WhenSrPercvalecametothereclusesheknewhmwellenough,andSrLauncelotboth。ButSrLauncelotrodeoverthwartandendlongnawldforest,andheldnopathbutaswldadventureledhm。Andatthelasthecametoastonycrosswhchdepartedtwowaysnwasteland;andbythecrosswasastonethatwasofmarble,buttwassodarkthatSrLauncelotmghtnotwtwhattwas。ThenSrLauncelotlookedbyhm,andsawanoldchapel,andthereheweenedtohavefoundpeople;andSrLauncelottedhshorsetllatree,andthereheddoffhssheldandhungtuponatree,andthenwenttothechapeldoor,andfoundtwasteandbroken。Andwthnhefoundafaraltar,fullrchlyarrayedwthclothofcleanslk,andtherestoodafarcleancandlestck,whchbaresgreatcandles,andthecandlestckwasofslver。AndwhenSrLauncelotsawthslghthehadgreatwllfortoenterntothechapel,buthecouldfndnoplacewherehemghtenter;thenwashepassngheavyanddsmayed。
Thenhereturnedandcametohshorseandddoffhssaddleandbrdle,andlethmpasture,andunlacedhshelm,andungrthssword,andladhmdowntosleepuponhssheldto-forethecross。
HowSrLauncelot,halfsleepngandhalfwakng,sawasckmanbornenaltter,andhowhewashealedwththeSangreal。
ANDsohefellasleep;andhalfwakngandsleepnghesawcomebyhmtwopalfreysallfarandwhte,thewhchbarealtter,therenlyngasckknght。Andwhenhewasnghthecrosshethereabodestll。AllthsSrLauncelotsawandbeheld,forhesleptnotverly;
andheheardhmsay:OsweetLord,whenshallthssorrowleaveme?andwhenshalltheholyvesselcomebyme,wherethroughshallbeblessed?Forhaveenduredthuslong,forlttletrespass。Afullgreatwhlecomplanedtheknghtthus,andalwaysSrLauncelotheardt。WththatSrLauncelotsawthecandlestckwththestaperscomebeforethecross,andhesawnobodythatbroughtt。Alsotherecameatableofslver,andtheholyvesseloftheSangreal,whchLauncelothadseenaforetmenKngPescheour’shouse。Andtherewththesckknghtsethmup,andheldupbothhshands,andsad:FarsweetLord,whchsherewthnthsholyvessel;takeheeduntomethatmaybewholeofthsmalady。Andtherewthonhshandsandonhskneeshewentsonghthathetouchedtheholyvesselandkssedt,andanonhewaswhole;andthenhesad:LordGod,thankthee,foramhealedofthssckness。
Sowhentheholyvesselhadbeenthereagreatwhletwentuntothechapelwththechandelerandthelght,sothatLauncelotwstnotwheretwasbecome;forhewasovertakenwthsnthathehadnopowertorseagantheholyvessel;whereforeafterthatmanymensadofhmshame,buthetookrepentanceafterthat。Thenthesckknghtdressedhmupandkssedthecross;anonhssqurebroughthmhsarms,andaskedhslordhowhedd。Certes,sadhe,thankGodrghtwell,throughtheholyvesselamhealed。Buthavemarvelofthssleepngknghtthathadnopowertoawakewhenthsholyvesselwasbroughthther。darerghtwellsay,sadthesqure,thathedwellethnsomedeadlysnwhereofhewasneverconfessed。Bymyfath,sadtheknght,whatsomeverhebehesunhappy,forasdeemhesofthefellowshpoftheRoundTable,thewhchsenteredntothequestoftheSangreal。Sr,sadthesqure,herehavebroughtyouallyourarmssaveyourhelmandyoursword,andthereforebymneassentnowmayyetakethsknght’shelmandhssword:andsohedd。AndwhenhewascleanarmedhetookSrLauncelot’shorse,forhewasbetterthanhs;andsodepartedtheyfromthecross。
HowavocespaketoSrLauncelot,andhowhefoundhshorseandhshelmborneaway,andafterwentafoot。
THENanonSrLauncelotwaked,andsethmup,andbethoughthmwhathehadseenthere,andwhethertweredreamsornot。Rghtsoheardheavocethatsad:SrLauncelot,moreharderthansthestone,andmorebtterthansthewood,andmorenakedandbarerthanstheleafofthefgtree;thereforegothoufromhence,andwthdrawtheefromthsholyplace。AndwhenSrLauncelotheardthshewaspassngheavyandwstnotwhattodo,andsodepartedsoreweepng,andcursedthetmethathewasborn。
Forthenhedeemednevertohavehadworshpmore。
