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  Iimmediatelyheardhisvoiceinanimatedconversation。Mycuriosityuponthesubjectoftheletterwasnaturallygreat,so,smotheringanylittlescrupleswhichI
  mighthavefelt,Iresolvedtolookattheaddressoftheletterwhichlay,asmyhusbandhadleftit,withitsfaceuponthetable。Iaccordinglydrewitovertomeandturnedupthedirection。
  FortwoorthreemomentsIcouldscarcebelievemyeyes,buttherecouldbenomistake——inlargecharactersweretracedthewords,’TotheArchangelGabrielinHeaven。’
  Ihadscarcelyreturnedthelettertoitsoriginalposition,andinsomedegreerecoveredtheshockwhichthisunequivocalproofofinsanityproduced,whentheclosetdoorwasunlocked,andLordGlenfallenre-enteredthestudy,carefullyclosingandlockingthedooragainupontheoutside。
  ’Whomhaveyouthere?’inquiredI,makingastrongefforttoappearcalm。
  ’Perhaps,’saidhe,musingly,’youmighthavesomeobjectiontoseeingher,atleastforatime。’
  ’Whoisit?’repeatedI。
  ’Why,’saidhe,’Iseenouseinhidingit——theblindDutchwoman。Ihavebeenwithherthewholemorning。Sheisveryanxioustogetoutofthatcloset;butyouknowsheisodd,sheisscarcelytobetrusted。’
  Aheavygustofwindshookthedooratthismomentwithasoundasifsomethingmoresubstantialwerepushingagainstit。
  ’Ha,ha,ha!——doyouhearher?’
  saidhe,withanobstreperousburstoflaughter。
  Thewinddiedawayinalonghowl,andLordGlenfallen,suddenlycheckinghismerriment,shruggedhisshoulders,andmuttered:
  ’Poordevil,shehasbeenhardlyused。’
  ’Wehadbetternotteaseheratpresentwithquestions,’saidI,inasunconcernedatoneasIcouldassume,althoughIfelteverymomentasifIshouldfaint。
  ’Humph!maybeso,’saidhe。’Well,comebackinanhourortwo,orwhenyouplease,andyouwillfindushere。’
  Heagainunlockedthedoor,andenteredwiththesameprecautionswhichhehadadoptedbefore,lockingthedoorupontheinside;andasIhurriedfromtheroom,I
  heardhisvoiceagainexertedasifineagerparley。
  Icanhardlydescribemyemotions;myhopeshadbeenraisedtothehighest,andnow,inaninstant,allwasgone——thedreadfulconsummationwasaccomplished——
  thefearfulretributionhadfallenupontheguiltyman——themindwasdestroyed——thepowertorepentwasgone。
  TheagonyofthehourswhichfollowedwhatIwouldstillcallmyAWFUL
  interviewwithLordGlenfallen,Icannotdescribe;mysolitudewas,however,brokeninuponbyMartha,whocametoinformmeofthearrivalofagentleman,whoexpectedmeintheparlour。
  Iaccordinglydescended,and,tomygreatjoy,foundmyfatherseatedbythefire。
  Thisexpeditionuponhispartwaseasilyaccountedfor:mycommunicationshadtouchedthehonourofthefamily。I
  speedilyinformedhimofthedreadfulmaladywhichhadfallenuponthewretchedman。
  Myfathersuggestedthenecessityofplacingsomepersontowatchhim,topreventhisinjuringhimselforothers。
  Irangthebell,anddesiredthatoneEdwardCooke,anattachedservantofthefamily,shouldbesenttome。
  Itoldhimdistinctlyandbrieflythenatureoftheservicerequiredofhim,and,attendedbyhim,myfatherandI
  proceededatoncetothestudy。Thedooroftheinnerroomwasstillclosed,andeverythingintheouterchamberremainedinthesameorderinwhichIhadleftit。
  Wethenadvancedtothecloset-door,atwhichweknocked,butwithoutreceivinganyanswer。
  Wenexttriedtoopenthedoor,butinvain——itwaslockedupontheinside。
  Weknockedmoreloudly,butinvain。
  Seriouslyalarmed,Idesiredtheservanttoforcethedoor,whichwas,afterseveralviolentefforts,accomplished,andweenteredthecloset。
  LordGlenfallenwaslyingonhisfaceuponasofa。
  ’Hush!’saidI,’heisasleep。’Wepausedforamoment。
  ’Heistoostillforthat,’saidmyfather。
  Weallofusfeltastrongreluctancetoapproachthefigure。
  ’Edward,’saidI,’trywhetheryourmastersleeps。’
  TheservantapproachedthesofawhereLordGlenfallenlay。Heleanthiseartowardstheheadoftherecumbentfigure,toascertainwhetherthesoundofbreathingwasaudible。Heturnedtowardsus,andsaid:
  ’Mylady,youhadbetternotwaithere;
  Iamsureheisdead!’
