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第58章

  Shehad,moreover,tocontendwithonedisagreeableemotionentirelynewtoher——jealousy。HisfriendMr。Owenhadsisters;
  hemightfindthemattractive。But,atanyrate,hisstayingawayatatimewhen,accordingtoallprecedingplans,shewastoremovetoLondon,meantsomethingthatshecouldnotbear。HadHenryreturned,ashetalkedofdoing,attheendofthreeorfourdays,sheshouldnowhavebeenleavingMansfield。ItbecameabsolutelynecessaryforhertogettoFannyandtrytolearnsomethingmore。
  Shecouldnotliveanylongerinsuchsolitarywretchedness;
  andshemadeherwaytothePark,throughdifficultiesofwalkingwhichshehaddeemedunconquerableaweekbefore,forthechanceofhearingalittleinaddition,forthesakeofatleasthearinghisname。
  Thefirsthalf-hourwaslost,forFannyandLadyBertramweretogether,andunlessshehadFannytoherselfshecouldhopefornothing。ButatlastLadyBertramlefttheroom,andthenalmostimmediatelyMissCrawfordthusbegan,withavoiceaswellregulatedasshecould——“Andhowdo_you_likeyourcousinEdmund’sstayingawaysolong?
  Beingtheonlyyoungpersonathome,Iconsider_you_
  asthegreatestsufferer。Youmustmisshim。Doeshisstayinglongersurpriseyou?“
  “Idonotknow,“saidFannyhesitatingly。“Yes;Ihadnotparticularlyexpectedit。“
  “Perhapshewillalwaysstaylongerthanhetalksof。
  Itisthegeneralwayallyoungmendo。“
  “Hedidnot,theonlytimehewenttoseeMr。Owenbefore。“
  “Hefindsthehousemoreagreeable_now_。Heisavery——
  averypleasingyoungmanhimself,andIcannothelpbeingratherconcernedatnotseeinghimagainbeforeI
  gotoLondon,aswillnowundoubtedlybethecase。
  IamlookingforHenryeveryday,andassoonashecomestherewillbenothingtodetainmeatMansfield。
  Ishouldliketohaveseenhimoncemore,Iconfess。
  Butyoumustgivemycomplimentstohim。Yes;Ithinkitmustbecompliments。Isnotthereasomethingwanted,MissPrice,inourlanguage——asomethingbetweencomplimentsand——
  andlove——tosuitthesortoffriendlyacquaintancewehavehadtogether?Somanymonths’acquaintance!Butcomplimentsmaybesufficienthere。Washisletteralongone?
  Doeshegiveyoumuchaccountofwhatheisdoing?
  IsitChristmasgaietiesthatheisstayingfor?“
  “Ionlyheardapartoftheletter;itwastomyuncle;
  butIbelieveitwasveryshort;indeedIamsureitwasbutafewlines。AllthatIheardwasthathisfriendhadpressedhimtostaylonger,andthathehadagreedtodoso。A_few_dayslonger,or_some_dayslonger;
  Iamnotquitesurewhich。“
  “Oh!ifhewrotetohisfather;butIthoughtitmighthavebeentoLadyBertramoryou。Butifhewrotetohisfather,nowonderhewasconcise。WhocouldwritechattoSirThomas?Ifhehadwrittentoyou,therewouldhavebeenmoreparticulars。Youwouldhaveheardofballsandparties。Hewouldhavesentyouadescriptionofeverythingandeverybody。HowmanyMissOwensarethere?“
  “Threegrownup。“
  “Aretheymusical?“
  “Idonotatallknow。Ineverheard。“
  “Thatisthefirstquestion,youknow,“saidMissCrawford,tryingtoappeargayandunconcerned,“whicheverywomanwhoplaysherselfissuretoaskaboutanother。
  Butitisveryfoolishtoaskquestionsaboutanyyoungladies——aboutanythreesistersjustgrownup;
  foroneknows,withoutbeingtold,exactlywhattheyare:
  allveryaccomplishedandpleasing,andoneverypretty。
  Thereisabeautyineveryfamily;itisaregularthing。
  Twoplayonthepianoforte,andoneontheharp;
  andallsing,orwouldsingiftheyweretaught,orsingallthebetterfornotbeingtaught;orsomethinglikeit。“
  “IknownothingoftheMissOwens,“saidFannycalmly。
