’Doyouobject,Mr。M’Donough?anduponwhatgrounds,ifyouplease?’saidhe。
’Certainlyhedoesnot,’repliedO’Connor;and,turningtoM’Donough,headded,’praylettherebenounnecessarydelay。’
’Thereisnoobjection,then,’saidFitzgerald。
’_I_object,’saidtheyoungeroftheO’Gradys,’ifnobodyelsewill。’
’Andwhothedevilareyou,thatDARES
toobject?’shoutedFitzgerald;’andwhatd——dpresumptionpromptsyoutoDAREtowagyourtonguehere?’
’IamMr。O’Grady,ofCastleBlake,’
repliedtheyoungman,nowmuchenraged;’andby——,youshallanswerforyourlanguagetome。’
’ShallI,by——?ShallI?’criedhe,withalaughofbrutalscorn;’themorethemerrier,d——nthedoubtofit——sonowholdyourtongue,forIpromiseyouyoushallhavebusinessenoughofyourowntothinkabout,andthatbeforelong。’
Therewasanappallingferocityinhistoneandmannerwhichnowordscouldconvey。
Heseemedtransformed;hewasactuallylikeamanpossessed。Wasitpossible,I
thought,thatIbeheldthecourteousgentleman,thegay,good-humouredretailerofamusinganecdotewithwhom,scarcetwodaysago,Ihadlaughedandchatted,intheblasphemousandmurderousruffianwhoglaredandstormedbeforeme!
O’Connorinterposed,andrequestedthattimeshouldnotbeunnecessarilylost。
’Youhavenotgotasecondcoaton?’
inquiredtheCaptain。’Ibegpardon,butmydutytomyfriendrequiresthatI
shouldascertainthepoint。’
O’Connorrepliedinthenegative。TheCaptainexpressedhimselfassatisfied,adding,inwhathemeanttobeacomplimentarystrain,’thatheknewMr。
O’Connorwouldscorntoemploypaddingoranyunfairmodeofprotection。’
Therewasnowabreathlesssilence。
O’Connorstoodperfectlymotionless;and,exceptingthedeath-likepalenessofhisfeatures,heexhibitednosignofagitation。
Hiseyewassteady——hislipdidnottremble——hisattitudewascalm。TheCaptain,havingre-examinedtheprimingofthepistols,placedoneoftheminthehandofFitzgerald——M’Donoughinquiredwhetherthepartieswereprepared,andhavingbeenansweredintheaffirmative,heproceededtogivetheword,’Ready。’
Fitzgeraldraisedhishand,butalmostinstantlylowereditagain。Thecrowdhadpressedtoomuchforwardasitappeared,andhiseyehadbeenunsteadiedbytheflappingoftheskirtofafriezeriding-coatwornbyoneofthespectators。
’Inthenameofmyprincipal,’saidtheCaptain,’Imustanddoinsistuponthesegentlemenmovingbackalittle。Weaskbutlittle;fairplay,andnofavour。’
Thecrowdmovedasrequested。
M’Donoughrepeatedhisformerquestion,andwasansweredasbefore。Therewasabreathlesssilence。FitzgeraldfixedhiseyeuponO’Connor。Theappointedsignal,’Ready,fire!’wasgiven。Therewasapausewhileonemightslowlyreckonthree——Fitzgeraldfired——andO’Connorfellhelplesslyupontheground。
’Thereisnotimetobelost,’saidM’Creagrh;’for,by——,youhavedoneforhim。’
Sosaying,hethrewhimselfuponhishorse,andwasinstantlyfollowedatahardgallopbyFitzgerald。
’Cold-bloodedmurder,ifevermurderwascommitted,’saidO’Grady。’Heshallhangforit;d——nme,butheshall。’
Ahopelessattemptwasmadetoovertakethefugitives;buttheywerebettermountedthananyoftheirpursuers,andescapedwithease。Cursesandactualyellsofexecrationfollowedtheircourse;andas,incrossingthebrowofaneighbouringhill,theyturnedroundinthesaddletoobserveiftheywerepursued,everygesturewhichcouldexpressfuryanddefiancewasexhaustedbytheenragedanddefeatedmultitude。
’Cleartheway,boys,’saidyoungO’Grady,whowithmewaskneelingbesideO’Connor,whilewesupportedhiminourarms;’donotpresssoclose,andbed——d;can’tyouletthefreshairtohim;don’tyouseehe’sdying?’
