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第76章

  Williamwasalmostashappyintheplanashissister。
  Itwouldbethegreatestpleasuretohimtohavehertheretothelastmomentbeforehesailed,andperhapsfindhertherestillwhenhecameinfromhisfirstcruise。
  Andbesides,hewantedhersoverymuchtoseetheThrushbeforeshewentoutofharbour——theThrushwascertainlythefinestsloopintheservice——andtherewereseveralimprovementsinthedockyard,too,whichhequitelongedtoshewher。
  Hedidnotscrupletoaddthatherbeingathomeforawhilewouldbeagreatadvantagetoeverybody。
  “Idonotknowhowitis,“saidhe;“butweseemtowantsomeofyournicewaysandorderlinessatmyfather’s。Thehouseisalwaysinconfusion。Youwillsetthingsgoinginabetterway,Iamsure。Youwilltellmymotherhowitalloughttobe,andyouwillbesousefultoSusan,andyouwillteachBetsey,andmaketheboysloveandmindyou。
  Howrightandcomfortableitwillallbe!“
  BythetimeMrs。Price’sanswerarrived,thereremainedbutaveryfewdaysmoretobespentatMansfield;
  andforpartofoneofthosedaystheyoungtravellerswereinagooddealofalarmonthesubjectoftheirjourney,forwhenthemodeofitcametobetalkedof,andMrs。Norrisfoundthatallheranxietytosaveherbrother-in-law’smoneywasvain,andthatinspiteofherwishesandhintsforalessexpensiveconveyanceofFanny,theyweretotravelpost;whenshesawSirThomasactuallygiveWilliamnotesforthepurpose,shewasstruckwiththeideaoftherebeingroomforathirdinthecarriage,andsuddenlyseizedwithastronginclinationtogowiththem,togoandseeherpoordearsisterPrice。
  Sheproclaimedherthoughts。Shemustsaythatshehadmorethanhalfamindtogowiththeyoungpeople;
  itwouldbesuchanindulgencetoher;shehadnotseenherpoordearsisterPriceformorethantwentyyears;
  anditwouldbeahelptotheyoungpeopleintheirjourneytohaveherolderheadtomanageforthem;andshecouldnothelpthinkingherpoordearsisterPricewouldfeelitveryunkindofhernottocomebysuchanopportunity。
  WilliamandFannywerehorror-struckattheidea。
  Allthecomfortoftheircomfortablejourneywouldbedestroyedatonce。Withwoefulcountenancestheylookedateachother。Theirsuspenselastedanhourortwo。Nooneinterferedtoencourageordissuade。
  Mrs。Norriswaslefttosettlethematterbyherself;
  anditended,totheinfinitejoyofhernephewandniece,intherecollectionthatshecouldnotpossiblybesparedfromMansfieldParkatpresent;thatshewasagreatdealtoonecessarytoSirThomasandLadyBertramforhertobeabletoanswerittoherselftoleavethemevenforaweek,andthereforemustcertainlysacrificeeveryotherpleasuretothatofbeingusefultothem。
  Ithad,infact,occurredtoher,thatthoughtakentoPortsmouthfornothing,itwouldbehardlypossibleforhertoavoidpayingherownexpensesbackagain。
  SoherpoordearsisterPricewaslefttoallthedisappointmentofhermissingsuchanopportunity,andanothertwentyyears’absence,perhaps,begun。
  Edmund’splanswereaffectedbythisPortsmouthjourney,thisabsenceofFanny’s。HetoohadasacrificetomaketoMansfieldParkaswellashisaunt。Hehadintended,aboutthistime,tobegoingtoLondon;buthecouldnotleavehisfatherandmotherjustwheneverybodyelseofmostimportancetotheircomfortwasleavingthem;
  andwithaneffort,feltbutnotboastedof,hedelayedforaweekortwolongerajourneywhichhewaslookingforwardtowiththehopeofitsfixinghishappinessforever。
  HetoldFannyofit。Sheknewsomuchalready,thatshemustknoweverything。ItmadethesubstanceofoneotherconfidentialdiscourseaboutMissCrawford;
  andFannywasthemoreaffectedfromfeelingittobethelasttimeinwhichMissCrawford’snamewouldeverbementionedbetweenthemwithanyremainsofliberty。
  Onceafterwardsshewasalludedtobyhim。LadyBertramhadbeentellinghernieceintheeveningtowritetohersoonandoften,andpromisingtobeagoodcorrespondentherself;
  andEdmund,ataconvenientmoment,thenaddedinawhisper,“And_I_shallwritetoyou,Fanny,whenIhaveanythingworthwritingabout,anythingtosaythatIthinkyouwillliketohear,andthatyouwillnothearsosoonfromanyotherquarter。“Hadshedoubtedhismeaningwhileshelistened,theglowinhisface,whenshelookedupathim,wouldhavebeendecisive。
  Forthislettershemusttrytoarmherself。ThataletterfromEdmundshouldbeasubjectofterror!
