Itwasintheautumnoftheyear17——
thattheeventswhichledtothecatastrophewhichIhavetodetailoccurred。
Ishallrunthroughthesaidrecitalasbrieflyasclearnesswillpermit,andleaveyoutomoralise,ifsuchbeyourmood,uponthestoryofreallife,whichIevennowtraceatthisdistantperiodnotwithoutemotion。
Itwasuponabeautifulautumnevening,atthatgladperiodoftheseasonwhentheharvestyieldsitsabundance,thattwofigureswereseensaunteringalongthebanksofthewindingriver,whichI
describedasboundingthefarmoccupiedbyHeathcote;theyhadbeen,astherodsandlanding-netswhichtheylistlesslycarriedwenttoshow,plyingthegentle,butinthiscasenotaltogethersolitarycraftofthefisherman。Oneofthosepersonswasatallandsingularlyhandsomeyoungman,whosedarkhairandcomplexionmightalmosthavebelongedtoaSpaniard,asmightalsotheproudbutmelancholyexpressionwhichgavetohiscountenanceacharacterwhichcontrastssadly,butnotuninterestingly,withextremeyouth;hisair,ashespokewithhiscompanion,wasmarkedbythatcarelessfamiliaritywhichdenotesaconscioussuperiorityofonekindorother,orwhichmaybeconstruedintoaspeciesofcontempt;hiscomradeaffordedtohimineveryrespectastrikingcontrast。Hewasratherlowinstature——adefectwhichwasenhancedbyabroadandsquare-builtfigure——hisfacewassallow,andhisfeatureshadthatprominenceandsharpnesswhichfrequentlyaccompanypersonaldeformity——aremarkablywidemouth,withteethwhiteasthefangsofawolf,andapairofquick,darkeyes,whoseeffectwasheightenedbytheshadowofaheavyblackbrow,gavetohisfaceapowerofexpression,particularlywhensarcasticormalignantemotionsweretobeexhibited,whichfeaturesregularlyhandsomecouldscarcelyhavepossessed。
’Well,sir,’saidthelatterpersonage,’Ihavelivedinhallandabbey,townandcountry,hereandabroadforfortyyearsandmore,andshouldknowathingortwo,andasIamalivingman,I
swearIthinkthegirllovesyou。’
’Youareafool,Ned,’saidtheyounger。
’Imaybeafool,’repliedthefirstspeaker,’inmatterswheremyownadvantageisstaked,butmyeyeiskeenenoughtoseethroughtheflimsydisguiseofacountrydamselataglance;andI
tellyou,assurelyasIholdthisrod,thegirllovesyou。’
’OhIthisisdownrightheadstrongfolly,’repliedtheyoungfisherman。
’Why,Ned,youtrytopersuademeagainstmyreason,thattheeventwhichismosttobedeprecatedhasactuallyoccurred。Sheis,nodoubt,aprettygirl——abeautifulgirl——butIhavenotlostmyhearttoher;andwhyshouldI
wishhertobeinlovewithme?Tush,man,thedaysofromancearegone,andayounggentlemanmaytalk,andwalk,andlaughwithaprettycountrymaiden,andneverbreatheaspirations,orvows,orsighsaboutthematter;unequalmatchesaremuchoftenerreadofthanmade,andthemanwhocould,eveninthought,conceiveawishagainstthehonourofanunsuspecting,artlessgirl,isavillain,forwhomhangingistoogood。’
Thisconcludingsentencewasutteredwithananimationandexcitement,whichthemereannouncementofanabstractmoralsentimentcouldhardlyaccountfor。
’Youare,then,indifferent,honestlyandinsoberearnest,indifferenttothegirl?’inquiredDwyer。
’Altogetherso,’wasthereply。
’ThenIhavearequesttomake,’
continuedDwyer,’andImayaswellurgeitnowasatanyothertime。Ihavebeenfornearlytwentyyearsthefaithful,andbynomeansuseless,servantofyourfamily;youknowthatIhaverenderedyourfathercriticalandimportantservices——’hepaused,andaddedhastily:
’youarenotinthemood——Itireyou,sir。’
’Nay,’criedO’Mara,’Ilistenpatiently——proceed。’
’Foralltheseservices,andtheywerenot,asIhavesaid,feworvalueless,I
havereceivedlittlemorerewardthanliberalpromises;youhavetoldmeoftenthatthisshouldbemended——I’llmakeiteasilydone——I’mnotunreasonable——I
shouldbecontentedtoholdHeathcote’sground,alongwiththissmallfarmonwhichwestand,asfullquittanceofallobligationsandpromisesbetweenus。’
