’Yes,youngman;andasyounowspeaksoftlyandkindly,Iwilltellyoumywholetale。Myfatherwasanofficerofthesea,andwaskilledatseaashewascominghometomarrymymother,IsopelBerners。Hehadbeenacquaintedwithher,andhadlefther;butafterafewmonthshewroteheraletter,tosaythathehadnorest,andthatherepented,andthatassoonashisshipcametoporthewoulddoherallthereparationinhispower。Well,youngman,theverydaybeforetheyreachedporttheymettheenemy,andtherewasafight,andmyfatherwaskilled,afterhehadstruckdownsixoftheenemy’screwontheirowndeck;formyfatherwasabigman,asIhaveheard,andknewtolerablywellhowtousehishands,Andwhenmymotherheardthenews,shebecamehalfdistracted,andranawayintothefieldsandforests,totallyneglectingherbusiness,forshewasasmallmilliner;andsosherandementedaboutthemeadsandforestsforalongtime,nowsittingunderatree,andnowbythesideofariver-atlastsheflungherselfintosomewater,andwouldhavebeendrowned,hadnotsomeonebeenathandandrescuedher,whereuponshewasconveyedtothegreathouse,lestsheshouldattempttodoherselffarthermischief,forshehadneitherfriendsnorparents-andthereshediedthreemonthsafter,havingfirstbroughtmeintotheworld。
Shewasasweetprettycreature,I’mtold,buthardlyfitforthisworld,beingneitherlarge,norfierce,norabletotakeherownpart。SoIwasbornandbredinthegreathouse,whereIlearnttoreadandsew,tofearGod,andtotakemyownpart。WhenIwasfourteenIwasputouttoservicetoasmallfarmerandhiswife,withwhom,however,Ididnotstaylong,forIwashalf-starved,andotherwiseilltreated,especiallybymymistress,whoonedayattemptingtoknockmedownwithabesom,Iknockedherdownwithmyfist,andwentbacktothegreathouse。’
’Andhowdidtheyreceiveyouinthegreathouse?’
’Notverykindly,youngman-onthecontrary,Iwasputintoadarkroom,whereIwaskeptafortnightonbreadandwater;Ididnotmuchcare,however,beinggladtohavegotbacktothegreathouseatanyrate-theplacewhereIwasborn,andwheremypoormotherdied;andinthegreathouseIcontinuedtwoyearslonger,readingandsewing,fearingGod,andtakingmyownpartwhennecessary。AttheendofthetwoyearsIwasagainputouttoservice,butthistimetoarichfarmerandhiswife,withwhom,however,Ididnotlivelong,lesstime,Ibelieve,thanwiththepoorones,beingobligedtoleavefor-’
’Knockingyourmistressdown?’
’No,youngman,knockingmymasterdown,whoconductedhimselfimproperlytowardsme。ThistimeIdidnotgobacktothegreathouse,havingamisgivingthattheywouldnotreceiveme;soI
turnedmybacktothegreathousewhereIwasborn,andwheremypoormotherdied,andwanderedforseveraldaysIknownotwhither,supportingmyselfonafewhalfpencewhichIchancedtohaveinmypocket。Ithappenedoneday,asIsatunderahedgecrying,havingspentmylastfarthing,thatacomfortable-lookingelderlywomancameupinacart,andseeingthestateinwhichIwas,shestoppedandaskedwhatwasthematterwithme;Itoldhersomepartofmystory,whereuponshesaid,’Cheerup,mydear;ifyoulike,youshallgowithme,andwaituponme。’OfcourseIwantedlittlepersuasion,soIgotintothecartandwentwithher。ShetookmetoLondonandvariousotherplaces,andIsoonfoundthatshewasatravellingwoman,whowentaboutthecountrywithsilksandlinen。
Iwasofgreatusetoher,moreespeciallyinthoseplaceswherewemetevilcompany。Once,aswewerecomingfromDover,weweremetbytwosailors,whostoppedourcart,andwouldhaverobbedandstrippedus。’Letmegetdown,’saidI;soIgotdown,andfoughtwiththemboth,tilltheyturnedroundandranaway。TwoyearsI
