improprietyinmakingthempublic。“
“Donotyouthink,“saidFanny,afteralittleconsideration,“thatthisimproprietyisareflectionitselfuponMrs。Crawford,asherniecehasbeenentirelybroughtupbyher?ShecannothavegivenherrightnotionsofwhatwasduetotheAdmiral。“
“Thatisafairremark。Yes,wemustsupposethefaultsoftheniecetohavebeenthoseoftheaunt;anditmakesonemoresensibleofthedisadvantagesshehasbeenunder。
ButIthinkherpresenthomemustdohergood。
Mrs。Grant’smannersarejustwhattheyoughttobe。
Shespeaksofherbrotherwithaverypleasingaffection。“
“Yes,exceptastohiswritinghersuchshortletters。
Shemademealmostlaugh;butIcannotratesoveryhighlytheloveorgood-natureofabrotherwhowillnotgivehimselfthetroubleofwritinganythingworthreadingtohissisters,whentheyareseparated。IamsureWilliamwouldneverhaveused_me_so,underanycircumstances。
Andwhatrighthadshetosupposethat_you_wouldnotwritelongletterswhenyouwereabsent?“
“Therightofalivelymind,Fanny,seizingwhatevermaycontributetoitsownamusementorthatofothers;
perfectlyallowable,whenuntincturedbyill-humourorroughness;andthereisnotashadowofeitherinthecountenanceormannerofMissCrawford:nothingsharp,orloud,orcoarse。Sheisperfectlyfeminine,exceptmtheinstanceswehavebeenspeakingof。Thereshecannotbejustified。IamgladyousawitallasIdid。“
Havingformedhermindandgainedheraffections,hehadagoodchanceofherthinkinglikehim;thoughatthisperiod,andonthissubject,therebegannowtobesomedangerofdissimilarity,forhewasinalineofadmirationofMissCrawford,whichmightleadhimwhereFannycouldnotfollow。MissCrawford’sattractionsdidnotlessen。
Theharparrived,andratheraddedtoherbeauty,wit,andgood-humour;forsheplayedwiththegreatestobligingness,withanexpressionandtastewhichwerepeculiarlybecoming,andtherewassomethingclevertobesaidatthecloseofeveryair。EdmundwasattheParsonageeveryday,tobeindulgedwithhisfavouriteinstrument:
onemorningsecuredaninvitationforthenext;
fortheladycouldnotbeunwillingtohavealistener,andeverythingwassooninafairtrain。
Ayoungwoman,pretty,lively,withaharpaselegantasherself,andbothplacednearawindow,cutdowntotheground,andopeningonalittlelawn,surroundedbyshrubsintherichfoliageofsummer,wasenoughtocatchanyman’sheart。Theseason,thescene,theair,wereallfavourabletotendernessandsentiment。
Mrs。Grantandhertambourframewerenotwithouttheiruse:
itwasallinharmony;andaseverythingwillturntoaccountwhenloveisoncesetgoing,eventhesandwichtray,andDr。Grantdoingthehonoursofit,wereworthlookingat。
Withoutstudyingthebusiness,however,orknowingwhathewasabout,Edmundwasbeginning,attheendofaweekofsuchintercourse,tobeagooddealinlove;
andtothecreditoftheladyitmaybeaddedthat,withouthisbeingamanoftheworldoranelderbrother,withoutanyoftheartsofflatteryorthegaietiesofsmalltalk,hebegantobeagreeabletoher。Shefeltittobeso,thoughshehadnotforeseen,andcouldhardlyunderstandit;forhewasnotpleasantbyanycommonrule:
hetalkednononsense;hepaidnocompliments;hisopinionswereunbending,hisattentionstranquilandsimple。
Therewasacharm,perhaps,inhissincerity,hissteadiness,hisintegrity,whichMissCrawfordmightbeequaltofeel,thoughnotequaltodiscusswithherself。
Shedidnotthinkverymuchaboutit,however:hepleasedherforthepresent;shelikedtohavehimnearher;
itwasenough。
