首页 >出版文学> LADY CHATTERLEY’S LOVER>第22章
  MrsBoltonwasforamomentbreathless,flabbergasted。Thenshedidn’tbelieveit:shesawinitaruse。Yetdoctorscoulddosuchthingsnowadays。
  Theymightsortofgraftseed。
  `Well,myLady,Ionlyhopeandprayyoumay。Itwouldbelovelyforyou:andforeverybody。Myword,achildinWragby,whatadifferenceitwouldmake!’
  `Wouldn’tit!’saidConnie。
  AndshechosethreeR。A。picturesofsixtyyearsago,tosendtotheDuchessofShortlandsforthatlady’snextcharitablebazaar。Shewascalled`thebazaarduchess’,andshealwaysaskedallthecountytosendthingsforhertosell。ShewouldbedelightedwiththreeframedR。A。s。Shemightevencall,onthestrengthofthem。HowfuriousCliffordwaswhenshecalled!
  Butohmydear!MrsBoltonwasthinkingtoherself。IsitOliverMellors’
  childyou’repreparingusfor?Ohmydear,thatwouldbeaTevershallbabyintheWragbycradle,myword!Wouldn’tshameit,neither!
  Amongothermonstrositiesinthislumberroomwasalargishblackjapannedbox,excellentlyandingeniouslymadesomesixtyorseventyyearsago,andfittedwitheveryimaginableobject。Ontopwasaconcentratedtoiletset:brushes,bottles,mirrors,combs,boxes,eventhreebeautifullittlerazorsinsafetysheaths,shaving-bowlandall。Underneathcameasortofescritoireoutfit:blotters,pens,ink-bottles,paper,envelopes,memorandumbooks:andthenaperfectsewing-outfit,withthreedifferentsizedscissors,thimbles,needles,silksandcottons,darningegg,alloftheverybestqualityandperfectlyfinished。Thentherewasalittlemedicinestore,withbottleslabelledLaudanum,TinctureofMyrrh,Ess。
  Clovesandsoon:butempty。Everythingwasperfectlynew,andthewholething,whenshutup,wasasbigasasmall,butfatweekendbag。Andinside,itfittedtogetherlikeapuzzle。Thebottlescouldnotpossiblyhavespilled:
  therewasn’troom。
  Thethingwaswonderfullymadeandcontrived,excellentcraftsmanshipoftheVictorianorder。Butsomehowitwasmonstrous。SomeChatterleymustevenhavefeltit,forthethinghadneverbeenused。Ithadapeculiarsoullessness。
  YetMrsBoltonwasthrilled。
  `Lookwhatbeautifulbrushes,soexpensive,eventheshavingbrushes,threeperfectones!No!andthosescissors!They’rethebestthatmoneycouldbuy。Oh,Icallitlovely!’
  `Doyou?’saidConnie。`Thenyouhaveit。’
  `Ohno,myLady!’
  `Ofcourse!ItwillonlylieheretillDoomsday。Ifyouwon’thaveit,I’llsendittotheDuchessaswellasthepictures,andshedoesn’tdeservesomuch。Dohaveit!’
  `Oh,yourLadyship!Why,Ishallneverbeabletothankyou。’
  `Youneedn’ttry,’laughedConnie。
  AndMrsBoltonsaileddownwiththehugeandveryblackboxinherarms,flushingbrightpinkinherexcitement。
  MrBettsdroveherinthetraptoherhouseinthevillage,withthebox。Andshehadtohaveafewfriendsin,toshowit:theschool-mistress,thechemist’swife,MrsWeedontheundercashier’swife。Theythoughtitmarvellous。AndthenstartedthewhisperofLadyChatterley’schild。
  `Wonders’llnevercease!’saidMrsWeedon。
  ButMrsBoltonwasconvinced,ifitdidcome,itwouldbeSirClifford’schild。Sothere!
  Notlongafter,therectorsaidgentlytoClifford:
  `AndmaywereallyhopeforanheirtoWragby?Ah,thatwouldbethehandofGodinmercy,indeed!’