livedwiththeoldgentlewoman,whowasverykindtome,almostaskindasamother;atlastshefellsickataplaceinLincolnshire,andafterafewdaysdied,leavingmehercartandstockintrade,prayingmeonlytoseeherdecentlyburied-whichIdid,givingherafuneralfitforagentlewoman。AfterwhichItravelledthecountry-melancholyenoughforwantofcompany,butsofarfortunate,thatIcouldtakemyownpartwhenanybodywasunciviltome。Atlast,passingthroughthevalleyofTodmorden,IformedtheacquaintanceofBlazingBosvilleandhiswife,withwhomI
occasionallytookjourneysforcompany’ssake,foritismelancholytotravelaboutalone,evenwhenonecantakeone’sownpart。I
soonfoundtheywereevilpeople;but,uponthewhole,theytreatedmecivilly,andIsometimeslentthemalittlemoney,sothatwegotontolerablywelltogether。HeandI,itistrue,hadonceadispute,andnearlycametoblows;foronce,whenwewerealone,hewantedmetomarryhim,promising,ifIwould,toturnoffGreyMoll,or,ifIlikeditbetter,tomakeherwaituponmeasamaid-
servant;Ineverlikedhimmuch,butfromthathourlessthanever。
Ofthetwo,IbelieveGreyMolltobethebest,forsheisatanyratetrueandfaithfultohim,andIliketruthandconstancy-
don’tyou,youngman?’
’Yes,’saidI,’theyareverynicethings。Ifeelverystrangely。’
’Howdoyoufeel,youngman?
’Verymuchafraid。’
’Afraid,atwhat?AttheFlamingTinman?Don’tbeafraidofhim。
Hewon’tcomeback,andifhedid,heshouldn’ttouchyouinthisstate,I’dfighthimforyou;buthewon’tcomeback,soyouneedn’tbeafraidofhim。’
’I’mnotafraidoftheFlamingTinman。’
’What,then,areyouafraidof?’
’Theevilone。’
’Theevilone!’saidthegirl,’whereishe?’
’Cominguponme。’
’Neverheed,’saidthegirl,’I’llstandbyyou。’
CHAPTERLXXXVII
Hubbubofvoices-Nooffence-Nodding-Theguests。
THEkitchenofthepublic-housewasalargeone,andmanypeopleweredrinkinginit;therewasaconfusedhubbubofvoices。
Isatdownonabenchbehindadealtable,ofwhichtherewerethreeorfourinthekitchen;presentlyabulkyman,inagreencoatoftheNewmarketcut,andwithoutahat,entered,andobservingme,cameup,andinratheragrufftonecried,’Wantanything,youngfellow?’
’Bringmeajugofale,’saidI,’ifyouarethemaster,asI
supposeyouare,bythatsamecoatofyours,andyourhavingnohatonyourhead。’
’Don’tbesaucy,youngfellow,’saidthelandlord,forsuchhewas;
’don’tbesaucy,or-’Whateverheintendedtosayheleftunsaid,forfixinghiseyesupononeofmyhands,whichIhadplacedbychanceuponthetable,hebecamesuddenlystill。
Thiswasmylefthand,whichwasrawandswollen,fromtheblowsdealtonacertainhardskullinarecentcombat。’Whatdoyoumeanbystaringatmyhandso?’saidI,with-drawingitfromthetable。
’Nooffence,youngman,nooffence,’saidthelandlord,inaquitealteredtone;’butthesightofyourhand-’thenobservingthatourconversationbegantoattractthenoticeoftheguestsinthekitchen,heinterruptedhimself,sayinginanundertone,’Butmum’sthewordforthepresent,Iwillgoandfetchtheale。’
Inaboutaminutehereturned,withajugofalefoaminghigh。
’Here’syourhealth,’saidhe,blowingoffthefoam,anddrinking;
butperceivingthatIlookedratherdissatisfied,hemurmured,’All’sright,Igloryinyou;butmum’stheword。’Then,placingthejugonthetable,hegavemeaconfidentialnod,andswaggeredoutoftheroom。
