’Iamafraidheis,’saidWinifred,’yetmyheartwarmstothepoorlad,heseemssoforlorn。’
CHAPTERLXXIII
Morninghymn-Muchalone-JohnBunyan-Beholdentonobody-
Sixty-five-Sobergreeting-EarlySabbaths-Finnybrood-Theporch-Nofortune-telling-Themaster’sniece-Doinggood-Twoorthreethings-Groansandvoices-PechodYspryddGlan。
ISLEPTsoundlyduringthatnight,partlyowingtotheinfluenceoftheopiate。EarlyinthemorningIwasawakenedbythevoicesofPeterandhiswife,whoweresingingamorninghymnintheirownlanguage。Bothsubsequentlyprayedlongandfervently。Ilaystilltilltheirdevotionswerecompleted,andthenleftmytent。
’Goodmorning,’saidPeter,’howdostthoufeel?’’Muchbetter,’
saidI,’thanIcouldhaveexpected。’’Iamgladofit,’saidPeter。’Artthouhungry?yondercomesourbreakfast,’pointingtothesameyoungwomanIhadseentheprecedingnight,whowasagaindescendingthehillbearingthetrayuponherhead。
’Whatdustthouintendtodo,youngman,thisday?’saidPeter,whenwehadabouthalffinishedbreakfast。’Do,’saidI;’asIdootherdays,whatIcan。’’Anddostthoupassthisdayasthoudostotherdays?’saidPeter。’Whynot?’saidI;’whatisthereinthisdaydifferentfromtherest?itseemstobeofthesamecolourasyesterday。’’Artthouaware,’saidthewife,interposing,’whatdayitis?thatitisSabbath?thatitisSunday?’’No,’saidI,’IdidnotknowthatitwasSunday。’’Andhowdidthathappen?’
saidWinifred,withasigh。’Totellyouthetruth,’saidI,’I
liveverymuchalone,andpayverylittleheedtothepassingoftime。’’Andyetofwhatinfiniteimportanceistime,’saidWinifred。’Artthounotawarethateveryyearbringstheenearertothyend?’’Idonotthink,’saidI,’thatIamsonearmyendasIwasyesterday。’’Yes,thouart,’saidthewoman;’thouwastnotdoomedtodieyesterday;aninvisiblehandwaswatchingovertheeyesterday;butthydaywillcome,thereforeimprovethetime;
begratefulthatthouwastsavedyesterday;and,oh!reflectononething;ifthouhadstdiedyesterday,wherewouldstthouhavebeennow?’’Castintotheearth,perhaps,’saidI。’IhaveheardMr。
Petulengrosaythattobecastintotheearthisthenaturalendofman。’’WhoisMr。Petulengro?’saidPeter,interruptinghiswife,asshewasabouttospeak。’Masterofthehorse-shoe,’saidI;
’and,accordingtohisownaccount,kingofEgypt。’’I
understand,’saidPeter,’headofsomefamilyofwanderingEgyptians-theyarearaceutterlygodless。Artthouofthem?-
butno,thouartnot,thouhastnottheiryellowblood。Isupposethoubelongesttothefamilyofwanderingartisanscalled。Idonotlikeyoutheworseforbelongingtothem。Amightyspeakerofoldsprangupfromamidstthatfamily。’’Whowashe?’saidI。
’JohnBunyan,’repliedPeter,reverently,’andthementionofhisnameremindsmethatIhavetopreachthisday;wiltthougoandhear?thedistanceisnotgreat,onlyhalfamile。’’No,’saidI,’Iwillnotgoandhear。’’Wherefore?’saidPeter。’Ibelongtothechurch,’saidI,’andnottothecongregations。’’Oh!theprideofthatchurch,’saidPeter,addressinghiswifeintheirowntongue,’exemplifiedeveninthelowestandmostignorantofitsmembers。Thenthou,doubtless,meanesttogotochurch,’saidPeter,againaddressingme;’thereisachurchontheothersideofthatwoodedhill。’’No,’saidI,’Idonotmeantogotochurch。’
’MayIasktheewherefore?’saidPeter。’Because,’saidI,’I
preferremainingbeneaththeshadeofthesetrees,listeningtothesoundoftheleavesandthetinklingofthewaters。’
’Thenthouintendesttoremainhere?’saidPeter,lookingfixedlyatme。’IfIdonotintrude,’saidI;’butifIdo,Iwillwanderaway;Iwishtobebeholdentonobody-perhapsyouwishmetogo?’