  `Well!Wemayhope,’saidClifford,withafaintirony,andatthesametime,acertainconviction。Hehadbeguntobelieveitreallypossibleitmightevenbehischild。
  ThenoneafternooncameLeslieWinter,SquireWinter,aseverybodycalledhim:lean,immaculate,andseventy:andeveryinchagentleman,asMrsBoltonsaidtoMrsBetts。Everymillimetreindeed!Andwithhisold-fashioned,ratherhaw-haw!mannerofspeaking,heseemedmoreoutofdatethanbagwigs。Time,inherflight,dropsthesefineoldfeathers。
  Theydiscussedthecollieries。Clifford’sideawas,thathiscoal,eventhepoorsort,couldbemadeintohardconcentratedfuelthatwouldburnatgreatheatiffedwithcertaindamp,acidulatedairatafairlystrongpressure。Ithadlongbeenobservedthatinaparticularlystrong,wetwindthepit-bankburnedveryvivid,gaveoffhardlyanyfumes,andleftafinepowderofash,insteadoftheslowpinkgravel。
  `Butwherewillyoufindtheproperenginesforburningyourfuel?’
  askedWinter。
  `I’llmakethemmyself。AndI’llusemyfuelmyself。AndI’llsellelectricpower。I’mcertainIcoulddoit。’
  `Ifyoucandoit,thensplendid,splendid,mydearboy。Haw!Splendid!
  IfIcanbeofanyhelp,Ishallbedelighted。I’mafraidIamalittleoutofdate,andmycollieriesarelikeme。Butwhoknows,whenI’mgone,theremaybemenlikeyou。Splendid!Itwillemployallthemenagain,andyouwon’thavetosellyourcoal,orfailtosellit。Asplendididea,andIhopeitwillbeasuccess。IfIhadsonsofmyown,nodoubttheywouldhaveup-to-dateideasforShipley:nodoubt!Bytheway,dearboy,isthereanyfoundationtotherumourthatwemayentertainhopesofanheirtoWragby?’
  `Istherearumour?’askedClifford。
  `Well,mydearboy,MarshallfromFillingwoodaskedme,that’sallI
  cansayaboutarumour。OfcourseIwouldn’trepeatitfortheworld,iftherewerenofoundation。’
  `Well,Sir,’saidClifforduneasily,butwithstrangebrighteyes。`Thereisahope。Thereisahope。’
  WintercameacrosstheroomandwrungClifford’shand。
  `Mydearboy,mydearlad,canyoubelievewhatitmeanstome,tohearthat!Andtohearyouareworkinginthehopesofason:andthatyoumayagainemployeverymanatTevershall。Ah,myboy!tokeepuptheleveloftherace,andtohaveworkwaitingforanymanwhocarestowork!——’
  Theoldmanwasreallymoved。
  NextdayConniewasarrangingtallyellowtulipsinaglassvase。
  `Connie,’saidClifford,`didyouknowtherewasarumourthatyouaregoingtosupplyWragbywithasonandheir?’
  Conniefeltdimwithterror,yetshestoodquitestill,touchingtheflowers。
  `No!’shesaid。`Isitajoke?Ormalice?’
  Hepausedbeforeheanswered:
  `Neither,Ihope。Ihopeitmaybeaprophecy。’
  Conniewentonwithherflowers。
  `IhadaletterfromFatherthismorning,’Shesaid。`HewantstoknowifIamawarehehasacceptedSirAlexanderCooper’sInvitationformeforJulyandAugust,totheVillaEsmeraldainVenice。’
  `JulyandAugust?’saidClifford。
  `Oh,Iwouldn’tstayallthattime。Areyousureyouwouldn’tcome?’
  `Iwon’ttravelabroad,’saidCliffordpromptly。Shetookherflowerstothewindow。
  `DoyoumindifIgo?’shesaid。Youknowitwaspromised,forthissummer。
  `Forhowlongwouldyougo?’
