首页 >出版文学> Letters on Literature>第13章
  ’Doyouobject,Mr。M’Donough?anduponwhatgrounds,ifyouplease?’saidhe。
  ’Certainlyhedoesnot,’repliedO’Connor;and,turningtoM’Donough,headded,’praylettherebenounnecessarydelay。’
  ’Thereisnoobjection,then,’saidFitzgerald。
  ’_I_object,’saidtheyoungeroftheO’Gradys,’ifnobodyelsewill。’
  ’Andwhothedevilareyou,thatDARES
  toobject?’shoutedFitzgerald;’andwhatd——dpresumptionpromptsyoutoDAREtowagyourtonguehere?’
  ’IamMr。O’Grady,ofCastleBlake,’
  repliedtheyoungman,nowmuchenraged;’andby——,youshallanswerforyourlanguagetome。’
  ’ShallI,by——?ShallI?’criedhe,withalaughofbrutalscorn;’themorethemerrier,d——nthedoubtofit——sonowholdyourtongue,forIpromiseyouyoushallhavebusinessenoughofyourowntothinkabout,andthatbeforelong。’
  Therewasanappallingferocityinhistoneandmannerwhichnowordscouldconvey。
  Heseemedtransformed;hewasactuallylikeamanpossessed。Wasitpossible,I
  thought,thatIbeheldthecourteousgentleman,thegay,good-humouredretailerofamusinganecdotewithwhom,scarcetwodaysago,Ihadlaughedandchatted,intheblasphemousandmurderousruffianwhoglaredandstormedbeforeme!
  O’Connorinterposed,andrequestedthattimeshouldnotbeunnecessarilylost。
  ’Youhavenotgotasecondcoaton?’
  inquiredtheCaptain。’Ibegpardon,butmydutytomyfriendrequiresthatI
  shouldascertainthepoint。’
  O’Connorrepliedinthenegative。TheCaptainexpressedhimselfassatisfied,adding,inwhathemeanttobeacomplimentarystrain,’thatheknewMr。
  O’Connorwouldscorntoemploypaddingoranyunfairmodeofprotection。’
  Therewasnowabreathlesssilence。
  O’Connorstoodperfectlymotionless;and,exceptingthedeath-likepalenessofhisfeatures,heexhibitednosignofagitation。
  Hiseyewassteady——hislipdidnottremble——hisattitudewascalm。TheCaptain,havingre-examinedtheprimingofthepistols,placedoneoftheminthehandofFitzgerald——M’Donoughinquiredwhetherthepartieswereprepared,andhavingbeenansweredintheaffirmative,heproceededtogivetheword,’Ready。’
  Fitzgeraldraisedhishand,butalmostinstantlylowereditagain。Thecrowdhadpressedtoomuchforwardasitappeared,andhiseyehadbeenunsteadiedbytheflappingoftheskirtofafriezeriding-coatwornbyoneofthespectators。
  ’Inthenameofmyprincipal,’saidtheCaptain,’Imustanddoinsistuponthesegentlemenmovingbackalittle。Weaskbutlittle;fairplay,andnofavour。’
  Thecrowdmovedasrequested。
  M’Donoughrepeatedhisformerquestion,andwasansweredasbefore。Therewasabreathlesssilence。FitzgeraldfixedhiseyeuponO’Connor。Theappointedsignal,’Ready,fire!’wasgiven。Therewasapausewhileonemightslowlyreckonthree——Fitzgeraldfired——andO’Connorfellhelplesslyupontheground。
  ’Thereisnotimetobelost,’saidM’Creagrh;’for,by——,youhavedoneforhim。’
  Sosaying,hethrewhimselfuponhishorse,andwasinstantlyfollowedatahardgallopbyFitzgerald。
  ’Cold-bloodedmurder,ifevermurderwascommitted,’saidO’Grady。’Heshallhangforit;d——nme,butheshall。’
  Ahopelessattemptwasmadetoovertakethefugitives;buttheywerebettermountedthananyoftheirpursuers,andescapedwithease。Cursesandactualyellsofexecrationfollowedtheircourse;andas,incrossingthebrowofaneighbouringhill,theyturnedroundinthesaddletoobserveiftheywerepursued,everygesturewhichcouldexpressfuryanddefiancewasexhaustedbytheenragedanddefeatedmultitude。
  ’Cleartheway,boys,’saidyoungO’Grady,whowithmewaskneelingbesideO’Connor,whilewesupportedhiminourarms;’donotpresssoclose,andbed——d;can’tyouletthefreshairtohim;don’tyouseehe’sdying?’