  Shebegantofeelthatshehadnotyetgonethroughallthechangesofopinionandsentimentwhichtheprogressoftimeandvariationofcircumstancesoccasioninthisworldofchanges。Thevicissitudesofthehumanmindhadnotyetbeenexhaustedbyher。
  PoorFanny!thoughgoingasshedidwillinglyandeagerly,thelasteveningatMansfieldParkmuststillbewretchedness。Herheartwascompletelysadatparting。
  Shehadtearsforeveryroominthehouse,muchmoreforeverybelovedinhabitant。Sheclungtoheraunt,becauseshewouldmissher;shekissedthehandofherunclewithstrugglingsobs,becauseshehaddispleasedhim;
  andasforEdmund,shecouldneitherspeak,norlook,northink,whenthelastmomentcamewith_him_;anditwasnottillitwasoverthatsheknewhewasgivinghertheaffectionatefarewellofabrother。
  Allthispassedovernight,forthejourneywastobeginveryearlyinthemorning;andwhenthesmall,diminishedpartymetatbreakfast,WilliamandFannyweretalkedofasalreadyadvancedonestage。
  Thenoveltyoftravelling,andthehappinessofbeingwithWilliam,soonproducedtheirnaturaleffectonFanny’sspirits,whenMansfieldParkwasfairlyleftbehind;
  andbythetimetheirfirststagewasended,andtheyweretoquitSirThomas’scarriage,shewasabletotakeleaveoftheoldcoachman,andsendbackpropermessages,withcheerfullooks。
  Ofpleasanttalkbetweenthebrotherandsistertherewasnoend。EverythingsuppliedanamusementtothehighgleeofWilliam’smind,andhewasfulloffrolicandjokeintheintervalsoftheirhigher-tonedsubjects,allofwhichended,iftheydidnotbegin,inpraiseoftheThrush,conjectureshowshewouldbeemployed,schemesforanactionwithsomesuperiorforce,whichsupposingthefirstlieutenantoutoftheway,andWilliamwasnotverymercifultothefirstlieutenant
  wastogivehimselfthenextstepassoonaspossible,orspeculationsuponprize-money,whichwastobegenerouslydistributedathome,withonlythereservationofenoughtomakethelittlecottagecomfortable,inwhichheandFannyweretopassalltheirmiddleandlaterlifetogether。
  Fanny’simmediateconcerns,asfarastheyinvolvedMr。Crawford,madenopartoftheirconversation。
  Williamknewwhathadpassed,andfromhisheartlamentedthathissister’sfeelingsshouldbesocoldtowardsamanwhomhemustconsiderasthefirstofhumancharacters;
  buthewasofanagetobeallforlove,andthereforeunabletoblame;andknowingherwishonthesubject,hewouldnotdistressherbytheslightestallusion。
  ShehadreasontosupposeherselfnotyetforgottenbyMr。Crawford。ShehadheardrepeatedlyfromhissisterwithinthethreeweekswhichhadpassedsincetheirleavingMansfield,andineachlettertherehadbeenafewlinesfromhimself,warmanddeterminedlikehisspeeches。ItwasacorrespondencewhichFannyfoundquiteasunpleasantasshehadfeared。
  MissCrawford’sstyleofwriting,livelyandaffectionate,wasitselfanevil,independentofwhatshewasthusforcedintoreadingfromthebrother’spen,forEdmundwouldneverresttillshehadreadthechiefofthelettertohim;andthenshehadtolistentohisadmirationofherlanguage,andthewarmthofherattachments。
  Therehad,infact,beensomuchofmessage,ofallusion,ofrecollection,somuchofMansfieldineveryletter,thatFannycouldnotbutsupposeitmeantforhimtohear;
  andtofindherselfforcedintoapurposeofthatkind,compelledintoacorrespondencewhichwasbringinghertheaddressesofthemanshedidnotlove,andobliginghertoadministertotheadversepassionofthemanshedid,wascruellymortifying。Here,too,herpresentremovalpromisedadvantage。WhennolongerunderthesameroofwithEdmund,shetrustedthatMissCrawfordwouldhavenomotiveforwritingstrongenoughtoovercomethetrouble,andthatatPortsmouththeircorrespondencewoulddwindleintonothing。
  Withsuchthoughtsasthese,amongtenhundredothers,Fannyproceededinherjourneysafelyandcheerfully,andasexpeditiouslyascouldrationallybehopedinthedirtymonthofFebruary。TheyenteredOxford,butshecouldtakeonlyahastyglimpseofEdmund’scollegeastheypassedalong,andmadenostopanywheretilltheyreachedNewbury,whereacomfortablemeal,unitingdinnerandsupper,wounduptheenjoymentsandfatiguesoftheday。
  Thenextmorningsawthemoffagainatanearlyhour;
  andwithnoevents,andnodelays,theyregularlyadvanced,andwereintheenvironsofPortsmouthwhiletherewasyetdaylightforFannytolookaroundher,andwonderatthenewbuildings。Theypassedthedrawbridge,andenteredthetown;andthelightwasonlybeginningtofailas,guidedbyWilliam’spowerfulvoice,theywererattledintoanarrowstreet,leadingfromtheHighStreet,anddrawnupbeforethedoorofasmallhousenowinhabitedbyMr。Price。