  `Perhapsthreeweeks。’
  Therewassilenceforatime。
  `Well,’saidCliffordslowly,andalittlegloomily。`IsupposeIcouldstanditforthreeweeks:ifIwereabsolutelysureyou’dwanttocomeback。’
  `Ishouldwanttocomeback,’shesaid,withaquietsimplicity,heavywithconviction。Shewasthinkingoftheotherman。
  Cliffordfeltherconviction,andsomehowhebelievedher,hebelieveditwasforhim。Hefeltimmenselyrelieved,joyfulatonce。
  `Inthatcase,’hesaid,`Ithinkitwouldbeallright,don’tyou?’
  `Ithinkso,’shesaid。
  `You’denjoythechange?’Shelookedupathimwithstrangeblueeyes。
  `IshouldliketoseeVeniceagain,’shesaid,`andtobathefromoneoftheshingleislandsacrossthelagoon。ButyouknowIloathetheLido!
  AndIdon’tfancyIshalllikeSirAlexanderCooperandLadyCooper。ButifHildaisthere,andwehaveagondolaofourown:yes,itwillberatherlovely。Idowishyou’dcome。’
  Shesaiditsincerely。Shewouldsolovetomakehimhappy,intheseways。
  `Ah,butthinkofme,though,attheGareduNord:atCalaisquay!’
  `Butwhynot?Iseeothermencarriedinlitter-chairs,whohavebeenwoundedinthewar。Besides,we’dmotoralltheway。’
  `Weshouldneedtotaketwomen。’
  `Ohno!We’dmanagewithField。Therewouldalwaysbeanothermanthere。’
  ButCliffordshookhishead。
  `Notthisyear,dear!Notthisyear!NextyearprobablyI’lltry。’
  Shewentawaygloomily。Nextyear!Whatwouldnextyearbring?SheherselfdidnotreallywanttogotoVenice:notnow,nowtherewastheotherman。
  Butshewasgoingasasortofdiscipline:andalsobecause,ifshehadachild,CliffordcouldthinkshehadaloverinVenice。
  ItwasalreadyMay,andinJunetheyweresupposedtostart。Alwaysthesearrangements!Alwaysone’slifearrangedforone!Wheelsthatworkedoneanddroveone,andoverwhichonehadnorealcontrol!
  ItwasMay,butcoldandwetagain。AcoldwetMay,goodforcornandhay!Muchthecornandhaymatternowadays!ConniehadtogointoUthwaite,whichwastheirlittletown,wheretheChatterleyswerestilltheChatterleys。Shewentalone,Fielddrivingher。
  InspiteofMayandanewgreenness,thecountrywasdismal。Itwasratherchilly,andtherewassmokeontherain,andacertainsenseofexhaustvapourintheair。Onejusthadtolivefromone’sresistance。
  Nowonderthesepeoplewereuglyandtough。
  ThecarplougheduphillthroughthelongsqualidstraggleofTevershall,theblackenedbrickdwellings,theblackslateroofsglisteningtheirsharpedges,themudblackwithcoal-dust,thepavementswetandblack。Itwasasifdismalnesshadsoakedthroughandthrougheverything。Theutternegationofnaturalbeauty,theutternegationofthegladnessoflife,theutterabsenceoftheinstinctforshapelybeautywhicheverybirdandbeasthas,theutterdeathofthehumanintuitivefacultywasappalling。Thestacksofsoapinthegrocers’shops,therhubarbandlemonsinthegreengrocers!
  theawfulhatsinthemilliners!allwentbyugly,ugly,ugly,followedbytheplaster-and-gilthorrorofthecinemawithitswetpictureannouncements,`AWoman’sLove!’,andthenewbigPrimitivechapel,primitiveenoughinitsstarkbrickandbigpanesofgreenishandraspberryglassinthewindows。
  TheWesleyanchapel,higherup,wasofblackenedbrickandstoodbehindironrailingsandblackenedshrubs。TheCongregationalchapel,whichthoughtitselfsuperior,wasbuiltofrusticatedsandstoneandhadasteeple,butnotaveryhighone。Justbeyondwerethenewschoolbuildings,expensivinkbrick,andgravelledplaygroundinsideironrailings,allveryimposing,andfixingthesuggestionofachapelandaprison。StandardFivegirlswerehavingasinginglesson,justfinishingthela-me-doh-laexercisesandbeginninga`sweetchildren’ssong’。Anythingmoreunlikesong,spontaneoussong,wouldbeimpossibletoimagine:astrangebawlingyellthatfollowedtheoutlinesofatune。Itwasnotlikesavages:savageshavesubtlerhythms。
  Itwasnotlikeanimals:animalsmeansomethingwhentheyyell。
  Itwaslikenothingonearth,anditwascalledsinging。Conniesatandlistenedwithherheartinherboots,asFieldwasfillingpetrol。Whatcouldpossiblybecomeofsuchapeople,apeopleinwhomthelivingintuitivefacultywasdeadasnails,andonlyqueermechanicalyellsanduncannywill-powerremained?
