingatallthings,andmakingitastretchforhissleekcompaniontokeepstepwithhim。Frankthoughtoftherefinedfriendsheshouldhavetointroducehisbrotherto;forhehadrisenwithhissalary,andnowbelongedtoasmallclubwherethepaying-tellersofbanksplayedcardseverynight,andtheheadclerkattheParkerHousewaspresident。Perhapsheshouldnothavetorevealthecow-punchertotheseshiningones。Perhapsthecow-puncherwouldnotstayverylong。Ofcoursehewasgladtoseehimagain,andhewouldtakehimtodineatsomeobscureplacethisfirstevening。ButthiswasnotLin’splan。Frankmustdinewithhim,attheParkerHouse。Frankdemurred,sayingitwashethatshouldbehost。
  “And,“headded,“theychargeuphighforwinesatParker’s。“Thenforthetwentiethtimeheshiftedasidelongeyeoverhisbrother’sclothes。
  “You’regoin’totakeyourgrubwithme,“saidLin。“That’sallright,Iguess。Andthereain’tany’no’aboutit。Thingsisnotthesamelikeasiffatherwaslivin’——hisvoicesoftened——andheretoseemecomehome。NowI’mgoodforseveraldinnerswithwineschargeduphigh,I
  expect,noritain’tnobodyinthisworld,barrin’justLinMcLean,thatI’veanyneedtoaskforanything。’Mr。McLean,’saysItoLin,’canyu’
  sparemesomecash?’’Why,tobesure,youbet!’Andwe’llstartoffwithsteamedDuxburyclams。“Thecow-puncherslappedhispocket,wherethecoinmadeamuffledchinking。Thenhesaid,gruffly,“IsupposeSwampscott’sthereyet?“
  “Yes,“saidFrank。“It’sadeadlittletown,isSwampscott。“
  “IguessI’lltakealookattheoldhousetomorrow,“Linpursued。
  “Oh,that’sbeenpulleddownsince——Iforgettheyeartheyimprovedthatblock。“
  Linregardedinsilencehisbrother,whowasspeakingsojauntilyofthefirstandlasthometheyhadeverhad。
  “Seventy-nineiswhenitwas,“continuedFrank。“SoyoucansavethetroubleoftravellingawaydowntoSwampscott。“
  “IguessI’llgotothegraveyard,anyway,“saidthecow-puncherinhisoffishvoice,andlookingfixedlyinfrontofhim。
  TheycameintoWashingtonStreet,andagaintheelderMcLeanuneasilysurveyedtheyounger’sappearance。
  ButthemomentarychillhadmeltedfromtheheartofthegenialLin。
  “Afterto-morrow,“saidhe,layingahandonhisbrother’sshoulder,“yu’
  canstartanyleadyu’please,andIguessIcanstaywithyu’prettyclose,Frank。“
  Franksaidnothing。Hesawoneofthemembersofhisclubontheothersideoftheway,andthemembersawhim,andFrankcaughtdivertedamazementonthemember’sface。Lin’shandweighedonhisshoulder,andthestressbecametoogreat。“Lin,“saidhe,“whileyou’rerunningwithourcrowd,youdon’twanttowearthatstyleofhat,youknow。“
  Itmaybethatsuchwordscaninsomewaybespokenatsuchatime,butnotinthewaythattheseweresaid。ThefrozenfactwasirrevocablyrevealedinthetoneofFrank’svoice。
  Thecow-puncherstoppeddeadshort,andhishandslidoffhisbrother’sshoulder。“You’vemadeitplain,“hesaid,evenly,slantinghissteadyeyesdownintoFrank’s。“You’veexplainedyourselffairlywell。Runalongwithyourcrowd,andI’llnotbotheryu’morewithcomin’roundandcausin’yu’tofeelashamed。It’saheapbettertounderstandthesethingsatonce,andsavemakingafoolofyourselfanylonger’nyu’needto。Iguessthereain’tnomoretobesaid,onlyonething。Ifyu’seemearoundonthestreet,don’tyu’tryanytalk,forI’dbeliabletocloseyourjawup,andmaybeyu’dhavemoreofajobexplainin’thattoyourcrowdthanyou’vehadmakin’meseewhatkindofamanI’vegotforabrother。“