Onopeninghiswaistcoatweeasilydetectedthewound:itwasalittlebelowthechest——asmallbluemark,fromwhichoozedasingleheavydropofblood。
’Heisbleedingbutlittle——thatisacomfortatallevents,’saidoneofthegentlemenwhosurroundedthewoundedman。
Anothersuggestedtheexpediencyofhisbeingremovedhomewardwithaslittledelayaspossible,andrecommended,forthispurpose,thatadoorshouldberemovedfromitshinges,andthepatient,laiduponthis,shouldbeconveyedfromthefield。UponthisrudebiermypoorfriendwascarriedfromthatfatalgroundtowardsCastleConnor。Iwalkedclosebyhisside,andobservedeverymotionofhis。Heseldomopenedhiseyes,andwasperfectlystill,exceptinganervousWORKING
ofthefingers,andaslight,almostimperceptibletwitchingofthefeatures,whichtookplace,however,onlyatintervals。Thefirstwordheutteredwasspokenasweapproachedtheentranceofthecastleitself,whenhesaid;repeatedly,’Thebackway,thebackway。’Hefearedlesthismothershouldmeethimabruptlyandwithoutpreparation;butalthoughthisfearwasgroundless,sincesheneverleftherroomuntillateintheday,yetitwasthoughtadvisable,and,indeed,necessary,tocautionalltheservantsmoststronglyagainstbreathingahinttotheirmistressoftheeventswhichhadbefallen。
Twoorthreegentlemenhadriddenfromthefieldoneafteranother,promisingthattheyshouldovertakeourpartybeforeitreachedthecastle,bringingwiththemmedicalaidfromonequarteroranother;
andwedeterminedthatMrs。O’Connorshouldnotknowanythingoftheoccurrenceuntiltheopinionofsomeprofessionalmanshouldhavedeterminedtheextentoftheinjurywhichhersonhadsustained——acourseofconductwhichwouldatleasthavetheeffectofrelievingherfromthehorrorsofsuspense。WhenO’Connorfoundhimselfinhisownroom,andlaiduponhisownbed,heappearedmuchrevived——somuchso,thatIcouldnothelpadmittingastronghopethatallmightyetbewell。
’Afterall,Purcell,’saidhe,withamelancholysmile,andspeakingwithevidentdifficulty,’IbelieveIhavegotoffwithatriflingwound。IamsureitcannotbefatalIfeelsolittlepain——almostnone。’
Icautionedhimagainstfatiguinghimselfbyendeavouringtospeak;andheremainedquietforalittletime。Atlengthhesaid:
’Purcell,Itrustthislessonshallnothavebeengiveninvain。Godhasbeenverymercifultome;Ifeel——IhaveaninternalconfidencethatIamnotwoundedmortally。HadIbeenfatallywounded——
hadIbeenkilleduponthespot,onlythinkonit’——andheclosedhiseyesasiftheverythoughtmadehimdizzy——’struckdownintothegrave,unpreparedasIam,intheveryblossomofmysins,withoutamomentofrepentanceorofreflection;I
musthavebeenlost——lostforeverandever。’
Iprevaileduponhim,withsomedifficulty,toabstainfromsuchagitatingreflections,andatlengthinducedhimtocourtsuchreposeashisconditionadmittedof,byremainingperfectlysilent,andasmuchaspossiblewithoutmotion。
O’ConnorandIonlywereintheroom;
hehadlainforsometimeintolerablequiet,whenIthoughtIdistinguishedthebustleattendantuponthearrivalofsomeoneatthecastle,andwenteagerlytothewindow,believing,oratleasthoping,thatthesoundsmightannouncetheapproachofthemedicalman,whomwealllongedmostimpatientlytosee。
Myconjecturewasright;Ihadthesatisfactionofseeinghimdismountandpreparetoenterthecastle,whenmyobservationswereinterrupted,andmyattentionwasattractedbyasmothered,gurglingsoundproceedingfromthebedinwhichlaythewoundedman。Iinstantlyturnedround,andindoingsothespectaclewhichmetmyeyeswassufficientlyshocking。
IhadleftO’Connorlyinginthebed,supportedbypillows,perfectlycalm,andwithhiseyesclosed:hewasnowlyingnearlyinthesameposition,hiseyesopenandalmoststartingfromtheirsockets,witheveryfeaturepaleanddistortedasdeath,andvomitingbloodinquantitiesthatwerefrightful。Irushedtothedoorandcalledforassistance;theparoxysm,thoughviolent,wasbrief,andO’Connorsankintoaswoonsodeepanddeath-like,thatIfearedheshouldwakennomore。