’ButhowthedevilcanIeffectthatforyou;thisfarm,itistrue,I,ormyfather,rather,mayleasetoyou,butHeathcote’stitlewecannotimpugn;andevenifwecould,youwouldnotexpectustoruinanhonestman,inordertomakewayforYOU,Ned。’
’WhatIam,’repliedDwyer,withthecalmnessofonewhoissoaccustomedtocontemptuousinsinuationsastoreceivethemwithperfectindifference,’istobeattributedtomydevotednesstoyourhonourablefamily——butthatisneitherherenorthere。IdonotaskyoutodisplaceHeathcote,inordertomaderoomforme。Iknowitisoutofyourpowertodoso。Nowhearkentomeforamoment;Heathcote’sproperty,thatwhichhehassetouttotenants,isworth,sayinrents,atmost,onehundredpounds:halfofthisyearlyamountisassignedtoyourfather,untilpaymentbemadeofabondforathousandpounds,withinterestandsoforth。HearmepatientlyforamomentandIhavedone。
NowgoyoutoHeathcote,andtellhimyourfatherwillburnthebond,andcancelthedebt,upononecondition——thatwhenIaminpossessionofthisfarm,whichyoucanleasetomeonwhattermsyouthinksuitable,hewillconveyoverhispropertytome,reservingwhatlife-interestmayappearfair,Iengagingatthesametimetomarryhisdaughter,andmakesuchsettlementsuponherasshallbethoughtfitting——heisnotafool——themanwillclosewiththeoffer。’
O’MaraturnedshortlyuponDwyer,andgazeduponhimforamomentwithanexpressionofalmostunmixedresentment。
’How,’saidheatlength,’YOUcontracttomarryEllenHeathcote?thepoor,innocent,confiding,light-heartedgirl。
No,no,EdwardDwyer,Iknowyoutoowellforthat——yourservices,betheywhattheywill,mustnot,shallnotgounrewarded——
youravariceshallbeappeased——
butnotwithahumansacrifice!Dwyer,Ispeaktoyouwithoutdisguise;youknowmetobeacquaintedwithyourhistory,andwhat’smore,withyourcharacter。Nowtellmefrankly,wereI
todoasyoudesireme,incoolblood,shouldInotprovemyselfamoreuncompromisingandunfeelingvillainthanhumanityeveninitsmostmonstrousshapeshaseveryetgivenbirthto?’
Dwyermetthisimpetuouslanguagewiththeunmovedandimpenetrablecalmnesswhichalwaysmarkedhimwhenexcitementwouldhaveappearedinothers;heevensmiledashereplied:
andDwyer’ssmile,forIhaveseenit,wascharacteristicallyofthatunfortunatekindwhichimplies,asregardstheemotionsofothers,notsympathybutderision。
’ThiseloquencegoestoproveEllenHeathcotesomethingnearertoyourheartthanyourgreatindifferencewouldhaveledmetosuppose。’
Therewassomethinginthetone,perhapsinthetruthoftheinsinuation,whichatoncekindledthequickprideandtheangerofO’Mara,andheinstantlyreplied:
’Besilent,sir,thisisinsolentfolly。’
WhetheritwasthatDwyerwasmorekeenlyinterestedinthesuccessofhissuit,ormoredeeplydisappointedatitsfailurethanhecaredtoexpress,orthathewasinalesscomplacentmoodthanwashiswont,itiscertainthathiscountenanceexpressedmoreemotionatthisdirectinsultthanithadeverexhibitedbeforeundersimilarcircumstances;forhiseyesgleamedforaninstantwithsavageandundisguisedferocityupontheyoungman,andadarkglowcrossedhisbrow,andforthemomenthelookedabouttospringatthethroatofhisinsolentpatron;buttheimpulsewhateveritmightbe,wasquicklysuppressed,andbeforeO’Marahadtimetodetectthescowl,ithadvanished。
’Nay,sir,’saidDwyer,’Imeantnooffence,andIwilltakenone,atyourhandsatleast。IwillconfessIcarenot,inloveandsoforth,asinglebeanforthegirl;shewasthemerechannelthroughwhichherfather’swealth,ifsuchapittancedeservesthename,wastohaveflowedintomypossession——’twasinrespectofyourfamilyfinancesthemosteconomicalprovisionformyselfwhichIcoulddevise——amatterinwhichyou,notI,areinterested。
Asforwomen,theyareallprettymuchaliketome。Iamtoooldmyselftomakenicedistinctions,andtoouglytosucceedbyCupid’sarts;andwhenamandespairsofsuccess,hesoonceasestocareforit。So,ifyouknowme,asyouprofesstodo,restsatisfied“caeterisparibus;“themoneypartofthetransactionbeingequallyadvantageous,IshouldregretthelossofEllenHeathcotejustaslittleasIshouldtheescapeofaminnowfrommylanding-net。’
