首页 >出版文学> Letters on Literature>第26章
  ’Leavetheroom,orgotohell!’shoutedCaptainN——;atthesametimeseizingtheastoundedwaiterbytheshoulder,hehurledhimheadlongintothepassage,andflungthedoortowithacrashthatshookthewalls。’Sir,’continuedhe,addressinghimselftoO’Mara,’Ididnothopetohavemetyouuntilto-morrow。
  Fortunehasbeenkindtome——draw,anddefendyourself。’
  Atthesametimehedrewhissword,andplacedhimselfinanattitudeofattack。
  ’IwillnotdrawuponYOU,’saidO’Mara。
  ’Ihave,indeed,wrongedyou。Ihavegivenyoujustcauseforresentment;butagainstyourlifeIwillneverliftmyhand。’
  ’Youareacoward,sir,’repliedCaptainN——,withalmostfrightfulvehemence,’aseverytricksterandswindlerIS。Youareacontemptibledastard——adespicable,damnedvillain!Drawyoursword,sir,anddefendyourlife,oreverypostandpillarinthistownshalltellyourinfamy。’
  ’Perhaps,’saidhisfriend,withasneer,’thegentlemancandobetterwithouthishonourthanwithouthiswife。’
  ’Yes,’shoutedthecaptain,’hiswife——
  atrull——acommon——’
  ’Silence,sir!’criedO’Mara,allthefiercenessofhisnaturerousedbythislastinsult——’yourobjectisgained;yourbloodbeuponyourownhead。’Atthesametimehesprangacrossabenchwhichstoodinhisway,andpushingasidethetablewhichsupportedthelights,inaninstanttheirswordscrossed,andtheywereengagedincloseanddeadlystrife。
  CaptainN——wasfarthestrongerofthetwo;but,ontheotherhand,O’Marapossessedfarmoreskillintheuseofthefatalweaponwhichtheyemployed。Butthenarrownessoftheroomrenderedthisadvantagehardlyavailable。
  AlmostinstantlyO’Marareceivedaslightwoundupontheforehead,which,thoughlittlemorethanascratch,bledsofastastoobstructhissightconsiderably。
  Thosewhohaveusedthefoilcantellhowslightaderangementofeyeorofhandissufficienttodetermineacontestofthiskind;andthisknowledgewillpreventtheirbeingsurprisedwhenIsay,that,spiteofO’Mara’ssuperiorskillandpractice,hisadversary’sswordpassedtwicethroughandthroughhisbody,andhefellheavilyandhelplesslyuponthefloorofthechamber。
  Withoutsayingaword,thesuccessfulcombatantquittedtheroomalongwithhiscompanion,leavingDwyertoshiftasbesthemightforhisfallencomrade。
  Withtheassistanceofsomeofthewonderingmenialsoftheplace,Dwyersucceededinconveyingthewoundedmanintoanadjoiningroom,wherehewaslaiduponabed,inastateborderinguponinsensibility——thebloodflowing,ImightsayWELLING,fromthewoundssofastastoshowthatunlessthebleedingwerespeedilyandeffectuallystopped,hecouldnotliveforhalfanhour。
  Medicalaidwas,ofcourse,instantlyprocured,andColonelO’Mara,thoughatthetimeseriouslyindisposed,wasurgentlyrequestedtoattendwithoutlossoftime。
  Hedidso;buthumansuccourandsupportwerealltoolate。Thewoundhadbeentrulydealt——thetideoflifehadebbed;
  andhisfatherhadnotarrivedfiveminuteswhenyoungO’Marawasacorpse。HisbodyrestsinthevaultsofChristChurch,inDublin,withoutastonetomarkthespot。
  Thecounselsofthewickedarealwaysdark,andtheirmotivesoftenbeyondfathoming;andstrange,unaccountable,incredibleasitmayseem,Idobelieve,andthatuponevidencesoclearastoamountalmosttodemonstration,thatHeathcote’svisittoDublin——hisbetrayalofthesecret——andthefinalandterriblecatastrophewhichlaidO’Marainthegrave,werebroughtaboutbynootheragentthanDwyerhimself。
  Ihavemyselfseentheletterwhichinducedthatvisit。ThehandwritingisexactlywhatIhaveseeninotherallegedspecimensofDwyer’spenmanship。ItiswrittenwithanaffectationofhonestalarmatO’Mara’sconduct,andexpressesaconvictionthatifsomeofLadyEmily’sfamilybenotinformedofO’Mara’srealsituation,nothingcouldpreventhisconcludingwithheranadvantageousalliance,thenuponthetapis,andaltogetherthrowingoffhisallegiancetoEllen——astepwhich,asthewritercandidlyasserted,wouldfinallyconduceasinevitablytohisowndisgraceasitimmediatelywouldtoherruinandmisery。
  TheproductionwasformallysignedwithDwyer’sname,andthepostscriptcontainedastrictinjunctionofsecrecy,assertingthatifitwereascertainedthatsuchanepistlehadbeendespatchedfromsuchaquarter,itwouldbeattendedwiththetotalruinofthewriter。