  ’Letmeseetheface,’saidI,terriblyagitated;’youMAYbemistaken。’
  Themanthen,inobediencetomycommand,turnedthebodyround,and,graciousGod!whatasightmetmyview。Hewas,indeed,perfectlydead。
  Thewholebreastoftheshirt,withitslacefrill,wasdrenchedwithgore,aswasthecouchunderneaththespotwherehelay。
  Theheadhungback,asitseemed,almostseveredfromthebodybyafrightfulgash,whichyawnedacrossthethroat。Theinstrumentwhichhadinflicteditwasfoundunderhisbody。
  All,then,wasover;IwasnevertolearnthehistoryinwhoseterminationIhadbeensodeeplyandsotragicallyinvolved。
  Theseveredisciplinewhichmymindhadundergonewasnotbestowedinvain。I
  directedmythoughtsandmyhopestothatplacewherethereisnomoresin,nordanger,norsorrow。
  Thusendsabrieftalewhoseprominentincidentsmanywillrecogniseashavingmarkedthehistoryofadistinguishedfamily;andthoughitreferstoasomewhatdistantdate,weshallbefoundnottohavetaken,uponthataccount,anylibertieswiththefacts,butinourstatementofalltheincidentstohaverigorouslyandfaithfullyadheredtothetruth。
  ANADVENTUREOFHARDRESSFITZGERALD,AROYALISTCAPTAIN。
  BeinganEleventhExtractfromtheLegacyofthelateFrancisPurcell,P。P。ofDrumcoolagh。
  ThefollowingbriefnarrativecontainsafaithfulaccountofoneofthemanystrangeincidentswhichchequeredthelifeofHardressFitzgerald——oneofthenow-forgottenheroeswhoflourishedduringthemoststirringand,thoughthemostdisastrous,bynomeanstheleastgloriousperiodofoureventfulhistory。
  HewasacaptainofhorseinthearmyofJames,andsharedthefortunesofhismaster,enduringprivations,encounteringdangers,andsubmittingtovicissitudesthemostgallingandruinous,withafortitudeandaheroismwhichwould,ifcoupledwithhisothervirtueshaverenderedtheunhappymonarchwhomheserved,themostillustriousamongunfortunateprinces。
  Ihavealwayspreferred,whereIcoulddosowithanyapproachtoaccuracy,togivesuchrelationsastheonewhichIamabouttosubmittoyou,inthefirstperson,andinthewordsoftheoriginalnarrator,believingthatsuchaformofrecitationnotonlygivesfreshnesstothetale,butinthisparticularinstance,bybringingbeforemeandsteadilyfixinginmymind’seyetheveteranroyalistwhohimselfrelatedtheoccurrencewhichIamabouttorecord,furnishesanadditionalstimulanttomymemory,andaproportionatecheckuponmyimagination。
  AsnearlyasIcanrecollectthen,hisstatementwasasfollows:
  AfterthefatalbattleoftheBoyne,I
  cameupindisguisetoDublin,asdidmanyinalikesituation,regardingthecapitalasfurnishingatonceagoodcentralpositionofobservation,andassecurealurking-placeasIcaredtofind。
  Iwouldnotsuffermyselftobelievethatthecauseofmyroyalmasterwassodesperateasitreallywas;andwhileI
  layinmylodgings,whichconsistedofthegarretofasmalldarkhouse,standinginthelanewhichrunsclosebyAudoen’sArch,Ibusiedmyselfwithcontinualprojectsfortheraisingofthecountry,andthere-collectingofthefragmentsofthedefeatedarmy——plans,youwillallow,sufficientlymagnificentforapoordevilwhodaredscarceshowhisfaceabroadinthedaylight。
  Ibelieve,however,thatIhadnotmuchreasontofearformypersonalsafety,formen’smindsinthecityweregreatlyoccupiedwithpublicevents,andprivateamusementsanddebaucheries,whichwere,aboutthattime,carriedtoanexcesswhichourcountryneverknewbefore,byreasonoftherakingtogetherfromallquartersoftheempire,andindeedfrommostpartsofHolland,themostdissoluteanddes-
  perateadventurerswhocaredtoplayathazardfortheirlives;andthusthereseemedtobebutlittlescrutinyintothecharactersofthosewhosoughtconcealment。
  IheardmuchatdifferenttimesoftheintentionsofKingJamesandhisparty,butnothingwithcertainty。
  SomesaidthatthekingstilllayinIreland;others,thathehadcrossedovertoScotland,toencouragetheHighlanders,who,withDundeeattheirhead,hadbeenstirringinhisbehoof;others,again,saidthathehadtakenshipforFrance,leavinghisfollowerstoshiftforthemselves,andregardinghiskingdomaswhollylost,whichlastwasthetrueversion,asIafterwardslearned。
  AlthoughIhadbeenveryactiveinthewarsinIreland,andhaddonemanydeedsofnecessarybutdireseverity,whichhaveoftensincetroubledmemuchtothinkupon,yetIdoubtednotbutthatImighteasilyobtainprotectionformypersonandpropertyfromthePrinceofOrange,ifI
  soughtitbytheordinarysubmissions;
  butbesidesthatmyconscienceandmyaffectionsresistedsuchtime-servingconcessions,Iwasresolvedinmyownmindthatthecauseoftheroyalistpartywasbynomeansdesperate,andIlookedtokeepmyselfunimpededbyanypledgeorpromisegiventotheusurpingDutchman,thatImightfreelyandhonourablytakeashareinanystrugglewhichmightyetremaintobemadefortheright。
  Ithereforelayquiet,goingforthfrommylodgingsbutlittle,andthatchieflyundercoverofthedusk,andconversinghardlyatall,exceptwiththosewhomI
  wellknew。
  Ihadlikeoncetohavepaiddearlyforrelaxingthiscaution;forgoingintoatavernoneeveningneartheTholsel,I
  hadtheconfidencetothrowoffmyhat,andsittherewithmyfacequiteexposed,whenafellowcominginwithsometroopers,theyfella-boozing,andbeingsomewhatwarmed,theybegantodrink’Confusiontopopery,’andthelike,andtocompelthepeaceablepersonswhohappenedtositthere,tojointheminsodoing。
  ThoughIwasratherhot-blooded,I
  wasresolvedtosaynothingtoattractnotice;but,atthesametime,ifurgedtopledgethetoastswhichtheywerecompellingotherstodrink,toresistdoingso。
  Withtheintenttowithdrawmyselfquietlyfromtheplace,Ipaidmyreckoning,andputtingonmyhat,wasgoingintothestreet,whenthecountrymanwhohadcomeinwiththesoldierscalledout:
  ’Stopthatpopishtom-cat!’
