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第66章

  ThisletterwasbroughttoDr。Johnsonwheninchurch。Hestoopeddownandreadit,andwrote,whenhewenthome,thefollowingletterforDr。DoddtotheKing:
  ’SIR,——MayitnotoffendyourMajesty,thatthemostmiserableofmenapplieshimselftoyourclemency,ashislasthopeandhislastrefuge;thatyourmercyismostearnestlyandhumblyimploredbyaclergyman,whomyourLawsandJudgeshavecondemnedtothehorrourandignominyofapublickexecution……’
  Subjoinedtoitwaswrittenasfollows:——
  ’TODR。DODD。
  ’SIR,——ImostseriouslyenjoinyounottoletitbeatallknownthatIhavewrittenthisletter,andtoreturnthecopytoMr。
  Alleninacovertome。IhopeIneednottellyou,thatIwishitsuccess——Butdonotindulgehope——Tellnobody。’
  IthappenedluckilythatMr。Allenwaspitchedontoassistinthismelancholyoffice,forhewasagreatfriendofMr。Akerman,thekeeperofNewgate。Dr。JohnsonneverwenttoseeDr。Dodd。Hesaidtome,’itwouldhavedoneHIMmoreharm,thangoodtoDodd,whoonceexpressedadesiretoseehim,butnotearnestly。’
  AllapplicationsfortheRoyalMercyhavingfailed,Dr。Doddpreparedhimselffordeath;and,withawarmthofgratitude,wrotetoDr。Johnsonasfollows:——
  ’June25,Midnight。
  ’Accept,thouGREATandGOODheart,myearnestandferventthanksandprayersforallthybenevolentandkindeffortsinmybehalf——
  Oh!Dr。Johnson!asIsoughtyourknowledgeatanearlyhourinlife,wouldtoheavenIhadcultivatedtheloveandacquaintanceofsoexcellentaman!——IprayGODmostsincerelytoblessyouwiththehighesttransports——theinfeltsatisfactionofHUMANEandbenevolentexertions!——Andadmitted,asItrustIshallbe,totherealmsofblissbeforeyou,IshallhailYOURarrivaltherewithtransports,andrejoicetoacknowledgethatyouwasmyComforter,myAdvocateandmyFRIEND!GODBEEVERWITHYOU!’
  Dr。JohnsonlastlywrotetoDr。Doddthissolemnandsoothingletter:——
  ’TOTHEREVERENDDR。DODD。
  ’DEARSIR,——Thatwhichisappointedtoallmenisnowcominguponyou。Outwardcircumstances,theeyesandthethoughtsofmen,arebelowthenoticeofanimmortalbeingabouttostandthetrialforeternity,beforetheSupremeJudgeofheavenandearth。Becomforted:yourcrime,morallyorreligiouslyconsidered,hasnoverydeepdyeofturpitude。Itcorruptednoman’sprinciples;itattackednoman’slife。Itinvolvedonlyatemporaryandreparableinjury。Ofthis,andofallothersins,youareearnestlytorepent;andmayGOD,whoknowethourfrailty,anddesirethnotourdeath,acceptyourrepentance,forthesakeofhisSONJESUSCHRIST
  ourLord。
  ’Inrequitalofthosewell-intendedofficeswhichyouarepleasedsoemphaticallytoacknowledge,letmebegthatyoumakeinyourdevotionsonepetitionformyeternalwelfare。Iam,dearSir,youraffectionateservant,’June26,1777。’
  ’SAM。JOHNSON。’
  UnderthecopyofthisletterIfoundwritten,inJohnson’sownhand,’Nextday,June27,hewasexecuted。’
  Tuesday,September16,Dr。JohnsonhavingmentionedtometheextraordinarysizeandpriceofsomecattlerearedbyDr。Taylor,I
  rodeoutwithourhost,surveyedhisfarm,andwasshownonecowwhichhehadsoldforahundredandtwentyguineas,andanotherforwhichhehadbeenofferedahundredandthirty。Taylorthusdescribedtomehisoldschoolfellowandfriend,Johnson:’Heisamanofaveryclearhead,greatpowerofwords,andaverygayimagination;butthereisnodisputingwithhim。Hewillnothearyou,andhavingaloudervoicethanyou,mustroaryoudown。’
  Intheevening,theReverendMr。Seward,ofLichfield,whowaspassingthroughAshbourneinhiswayhome,drankteawithus。
  Johnsondescribedhimthus:——’Sir,hisambitionistobeafinetalker;sohegoestoBuxton,andsuchplaces,wherehemayfindcompaniestolistentohim。And,Sir,heisavaletudinarian,oneofthosewhoarealwaysmendingthemselves。Idonotknowamoredisagreeablecharacterthanavaletudinarian,whothinkshemaydoanythingthatisforhisease,andindulgeshimselfinthegrossestfreedoms:Sir,hebringshimselftothestateofahoginastye。’
  Dr。Taylor’snosehappeningtobleed,hesaid,itwasbecausehehadomittedtohavehimselfbloodedfourdaysafteraquarterofayear’sinterval。Dr。Johnson,whowasagreatdabblerinphysick,disapprovedmuchofperiodicalbleeding。’Forsaidhe,youaccustomyourselftoanevacuationwhichNaturecannotperformofherself,andthereforeshecannothelpyou,shouldyou,fromforgetfulnessoranyothercause,omitit;soyoumaybesuddenlysuffocated。Youmayaccustomyourselftootherperiodicalevacuations,becauseshouldyouomitthem,Naturecansupplytheomission;butNaturecannotopenaveintobloodyou。’——’Idonotliketotakeanemetick,saidTaylor,forfearofbreakingsomesmallvessels。’——’Poh!saidJohnson,ifyouhavesomanythingsthatwillbreak,youhadbetterbreakyourneckatonce,andthere’sanendon’t。Youwillbreaknosmallvessels:’blowingwithhighderision。