  ItistruethatDwyer,manyyearsafter,whenthislettercametolight,allegedittobeaforgery,anassertionwhosetruth,eventohisdyinghour,andlongafterhehadapparentlyceasedtofeelthelashofpublicscorn,hecontinuedobstinatelytomaintain。Indeedthismatterisfullofmystery,for,revengealoneexcepted,whichIbelieve,insuchmindsasDwyer’s,seldomovercomesthesenseofinterest,theonlyintelligiblemotivewhichcouldhavepromptedhimtosuchanactwasthehopethatsincehehad,throughyoungO’Mara’sinterest,procuredfromthecolonelaleaseofasmallfarmuponthetermswhichhehadoriginallystipulated,hemightprosecutehisplantouchingthepropertyofMartinHeathcote,renderinghisdaughter’shandfreebytheremovalofyoungO’Mara。ThisappearstometoocomplicatedaplanofvillanytohaveenteredthemindevenofsuchamanasDwyer。Imust,therefore,supposehismotivestohaveoriginatedoutofcircumstancesconnectedwiththisstorywhichmaynothavecometomyear,andperhapsneverwill。
  ColonelO’MarafeltthedeathofhissonmoredeeplythanIshouldhavethoughtpossible;butthatsonhadbeenthelastbeingwhohadcontinuedtointeresthiscoldheart。Perhapsthepridewhichhefeltinhischildhadinitmoreofselfishnessthanofanygenerousfeeling。
  But,bethisasitmay,themelancholycircumstancesconnectedwithEllenHeathcotehadreachedhim,andhisconducttowardsherproved,morestronglythananythingelsecouldhavedone,thathefeltkeenlyandjustly,and,toacertaindegree,withasoftenedheart,thefataleventofwhichshehadbeen,insomemanner,alikethecauseandthevictim。
  Heevincednottowardsher,asmighthavebeenexpected,anyunreasonableresentment。Onthecontrary,heexhibitedgreatconsideration,eventenderness,forhersituation;andhavingascertainedwherehissonhadplacedher,heissuedstrictordersthatsheshouldnotbedisturbed,andthatthefataltidings,whichhadnotyetreachedher,shouldbewithhelduntiltheymightbecommunicatedinsuchawayastosoftenasmuchaspossibletheinevitableshock。
  Theselastdirectionswereactedupontooscrupulouslyandtoolong;and,indeed,Iamsatisfiedthathadtheeventbeencommunicatedatonce,howeverterribleandoverwhelmingtheshockmighthavebeen,muchofthebitterestanguish,ofsickeningdoubts,ofharassingsuspense,wouldhavebeensparedher,andthefirsttempestuousburstofsorrowhavingpassedover,herchastenedspiritmighthaverecovereditstone,andherlifehavebeenspared。Butthemistakenkindnesswhichconcealedfromherthedreadfultruth,insteadofrelievinghermindofaburdenwhichitcouldnotsupport,laiduponitaweightofhorriblefearsanddoubtsastotheaffectionofO’Mara,comparedwithwhicheventhecertaintyofhisdeathwouldhavebeentolerable。
  OneeveningIhadjustseatedmyselfbesideacheerfulturffire,withthattruerelishwhichalongcoldridethroughableakandshelterlesscountryaffords,stretchingmychilledlimbstomeetthegenialinfluence,andimbibingthewarmthateverypore,whenmycomfortablemeditationswereinterruptedbyalongandsonorousringingatthedoor-bellevidentlyeffectedbynotimidhand。
  AmessengerhadarrivedtorequestmyattendanceattheLodge——suchwasthenamewhichdistinguishedasmallandsomewhatantiquatedbuilding,occupyingapeculiarlysecludedpositionamongthebleakandheathyhillswhichvariedthesurfaceofthatnotaltogetheruninterestingdistrict,andwhichhad,Ibelieve,beenemployedbythekeenandhardyancestorsoftheO’Marafamilyasaconvenienttemporaryresidenceduringthesportingseason。
  Thithermyattendancewasrequired,inordertoadministertoadeeplydistressedladysuchcomfortsasanafflictedmindcangatherfromthesublimehopesandconsolationsofChristianity。
  Ihadlongsuspectedthattheoccupantofthissequestered,Imightsaydesolate,dwelling-housewasthepoorgirlwhosebriefstorywearefollowing;andfeelingakeeninterestinherfate——aswhothathadeverseenherDIDNOT?——Istartedfrommycomfortableseatwithmoreeageralacritythan,Iwillconfessit,Imighthaveevincedhadmydutycalledmeinanotherdirection。