  Onopeninghiswaistcoatweeasilydetectedthewound:itwasalittlebelowthechest——asmallbluemark,fromwhichoozedasingleheavydropofblood。
  ’Heisbleedingbutlittle——thatisacomfortatallevents,’saidoneofthegentlemenwhosurroundedthewoundedman。
  Anothersuggestedtheexpediencyofhisbeingremovedhomewardwithaslittledelayaspossible,andrecommended,forthispurpose,thatadoorshouldberemovedfromitshinges,andthepatient,laiduponthis,shouldbeconveyedfromthefield。UponthisrudebiermypoorfriendwascarriedfromthatfatalgroundtowardsCastleConnor。Iwalkedclosebyhisside,andobservedeverymotionofhis。Heseldomopenedhiseyes,andwasperfectlystill,exceptinganervousWORKING
  ofthefingers,andaslight,almostimperceptibletwitchingofthefeatures,whichtookplace,however,onlyatintervals。Thefirstwordheutteredwasspokenasweapproachedtheentranceofthecastleitself,whenhesaid;repeatedly,’Thebackway,thebackway。’Hefearedlesthismothershouldmeethimabruptlyandwithoutpreparation;butalthoughthisfearwasgroundless,sincesheneverleftherroomuntillateintheday,yetitwasthoughtadvisable,and,indeed,necessary,tocautionalltheservantsmoststronglyagainstbreathingahinttotheirmistressoftheeventswhichhadbefallen。
  Twoorthreegentlemenhadriddenfromthefieldoneafteranother,promisingthattheyshouldovertakeourpartybeforeitreachedthecastle,bringingwiththemmedicalaidfromonequarteroranother;
  andwedeterminedthatMrs。O’Connorshouldnotknowanythingoftheoccurrenceuntiltheopinionofsomeprofessionalmanshouldhavedeterminedtheextentoftheinjurywhichhersonhadsustained——acourseofconductwhichwouldatleasthavetheeffectofrelievingherfromthehorrorsofsuspense。WhenO’Connorfoundhimselfinhisownroom,andlaiduponhisownbed,heappearedmuchrevived——somuchso,thatIcouldnothelpadmittingastronghopethatallmightyetbewell。
  ’Afterall,Purcell,’saidhe,withamelancholysmile,andspeakingwithevidentdifficulty,’IbelieveIhavegotoffwithatriflingwound。IamsureitcannotbefatalIfeelsolittlepain——almostnone。’
  Icautionedhimagainstfatiguinghimselfbyendeavouringtospeak;andheremainedquietforalittletime。Atlengthhesaid:
  ’Purcell,Itrustthislessonshallnothavebeengiveninvain。Godhasbeenverymercifultome;Ifeel——IhaveaninternalconfidencethatIamnotwoundedmortally。HadIbeenfatallywounded——
  hadIbeenkilleduponthespot,onlythinkonit’——andheclosedhiseyesasiftheverythoughtmadehimdizzy——’struckdownintothegrave,unpreparedasIam,intheveryblossomofmysins,withoutamomentofrepentanceorofreflection;I
  musthavebeenlost——lostforeverandever。’
  Iprevaileduponhim,withsomedifficulty,toabstainfromsuchagitatingreflections,andatlengthinducedhimtocourtsuchreposeashisconditionadmittedof,byremainingperfectlysilent,andasmuchaspossiblewithoutmotion。
  O’ConnorandIonlywereintheroom;
  hehadlainforsometimeintolerablequiet,whenIthoughtIdistinguishedthebustleattendantuponthearrivalofsomeoneatthecastle,andwenteagerlytothewindow,believing,oratleasthoping,thatthesoundsmightannouncetheapproachofthemedicalman,whomwealllongedmostimpatientlytosee。
  Myconjecturewasright;Ihadthesatisfactionofseeinghimdismountandpreparetoenterthecastle,whenmyobservationswereinterrupted,andmyattentionwasattractedbyasmothered,gurglingsoundproceedingfromthebedinwhichlaythewoundedman。Iinstantlyturnedround,andindoingsothespectaclewhichmetmyeyeswassufficientlyshocking。
  IhadleftO’Connorlyinginthebed,supportedbypillows,perfectlycalm,andwithhiseyesclosed:hewasnowlyingnearlyinthesameposition,hiseyesopenandalmoststartingfromtheirsockets,witheveryfeaturepaleanddistortedasdeath,andvomitingbloodinquantitiesthatwerefrightful。Irushedtothedoorandcalledforassistance;theparoxysm,thoughviolent,wasbrief,andO’Connorsankintoaswoonsodeepanddeath-like,thatIfearedheshouldwakennomore。