Forthosewordswenttohsheart,tllthatheknewwhereforehewascalledso。ThenSrLauncelotwenttothecrossandfoundhshelm,hssword,andhshorsetakenaway。Andthenhecalledhmselfaverywretch,andmostunhappyofallknghts;andtherehesad:Mysnandmywckednesshavebroughtmeuntogreatdshonour。Forwhensoughtworldlyadventuresforworldlydesres,everenchevedthemandhadthebetterneveryplace,andneverwasdscomftnnoquarrel,weretrghtorwrong。Andnowtakeuponmetheadventuresofholythngs,andnowseeandunderstandthatmneoldsnhnderethmeandshamethme,sothathadnopowertostrnorspeakwhentheholybloodappearedaforeme。Sothushesorrowedtlltwasday,andheardthefowlssng:thensomewhathewascomforted。ButwhenSrLauncelotmssedhshorseandhsharnessthenhewstwellGodwasdspleasedwthhm。
Thenhedepartedfromthecrossonfootntoaforest;
andsobyprmehecametoanhghhll,andfoundanhermtageandahermttherenwhchwasgonguntomass。AndthenLauncelotkneeleddownandcredonOurLordmercyforhswckedworks。SowhenmasswasdoneLauncelotcalledhm,andprayedhmforchartyfortohearhslfe。Wthagoodwll,sadthegoodman。Sr,sadhe,beyeofKngArthur’scourtandofthefellowshpoftheRoundTable?Yeaforsooth,andmynamesSrLauncelotduLakethathathbeenrghtwellsadof,andnowmygoodfortuneschanged,foramthemostwretchoftheworld。Thehermtbeheldhmandhadmarvelhowhewassoabashed。Sr,sadthehermt,yeoughttothankGodmorethananyknghtlvng,forHehathcausedyoutohavemoreworldlyworshpthananyknghtthatnowlveth。AndforyourpresumptontotakeuponyoundeadlysnfortobenHspresence,whereHsfleshandHsbloodwas,thatcausedyouyemghtnotseetwthworldlyeyes;
forHewllnotappearwheresuchsnnersbe,butftbeuntothergreathurtanduntothergreatshame;andtheresnoknghtlvngnowthatoughttogveGodsogreatthankasye,forHehathgvenyoubeauty,seemlness,andgreatstrengthaboveallotherknghts;andthereforeyearethemorebeholdnguntoGodthananyotherman,toloveHmanddreadHm,foryourstrengthandmanhoodwlllttleavalyouanGodbeaganstyou。
HowSrLauncelotwasshrven,andwhatsorrowhemadeandofthegoodensampleswhchwereshewedhm。
THENSrLauncelotweptwthheavycheer,andsad:
Nowknowwellyesaymesooth。Sr,sadthegoodman,hdenoneoldsnfromme。Truly,sadSrLauncelot,thatweremefullloathtodscover。Forthsfourteenyearneverdscoveredonethngthathaveused,andthatmaynowwtemyshameandmydsadventure。
Andthenhetoldtherethatgoodmanallhslfe。Andhowhehadlovedaqueenunmeasurablyandoutofmeasurelong。Andallmygreatdeedsofarmsthat
havedone,ddforthemostpartforthequeen’ssake,andforhersakewoulddobattleweretrghtorwrong,andneverddbattleallonlyforGod’ssake,butfortownworshpandtocausemetobethebetterbelovedandlttleornoughtthankedGodoft。ThenSrLauncelotsad:prayyoucounselme。wllcounselyou,sadthehermt,fyewllensuremethatyewllnevercomenthatqueen’sfellowshpasmuchasyemayforbear。AndthenSrLauncelotpromsedhmhenold,bythefathofhsbody。Lookthatyourheartandyourmouthaccord,sadthegoodman,andshallensureyouyeshallhavemoreworshpthaneveryehad。
Holyfather,sadSrLauncelot,marvelofthevocethatsadtomemarvellouswords,asyehaveheardto-
forehand。Haveyenomarvel,sadthegoodmanthereof,fortseemethwellGodlovethyou;formenmayunderstandastoneshardofknd,andnamelyonemorethananother;andthatstounderstandbythee,SrLauncelot,forthouwltnotleavethysnfornogoodnessthatGodhathsentthee;thereforethouartmorethananystone,andneverwouldstthoubemadeneshnorbywaternorbyfre,andthatstheheatoftheHolyGhostmaynotenternthee。Nowtakeheed,nalltheworldmenshallnotfndoneknghttowhomOurLordhathgvensomuchofgraceasHehathgvenyou,forHehathgvenyoufarnesswthseemlness,Hehathgventheewt,dscretontoknowgoodfromevl,Hehathgventheeprowessandhardness,andgventheetoworksolargelythatthouhasthadatalldaysthebetterwheresomeverthoucame;andnowOurLordwllsuffertheenolonger,butthatthoushaltknowHmwhetherthouwltornylt。Andwhythevocecalledtheebttererthanwood,forwhereovermuchsndwelleth,theremaybebutlttlesweetness,whereforethouartlkenedtoanoldrottentree。
