首页 >出版文学> Life of Robert Browning>第24章
  Boththeloversbelievedthatanimmediatemarriagewould,fromeverypointofview,bebest。Itwasnotadvisablethatitshouldbelongdelayed,iftohappenatall,forthehealthofMissBarrettwassopoorthatanotherwinterinLondonmight,probablywould,meanirretrievableharm。
  SometimebeforethisshehadbecomeacquaintedwithMrs。Jameson,theeminentart-writer。Theregard,whichquicklydevelopedtoanaffectionateesteem,wasmutual。OneSeptembermorningMrs。Jamesoncalled,andafterhavingdweltonthegloomandperilofanotherwinterinLondon,dweltonthemagicofItaly,andconcludedbyinvitingMissBarretttoaccompanyherinherownimminentdepartureforabroad。Thepoetwastouchedandgrateful,but,pointingtoherinvalidsofa,andgentlyemphasisingherenfeebledhealthandotherdifficultcircumstances,excusedherselffromacceptanceofMrs。Jameson’sgenerousoffer。
  Inthe“MemoirsofMrs。Jameson“thatlady’sniece,Mrs。Macpherson,relateshowontheeveofherandheraunt’sdeparture,alittlenoteoffarewellarrivedfromMissBarrett,“deploringthewriter’sinabilitytocomeinpersonandbidherfriendgood-bye,asshewas`forcedtobesatisfiedwiththesofaandsilence。’“
  Itiseasytounderstand,therefore,withwhatamazementMrs。Jameson,shortlyafterherarrivalinParis,receivedaletterfromRobertBrowningtotheeffectthatheANDHISWIFEhadjustcomefromLondon,ontheirwaytoItaly。“Myaunt’ssurprisewassomethingalmostcomical,“
  writesMrs。Macpherson,“sostartlingandentirelyunexpectedwasthenews。“
  Anddulymarriedindeedthetwopoetshadbeen!
  FromthemomentthematterwasmootedtoMr。Barrett,heevincedhisrepugnancetotheidea。Tohimeventhemostfoolishassertionofhisownwasasacredpledge。Hecalledit“prideinhisword“:othersrecogniseditastheveryarroganceofobstinacy。Herefusedtocountenancethemarriageinanyway,refusedtohaveBrowning’snamementionedinhispresence,andevenwhenhisdaughtertoldhimthatshehaddefinitelymadeuphermind,heflatlydeclinedtoacknowledgeasevenpossiblewhatwasindeedveryimminent。
  Nordidheeverstepdownfromhisridiculouspinnacleofwoundedself-love。
  Favouritedaughterthoughshehadbeen,Mr。Barrettneverforgaveher,heldnocommunicationwithherevenwhenshebecameamother,anddidnotmentionherinhiswill。Itisneedlesstosayanythingmoreuponthissubject。WhatMr。andMrs。Browningwereinvariablyreticentuponcanwellbepassedoverwithmerementionofthefacts。
  Atthelastmomenttherehadbeengreathurryandconfusion。
  Butnevertheless,ontheforenoonofthe12thofSeptember1846,RobertBrowningandElizabethBarretthadunceremoniouslysteppedintoSt。Mary-le-boneChurchandtherebeenmarried。
  SosecrethadthematterbeenkeptthatevensucholdfriendsasRichardHengistHorneandMr。Kenyonwereinignoranceoftheeventforsometimeafterithadactuallyoccurred。
  Mrs。JamesonmadeallhastetothehotelwheretheBrowningswere,andultimatelypersuadedthemtoleavethehotelforthequieter`pension’
  intheRueVilled’Eveque,wheresheandMrs。Macphersonwerestaying。
  Thereafteritwasagreedthat,assoonasafortnighthadgoneby,theyshouldjourneytoItalytogether。
  Trulyenough,asMrs。Macphersonsays,thejourneymusthavebeen“enchanting,madeinsuchcompanionship。“BeforedepartingfromParis,Mrs。Jameson,inwritingtoafriend,alludedtoherunexpectedcompanions,andadded,“Bothexcellent:butGodhelpthem!forIknownothowthetwopoetheadsandpoetheartswillgetonthroughthisprosaicworld。“
  Thiskindlyfriendwasnottheonlypersonwhoexperiencedsimilardoubts。
  Oneacquaintance,nootherthanthePoet-Laureate,Wordsworth,added:
  “So,RobertBrowningandElizabethBarretthavegoneofftogether!
  Well,Ihopetheymayunderstandeachothernobodyelsecould!“
  Asamatteroffacttheydid,andtosuchgoodintentthattheyseemnevertohavehadonehourofdissatisfaction,neveronejarinthemusicoftheirlives。
  WhatahappywayfaringthroughFrancethatmusthavebeen!