Theywalkedonforafewminutesinsilence,whichwasnotbrokentillDwyer,whohadclimbedastileinordertopassalowstonewallwhichlayintheirway,exclaimed:
’Bytherood,she’shere——howlikeaphilosopheryoulook。“
TheconsciousbloodmountedtoO’Mara’scheek;hecrossedthestile,and,separatedfromhimonlybyaslightfenceandagate,stoodthesubjectoftheirrecentandsomewhatangrydiscussion。
’Godsaveyou,MissHeathcote,’criedDwyer,approachingthegate。
Thesalutationwascheerfullyreturned,andbeforeanythingmorecouldpass,O’Marahadjoinedtheparty。
Myfriend,thatyoumayunderstandthestrengthanddepthofthoseimpetuouspassions,thatyoumayaccountforthefatalinfatuationwhichledtothecatastrophewhichIhavetorelate,Imusttellyou,thatthoughIhaveseenthebeautiesofcitiesandofcourts,withallthesplendourofstudiedornamentaboutthemtoenhancetheirgraces,possessingcharmswhichhadmadethemknownalmostthroughouttheworld,andworshippedwiththeincenseofathousandvotaries,yetnever,nowheredidIbeholdabeingofsuchexquisiteandtouchingbeauty,asthatpossessedbythecreatureofwhomI
havejustspoken。AtthemomentofwhichIwrite,shewasstandingnearthegate,closetowhichseveralbrown-armed,rosy-cheekeddamselswereengagedinmilkingthepeacefulcows,whostoodpicturesquelygroupedtogether。ShehadjustthrownbackthehoodwhichisthegracefulcharacteristicoftheIrishgirl’sattire,sothathersmallandclassicheadwasquiteuncovered,saveonlybythedark-
brownhair,whichwithgracefulsimplicitywaspartedaboveherforehead。Therewasnothingtoshadetheclearnessofherbeautifulcomplexion;thedelicately-formedfeatures,soexquisitewhentakensingly,soindescribablewhencombined,sopurelyartless,yetsomeetforallexpression。Shewasathingsoverybeautiful,youcouldnotlookonherwithoutfeelingyourhearttouchedasbysweetmusic。Whoselightestactionwasagrace——whoselightestwordaspell——nolimner’sart,thoughne’ersoperfect,couldshadowforthherbeauty;
anddoIdarewithfeeblewordstrytomakeyouseeit?[1]Providenceisindeednorespecterofpersons,itsblessingsanditsinflictionsareapportionedwithanundistinguishinghand,anduntiltheraceisover,andlifebedone,nonecanknowwhetherthoseperfections,whichseemeditsgoodliestgifts,manynotproveitsmostfatal;butenoughofthis。
[1]FatherPurcellseemstohavehadanadmirationforthebeautiesofnature,particularlyasdevelopedinthefairsex;ahabitofmindwhichhasbeenratherimproveduponthandiscontinuedbyhissuccessorsfromMaynooth——ED,Dwyerstrolledcarelesslyonwardbythebanksofthestream,leavinghisyoungcompanionleaningoverthegateincloseandinterestingparlancewithEllenHeathcote;ashemovedon,hehalfthought,halfutteredwordstothiseffect:
’Insolentyoungspawnofingratitudeandguilt,howlongmustIsubmittobetroduponthus;andyetwhyshouldI
murmur——hisdayisevennowdeclining——
andifIliveayear,Ishallseethedarknesscoverhimandhisforever。Scarcehalfhisbroadestatesshallsavehim——butImustwait——Iambutapaupernow——abeggar’saccusationisalwaysalibel——theymustrewardmesoon——andwereI
independentonce,I’dmakethemfeelmypower,andfeelitSO,thatIshoulddietherichestorthebestavengedservantofagreatmanthathaseverbeenheardof——
yes,Imustwait——Imustmakesureofsomethingatleast——Imustbeabletostandbymyself——andthen——andthen——’
Heclutchedhisfingerstogether,asifintheactofstranglingtheobjectofhishatred。’Butonethingshallsavehim——
butonethingonly——heshallpaymemyownprice——andifheactsliberally,asnodoubthewilldo,uponcompulsion,whyhesaveshisreputation——perhapshisneck——theinsolentyoungwhelpyonderwouldspeakinanhumblerkeyifhebutknewhisfather’sjeopardy——butallingoodtime。’