  Thesurgeon,alittle,fussyman,butI
  believewithsomeskilltojustifyhispretensions,nowenteredtheroom,carry-
  inghiscaseofinstruments,andfollowedbyservantsbearingbasinsandwaterandbandagesoflinen。Herelievedourdoubtsbyinstantlyassuringusthat’thepatient’wasstillliving;andatthesametimeprofessedhisdeterminationtotakeadvantageofthemuscularrelaxationwhichthefainthadinducedtoexaminethewound——addingthatapatientwasmoreeasily’handled’wheninaswoonthanunderothercircumstances。
  Afterexaminingthewoundinfrontwheretheballhadentered,hepassedhishandroundbeneaththeshoulder,andafteralittlepauseheshookhishead,observingthathefearedverymuchthatoneofthevertebraewasfatallyinjured,butthathecouldnotsaydecidedlyuntilhispatientshouldrevivealittle。’Thoughhislanguagewasverytechnical,andconsequentlytomenearlyunintelligible,Icouldperceiveplainlybyhismannerthatheconsideredthecaseasalmosthopeless。
  O’Connorgraduallygavesomesignsofreturninganimation,andatlengthwassofarrestoredastobeenabledtospeak。
  Aftersomefewgeneralquestionsastohowhefeltaffected,etc。,etc。,thesurgeon,placinghishanduponhislegandpressingitslightly,askedhimifhefeltanypressureuponthelimb?O’Connoransweredinthenegative——hepressedharder,andrepeatedthequestion;stilltheanswerwasthesame,tillatlength,byrepeatedexperiments,heascertainedthatallthatpartofthebodywhichlaybehindthewoundwasparalysed,provingthatthespinemusthavereceivedsomefatalinjury。
  ’Well,doctor,’saidO’Connor,aftertheexaminationofthewoundwasover;’well,Ishalldo,shan’tI?’
  Thephysicianwassilentforamoment,andthen,asifwithaneffort,hereplied:
  ’Indeed,mydearsir,itwouldnotbehonesttoflatteryouwithmuchhope。’
  ’Eh?’saidO’ConnorwithmorealacritythanIhadseenhimexhibitsincethemorning;’surelyIdidnothearyouaright;Ispokeofmyrecovery——surelythereisnodoubt;therecanbenone——
  speakfrankly,doctor,forGod’ssake——amIdying?’
  Thesurgeonwasevidentlynostoic,andhismannerhadextinguishedinmeeveryhope,evenbeforehehadutteredawordinreply。
  ’Youare——youareindeeddying。Thereisnohope;IshouldbutdeceiveyouifI
  heldoutany。’
  Asthesurgeonutteredtheseterriblewords,thehandswhichO’Connorhadstretchedtowardshimwhileawaitinghisreplyfellpowerlessbyhisside;hisheadsankforward;itseemedasifhorroranddespairhadunstrungeverynerveandsinew;heappearedtocollapseandshrinktogetherasaplantmightundertheinfluenceofawitheringspell。
  Ithasoftenbeenmyfate,sincethen,tovisitthechambersofdeathandofsuffering;
  Ihavewitnessedfearfulagoniesofbodyandofsoul;themysteriousshudderingsofthedepartingspirit,andtheheart-
  rendingdesolationofthesurvivors;theseveringofthetenderestties,thepiteousyearningsofunavailinglove——ofallthesethingsthesaddutiesofmyprofessionhavemademeawitness。But,generallyspeaking,Ihaveobservedinsuchscenessomethingtomitigate,ifnotthesorrows,atleasttheterrors,ofdeath;thedyingmanseldomseemstofeeltherealityofhissituation;adullconsciousnessofapproachingdissolution,adimanticipationofunconsciousnessandinsensibility,arethefeelingswhichmostnearlyborderuponanappreciationofhisstate;thefilmofdeathseemstohaveoverspreadthemind’seye,objectslosetheirdistinctness,andfloatcloudilybeforeit,andtheapathyandapparentindifferencewithwhichmenrecognisethesureadvancesofimmediatedeath,robthatawfulhourofmuchofitsterrors,andthedeath-bedofitsotherwiseinevitableagonies。
  Thisisamercifuldispensation;buttherulehasitsexceptions——itsterribleexceptions。Whenamanisbroughtinaninstant,bysomesuddenaccident,totheveryvergeofthefathomlesspitofdeath,withallhisrecollectionsawake,andhisperceptionskeenlyandvividlyalive,withoutpreviousillnesstosubduethetoneofthemindastodullitsapprehensions——
  then,andthenonly,thedeath-bedistrulyterrible。