Thesurgeon,alittle,fussyman,butI
believewithsomeskilltojustifyhispretensions,nowenteredtheroom,carry-
inghiscaseofinstruments,andfollowedbyservantsbearingbasinsandwaterandbandagesoflinen。Herelievedourdoubtsbyinstantlyassuringusthat’thepatient’wasstillliving;andatthesametimeprofessedhisdeterminationtotakeadvantageofthemuscularrelaxationwhichthefainthadinducedtoexaminethewound——addingthatapatientwasmoreeasily’handled’wheninaswoonthanunderothercircumstances。
Afterexaminingthewoundinfrontwheretheballhadentered,hepassedhishandroundbeneaththeshoulder,andafteralittlepauseheshookhishead,observingthathefearedverymuchthatoneofthevertebraewasfatallyinjured,butthathecouldnotsaydecidedlyuntilhispatientshouldrevivealittle。’Thoughhislanguagewasverytechnical,andconsequentlytomenearlyunintelligible,Icouldperceiveplainlybyhismannerthatheconsideredthecaseasalmosthopeless。
O’Connorgraduallygavesomesignsofreturninganimation,andatlengthwassofarrestoredastobeenabledtospeak。
Aftersomefewgeneralquestionsastohowhefeltaffected,etc。,etc。,thesurgeon,placinghishanduponhislegandpressingitslightly,askedhimifhefeltanypressureuponthelimb?O’Connoransweredinthenegative——hepressedharder,andrepeatedthequestion;stilltheanswerwasthesame,tillatlength,byrepeatedexperiments,heascertainedthatallthatpartofthebodywhichlaybehindthewoundwasparalysed,provingthatthespinemusthavereceivedsomefatalinjury。
’Well,doctor,’saidO’Connor,aftertheexaminationofthewoundwasover;’well,Ishalldo,shan’tI?’
Thephysicianwassilentforamoment,andthen,asifwithaneffort,hereplied:
’Indeed,mydearsir,itwouldnotbehonesttoflatteryouwithmuchhope。’
’Eh?’saidO’ConnorwithmorealacritythanIhadseenhimexhibitsincethemorning;’surelyIdidnothearyouaright;Ispokeofmyrecovery——surelythereisnodoubt;therecanbenone——
speakfrankly,doctor,forGod’ssake——amIdying?’
Thesurgeonwasevidentlynostoic,andhismannerhadextinguishedinmeeveryhope,evenbeforehehadutteredawordinreply。
’Youare——youareindeeddying。Thereisnohope;IshouldbutdeceiveyouifI
heldoutany。’
Asthesurgeonutteredtheseterriblewords,thehandswhichO’Connorhadstretchedtowardshimwhileawaitinghisreplyfellpowerlessbyhisside;hisheadsankforward;itseemedasifhorroranddespairhadunstrungeverynerveandsinew;heappearedtocollapseandshrinktogetherasaplantmightundertheinfluenceofawitheringspell。
Ithasoftenbeenmyfate,sincethen,tovisitthechambersofdeathandofsuffering;
Ihavewitnessedfearfulagoniesofbodyandofsoul;themysteriousshudderingsofthedepartingspirit,andtheheart-
rendingdesolationofthesurvivors;theseveringofthetenderestties,thepiteousyearningsofunavailinglove——ofallthesethingsthesaddutiesofmyprofessionhavemademeawitness。But,generallyspeaking,Ihaveobservedinsuchscenessomethingtomitigate,ifnotthesorrows,atleasttheterrors,ofdeath;thedyingmanseldomseemstofeeltherealityofhissituation;adullconsciousnessofapproachingdissolution,adimanticipationofunconsciousnessandinsensibility,arethefeelingswhichmostnearlyborderuponanappreciationofhisstate;thefilmofdeathseemstohaveoverspreadthemind’seye,objectslosetheirdistinctness,andfloatcloudilybeforeit,andtheapathyandapparentindifferencewithwhichmenrecognisethesureadvancesofimmediatedeath,robthatawfulhourofmuchofitsterrors,andthedeath-bedofitsotherwiseinevitableagonies。
Thisisamercifuldispensation;buttherulehasitsexceptions——itsterribleexceptions。Whenamanisbroughtinaninstant,bysomesuddenaccident,totheveryvergeofthefathomlesspitofdeath,withallhisrecollectionsawake,andhisperceptionskeenlyandvividlyalive,withoutpreviousillnesstosubduethetoneofthemindastodullitsapprehensions——
then,andthenonly,thedeath-bedistrulyterrible。