Andtherehealwayswastobeseen,lookingandlisteningwithallhismight。Hiswifefelteasythathewouldnotbewantingherathomeuntilthetrialwasended。Maryneverletgoherclutchedholdontherails。Shewantedthemtosteadyher,inthatheaving,whirlingcourt。Shethoughtthefeelingofsomethinghardcompressedwithinherhandwouldhelphertolisten,foritwassuchpain,suchwearypaininherhead,tostrivetoattendtowhatwasbeingsaid。Theywereallatsea,sailingawayonbillowywaves,andeveryonespeakingatonce,andnooneheedingherfather,whowascallingonthemtobesilent,andlistentohim。Thenagain,forabriefsecond,thecourtstoodstill,andshecouldseethejudge,sittingupthere,likeanidol,withhistrappings,sorigidandstiff;andJem,opposite,lookingather,asiftosay,amItodieforwhatyouknowyour。Thenshecheckedherself,andbyagreatstrugglebroughtherselfroundtoaninstant’ssanity。Buttheroundofthoughtneverstoodstill;andoffshewentagain;
andeverytimeherpowerofstrugglingagainstthegrowingdeliriumgrewfainterandfainter。Shemutteredlowtoherself,butnooneheardherexceptherneighbour,MrsSturgis;allweretoocloselyattendingtothecasefortheprosecution,whichwasnowbeingwoundup。Thecounselfortheprisonerhadavoidedmuchcross-examination,reservingtohimselftherightofcallingthewitnessesforwardagain;forhehadreceivedsolittle,andsuchvagueinstructions,anunderstoodthatsomuchdependedontheevidenceofonewhowasnotforthcoming,thatinfacthehadlittlehopeofestablishinganythinglikeashowofadefence,andcontentedhimselfwithwatchingthecase,andlyinginwaitforanylegalobjectionsthatmightofferthemselves。Helaybackontheseat,occasionallytakingapinchofsnuff,inamannerintendedtobecontemptuous;nowandthenelevatinghiseyebrows,andsometimesexchangingalittlenotewithMrBridgenorthbehindhim。Theattorneyhadfarmoreinterestinthecasethanthebarrister,towhichhewasperhapsexcitedbyhispooroldfriendJobLegh;whohadedgedandwedgedhimselfthroughthecrowdclosetoMrBridgenorth’selbow,sentthitherbyBenSturgis,towhomhehadbeen“introduced“
byCharleyJones,andwhohadaccountedforMary’sdisappearanceontheprecedingday,andspokenoftheirchase,theirfears,theirhopes。AllthiswastoldinafewwordstoMrBridgenorth——sofew,thattheygavehimbutaconfusedidea,thattimewasofvalue;andthisbenamedtohiscounsel,whonowrosetospeakforthedefence。JobLeghlookedaboutforMary,nowhehadgained,andgiven,someideaofthepositionofthings。Atlasthesawher,standingbyadecent-lookingwoman,lookingflushedandanxious,andmovingherlipsincessantlyasifeagerlytalking;hereyesneverrestingonanyobject,butwanderingaboutasifinsearchofsomething。Jobthoughtitwasforhimshewasseeking,andhestruggledtogetroundtoher。Whenhehadsucceeded,shetooknonoticeofhim,althoughhespoke,toher,butstillkeptlookingroundandroundinthesamewild,restlessmanner。Hetriedtohearthelowquickmutteringsofhervoice,ashecaughttherepetitionofthesamewordsoverandoveragain。“Imustnotgomad。Imustnot,indeed。Theysaypeopletellthetruthwhenthey’remad;butIdon’t。Iwasalwaysaliar。Iwas,indeed;butI’mnotmad。Imustnotgomad。Imustnot,indeed。“SuddenlysheseemedtobecomeawarehowearnestlyJobwaslisteningwithmournfulattentiontoherwords,andturningsharprounduponhim,withupbraiding,forhiseaves-dropping,onherlips,shecaughtsightofsomething,——orsomeone,——who,eveninthatstate,hadpowertoarrestherattention;
andthrowingupherarmswithwildenergy,sheshriekedaloud,“Oh,Jem!Jem!you’resaved;andIammad——“andwasinstantlyseizedwithconvulsions。Withmuchcommiserationshewastakenoutofcourt,whiletheattentionofmanywasdivertedfromher,bythefierceenergywithwhichasailorforcedhiswayoverrailsandseats,againstturnkeysandpolicemen。Theofficersofthecourtopposedthisforciblemannerofentrance,buttheycouldhardlyinducetheoffendertoadoptanyquieterwayofattaininghisobject,andtellinghistaleinthewitness-box,thelegitimateplace。ForWillhaddweltsoimpatientlyonthedangerinwhichhisabsencewouldplacehiscousin,thatevenyetheseemedtofearthatbemightseetheprisonercarriedoff,andhung,beforehecouldpouroutthenarrativewhichwouldexculpatehim。