  Thetravellinghadtobeslow,andwithfrequentinterruptions,onaccountofMrs。Browning’shealth:yetshesteadilyimproved,andwasalmostfromthestartabletotakemoreexercise,andtobelongerintheopenairthanhadforlongbeenherwont。
  Theypassedsouthward,andaftersomenovelexperiencesin`diligences’,reachedAvignon,wheretheyrestedforacoupleofdays。
  Thencealittleexpedition,apoeticalpilgrimage,wasmadetoVaucluse,sacredtothememoryofPetrarchandLaura。There,asMrs。Macphersonhastoldus,attheverysourceofthe“chiare,frescheedolceacque,“
  Browningtookhiswifeupinhisarms,and,carryingheracrossthroughtheshallowcurlingwaters,seatedheronarockthatrosethrone-likeinthemiddleofthestream。Thus,indeed,didloveandpoetrytakeanewpossessionofthespotimmortalisedbyPetrarch’slovingfancy。
  ThreeweekspassedhappilybeforePisa,theBrownings’destination,wasreached。Buteventhenthefriendswereunwillingtopart,andMrs。Jamesonandhernieceremainedinthedesertedoldcityforascoreofdayslonger。SowonderfulwasthechangewroughtinMrs。Browningbyhappiness,andbyalltheenfranchisementhermarriagemeantforher,that,asherfriendwrotetoMissMitford,“sheisnotmerelyimprovedbuttransformed。“Inthenewsunshinewhichhadcomeintoherlife,sheblossomedlikeaflower-budlongdelayedbygloomandchill。Herheart,intruth,waslikealarkwhenwaftedskywardbythefirstspring-wind。
  Atlasttohertherehadcomesomethingofthatpeaceshehadlongedfor,andthough,inthejoyofhernewlife,hergenius“likeanArabbirdsleptfloatinginthewind,“itwaswiththatrestfulhushwhichprecedesthecreativestorm。Thereissomethingdeeplypatheticinherconsciousjoy。Solittleactualexperienceoflifehadbeenhersthatinmanyrespectsshewasasachild:andshehadallthechild’syearningforthoseunsulliedhoursthatnevercomewhenoncetheyaremissed。
  Butitwasnottillloveunfastenedtheinnerchambersofherheartandbrainthatsherealisedtothefull,whatshehadoftendoubted,howsupremeathingmerelifeis。Itwasinsomesuchmoodthatshewrotethelovelyforty-secondofthe“SonnetsfromthePortuguese“,closingthus
  “LetusstayRatheronearth,Beloved,wheretheunfitContrariousmoodsofmenrecoilawayAndisolatepurespirits,andpermitAplacetostandandloveinforaday,Withdarknessandthedeath-hourroundingit。“
  AsforBrowning’slovetowardshiswife,nothingmoretenderandchivalroushaseverbeentoldofidealloversinanidealromance。
  Itissobeautifulastorythatoneoftenprefersittothesweetestorloftiestpoemthatcamefromthelipsofeither。
  Thatloveknewnosoilureinthepassageoftheyears。
  Liketheflameoforientallegend,itwasperenniallyincandescentthoughfednototherwisethanbysunlightandmoonshine。
  Ifitalonesurvive,itmayresolvethepoeticfameofeitherintooneimperishable,luminousrayofwhitelight:astheutteredsongfusedinthedeathlesspassionofSapphogleamsstar-likedownthecenturiesfromthehighsteepofLeucadoe。
  Itwashere,inPisa,Ihavebeentoldonindubitableauthority,thatBrowningfirstsawinmanuscriptthose“SonnetsfromthePortuguese“
  whichnopoetofPortugalhadeverwritten,whichnomancouldhavewritten,whichnootherwomanthanhiswifecouldhavecomposed。
  Fromthetimewhenithadfirstdawneduponherthatlovewastobehers,andthatthelaurelofpoetrywasnottobehersolecoronal,shehadfoundexpressionforherexquisitetroubleintheseshortpoems,whichshethinlydisguisedfrom`innerpublicity’whensheissuedthemas“fromthePortuguese“。
  Itispleasanttothinkoftheshydelightwithwhichthedelicate,flower-like,almostetherealpoet-wife,inthosememorablePisanevenings
  withthewindblowingsoundinglyfromthehillsofCarrara,orquiescentinadeepautumnalcalmbrokenonlybytheslowwashofArnoalongthesea-mossedlong-desertedquaysshowedherlove-poemstoherhusband。Withwhatloveandpridehemusthavereadthoseoutpouringsofthemostsensitiveandbeautifulnaturehehadevermet,vialsoflovelythoughtandlovelieremotion,allstoredagainstthecomingofagoldenday。
  “HowdoIlovethee?Letmecounttheways。
  IlovetheetothedepthandbreadthandheightMysoulcanreach,whenfeelingoutofsightFortheendsofBeingandidealGrace。
  Ilovetheetothelevelofeveryday’sMostquietneed,bysunandcandlelight。
  Ilovetheefreely,asmenstriveforRight;
  Ilovetheepurely,astheyturnfromPraise。
  IlovetheewiththepassionputtouseInmyoldgriefs,andwithmychildhood’sfaith。
  IlovetheewithaloveIseemedtoloseWithmylostsaints,Ilovetheewiththebreath,Smiles,tears,ofallmylife!and,ifGodchoose,IshallbutlovetheebetterafterDeath!“
  Evensuchheart-musicasthiscannothavethrilledhimmorethanthesetwoexquisitelines,withtheirtruthalmosttoopoignanttopermitofserenejoy