Hewasdressedlikeasailor,andappearedtobebetweentwenty-
fiveandthirtyyearsofage-hehadanopenmanlycountenance,andtherewasaboldandfearlessexpressioninhiseye。
’Yes,’saidI,inreplytohisquestion;’thisisoneofthewaystoLondon。Doyoucomefromfar?’
’From-,’saidtheman,namingawell-knownseaport。
’IsthisthedirectroadtoLondonfromthatplace?’Idemanded。
’No,’saidtheman;’butIhadtovisittwoorthreeotherplacesoncertaincommissionsIwasintrustedwith;amongstothersto-,whereIhadtotakeasmallsumofmoney。Iamrathertired,master;and,ifyouplease,Iwillsitdownbesideyou。’
’YouhaveasmuchrighttositdownhereasIhave,’saidI;’theroadisfreeforeveryone;asforsittingdownbesideme,youhavethelookofanhonestman,andIhavenoobjectiontoyourcompany。’
’Why,asforbeinghonest,master,’saidtheman,laughingandsittingdownbyme,’Ihaven’tmuchtosay-manyisthewildthingIhavedonewhenIwasyounger;however,whatisdone,isdone。Tolearn,onemustlive,master;andIhavelivedlongenoughtolearnthegrandpointofwisdom。’
’Whatisthat?’saidI。
’Thathonestyisthebestpolicy,master。’
’Youappeartobeasailor,’saidI,lookingathisdress。
’Iwasnotbredasailor,’saidtheman,’though,whenmyfootisonthesaltwater,Icanplaythepart-andplayitwelltoo。I
amnowfromalongvoyage。’
’FromAmerica?’saidI。
’Fartherthanthat,’saidtheman。
’Haveyouanyobjectiontotellme?’saidI。
’FromNewSouthWales,’saidtheman,lookingmefullintheface。
’Dearme,’saidI。
’Whydoyousay“Dearme“?’saidtheman。
’Itisaverylongwayoff,’saidI。
’Wasthatyourreasonforsayingso?’saidtheman。
’Notexactly,’saidI。
’No,’saidtheman,withsomethingofabittersmile;’itwassomethingelsethatmadeyousayso;youwerethinkingoftheconvicts。’
’Well,’saidI,’whatthen-youarenoconvict。’
’Howdoyouknow?’
’Youdonotlooklikeone。’
’Thankyou,master,’saidthemancheerfully;’and,toacertainextent,youareright-bygonesarebygones-IamnolongerwhatI
was,noreverwillbeagain;thetruth,however,isthetruth-aconvictIhavebeen-aconvictatSydneyCove。’
’Andyouhaveservedouttheperiodforwhichyouweresentenced,andarenowreturned?’
’Astoservingoutmysentence,’repliedtheman,’Ican’tsaythatIdid;Iwassentencedforfourteenyears,andIwasinSydneyCovelittlemorethanhalfthattime。ThetruthisthatIdidtheGovernmentaservice。Therewasaconspiracyamongstsomeoftheconvictstomurderanddestroy-IoverheardandinformedtheGovernment;mindonething,however,Iwasnotconcernedinit;
thosewhogotitupwerenocomradesofmine,butabloodygangofvillains。Well,theGovernment,inconsiderationoftheserviceI
haddonethem,remittedtheremainderofmysentence;andsomekindgentlemeninterestedthemselvesaboutme,gavemegoodbooksandgoodadvice,and,beingsatisfiedwithmyconduct,procuredmeemployinanexploringexpedition,bywhichIearnedmoney。Infact,thebeingsenttoSydneywasthebestthingthateverhappenedtomeinallmylife。’
’Andyouhavenowreturnedtoyournativecountry。LongingtoseehomebroughtyoufromNewSouthWales。’
’Thereyouaremistaken,’saidtheman。’WishtoseeEnglandagainwouldneverhavebroughtmesofar;for,totellyouthetruth,master,Englandwasahardmothertome,asshehasprovedtomany。
No,awishtoseeanotherkindofmother-apooroldwoman,whosesonIam-hasbroughtmeback。’
’Youhaveamother,then?’saidI。’DoessheresideinLondon?’
’SheusedtoliveinLondon,’saidtheman;’butIamafraidsheislongsincedead。’
’Howdidshesupportherself?’saidI。
’Supportherself!withdifficultyenough;sheusedtokeepasmallstallonLondonBridge,whereshesoldfruit;Iamafraidsheisdead,andthatshediedperhapsinmisery。Shewasapoorsinfulcreature;butIlovedher,andshelovedme。Icameallthewaybackmerelyforthechanceofseeingher。’
’Didyoueverwritetoher,’saidI,’orcauseotherstowritetoher?’