AsforJobLegh,hisfeelingswereallbutuncontrollable;asyoumayjudgebytheindifferencewithwhichhesawMaryborne,stiffandconvulsedoutofcourt,inthechargeofthekindMrsSturgis,who,youwillremember,wasanutterstrangertohim。“She’llkeep!I’llnottroublemyselfabouther,“saidhetohimself,ashewrotewithtremblinghandsalittlenoteofinformationtoMrBridgenorth,whohadconjectured,whenWillhadfirstdisturbedtheawfultranquillityofthelife-and-deathcourt,thatthewitnesshadarrivedbetterlatethanneveronwhoseevidencerestedalltheslightchanceyetremainingtoJemWilsonofescapingdeath。Duringthecommotioninthecourt,amongallthecriesandcommands,thedismayandthedirections,consequentuponWill’sentrance,andpoorMary’sfearfulattackofillness,MrBridgenorthhadkepthislawyer-likepresenceofmind;andlongbeforeJobLegh’salmostillegiblenotewaspokedhim,hehadrecapitulatedthefactsonwhichWillhadtogiveevidence,andthemannerinwhichhehadbeenpursued,afterhisshiphadtakenherleaveoftheland。ThebarristerwhodefendedJemtooknewheartwhenhewasputinpossessionofthesestrikingpointstobeadduced,notsomuchoutofearnestnesstosavetheprisoner,ofwhoseinnocencehewasstilldoubtful,asbecausehesawtheopportunitiesforthedisplayofforensiceloquencewhichwerepresentedbythefacts;“agallanttarbroughtbackfromthepathlessoceanbyagirl’snobledaring,“thedangersoftoohastilyjudgingfromcircumstantialevidence,“etc。,etc。;whilethecounsellorfortheprosecutionpreparedhimselfbyfoldinghisarms,elevatinghiseyebrows,andputtinghislipsintheforminwhichtheymightbestwhistledownthewindsuchevidenceasmightbeproducedbyasubornedwitness,whodaredtoperjurehimself。
For,ofcourse,itisetiquettetosupposethatsuchevidenceasmaybegivenagainsttheopinionwhichlawyersarepaidtouphold,isanythingbutbasedontruth;and’“perjury,““conspiracy,“and“perilofyourimmortalsoul,“arelightexpressionstorowattheheadsofthosewhomayprovenotthespeaker,therewouldthenbesomeexcuseforthehastywordsofpersonalanger,butthehirerofthespeakertobewrong,ormistaken。ButwhenonceWillhadattainedhisend,andfeltthathistale,orpartofatale,wouldbeheardbyjudgeorjury;whenoncehesawJemstandingsafeandwellbeforehimeventhoughhesawhimpaleandcare-wornatthefelon’sbar,hiscouragetooktheshapeofpresenceofmind,andheawaitedtheexaminationwithacalm,unflinchingintelligence,whichdictatedtheclearestandmostpertinentanswers。Hetoldthestoryyouknowsowellhowhisleaveofabsencebeingnearlyexpired,hehadresolvedtofulfilhispromise,andgotoseeanuncleresidingintheIsleofMan;
howhismoneysailor-likewasallexpendedinManchester,andhow,consequently,ithadbeennecessaryforhimtowalktoLiverpool,whichhehadaccordinglydoneontheverynightofthemurder,accompaniedasfarasHollinsGreenbyhisfriendandcousin,theprisoneratthebar。Hewasclearanddistinctineverycorroborativecircumstance,andgaveashortaccountofthesingularwayinwhichhehadbeenrecalledfromhisoutward-boundvoyage,andtheterribleanxietyhehadfelt,asthepilot-boathadstruggledhomeagainstthewind。Thejuryfeltthattheiropinionsonearlydecidedhalfanhouragowasshakenanddisturbedinaveryuncomfortableandperplexingway,andwerealmostgratefultothecounselfortheprosecution,whenhegotup,withabrowofthunder,todemolishtheevidence,whichwassobewilderingwhentakeninconnectionwitheverythingpreviouslyadduced。Butifsuch,withoutlookingtotheconsequences,wasthefirstimpulsivefeelingofsomeamongthejury,howshallIdescribethevehemenceofpassionwhichpossessedthemindofpoorMrCarson,ashesawtheeffectoftheyoungsailor’sstatement?ItnevershookhisbeliefinJem’sguiltintheleast,thatattemptatanalibi;hishatred,hislongingforvengeance,havingoncedefinedanobjecttoitself,couldnomorebeartobefrustratedanddisappointed,thanthebeastofpreycansubmittohavehisvictimtakenfromhishungryjaws。NomorelikenesstothecalmsternpowerofJupiterwasthereinthatwhiteeagerface,almostdistortedbyitsfellanxietyofexpression。Thecounseltowhometiquetteassignedthecross-examinationofWill,caughtthelookonMrCarson’sface,andinhisdesiretofurtherhertheintensewishtheremanifested,heover-shothismarkeveninhisfirstinsultingquestion:“Andnow,myman,you’vetoldthecourtaverygoodandveryconvincingstory;noreasonablemanoughttodoubttheunstainedinnocenceofyourrelationatthebar。Stillthereisonecircumstanceyouhaveforgottentoname;andIfeelthatwithoutityourevidenceisratherincomplete。