  “Youknownothingandyoucareless,aspeoplesay。
  Neverdidtoneexpressindifferenceplainer。Indeed,howcanonecareforthoseonehasneverseen?Well,whenyourcousincomesback,hewillfindMansfieldveryquiet;
  allthenoisyonesgone,yourbrotherandmineandmyselfIdonotliketheideaofleavingMrs。Grantnowthetimedrawsnear。Shedoesnotlikemygoing。“
  Fannyfeltobligedtospeak。“’Youcannotdoubtyourbeingmissedbymany,“saidshe。“Youwillbeverymuchmissed。“
  MissCrawfordturnedhereyeonher,asifwantingtohearorseemore,andthenlaughinglysaid,“Ohyes!missedaseverynoisyevilismissedwhenitistakenaway;
  thatis,thereisagreatdifferencefelt。ButIamnotfishing;don’tcomplimentme。IfI_am_missed,itwillappear。Imaybediscoveredbythosewhowanttoseeme。Ishallnotbeinanydoubtful,ordistant,orunapproachableregion。“
  NowFannycouldnotbringherselftospeak,andMissCrawfordwasdisappointed;forshehadhopedtohearsomepleasantassuranceofherpowerfromonewhoshethoughtmustknow,andherspiritswerecloudedagain。
  “TheMissOwens,“saidshe,soonafterwards;“supposeyouweretohaveoneoftheMissOwenssettledatThorntonLacey;
  howshouldyoulikeit?Strangerthingshavehappened。
  Idaresaytheyaretryingforit。Andtheyarequiteinthelight,foritwouldbeaveryprettyestablishmentforthem。Idonotatallwonderorblamethem。Itiseverybody’sdutytodoaswellforthemselvesastheycan。
  SirThomasBertram’ssonissomebody;andnowheisintheirownline。Theirfatherisaclergyman,andtheirbrotherisaclergyman,andtheyareallclergymentogether。
  Heistheirlawfulproperty;hefairlybelongstothem。
  Youdon’tspeak,Fanny;MissPrice,youdon’tspeak。
  Buthonestlynow,donotyouratherexpectitthanotherwise?“
  “No,“saidFannystoutly,“Idonotexpectitatall。“
  “Notatall!“criedMissCrawfordwithalacrity。
  “Iwonderatthat。ButIdaresayyouknowexactly——
  Ialwaysimagineyouare——perhapsyoudonotthinkhimlikelytomarryatall——ornotatpresent。“
  “No,Idonot,“saidFannysoftly,hopingshedidnoterreitherinthebeliefortheacknowledgmentofit。
  Hercompanionlookedatherkeenly;andgatheringgreaterspiritfromtheblushsoonproducedfromsuchalook,onlysaid,“Heisbestoffasheis,“andturnedthesubject。
  MissCrawford’suneasinesswasmuchlightenedbythisconversation,andshewalkedhomeagaininspiritswhichmighthavedefiedalmostanotherweekofthesamesmallpartyinthesamebadweather,hadtheybeenputtotheproof;butasthatveryeveningbroughtherbrotherdownfromLondonagaininquite,ormorethanquite,hisusualcheerfulness,shehadnothingfarthertotryherown。Hisstillrefusingtotellherwhathehadgoneforwasbutthepromotionofgaiety;adaybeforeitmighthaveirritated,butnowitwasapleasantjoke——
  suspectedonlyofconcealingsomethingplannedasapleasantsurprisetoherself。Andthenextday_did_bringasurprisetoher。HenryhadsaidheshouldjustgoandasktheBertramshowtheydid,andbebackintenminutes,buthewasgoneaboveanhour;andwhenhissister,whohadbeenwaitingforhimtowalkwithherinthegarden,methimatlastmostimpatientlyinthesweep,andcriedout,“MydearHenry,wherecanyouhavebeenallthistime?“
  hehadonlytosaythathehadbeensittingwithLadyBertramandFanny。
  “Sittingwiththemanhourandahalf!“exclaimedMary。
  Butthiswasonlythebeginningofhersurprise。
  “Yes,Mary,“saidhe,drawingherarmwithinhis,andwalkingalongthesweepasifnotknowingwherehewas:
  “Icouldnotgetawaysooner;Fannylookedsolovely!
  Iamquitedetermined,Mary。Mymindisentirelymadeup。
  Willitastonishyou?No:youmustbeawarethatIamquitedeterminedtomarryFannyPrice。“