Boththeloversbelievedthatanimmediatemarriagewould,fromeverypointofview,bebest。Itwasnotadvisablethatitshouldbelongdelayed,iftohappenatall,forthehealthofMissBarrettwassopoorthatanotherwinterinLondonmight,probablywould,meanirretrievableharm。
SometimebeforethisshehadbecomeacquaintedwithMrs。Jameson,theeminentart-writer。Theregard,whichquicklydevelopedtoanaffectionateesteem,wasmutual。OneSeptembermorningMrs。Jamesoncalled,andafterhavingdweltonthegloomandperilofanotherwinterinLondon,dweltonthemagicofItaly,andconcludedbyinvitingMissBarretttoaccompanyherinherownimminentdepartureforabroad。Thepoetwastouchedandgrateful,but,pointingtoherinvalidsofa,andgentlyemphasisingherenfeebledhealthandotherdifficultcircumstances,excusedherselffromacceptanceofMrs。Jameson’sgenerousoffer。
Inthe“MemoirsofMrs。Jameson“thatlady’sniece,Mrs。Macpherson,relateshowontheeveofherandheraunt’sdeparture,alittlenoteoffarewellarrivedfromMissBarrett,“deploringthewriter’sinabilitytocomeinpersonandbidherfriendgood-bye,asshewas`forcedtobesatisfiedwiththesofaandsilence。’“
Itiseasytounderstand,therefore,withwhatamazementMrs。Jameson,shortlyafterherarrivalinParis,receivedaletterfromRobertBrowningtotheeffectthatheANDHISWIFEhadjustcomefromLondon,ontheirwaytoItaly。“Myaunt’ssurprisewassomethingalmostcomical,“
writesMrs。Macpherson,“sostartlingandentirelyunexpectedwasthenews。“
Anddulymarriedindeedthetwopoetshadbeen!
FromthemomentthematterwasmootedtoMr。Barrett,heevincedhisrepugnancetotheidea。Tohimeventhemostfoolishassertionofhisownwasasacredpledge。Hecalledit“prideinhisword“:othersrecogniseditastheveryarroganceofobstinacy。Herefusedtocountenancethemarriageinanyway,refusedtohaveBrowning’snamementionedinhispresence,andevenwhenhisdaughtertoldhimthatshehaddefinitelymadeuphermind,heflatlydeclinedtoacknowledgeasevenpossiblewhatwasindeedveryimminent。
Nordidheeverstepdownfromhisridiculouspinnacleofwoundedself-love。
Favouritedaughterthoughshehadbeen,Mr。Barrettneverforgaveher,heldnocommunicationwithherevenwhenshebecameamother,anddidnotmentionherinhiswill。Itisneedlesstosayanythingmoreuponthissubject。WhatMr。andMrs。Browningwereinvariablyreticentuponcanwellbepassedoverwithmerementionofthefacts。
Atthelastmomenttherehadbeengreathurryandconfusion。
Butnevertheless,ontheforenoonofthe12thofSeptember1846,RobertBrowningandElizabethBarretthadunceremoniouslysteppedintoSt。Mary-le-boneChurchandtherebeenmarried。
SosecrethadthematterbeenkeptthatevensucholdfriendsasRichardHengistHorneandMr。Kenyonwereinignoranceoftheeventforsometimeafterithadactuallyoccurred。
Mrs。JamesonmadeallhastetothehotelwheretheBrowningswere,andultimatelypersuadedthemtoleavethehotelforthequieter`pension’
intheRueVilled’Eveque,wheresheandMrs。Macphersonwerestaying。
Thereafteritwasagreedthat,assoonasafortnighthadgoneby,theyshouldjourneytoItalytogether。
Trulyenough,asMrs。Macphersonsays,thejourneymusthavebeen“enchanting,madeinsuchcompanionship。“BeforedepartingfromParis,Mrs。Jameson,inwritingtoafriend,alludedtoherunexpectedcompanions,andadded,“Bothexcellent:butGodhelpthem!forIknownothowthetwopoetheadsandpoetheartswillgetonthroughthisprosaicworld。“
Thiskindlyfriendwasnottheonlypersonwhoexperiencedsimilardoubts。
Oneacquaintance,nootherthanthePoet-Laureate,Wordsworth,added:
“So,RobertBrowningandElizabethBarretthavegoneofftogether!
Well,Ihopetheymayunderstandeachothernobodyelsecould!“
Asamatteroffacttheydid,andtosuchgoodintentthattheyseemnevertohavehadonehourofdissatisfaction,neveronejarinthemusicoftheirlives。
WhatahappywayfaringthroughFrancethatmusthavebeen!
