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第68章

  Hewasdressedlikeasailor,andappearedtobebetweentwenty-
  fiveandthirtyyearsofage-hehadanopenmanlycountenance,andtherewasaboldandfearlessexpressioninhiseye。
  ’Yes,’saidI,inreplytohisquestion;’thisisoneofthewaystoLondon。Doyoucomefromfar?’
  ’From-,’saidtheman,namingawell-knownseaport。
  ’IsthisthedirectroadtoLondonfromthatplace?’Idemanded。
  ’No,’saidtheman;’butIhadtovisittwoorthreeotherplacesoncertaincommissionsIwasintrustedwith;amongstothersto-,whereIhadtotakeasmallsumofmoney。Iamrathertired,master;and,ifyouplease,Iwillsitdownbesideyou。’
  ’YouhaveasmuchrighttositdownhereasIhave,’saidI;’theroadisfreeforeveryone;asforsittingdownbesideme,youhavethelookofanhonestman,andIhavenoobjectiontoyourcompany。’
  ’Why,asforbeinghonest,master,’saidtheman,laughingandsittingdownbyme,’Ihaven’tmuchtosay-manyisthewildthingIhavedonewhenIwasyounger;however,whatisdone,isdone。Tolearn,onemustlive,master;andIhavelivedlongenoughtolearnthegrandpointofwisdom。’
  ’Whatisthat?’saidI。
  ’Thathonestyisthebestpolicy,master。’
  ’Youappeartobeasailor,’saidI,lookingathisdress。
  ’Iwasnotbredasailor,’saidtheman,’though,whenmyfootisonthesaltwater,Icanplaythepart-andplayitwelltoo。I
  amnowfromalongvoyage。’
  ’FromAmerica?’saidI。
  ’Fartherthanthat,’saidtheman。
  ’Haveyouanyobjectiontotellme?’saidI。
  ’FromNewSouthWales,’saidtheman,lookingmefullintheface。
  ’Dearme,’saidI。
  ’Whydoyousay“Dearme“?’saidtheman。
  ’Itisaverylongwayoff,’saidI。
  ’Wasthatyourreasonforsayingso?’saidtheman。
  ’Notexactly,’saidI。
  ’No,’saidtheman,withsomethingofabittersmile;’itwassomethingelsethatmadeyousayso;youwerethinkingoftheconvicts。’
  ’Well,’saidI,’whatthen-youarenoconvict。’
  ’Howdoyouknow?’
  ’Youdonotlooklikeone。’
  ’Thankyou,master,’saidthemancheerfully;’and,toacertainextent,youareright-bygonesarebygones-IamnolongerwhatI
  was,noreverwillbeagain;thetruth,however,isthetruth-aconvictIhavebeen-aconvictatSydneyCove。’
  ’Andyouhaveservedouttheperiodforwhichyouweresentenced,andarenowreturned?’
  ’Astoservingoutmysentence,’repliedtheman,’Ican’tsaythatIdid;Iwassentencedforfourteenyears,andIwasinSydneyCovelittlemorethanhalfthattime。ThetruthisthatIdidtheGovernmentaservice。Therewasaconspiracyamongstsomeoftheconvictstomurderanddestroy-IoverheardandinformedtheGovernment;mindonething,however,Iwasnotconcernedinit;
  thosewhogotitupwerenocomradesofmine,butabloodygangofvillains。Well,theGovernment,inconsiderationoftheserviceI
  haddonethem,remittedtheremainderofmysentence;andsomekindgentlemeninterestedthemselvesaboutme,gavemegoodbooksandgoodadvice,and,beingsatisfiedwithmyconduct,procuredmeemployinanexploringexpedition,bywhichIearnedmoney。Infact,thebeingsenttoSydneywasthebestthingthateverhappenedtomeinallmylife。’
  ’Andyouhavenowreturnedtoyournativecountry。LongingtoseehomebroughtyoufromNewSouthWales。’
  ’Thereyouaremistaken,’saidtheman。’WishtoseeEnglandagainwouldneverhavebroughtmesofar;for,totellyouthetruth,master,Englandwasahardmothertome,asshehasprovedtomany。
  No,awishtoseeanotherkindofmother-apooroldwoman,whosesonIam-hasbroughtmeback。’
  ’Youhaveamother,then?’saidI。’DoessheresideinLondon?’