’Onthecontrary,’saidPeter,’Iwishyoutostay。Ibegintoseesomethingintheewhichhasmuchinterestforme;butwemustnowbidtheefarewellfortherestoftheday,thetimeisdrawingnighforustorepairtotheplaceofpreaching;beforeweleavetheealone,however,Ishouldwishtoasktheeaquestion-Didstthouseekthyowndestructionyesterday,anddidstthouwilfullytakethatpoison?’’No,’saidI;’hadIknowntherehadbeenpoisoninthecakeIcertainlyshouldnothavetakenit。’’Andwhogaveitthee?’saidPeter。’Anenemyofmine,’Ireplied。’Whoisthyenemy?’’AnEgyptiansorceressandpoison-monger。’’Thyenemyisafemale。Ifearthouhadstgivenhercausetohatethee-ofwhatdidshecomplain?’’ThatIhadstolenthetongueoutofherhead。’
’Idonotunderstandthee-issheyoung?’’Aboutsixty-five。’
HereWinifredinterposed。’Thoudidstcallherjustnowbyhardnames,youngman,’saidshe;’Itrustthoudostbearnomaliceagainsther。’’No,’saidI,’Ibearnomaliceagainsther。’’Thouartnotwishingtodeliverherintothehandofwhatiscalledjustice?’’Bynomeans,’saidI;’Ihavelivedlongenoughupontheroadsnottocryoutfortheconstablewhenmyfingerisbroken。Iconsiderthispoisoningasanaccidentoftheroads;oneofthosetowhichthosewhotravelareoccasionallysubject。’’Inshort,thouforgivestthineadversary?’’Bothnowandforever,’
saidI。’Truly,’saidWinifred,’thespiritwhichtheyoungmandisplayethpleasesmemuch;Ishouldbeloththatheleftusyet。
Ihavenodoubtthat,withtheblessingofGod,andalittleofthyexhortation,hewillturnoutatrueChristianbeforeheleavethus。’’Myexhortation!’saidPeter,andadarkshadepassedoverhiscountenance;’thouforgettestwhatIam-I-I-butIamforgettingmyself;theLord’swillbedone;andnowputawaythethings,forIperceivethatourfriendsarecomingtoattendustotheplaceofmeeting。’
AgainthefamilywhichIhadseenthenightbeforedescendedthehillfromtheirabode。TheywerenowdressedintheirSunday’sbest。Themasterofthehouseledtheway。Theypresentlyjoinedus,whenaquietsobergreetingensuedoneachside。AfteralittletimePetershookmebythehandandbademefarewelltilltheevening;Winifreddidthesame,addingthatshehopedIshouldbevisitedbysweetandholythoughts。Thewholepartythenmovedoffinthedirectionbywhichwehadcometheprecedingnight,Peterandthemasterleadingtheway,followedbyWinifredandthemistressofthefamily。AsIgazedontheirdepartingforms,I
feltalmostinclinedtofollowthemtotheirplaceofworship。I
didnotstir,however,butremainedleaningagainstmyoakwithmyhandsbehindme。
AndafteratimeIsatmedownatthefootoftheoakwithmyfaceturnedtowardsthewater,and,foldingmyhands,Ifellintodeepmeditation。IthoughtontheearlySabbathsofmylife,andthemannerinwhichIwaswonttopassthem。HowcarefullyIsaidmyprayerswhenIgotupontheSabbathmorn,andhowcarefullyI
combedmyhairandbrushedmyclothesinorderthatImightdocredittotheSabbathday。IthoughtoftheoldchurchatprettyD-,thedignifiedrector,andyetmoredignifiedclerk。IthoughofEngland’sgrandLiturgy,andTateandBrady’ssonorousminstrelsy。IthoughtoftheHolyBook,portionsofwhichIwasinthehabitofreadingbetweenservice。Ithought,too,oftheeveningwalkwhichIsometimestookinfineweatherlikethepresent,withmymotherandbrother-aquietsoberwalk,duringwhichIwouldnotbreakintoarun,eventochaseabutterfly,oryetmoreahoney-bee,beingfullyconvincedofthedreadimportanceofthedaywhichGodhadhallowed。AndhowgladIwaswhenIhadgotovertheSabbathdaywithouthavingdoneanythingtoprofaneit。AndhowsoundlyIsleptontheSabbathnightafterthetoilofbeingverygoodthroughouttheday。
AndwhenIhadmusedonthosetimesalongwhile,Isighedandsaidtomyself,Iammuchalteredsincethen;amIalteredforthebetter?AndthenIlookedatmyhandsandmyapparel,andsighedagain。IwasnotwontofyoretoappearthusontheSabbathday。
