TomandCharles。CharleshadbeenbornsinceFanny’sgoingaway,butTomshehadoftenhelpedtonurse,andnowfeltaparticularpleasureinseeingagain。
Bothwerekissedverytenderly,butTomshewantedtokeepbyher,totrytotracethefeaturesofthebabyshehadloved,andtalkedto,ofhisinfantpreferenceofherself。Tom,however,hadnomindforsuchtreatment:
hecamehomenottostandandbetalkedto,buttorunaboutandmakeanoise;andbothboyshadsoonburstfromher,andslammedtheparlour-doortillhertemplesached。
Shehadnowseenallthatwereathome;thereremainedonlytwobrothersbetweenherselfandSusan,oneofwhomwasaclerkinapublicofficeinLondon,andtheothermidshipmanonboardanIndiaman。
Butthoughshehad_seen_allthemembersofthefamily,shehadnotyet_heard_allthenoisetheycouldmake。
Anotherquarterofanhourbroughtheragreatdealmore。
Williamwassooncallingoutfromthelanding-placeofthesecondstoryforhismotherandforRebecca。
Hewasindistressforsomethingthathehadleftthere,anddidnotfindagain。Akeywasmislaid,Betseyaccusedofhavinggotathisnewhat,andsomeslight,butessentialalterationofhisuniformwaistcoat,whichhehadbeenpromisedtohavedoneforhim,entirelyneglected。
Mrs。Price,Rebecca,andBetseyallwentuptodefendthemselves,alltalkingtogether,butRebeccaloudest,andthejobwastobedoneaswellasitcouldinagreathurry;
WilliamtryinginvaintosendBetseydownagain,orkeepherfrombeingtroublesomewhereshewas;thewholeofwhich,asalmosteverydoorinthehousewasopen,couldbeplainlydistinguishedintheparlour,exceptwhendrownedatintervalsbythesuperiornoiseofSam,Tom,andCharleschasingeachotherupanddownstairs,andtumblingaboutandhallooing。
Fannywasalmoststunned。Thesmallnessofthehouseandthinnessofthewallsbroughteverythingsoclosetoher,that,addedtothefatigueofherjourney,andallherrecentagitation,shehardlyknewhowtobearit。
_Within_theroomallwastranquilenough,forSusanhavingdisappearedwiththeothers,thereweresoononlyherfatherandherselfremaining;andhe,takingoutanewspaper,theaccustomaryloanofaneighbour,appliedhimselftostudyingit,withoutseemingtorecollectherexistence。
Thesolitarycandlewasheldbetweenhimselfandthepaper,withoutanyreferencetoherpossibleconvenience;
butshehadnothingtodo,andwasgladtohavethelightscreenedfromherachinghead,asshesatinbewildered,broken,sorrowfulcontemplation。
Shewasathome。But,alas!itwasnotsuchahome,shehadnotsuchawelcome,as——shecheckedherself;
shewasunreasonable。Whatrighthadshetobeofimportancetoherfamily?Shecouldhavenone,solonglostsightof!
William’sconcernsmustbedearest,theyalwayshadbeen,andhehadeveryright。Yettohavesolittlesaidoraskedaboutherself,tohavescarcelyaninquirymadeafterMansfield!ItdidpainhertohaveMansfieldforgotten;
thefriendswhohaddonesomuch——thedear,dearfriends!
Buthere,onesubjectswallowedupalltherest。
Perhapsitmustbeso。ThedestinationoftheThrushmustbenowpreeminentlyinteresting。Adayortwomightshewthedifference。_She_onlywastoblame。
YetshethoughtitwouldnothavebeensoatMansfield。
No,inheruncle’shousetherewouldhavebeenaconsiderationoftimesandseasons,aregulationofsubject,apropriety,anattentiontowardseverybodywhichtherewasnothere。
Theonlyinterruptionwhichthoughtslikethesereceivedfornearlyhalfanhourwasfromasuddenburstofherfather’s,notatallcalculatedtocomposethem。Atamorethanordinarypitchofthumpingandhallooinginthepassage,heexclaimed,“Deviltakethoseyoungdogs!Howtheyaresingingout!Ay,Sam’svoicelouderthanalltherest!
Thatboyisfitforaboatswain。Holla,youthere!