Willyouhavethekindnesstoinformthegentlemenofthejurywhathasbeenyourchargeforrepeatingthisveryplausiblestory?HowmuchgoodcoinofherMajesty’srealmhaveyoureceived,orareyoutoreceive,forwalkingupfromtheDocks,orsomelesscreditableplace,andutteringthetaleyouhavejustnowrepeated,——verymuchtothecreditofyourinstructor,Imustsay?Remember,sir,youareuponoath。“IttookWillaminutetoextractthemeaningfromthegarbofunaccustomedwordsinwhichitwasinvested,andduringthistimehelookedalittleconfused。Buttheinstantthetruthflasheduponhimhefixedhisbrightcleareyes,flamingwithindignation,uponthecounsellor,whoselookfellatlastbeforethatsternunflinchinggaze。Then,andnottillthen,Willmadeanswer:“Willyoutellthejudgeandjuryhowmuchmoneyyou’vebeenpaidforyourimpudencetowardsonewhohastoldGod’sblessedtruth,andwhowouldscorntotellalie,orblackguardanyone,forthebiggestfeeaseverlawyergotfordoingdirtywork?Willyoutell,sir?——ButI’mready,mylordjudge,totakemyoathasmanytimesasyourlordshiporthejurywouldlike,totestifytothingshavinghappenedjustasIsaid。There’sO’Brien,thepilot,incourtnow。Wouldsomebodywithawigonpleasetoaskhimhowmuchhecansayforme?“Itwasagoodidea,andcaughtatbythecounselforthedefence。O’BriengavejustsuchtestimonyaswasrequiredtoclearWillfromallsuspicion。
Hehadwitnessedthepursuit,hehadheardtheconversationwhichtookplacebetweentheboatandtheship;hehadgivenWillahomewardpassageinhisboat。Andthecharacterofanaccreditedpilot,appointedbytheTrinityHouse,wasknowntobeabovesuspicion。MrCarsonsankbackonhisseatinsickeningdespair。Heknewenoughofcourtstobeawareoftheextremeunwillingnessofjuriestoconvict,evenwheretheevidenceismostclear,whenthepenaltyofsuchconvictionisdeath。Attheperiodofthetrialmostcondemnatorytotheprisoner,hehadrepeatedthisfacttohimself,inordertodamphistoocertainexpectationofaconviction。Nowitneedednotrepetition,foritforceditselfuponhisconsciousness,andheseemedtoknow,evenbeforethejuryretiredtoconsult,thatbysometrick,somenegligence,somemiserablehocus-pocus,themurdererofhischild,hisdarling,hisAbsalom,whohadneverrebelled,——theslayerofhisunburiedboywouldslipthroughthefangsofjusticeandwalkfreeandunscathedoverthatearthwherehissonwouldnevermorebeseen。Itwasevenso。Theprisonerhidhisfaceoncemoretoshieldtheexpressionofanemotionhecouldnotcontrol,fromthenoticeoftheover-curious;
JobLeghceasedhiseagertalkingtoMrBridgenorth;Charleylookedgraveandearnestforthejuryfiledonebyonebackintotheirbox,andthequestionwasaskedtowhichsuchanawfulanswermightbegiven。Theverdicttheyhadcometowasunsatisfactorytothemselvesatlast;
neitherbeingconvincedofhisinnocence,noryetquitewillingtobelievehimguiltyintheteethofthealibi。Butthepunishmentthatawaitedhim,ifguilty,wassoterrible,andsounnaturalasentenceformantopronounceonman,thattheknowledgeofithadweigheddownthescaleonthesideofinnocence,and“NotGuilty“wastheverdictthatthrilledthroughthebreathlesscourt。Onemomentofsilence,andthenthemurmursrose,astheverdictwasdiscussedbyallwithloweredvoice。Jemstoodmotionless,hisheadbowed;poorfellowhewasstunnedwiththerapidcareerofeventsduringthelastfewhours。Hehadassumedhisplaceatthebarwithlittleornoexpectationofanacquittal;andwithscarcelyanydesireforlife,inthecomplicationofoccurrencestendingtostrengthentheideaofMary’smorethanindifferencetohim;shehadlovedanother,andinhermindJembelievedthathehimselfmustberegardedasthemurdererofhimsheloved。Andsuddenly,athwartthisgloomwhichmadeLifeseemsuchablankexpanseofdesolation,thereflashedtheexquisitedelightofhearingMary’savowaloflove,makingthefutureallglorious,ifafutureinthisworldhemighthopetohave。
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