Nowhaveshewedtheewhythouartharderthanthestoneandbttererthanthetree。Nowshallshewtheewhythouartmorenakedandbarerthanthefgtree。
tbefellthatOurLordonPalmSundaypreachednJerusalem,andthereHefoundnthepeoplethatallhardnesswasharbourednthem,andthereHefoundnallthetownnotonethatwouldharbourhm。AndthenHewentwthoutthetown,andfoundnmdstofthewayafgtree,thewhchwasrghtfarandwellgarnshedofleaves,butfruthadtnone。ThenOurLordcursedthetreethatbarenofrut;thatbetokeneththefgtreeuntoJerusalem,thathadleavesandnofrut。Sothou,SrLauncelot,whentheHolyGralwasbroughtaforethee,Hefoundntheenofrut,norgoodthoughtnorgoodwll,anddefouledwthlechery。Certes,sadSrLauncelot,allthatyouhavesadstrue,andfromhenceforwardcastme,bythegraceofGod,nevertobesowckedashavebeen,butastofollowknghthoodandtodofeatsofarms。
ThenthegoodmanenjonedSrLauncelotsuchpenanceashemghtdoandtoseweknghthood,andsoassoledhm,andprayedSrLauncelottoabdewthhmallthatday。wllwell,sadSrLauncelot,forhavenetherhelm,norhorse,norsword。Asforthat,sadthegoodman,shallhelpyouorto-mornatevenofanhorse,andallthatlongeduntoyou。AndthenSrLauncelotrepentedhmgreatly。
HereendethoffthehstoryofSrLauncelot。AndherefollowethofSrPercvaledeGals,whchsthefourteenthbook。
HowSrPercvalecametoarecluseandaskedcounsel,andhowshetoldhmthatshewashsaunt。
NOWsaththetale,thatwhenSrLauncelotwasrddenafterSrGalahad,thewhchhadalltheseadventuresabovesad,SrPercvaleturnedaganuntotherecluse,wherehedeemedtohavetdngsofthatknghtthatLauncelotfollowed。Andsohekneeledatherwndow,andtherecluseopenedtandaskedSrPercvalewhathewould。Madam,hesad,amaknghtofKngArthur’scourt,andmynamesSrPercvaledeGals。Whentherecluseheardhsnameshehadgreatjoyofhm,formckleshehadlovedhmto-foreanyotherknght,forsheoughttodoso,forshewashsaunt。Andthenshecommandedthegatestobeopened,andtherehehadallthecheerthatshemghtmakehm,andallthatwasnherpowerwasathscommandment。
SoonthemornSrPercvalewenttotherecluseandaskedherfsheknewthatknghtwththewhtesheld。
Sr,sadshe,whywouldyewt?Truly,madam,sadSrPercvale,shallneverbewellateasetllthatknowofthatknght’sfellowshp,andthatmayfghtwthhm,formaynotleavehmsolghtly,forhavetheshameyet。Ah,Percvale,sadshe,wouldyefghtwthhm?
seewellyehavegreatwlltobeslanasyourfatherwas,throughoutrageousness。Madam,sadSrPercvale,tseemethbyyourwordsthatyeknowme。Yea,sadshe,welloughttoknowyou,foramyouraunt,althoughbenaproryplace。ForsomecalledmesometmetheQueenoftheWasteLands,andwascalledthequeenofmostrchesntheworld;andtpleasedmenevermyrchessomuchasdothmypoverty。ThenSrPercvaleweptforveryptywhenthatheknewtwashsaunt。Ah,farnephew,sadshe,whenheardyetdngsofyourmother?Truly,sadhe,heardnoneofher,butdreamofhermuchnmysleep;andthereforewotnotwhethershebedeadoralve。Certes,farnephew,sadshe,yourmothersdead,forafteryourdepartngfromhershetooksuchasorrowthatanon,aftershewasconfessed,sheded。Now,Godhavemercyonhersoul,sadSrPercvale,tsoreforthnkethme;
butallwemustchangethelfe。Now,faraunt,tellmewhatstheknght?deemtbehethatbaretheredarmsonWhtsunday。Wtyouwell,sadshe,thatthsshe,forotherwseoughthenottodo,buttogonredarms;andthatsameknghthathnopeer,forheworkethallbymracle,andheshallneverbeovercomeofnoneearthlyman’shand。
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