  Acoal-cartwascomingdownhill,clankingintherain。Fieldstartedupwards,pastthebigbutweary-lookingdrapersandclothingshops,thepost-office,intothelittlemarket-placeofforlornspace,whereSamBlackwaspeeringoutofthedooroftheSun,thatcalleditselfaninn,notapub,andwherethecommercialtravellersstayed,andwasbowingtoLadyChatterley’scar。
  Thechurchwasawaytotheleftamongblacktrees。Thecarslidondownhill,pasttheMiners’Arms。IthadalreadypassedtheWellington,theNelson,theThreeTuns,andtheSun,nowitpassedtheMiners’Arms,thentheMechanics’
  Hall,thenthenewandalmostgaudyMiners’Welfareandso,pastafewnew`villas’,outintotheblackenedroadbetweendarkhedgesanddarkgreenfields,towardsStacksGate。
  Tevershall!ThatwasTevershall!MerrieEngland!Shakespeare’sEngland!
  No,buttheEnglandoftoday,asConniehadrealizedsinceshehadcometoliveinit。Itwasproducinganewraceofmankind,over-consciousinthemoneyandsocialandpoliticalside,onthespontaneous,intuitivesidedead,butdead。Half-corpses,allofthem:butwithaterribleinsistentconsciousnessintheotherhalf。Therewassomethinguncannyandundergroundaboutitall。Itwasanunder-world。Andquiteincalculable。Howshallweunderstandthereactionsinhalf-corpses?WhenConniesawthegreatlorriesfullofsteel-workersfromSheffield,weird,distortedsmallishbeingslikemen,offforanexcursiontoMatlock,herbowelsfaintedandshethought:AhGod,whathasmandonetoman?Whathavetheleadersofmenbeendoingtotheirfellowmen?Theyhavereducedthemtolessthanhumanness;andnowtherecanbenofellowshipanymore!Itisjustanightmare。
  Shefeltagaininawaveofterrorthegrey,grittyhopelessnessofitall。Withsuchcreaturesfortheindustrialmasses,andtheupperclassesassheknewthem,therewasnohope,nohopeanymore。Yetshewaswantingababy,andanheirtoWragby!AnheirtoWragby!Sheshudderedwithdread。
  YetMellorshadcomeoutofallthis!——Yes,buthewasasapartfromitallasshewas。Eveninhimtherewasnofellowshipleft。Itwasdead。
  Thefellowshipwasdead。Therewasonlyapartnessandhopelessness,asfarasallthiswasconcerned。AndthiswasEngland,thevastbulkofEngland:
  asConnieknew,sinceshehadmotoredfromthecentreofit。
  ThecarwasrisingtowardsStacksGate。Therainwasholdingoff,andintheaircameaqueerpellucidgleamofMay。Thecountryrolledawayinlongundulations,southtowardsthePeak,easttowardsMansfieldandNottingham。ConniewastravellingSouth。
  Assheroseontothehighcountry,shecouldseeonherleft,onaheightabovetherollingland,theshadowy,powerfulbulkofWarsopCastle,darkgrey,withbelowitthereddishplasteringofminers’dwellings,newish,andbelowthosetheplumesofdarksmokeandwhitesteamfromthegreatcollierywhichputsomanythousandpoundsperannumintothepocketsoftheDukeandtheothershareholders。Thepowerfuloldcastlewasaruin,yetithungitsbulkonthelowsky-line,overtheblackplumesandthewhitethatwavedonthedampairbelow。