Sam,stopyourconfoundedpipe,orIshallbeafteryou。“
Thisthreatwassopalpablydisregarded,thatthoughwithinfiveminutesafterwardsthethreeboysallburstintotheroomtogetherandsatdown,Fannycouldnotconsideritasaproofofanythingmorethantheirbeingforthetimethoroughlyfagged,whichtheirhotfacesandpantingbreathsseemedtoprove,especiallyastheywerestillkickingeachother’sshins,andhallooingoutatsuddenstartsimmediatelyundertheirfather’seye。
Thenextopeningofthedoorbroughtsomethingmorewelcome:
itwasforthetea-things,whichshehadbegunalmosttodespairofseeingthatevening。Susanandanattendantgirl,whoseinferiorappearanceinformedFanny,tohergreatsurprise,thatshehadpreviouslyseentheupperservant,broughtineverythingnecessaryforthemeal;
Susanlooking,assheputthekettleonthefireandglancedathersister,asifdividedbetweentheagreeabletriumphofshewingheractivityandusefulness,andthedreadofbeingthoughttodemeanherselfbysuchanoffice。
“Shehadbeenintothekitchen,“shesaid,“tohurrySallyandhelpmakethetoast,andspreadthebreadandbutter,orshedidnotknowwhentheyshouldhavegottea,andshewassurehersistermustwantsomethingafterherjourney。“
Fannywasverythankful。Shecouldnotbutownthatsheshouldbeverygladofalittletea,andSusanimmediatelysetaboutmakingit,asifpleasedtohavetheemploymentalltoherself;andwithonlyalittleunnecessarybustle,andsomefewinjudiciousattemptsatkeepingherbrothersinbetterorderthanshecould,acquittedherselfverywell。
Fanny’sspiritwasasmuchrefreshedasherbody;herheadandheartweresoonthebetterforsuchwell-timedkindness。
Susanhadanopen,sensiblecountenance;shewaslikeWilliam,andFannyhopedtofindherlikehimindispositionandgoodwilltowardsherself。
InthismoreplacidstateofthingsWilliamreentered,followednotfarbehindbyhismotherandBetsey。
He,completeinhislieutenant’suniform,lookingandmovingallthetaller,firmer,andmoregracefulforit,andwiththehappiestsmileoverhisface,walkedupdirectlytoFanny,who,risingfromherseat,lookedathimforamomentinspeechlessadmiration,andthenthrewherarmsroundhisnecktosobouthervariousemotionsofpainandpleasure。
Anxiousnottoappearunhappy,shesoonrecoveredherself;
andwipingawayhertears,wasabletonoticeandadmireallthestrikingpartsofhisdress;listeningwithrevivingspiritstohischeerfulhopesofbeingonshoresomepartofeverydaybeforetheysailed,andevenofgettinghertoSpitheadtoseethesloop。
ThenextbustlebroughtinMr。Campbell,thesurgeonoftheThrush,averywell-behavedyoungman,whocametocallforhisfriend,andforwhomtherewaswithsomecontrivancefoundachair,andwithsomehastywashingoftheyoungtea-maker’s,acupandsaucer;andafteranotherquarterofanhourofearnesttalkbetweenthegentlemen,noiserisinguponnoise,andbustleuponbustle,menandboysatlastallinmotiontogether,themomentcameforsettingoff;everythingwasready,Williamtookleave,andallofthemweregone;forthethreeboys,inspiteoftheirmother’sentreaty,determinedtoseetheirbrotherandMr。Campbelltothesally-port;andMr。Pricewalkedoffatthesametimetocarrybackhisneighbour’snewspaper。
Somethingliketranquillitymightnowbehopedfor;
andaccordingly,whenRebeccahadbeenprevailedontocarryawaythetea-things,andMrs。Pricehadwalkedabouttheroomsometimelookingforashirt-sleeve,whichBetseyatlasthuntedoutfromadrawerinthekitchen,thesmallpartyoffemaleswereprettywellcomposed,andthemotherhavinglamentedagainovertheimpossibilityofgettingSamreadyintime,wasatleisuretothinkofhereldestdaughterandthefriendsshehadcomefrom。
Afewinquiriesbegan:butoneoftheearliest——“HowdidsisterBertrammanageaboutherservants?“Wassheasmuchplaguedasherselftogettolerableservants?“——
soonledhermindawayfromNorthamptonshire,andfixeditonherowndomesticgrievances,andtheshockingcharacterofallthePortsmouthservants,ofwhomshebelievedherowntwoweretheveryworst,engrossedhercompletely。
TheBertramswereallforgottenindetailingthefaultsofRebecca,againstwhomSusanhadalsomuchtodepose,andlittleBetseyagreatdealmore,andwhodidseemsothoroughlywithoutasinglerecommendation,thatFannycouldnothelpmodestlypresumingthathermothermeanttopartwithherwhenheryearwasup。
“Heryear!“criedMrs。Price;“IamsureIhopeI
shallberidofherbeforeshehasstaidayear,forthatwillnotbeuptillNovember。Servantsarecometosuchapass,mydear,inPortsmouth,thatitisquiteamiracleifonekeepsthemmorethanhalfayear。
Ihavenohopeofeverbeingsettled;andifIwastopartwithRebecca,Ishouldonlygetsomethingworse。
AndyetIdonotthinkIamaverydifficultmistresstoplease;andIamsuretheplaceiseasyenough,forthereisalwaysagirlunderher,andIoftendohalftheworkmyself。“
Fannywassilent;butnotfrombeingconvincedthattheremightnotbearemedyfoundforsomeoftheseevils。
AsshenowsatlookingatBetsey,shecouldnotbutthinkparticularlyofanothersister,averyprettylittlegirl,whomshehadlefttherenotmuchyoungerwhenshewentintoNorthamptonshire,whohaddiedafewyearsafterwards。
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