  ThehorrourofdeathwhichIhadalwaysobservedinDr。Johnson,appearedstrongto-night。Iventuredtotellhim,thatIhadbeen,formomentsinmylife,notafraidofdeath;thereforeIcouldsupposeanothermaninthatstateofmindforaconsiderablespaceoftime。Hesaid,’heneverhadamomentinwhichdeathwasnotterribletohim。’Headded,thatithadbeenobserved,thatscarceanymandiesinpublick,butwithapparentresolution;fromthatdesireofpraisewhichneverquitsus。Isaid,Dr。Doddseemedtobewillingtodie,andfullofhopesofhappiness。’Sir,saidhe,Dr。Doddwouldhavegivenbothhishandsandbothhislegstohavelived。Thebetteramanis,themoreafraidheisofdeath,havingaclearerviewofinfinitepurity。’Heowned,thatourbeinginanunhappyuncertaintyastooursalvation,wasmysterious;andsaid,’Ah!wemustwaittillweareinanotherstateofbeing,tohavemanythingsexplainedtous。’EventhepowerfulmindofJohnsonseemedfoiledbyfuturity。
  OnWednesday,September17,Dr。Butter,physicianatDerby,drankteawithus;anditwassettledthatDr。JohnsonandIshouldgoonFridayanddinewithhim。Johnsonsaid,’I’mgladofthis。’HeseemedwearyoftheuniformityoflifeatDr。Taylor’s。
  Talkingofbiography,Isaid,inwritingalife,aman’speculiaritiesshouldbementioned,becausetheymarkhischaracter。
  JOHNSON。’Sir,thereisnodoubtastopeculiarities:thequestionis,whetheraman’svicesshouldbementioned;forinstance,whetheritshouldbementionedthatAddisonandParnelldranktoofreely:forpeoplewillprobablymoreeasilyindulgeindrinkingfromknowingthis;sothatmoreillmaybedonebytheexample,thangoodbytellingthewholetruth。’Herewasaninstanceofhisvaryingfromhimselfintalk;forwhenLordHailesandhesatonemorningcalmlyconversinginmyhouseatEdinburgh,IwellrememberthatDr。Johnsonmaintained,that’IfamanistowriteA
  Panegyrick,hemaykeepvicesoutofsight;butifheprofessestowriteALife,hemustrepresentitreallyasitwas:’andwhenI
  objectedtothedangeroftellingthatParnelldranktoexcess,hesaid,that’itwouldproduceaninstructivecautiontoavoiddrinking,whenitwasseen,thateventhelearningandgeniusofParnellcouldbedebasedbyit。’AndintheHebrideshemaintained,asappearsfrommyJournal,thataman’sintimatefriendshouldmentionhisfaults,ifhewriteshislife。
  Thursday,September18。LastnightDr。Johnsonhadproposedthatthecrystallustre,orchandelier,inDr。Taylor’slargeroom,shouldbelightedupsometimeorother。Taylorsaid,itshouldbelightedupnextnight。’Thatwilldoverywell,saidI,foritisDr。Johnson’sbirth-day。’WhenwewereintheIsleofSky,Johnsonhaddesiredmenottomentionhisbirth-day。HedidnotseempleasedatthistimethatImentionedit,andsaidsomewhatsternly,’hewouldnothavethelustrelightedthenextday。’
  Someladies,whohadbeenpresentyesterdaywhenImentionedhisbirth-day,cametodinnerto-day,andplaguedhimunintentionally,bywishinghimjoy。Iknownotwhyhedislikedhavinghisbirth-
  daymentioned,unlessitwerethatitremindedhimofhisapproachingnearertodeath,ofwhichhehadaconstantdread。
  Imentionedtohimafriendofminewhowasformerlygloomyfromlowspirits,andmuchdistressedbythefearofdeath,butwasnowuniformlyplacid,andcontemplatedhisdissolutionwithoutanyperturbation。’Sir,saidJohnson,thisisonlyadisorderedimaginationtakingadifferentturn。’
  Heobserved,thatagentlemanofeminenceinliteraturehadgotintoabadstyleofpoetryoflate。’Heputssaidhe,averycommonthinginastrangedresstillhedoesnotknowithimself,andthinksotherpeopledonotknowit。’BOSWELL。’ThatisowingtohisbeingsomuchversantinoldEnglishpoetry。’JOHNSON。
  ’Whatisthattothepurpose,Sir?IfIsayamanisdrunk,andyoutellmeitisowingtohistakingmuchdrink,thematterisnotmended。No,Sir,——hastakentoanoddmode。Forexample,he’dwritethus:
  “Hermithoar,insolemncell,Wearingoutlife’seveninggray。“
  Grayeveningiscommonenough;buteveninggrayhe’dthinkfine——
  Stay;——we’llmakeoutthestanza:
  “Hermithoar,insolemncell,Wearingoutlife’seveninggray;
  Smitethybosom,sage,andtell,Whatisbliss?andwhichtheway?“’
  BOSWELL。’Butwhysmitehisbosom,Sir?’JOHNSON。’Why,toshewhewasinearnest,’smiling。——Heatanafterperiodaddedthefollowingstanza:
  ’ThusIspoke;andspeakingsigh’d;——
  Scarcerepress’dthestartingtear;——
  Whenthesmilingsagereply’d——
  Come,mylad,anddrinksomebeer。’