  ’SheusedtoliveinLondon,’saidtheman;’butIamafraidsheislongsincedead。’
  ’Howdidshesupportherself?’saidI。
  ’Supportherself!withdifficultyenough;sheusedtokeepasmallstallonLondonBridge,whereshesoldfruit;Iamafraidsheisdead,andthatshediedperhapsinmisery。Shewasapoorsinfulcreature;butIlovedher,andshelovedme。Icameallthewaybackmerelyforthechanceofseeingher。’
  ’Didyoueverwritetoher,’saidI,’orcauseotherstowritetoher?’
  ’Iwrotetohermyself,’saidtheman,’abouttwoyearsago;butI
  neverreceivedananswer。Ilearnedtowriteverytolerablyoverthere,bytheassistanceofthegoodpeopleIspokeof。Asforreading,IcoulddothatverywellbeforeIwent-mypoormothertaughtmetoread,outofabookthatshewasveryfondof;astrangebookitwas,Iremember。Poordear!-whatIwouldgiveonlytoknowthatsheisalive。’
  ’Lifeisveryuncertain,’saidI。
  ’Thatistrue,’saidtheman,withasigh。
  ’Wearehereonemoment,andgonethenext,’Icontinued。’AsI
  passedthroughthestreetsofaneighbouringtown,Isawarespectablewomandropdown,andpeoplesaidshewasdead。Whoknowsbutthatshetoohadasoncomingtoseeherfromadistance,atthatverytime?’
  ’Whoknows,indeed?’saidtheman。’Ah,Iamafraidmymotherisdead。Well,God’swillbedone。’
  ’However,’saidI,’Ishouldnotwonderatyourfindingyourmotheralive。’
  ’Youwouldn’t?’saidtheman,lookingatmewistfully。
  ’Ishouldnotwonderatall,’saidI;’indeed,somethingwithinmeseemstotellmeyouwill;Ishouldnotmuchmindbettingfiveshillingstofivepencethatyouwillseeyourmotherwithinaweek。
  Now,friend,fiveshillingstofivepence-’
  ’Isveryconsiderableodds,’saidtheman,rubbinghishands;’sureyoumusthavegoodreasontohope,whenyouarewillingtogivesuchodds。’
  ’Afterall,’saidI,’itnotunfrequentlyhappensthatthosewholaythelongoddslose。Letushope,however。Whatdoyoumeantodointheeventoffindingyourmotheralive?’
  ’Iscarcelyknow,’saidtheman;’IhavefrequentlythoughtthatifIfoundmymotheraliveIwouldattempttopersuadehertoaccompanymetothecountrywhichIhaveleft-itisabettercountryforaman-thatis,afreeman-toliveinthanthis;
  however,letmefirstfindmymother-ifIcouldonlyfindmymother-’
  ’Farewell,’saidI,rising。’Goyourway,andGodgowithyou-I
  willgomine。’’Ihavebutonethingtoaskyou,’saidtheman。
  ’Whatisthat?’Iinquired。’Thatyouwoulddrinkwithmebeforewepart-youhavedonemesomuchgood。’’Howshouldwedrink?’
  saidI;’weareonthetopofahillwherethereisnothingtodrink。’’Butthereisavillagebelow,’saidtheman;’doletusdrinkbeforewepart。’’Ihavebeenthroughthatvillagealready,’
  saidI,’andIdonotliketurningback。’’Ah,’saidtheman,sorrowfully,’youwillnotdrinkwithmebecauseItoldyouIwas-
  ’’Youarequitemistaken,’saidI,’Iwouldassoondrinkwithaconvictaswithajudge。Iambynomeanscertainthat,underthesamecircumstances,thejudgewouldbeonewhitbetterthantheconvict。Comealong!Iwillgobacktoobligeyou。Ihaveanoddsixpenceinmypocket,whichIwillchangethatImaydrinkwithyou。’SowewentdownthehilltogethertothevillagethroughwhichIhadalreadypassed,where,findingapublic-house,wedranktogetherintrueEnglishfashion,afterwhichweparted,thesailor-lookingmangoinghiswayandImine。
  Afterwalkingaboutadozenmiles,Icametoatown,whereIrestedforthenight。ThenextmorningIsetoutagaininthedirectionofthenorth-west。Icontinuedjourneyingforfourdays,mydailyjourneysvaryingfromtwentytotwenty-fivemiles。Duringthistimenothingoccurredtomeworthyofanyespecialnotice。Theweatherwasbrilliant,andIrapidlyimprovedbothinstrengthandspirits。Onthefifthday,abouttwoo’clock,Iarrivedatasmalltown。Feelinghungry,Ienteredadecent-lookinginn-withinakindofbarIsawahuge,fat,landlord-lookingperson,withaverypretty,smartly-dressedmaiden。Addressingmyselftothefatman,’House!’saidI,’house!CanIhavedinner,house?’
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