ForalongtimeIcontinuedinastateofdeepmeditation,tillatlastIliftedupmyeyestothesun,which,asusualduringthatglorioussummer,wasshininginuncloudedmajesty;andthenI
loweredthemtothesparklingwater,inwhichhundredsofthefinnybroodweredisportingthemselves,andthenIthoughtwhatafinethingitwastobeafishonsuchafinesummerday,andIwishedmyselfafish,oratleastamongstthefishes;andthenIlookedatmyhandsagain,andthen,bendingoverthewater,Ilookedatmyfaceinthecrystalmirror,andstartedwhenIsawit,foritlookedsqualidandmiserable。
ForthwithIstartedup,andsaidtomyself,IshouldliketobatheandcleansemyselffromthesqualorproducedbymylatehardlifeandbyMrs。Herne’sdrow。IwonderifthereisanyharminbathingontheSabbathday。IwillaskWinifredwhenshecomeshome;inthemeantimeIwillbathe,providedIcanfindafittingplace。
Butthebrook,thoughaverydelightfulplaceforfishtodisportin,wasshallow,andbynomeansadaptedfortherecreationofsolargeabeingasmyself;itwas,moreover,exposed,thoughIsawnobodyathand,norheardasinglehumanvoiceorsound。Followingthewindingofthebrook,Ileftthemeadow,and,passingthroughtwoorthreethickets,cametoaplacewherebetweenloftybanksthewaterrandeepanddark,andthereIbathed,imbibingnewtoneandvigourintomylanguidandexhaustedframe。
Havingputonmyclothes,IreturnedbythewayIhadcometomyvehiclebeneaththeoaktree。Fromthence,forwantofsomethingbettertodo,Istrolledupthehill,onthetopofwhichstoodthefarm-house;itwasalargeandcommodiousbuildingbuiltprincipallyofstone,andseemingofsomeantiquity,withaporch,oneithersideofwhichwasanoakenbench。Ontherightwasseatedayoungwomanwithabookinherhand,thesamewhohadbroughtthetraytomyfriendsandmyself。
’Good-day,’saidI,’prettydamsel,sittinginthefarmporch。’
’Good-day,’saidthegirl,lookingatmeforamoment,andthenfixinghereyesonherbook。
’That’sanicebookyouarereading,’saidI。
Thegirllookedatmewithsurprise。’Howdoyouknowwhatbookitis?’saidshe。
’HowdoIknow-nevermind;butanicebookitis-nolove,nofortune-tellinginit。’
Thegirllookedatmehalfoffended。’Fortune-telling!’saidshe,’Ishouldthinknot。Butyouknownothingaboutit’;andshebentherheadoncemoreoverthebook。
’Itellyouwhat,youngperson,’saidI,’Iknowallaboutthatbook;whatwillyouwagerthatIdonot?’
’Ineverwager,’saidthegirl。
’ShallItellyouthenameofit,’saidI,’Odaughterofthedairy?’
Thegirlhalfstarted。’Ishouldneverhavethought,’saidshe,halftimidly,’thatyoucouldhaveguessedit。’
’Ididnotguessit,’saidI,’Iknewit;andmeetandproperitisthatyoushouldreadit。’
’Whyso?’saidthegirl。
’CanthedaughterofthedairyreadamorefittingbookthantheDAIRYMAN’SDAUGHTER?’
’Wheredoyoucomefrom?’saidthegirl。
’Outofthewater,’saidI。’Don’tstart,Ihavebeenbathing;areyoufondofthewater?’
’No,’saidthegirl,heavingasigh;’Iamnotfondofthewater,thatis,ofthesea’;andhereshesighedagain。
’Theseaisawidegulf,’saidI,’andfrequentlyseparateshearts。’
Thegirlsobbed。
’Whyareyoualonehere?’saidI。
’Itakemyturnwiththerest,’saidthegirl,’tokeepathomeonSunday。’
’Andyouare-’saidI。
’Themaster’sniece!’saidthegirl。’Howcameyoutoknowit?
Butwhydidyounotgowiththerestandwithyourfriends?’
’Whoarethoseyoucallmyfriends?’saidI。
’Peterandhiswife。’
’Andwhoarethey?’saidI。
’Doyounotknow?’saidthegirl;’youcamewiththem。’
’Theyfoundmeillbytheway,’saidI;’andtheyrelievedme:I
knownothingaboutthem。’
’Ithoughtyoukneweverything,’saidthegirl。
’TherearetwoorthreethingswhichIdonotknow,andthisisoneofthem。Whoarethey?’
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