Whatcanthesillyimpertinentfellowmean?thoughtI;butthealewasnowbeforeme,andIhastenedtodrink,formyweaknesswasgreat,andmymindwasfullofdarkthoughts,theremainsoftheindescribablehorroroftheprecedingnight。Itmaykillme,thoughtI,asIdrankdeep-butwhocares?anythingisbetterthanwhatIhavesuffered。Idrankdeep,andthenleanedbackagainstthewall:itappearedasifavapourwasstealingupintomybrain,gentleandbenign,soothingandstiflingthehorrorandthefear;higherandhigheritmounted,andIfeltnearlyovercome;butthesensationwasdelicious,comparedwiththatIhadlatelyexperienced,andnowIfeltmyselfnodding;and,bendingdown,I
laidmyheadonthetableonmyfoldedhands。
AndinthatattitudeIremainedsometime,perfectlyunconscious。
Atlength,bydegrees,perceptionreturned,andIliftedupmyhead。Ifeltsomewhatdizzyandbewildered,butthedarkshadowhadwithdrawnitselffromme。AndnowoncemoreIdrankofthejug;thisseconddraughtdidnotproduceanoverpoweringeffectuponme-itrevivedandstrengthenedme-Ifeltanewman。
Ilookedaroundme;thekitchenhadbeendesertedbythegreaterpartoftheguests;besidesmyself,onlyfourremained;thesewereseatedatthefartherend。Onewasharanguingfiercelyandeagerly;hewasabusingEngland,andpraisingAmerica。Atlastheexclaimed,’SowhenIgetstoNewYork,Iwilltossupmyhat,anddamntheKing。’
ThatmanmustbeaRadical,thoughtI。
CHAPTERLXXXVIII
ARadical-Simple-lookingman-ChurchofEngland-ThePresident-Aristocracy-Ginandwater-Mendingtheroads-PersecutingChurch-SimondeMontfort-Brokenbells-Getup-NotforthePope-QuayofNewYork-Mumpers’Dingle-Nowishtofight-
Firstdraught-Apoorpipe-Half-a-crownbroke。
THEindividualwhomIsupposedtobeaRadical,afterashortpause,againupliftedhisvoice;hewasratherastrong-builtfellowofaboutthirty,withanill-favouredcountenance,awhitehatonhishead,asnuff-colouredcoatonhisback,andwhenhewasnotspeaking,apipeinhismouth。’WhowouldliveinsuchacountryasEngland?’heshouted。
’ThereisnocountrylikeAmerica,’saidhisnearestneighbour,amanalsoinawhitehat,andofaveryill-favouredcountenance-
’thereisnocountrylikeAmerica,’saidhe,withdrawingapipefromhismouth;’IthinkIshall-’andherehetookadraughtfromajug,thecontentsofwhichheappearedtohaveincommonwiththeother,-’gotoAmericaoneofthesedaysmyself。’
’PooroldEnglandisnotsuchabadcountry,afterall,’saidathird,asimple-lookingmaninalabouringdress,whosatsmokingapipewithoutanythingbeforehim。’Iftherewasbutalittlemoreworktobegot,Ishouldhavenothingtosayagainsther;Ihope,however-’
’Youhope!whocareswhatyouhope?’interruptedthefirst,inasavagetone;’youareoneofthosesneakinghoundswhoaresatisfiedwithdogs’wages-abitofbreadandakick。Work,indeed!who,withthespiritofaman,wouldworkforacountrywherethereisneitherlibertyofspeechnorofaction?alandfullofbeggarlyaristocracy,hungryborough-mongers,insolentparsons,and“their……wivesanddaughters,“asWilliamCobbettsays,inhis“Register。“’
’Ah,theChurchofEnglandhasbeenasourceofincalculablemischieftotheserealms,’saidanother。
Thepersonwhoutteredthesewordssatratheralooffromtherest;
hewasdressedinalongblacksurtout。Icouldnotseemuchofhisface,partlyowingtohiskeepingitverymuchdirectedtotheground,andpartlyowingtoalargeslouchedhatwhichhewore;I
observed,however,thathishairwasofareddishtinge。Onthetablenearhimwasaglassandspoon。
’Youarequiteright,’saidthefirst,alludingtowhatthislasthadsaid,’theChurchofEnglandhasdoneincalculablemischiefhere。Ivaluenoreligionthreehalfpence,forIbelieveinnone;
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