  InafewminutesIwastrottingrapidlyonward,precededbymyguide,whourgedhishorsewiththeremorselessrapidityofonewhoseeksbythespeedofhisprogresstoescapeobservation。Overroadsandthroughbogswesplashedandclattered,untilatlengthtraversingthebrowofawildandrockyhill,whoseaspectseemedsobarrenandforbiddingthatitmighthavebeenalastingbarrieraliketomortalsightandstep,thelonelybuildingbecamevisible,lyinginakindofswampyflat,withabroadreedypondorlakestretchingawaytoitsside,andbackedbyafartherrangeofmonotonoussweepinghills,markedwithirregularlinesofgreyrock,which,inthedistance,borearudeandcolossalresemblancetothewallsofafortification。
  Ridingwithundiminishedspeedalongakindofwildhorse-track,weturnedthecornerofahighandsomewhatruinouswallofloosestones,andmakingasuddenwheelwefoundourselvesinasmallquadrangle,surmountedontwosidesbydilapidatedstablesandkennels,onanotherbyabrokenstonewall,anduponthefourthbythefrontofthelodgeitself。
  Thewholecharacteroftheplacewasthatofdrearydesertionanddecay,whichwouldofitselfhavepredisposedthemindformelancholyimpressions。Myguidedismounted,andwithrespectfulattentionheldmyhorse’sbridlewhileIgotdown;
  andknockingatthedoorwiththehandleofhiswhip,itwasspeedilyopenedbyaneatly-dressedfemaledomestic,andIwasadmittedtotheinteriorofthehouse,andconductedintoasmallroom,whereafireinsomedegreedispelledthecheerlessair,whichwouldotherwisehaveprevailedtoapainfuldegreethroughouttheplace。
  Ihadbeenwaitingbutforaveryfewminuteswhenanotherfemaleservant,somewhatolderthanthefirst,enteredtheroom。ShemadesomeapologyonthepartofthepersonwhomIhadcometovisit,fortheslightdelaywhichhadalreadyoccurred,andrequestedmefurthertowaitforafewminuteslonger,intimatingthatthelady’sgriefwassoviolent,thatwithoutgreateffortshecouldnotbringherselftospeakcalmlyatall。Asiftobeguilethetime,thegooddamewentoninahighlycommunicativestraintotellme,amongstmuchthatcouldnotinterestme,alittleofwhatIhaddesiredtohear。I
  discoveredthatthegriefofherwhomI
  hadcometovisitwasexcitedbythesuddendeathofalittleboy,heronlychild,whowasthenlyingdeadinhismother’schamber。
  ’Andthemother’sname?’saidI,inquiringly。
  Thewomanlookedatmeforamoment,smiled,andshookherheadwiththeairofmingledmysteryandimportancewhichseemstosay,’Iamunfathomable。’I
  didnotcaretopressthequestion,thoughIsuspectedthatmuchofherapparentreluctancewasaffected,knowingthatmydoubtsrespectingtheidentityofthepersonwhomIhadcometovisitmustsoonbesetatrest,andafteralittlepausetheworthyAbigailwentonasfluentlyasever。Shetoldmethatheryoungmistresshadbeen,forthetimeshehadbeenwithher——thatwas,foraboutayearandahalf——indeclininghealthandspirits,andthatshehadlovedherlittlechildtoadegreebeyondexpression——sodevotedlythatshecouldnot,inallprobability,surviveitlong。
  Whileshewasrunningoninthiswaythebellrang,andsigningmetofollow,sheopenedtheroomdoor,butstoppedinthehall,andtakingmealittleaside,andspeakinginawhisper,shetoldme,asI
  valuedthelifeofthepoorlady,nottosayonewordofthedeathofyoungO’Mara。
  Inoddedacquiescence,andascendinganarrowandill-constructedstaircase,shestoppedatachamberdoorandknocked。
  ’Comein,’saidagentlevoicefromwithin,and,precededbymyconductress,Ienteredamoderately-sized,butrathergloomychamber。
  Therewasbutonelivingformwithinit——itwasthelightandgracefulfigureofayoungwoman。ShehadrisenasI
  enteredtheroom;butowingtotheobscurityoftheapartment,andtothecircumstancethatherface,asshelookedtowardsthedoor,wasturnedawayfromthelight,whichfounditswayindimlythroughthenarrowwindows,Icouldnotinstantlyrecognisethefeatures。
  ’Youdonotrememberme,sir?’saidthesamelow,mournfulvoice。’Iam——IWAS——
  EllenHeathcote。’
  ’Idorememberyou,mypoorchild,’
  saidI,takingherhand;’Idorememberyouverywell。Speaktomefrankly——
  speaktomeasafriend。WhateverIcandoorsayforyou,isyoursalready;onlyspeak。