  Andrunningacrosstheroom,hegottothedoorbeforeme,and,shuttingit,placedhisbackagainstit,topreventmygoingout。
  Thoughwithmuchdifficulty,Ikeptanappearanceofquietness,andturningtothefellow,who,fromhisaccent,Ijudgedtobenorthern,andwhosefaceIknew——
  though,tothisday,IcannotsaywhereIhadseenhimbefore——Iobservedverycalmly:
  ’Sir,Icameinherewithnootherdesignthantorefreshmyself,withoutoffendinganyman。Ihavepaidmyreckoning,andnowdesiretogoforth。IfthereisanythingwithinreasonthatIcandotosatisfyyou,andtopreventtroubleanddelaytomyself,nameyourterms,andiftheybebutfair,Iwillfranklycomplywiththem。’
  Hequicklyreplied:
  ’YouareHardressFitzgerald,thebloodypopishcaptain,thathangedthetwelvemenatDerry。’
  IfeltthatIwasinsomedanger,butbeingastrongman,andusedtoperilsofallkinds,itwasnoteasytodisconcertme。
  Ilookedthensteadilyatthefellow,and,inavoiceofmuchconfidence,I
  said:
  ’IamneitheraPapist,aRoyalist,noraFitzgerald,butanhonesterProtestant,mayhap,thanmanywhomakelouderprofessions。’
  ’Thendrinkthehonestman’stoast,’
  saidhe。’Damnationtothepope,andconfusiontoskulkingJimmyandhisrunawaycrew。’
  ’Yourselfshallhearme,’saidI,takingthelargestpewterpotthatlaywithinmyreach。’Tapster,fillthiswithale;IgrievetosayIcanaffordnothingbetter。’
  Itookthevesselofliquorinmyhand,andwalkinguptohim,Ifirstmadeabowtothetrooperswhosatlaughingatthesprightlinessoftheirfacetiousfriend,andthenanothertohimself,whensaying,’G——damnyourselfandyourcause!’Iflungthealestraightintohisface;andbeforehehadtimetorecoverhimself,Istruckhimwithmywholeforceandweightwiththepewterpotuponthehead,sostrongablow,thathefell,foraughtIknow,deaduponthefloor,andnothingbutthehandleofthevesselremainedinmyhand。
  Iopenedthedoor,butoneofthedragoonsdrewhissabre,andranatmetoavengehiscompanion。WithmyhandIputasidethebladeofthesword,narrowlyescapingwhathehadintendedforme,thepointactuallytearingopenmyvest。
  Withoutallowinghimtimetorepeathisthrust,Istruckhiminthefacewithmyclenchedfistsosoundablowthatherolledbackintotheroomwiththeforceofatennisball。
  Itwaswellformethattherestwerehalfdrunk,andtheeveningdark;forotherwisemyfollywouldinfalliblyhavecostmemylife。Asitwas,Ireachedmygarretinsafety,witharesolutiontofrequenttavernsnomoreuntilbettertimes。
  Mylittlepatienceandmoneywerewell-
  nighexhausted,when,aftermuchdoubtanduncertainty,andmanyconflictingreports,IwasassuredthatthefloweroftheRoyalistarmy,undertheDukeofBerwickandGeneralBoisleau,occupiedthecityofLimerick,withadeterminationtoholdthatfortressagainsttheprince’sforces;andthataFrenchfleetofgreatpower,andwellfreightedwitharms,ammunition,andmen,wasridingintheShannon,underthewallsofthetown。
  Butthislastreportwas,likemanyothersthencirculated,untrue;therebeing,indeed,apromiseandexpectationofsuchassistance,butnoarrivalofittilltoolate。