’Iwrotetohermyself,’saidtheman,’abouttwoyearsago;butI
neverreceivedananswer。Ilearnedtowriteverytolerablyoverthere,bytheassistanceofthegoodpeopleIspokeof。Asforreading,IcoulddothatverywellbeforeIwent-mypoormothertaughtmetoread,outofabookthatshewasveryfondof;astrangebookitwas,Iremember。Poordear!-whatIwouldgiveonlytoknowthatsheisalive。’
’Lifeisveryuncertain,’saidI。
’Thatistrue,’saidtheman,withasigh。
’Wearehereonemoment,andgonethenext,’Icontinued。’AsI
passedthroughthestreetsofaneighbouringtown,Isawarespectablewomandropdown,andpeoplesaidshewasdead。Whoknowsbutthatshetoohadasoncomingtoseeherfromadistance,atthatverytime?’
’Whoknows,indeed?’saidtheman。’Ah,Iamafraidmymotherisdead。Well,God’swillbedone。’
’However,’saidI,’Ishouldnotwonderatyourfindingyourmotheralive。’
’Youwouldn’t?’saidtheman,lookingatmewistfully。
’Ishouldnotwonderatall,’saidI;’indeed,somethingwithinmeseemstotellmeyouwill;Ishouldnotmuchmindbettingfiveshillingstofivepencethatyouwillseeyourmotherwithinaweek。
Now,friend,fiveshillingstofivepence-’
’Isveryconsiderableodds,’saidtheman,rubbinghishands;’sureyoumusthavegoodreasontohope,whenyouarewillingtogivesuchodds。’
’Afterall,’saidI,’itnotunfrequentlyhappensthatthosewholaythelongoddslose。Letushope,however。Whatdoyoumeantodointheeventoffindingyourmotheralive?’
’Iscarcelyknow,’saidtheman;’IhavefrequentlythoughtthatifIfoundmymotheraliveIwouldattempttopersuadehertoaccompanymetothecountrywhichIhaveleft-itisabettercountryforaman-thatis,afreeman-toliveinthanthis;
however,letmefirstfindmymother-ifIcouldonlyfindmymother-’
’Farewell,’saidI,rising。’Goyourway,andGodgowithyou-I
willgomine。’’Ihavebutonethingtoaskyou,’saidtheman。
’Whatisthat?’Iinquired。’Thatyouwoulddrinkwithmebeforewepart-youhavedonemesomuchgood。’’Howshouldwedrink?’
saidI;’weareonthetopofahillwherethereisnothingtodrink。’’Butthereisavillagebelow,’saidtheman;’doletusdrinkbeforewepart。’’Ihavebeenthroughthatvillagealready,’
saidI,’andIdonotliketurningback。’’Ah,’saidtheman,sorrowfully,’youwillnotdrinkwithmebecauseItoldyouIwas-
’’Youarequitemistaken,’saidI,’Iwouldassoondrinkwithaconvictaswithajudge。Iambynomeanscertainthat,underthesamecircumstances,thejudgewouldbeonewhitbetterthantheconvict。Comealong!Iwillgobacktoobligeyou。Ihaveanoddsixpenceinmypocket,whichIwillchangethatImaydrinkwithyou。’SowewentdownthehilltogethertothevillagethroughwhichIhadalreadypassed,where,findingapublic-house,wedranktogetherintrueEnglishfashion,afterwhichweparted,thesailor-lookingmangoinghiswayandImine。
Afterwalkingaboutadozenmiles,Icametoatown,whereIrestedforthenight。ThenextmorningIsetoutagaininthedirectionofthenorth-west。Icontinuedjourneyingforfourdays,mydailyjourneysvaryingfromtwentytotwenty-fivemiles。Duringthistimenothingoccurredtomeworthyofanyespecialnotice。Theweatherwasbrilliant,andIrapidlyimprovedbothinstrengthandspirits。Onthefifthday,abouttwoo’clock,Iarrivedatasmalltown。Feelinghungry,Ienteredadecent-lookinginn-withinakindofbarIsawahuge,fat,landlord-lookingperson,withaverypretty,smartly-dressedmaiden。Addressingmyselftothefatman,’House!’saidI,’house!CanIhavedinner,house?’
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