Thetravellinghadtobeslow,andwithfrequentinterruptions,onaccountofMrs。Browning’shealth:yetshesteadilyimproved,andwasalmostfromthestartabletotakemoreexercise,andtobelongerintheopenairthanhadforlongbeenherwont。
Theypassedsouthward,andaftersomenovelexperiencesin`diligences’,reachedAvignon,wheretheyrestedforacoupleofdays。
Thencealittleexpedition,apoeticalpilgrimage,wasmadetoVaucluse,sacredtothememoryofPetrarchandLaura。There,asMrs。Macphersonhastoldus,attheverysourceofthe“chiare,frescheedolceacque,“
Browningtookhiswifeupinhisarms,and,carryingheracrossthroughtheshallowcurlingwaters,seatedheronarockthatrosethrone-likeinthemiddleofthestream。Thus,indeed,didloveandpoetrytakeanewpossessionofthespotimmortalisedbyPetrarch’slovingfancy。
ThreeweekspassedhappilybeforePisa,theBrownings’destination,wasreached。Buteventhenthefriendswereunwillingtopart,andMrs。Jamesonandhernieceremainedinthedesertedoldcityforascoreofdayslonger。SowonderfulwasthechangewroughtinMrs。Browningbyhappiness,andbyalltheenfranchisementhermarriagemeantforher,that,asherfriendwrotetoMissMitford,“sheisnotmerelyimprovedbuttransformed。“Inthenewsunshinewhichhadcomeintoherlife,sheblossomedlikeaflower-budlongdelayedbygloomandchill。Herheart,intruth,waslikealarkwhenwaftedskywardbythefirstspring-wind。
Atlasttohertherehadcomesomethingofthatpeaceshehadlongedfor,andthough,inthejoyofhernewlife,hergenius“likeanArabbirdsleptfloatinginthewind,“itwaswiththatrestfulhushwhichprecedesthecreativestorm。Thereissomethingdeeplypatheticinherconsciousjoy。Solittleactualexperienceoflifehadbeenhersthatinmanyrespectsshewasasachild:andshehadallthechild’syearningforthoseunsulliedhoursthatnevercomewhenoncetheyaremissed。
Butitwasnottillloveunfastenedtheinnerchambersofherheartandbrainthatsherealisedtothefull,whatshehadoftendoubted,howsupremeathingmerelifeis。Itwasinsomesuchmoodthatshewrotethelovelyforty-secondofthe“SonnetsfromthePortuguese“,closingthus
“LetusstayRatheronearth,Beloved,wheretheunfitContrariousmoodsofmenrecoilawayAndisolatepurespirits,andpermitAplacetostandandloveinforaday,Withdarknessandthedeath-hourroundingit。“
AsforBrowning’slovetowardshiswife,nothingmoretenderandchivalroushaseverbeentoldofidealloversinanidealromance。
Itissobeautifulastorythatoneoftenprefersittothesweetestorloftiestpoemthatcamefromthelipsofeither。
Thatloveknewnosoilureinthepassageoftheyears。
Liketheflameoforientallegend,itwasperenniallyincandescentthoughfednototherwisethanbysunlightandmoonshine。
Ifitalonesurvive,itmayresolvethepoeticfameofeitherintooneimperishable,luminousrayofwhitelight:astheutteredsongfusedinthedeathlesspassionofSapphogleamsstar-likedownthecenturiesfromthehighsteepofLeucadoe。
Itwashere,inPisa,Ihavebeentoldonindubitableauthority,thatBrowningfirstsawinmanuscriptthose“SonnetsfromthePortuguese“
whichnopoetofPortugalhadeverwritten,whichnomancouldhavewritten,whichnootherwomanthanhiswifecouldhavecomposed。
Fromthetimewhenithadfirstdawneduponherthatlovewastobehers,andthatthelaurelofpoetrywasnottobehersolecoronal,shehadfoundexpressionforherexquisitetroubleintheseshortpoems,whichshethinlydisguisedfrom`innerpublicity’whensheissuedthemas“fromthePortuguese“。
Itispleasanttothinkoftheshydelightwithwhichthedelicate,flower-like,almostetherealpoet-wife,inthosememorablePisanevenings
withthewindblowingsoundinglyfromthehillsofCarrara,orquiescentinadeepautumnalcalmbrokenonlybytheslowwashofArnoalongthesea-mossedlong-desertedquaysshowedherlove-poemstoherhusband。Withwhatloveandpridehemusthavereadthoseoutpouringsofthemostsensitiveandbeautifulnaturehehadevermet,vialsoflovelythoughtandlovelieremotion,allstoredagainstthecomingofagoldenday。
“HowdoIlovethee?Letmecounttheways。
IlovetheetothedepthandbreadthandheightMysoulcanreach,whenfeelingoutofsightFortheendsofBeingandidealGrace。
Ilovetheetothelevelofeveryday’sMostquietneed,bysunandcandlelight。
Ilovetheefreely,asmenstriveforRight;
Ilovetheepurely,astheyturnfromPraise。
IlovetheewiththepassionputtouseInmyoldgriefs,andwithmychildhood’sfaith。
IlovetheewithaloveIseemedtoloseWithmylostsaints,Ilovetheewiththebreath,Smiles,tears,ofallmylife!and,ifGodchoose,IshallbutlovetheebetterafterDeath!“
Evensuchheart-musicasthiscannothavethrilledhimmorethanthesetwoexquisitelines,withtheirtruthalmosttoopoignanttopermitofserenejoy