  Frankfoundhimselfstandingalonebeforeanyreplytothesesentenceshadoccurredtohim。Hewalkedslowlytohisclub,whereafriendjokedhimonhisglumness。
  Linmadeasorefailureofamusinghimselfthatnight;andinthebright,hotmorninghegotintothetrainforSwampscott。Atthegraveyardhesawawomanlayabunchofflowersonamoundandkneel,weeping。
  “Thereain’tnobodytodothatforthisone,“thoughtthecow-puncher,andlookeddownatthegravehehadcometosee,thenabsentlygazedatthewoman。
  Shehadstolenawayfromherdailylifetocomeherewherehergriefwasshrined,andnowherheartfoundithardtobidthelonelyplacegoodbye。
  Soshelingeredlong,herthoughtssunkdeepinthemotionlesspast。Whensheatlastlookedup,shesawthetall,strangemanre-enterfromthestreetamongthetombs,anddepositononeofthemanungainlylumpofflowers。TheywerewhatLinhadbeenablehastilytobuyinSwampscott。
  Hespreadthemgentlyashehadnoticedthewomando,butheractofkneelinghedidnotimitate。Hewentawayquickly。Forsomehourshehungaboutthelittletown,aimlesslyloitering,watchingthesaltwaterwhereheusedtoswim。
  “Yu’don’tbelonganymore,Lin,“hemiserablysaidatlength,andtookhiswaytoBoston。
  Thenextmorning,determinedtoseethesights,hewasinNewYork,anddriftedabouttoallplacesnightandday,tillhismoneywasmostlygone,andnothingtoshowforitbutasomewhatpleasure-beatenfaceandadeephatredofthecrowded,scramblingEast。SohesuddenlyboughtaticketforGreenRiver,Wyoming,andescapedfromthecitythatseemedtonumbhisgoodhumor。
  When,afterthreedays,theMissourilaybehindhimandhisholiday,hestretchedhislegsandtookhearttoseeoutofthewindowthesignsofapproachingdesolation。Andwhenonthefourthdaycivilizationwasutterlyemptiedoutoftheworld,hesawabunchofcattle,and,gallopingamongthem,hisspurredandbootedkindred。Andhismannertookonthatalertnessahorseshowsonturningintothehomeroad。AsthestagetookhimtowardWashakie,oldfriendsturnedupeveryfiftymilesorso,shamblingoutofacabinorastable,andsaying,incasualtones,“Hello,Lin,where’veyoubeenat?“
  AtLander,theregotintothestageanotheroldacquaintance,theBishopofWyoming。HeknewLinatonce,andheldouthishand,andhisgreetingwashearty。
  “Ittookaweekformyrobestocatchupwithme,“hesaid,laughing。
  Then,inalittlewhile,“HowwastheEast?“
  “First-rate,“saidLin,notlookingathim。Hewasshyoftheconversation’stakingamoralturn。Butthebishophadnointentionofreverting——atanyrate,justnow——totheirlasttalkatGreenRiver,andtheadvicehehadthengiven。
  “Itrustyourfriendswereallwell?“hesaid。
  “Iguesstheywashealthyenough,“saidLin。
  “IsupposeyoufoundBostonmuchchanged?It’sabeautifulcity。“
  “Goodenoughtownforthemthatlikesit,Iexpect,“Linreplied。
  Thebishopwasforminganotionofwhatthemattermustbe,buthehadnonotionwhateverofwhatnowrevealeditself。
  “Mr。Bishop,“thecow-punchersaid,“howwasthataboutthatfellowyoutoldaboutthat’sintheBiblesomewheres?——hecomehometohisfolks,andthey——welltherewashisfathersawhimcomin’“——Hestopped,embarrassed。
  Thenthebishoprememberedthewide-openeyes,andhowhehadnoticedtheminthechurchattheagencyintentlywatchinghim。And,justnow,whatwerebesttosayhedidnotknow。Helookedattheyoungmangravely。
  “Haveyu’gotaBible?“pursuedLin。“For,excuseme,butI’dlikeyu’toreadthatonced。“