FannycouldnotwonderthatEdmundwasattheParsonageeverymorning;shewouldgladlyhavebeentheretoo,mightshehavegoneinuninvitedandunnoticed,toheartheharp;neithercouldshewonderthat,whentheeveningstrollwasover,andthetwofamiliespartedagain,heshouldthinkitrighttoattendMrs。Grantandhersistertotheirhome,whileMr。CrawfordwasdevotedtotheladiesofthePark;butshethoughtitaverybadexchange;andifEdmundwerenottheretomixthewineandwaterforher,wouldrathergowithoutitthannot。
ShewasalittlesurprisedthathecouldspendsomanyhourswithMissCrawford,andnotseemoreofthesortoffaultwhichhehadalreadyobserved,andofwhich_she_
wasalmostalwaysremindedbyasomethingofthesamenaturewhenevershewasinhercompany;butsoitwas。
EdmundwasfondofspeakingtoherofMissCrawford,butheseemedtothinkitenoughthattheAdmiralhadsincebeenspared;andshescrupledtopointoutherownremarkstohim,lestitshouldappearlikeill-nature。
ThefirstactualpainwhichMissCrawfordoccasionedherwastheconsequenceofaninclinationtolearntoride,whichtheformercaught,soonafterherbeingsettledatMansfield,fromtheexampleoftheyoungladiesatthePark,andwhich,whenEdmund’sacquaintancewithherincreased,ledtohisencouragingthewish,andtheofferofhisownquietmareforthepurposeofherfirstattempts,asthebestfittedforabeginnerthateitherstablecouldfurnish。
Nopain,noinjury,however,wasdesignedbyhimtohiscousininthisoffer:_she_wasnottoloseaday’sexercisebyit。ThemarewasonlytobetakendowntotheParsonagehalfanhourbeforeherrideweretobegin;andFanny,onitsbeingfirstproposed,sofarfromfeelingslighted,wasalmostover-poweredwithgratitudethatheshouldbeaskingherleaveforit。
MissCrawfordmadeherfirstessaywithgreatcredittoherself,andnoinconveniencetoFanny。Edmund,whohadtakendownthemareandpresidedatthewhole,returnedwithitinexcellenttime,beforeeitherFannyorthesteadyoldcoachman,whoalwaysattendedherwhensherodewithouthercousins,werereadytosetforward。
Thesecondday’strialwasnotsoguiltless。MissCrawford’senjoymentofridingwassuchthatshedidnotknowhowtoleaveoff。Activeandfearless,andthoughrathersmall,stronglymade,sheseemedformedforahorsewoman;andtothepuregenuinepleasureoftheexercise,somethingwasprobablyaddedinEdmund’sattendanceandinstructions,andsomethingmoreintheconvictionofverymuchsurpassinghersexingeneralbyherearlyprogress,tomakeherunwillingtodismount。Fannywasreadyandwaiting,andMrs。Norriswasbeginningtoscoldherfornotbeinggone,andstillnohorsewasannounced,noEdmundappeared。
Toavoidheraunt,andlookforhim,shewentout。
Thehouses,thoughscarcelyhalfamileapart,werenotwithinsightofeachother;but,bywalkingfiftyyardsfromthehalldoor,shecouldlookdownthepark,andcommandaviewoftheParsonageandallitsdemesnes,gentlyrisingbeyondthevillageroad;andinDr。Grant’smeadowsheimmediatelysawthegroup——EdmundandMissCrawfordbothonhorse-back,ridingsidebyside,Dr。andMrs。Grant,andMr。Crawford,withtwoorthreegrooms,standingaboutandlookingon。Ahappypartyitappearedtoher,allinterestedinoneobject:cheerfulbeyondadoubt,forthesoundofmerrimentascendedeventoher。
Itwasasoundwhichdidnotmake_her_cheerful;
shewonderedthatEdmundshouldforgether,andfeltapang。Shecouldnotturnhereyesfromthemeadow;
shecouldnothelpwatchingallthatpassed。AtfirstMissCrawfordandhercompanionmadethecircuitofthefield,whichwasnotsmall,atafoot’space;then,at_her_
apparentsuggestion,theyroseintoacanter;andtoFanny’stimidnatureitwasmostastonishingtoseehowwellshesat。Afterafewminutestheystoppedentirely。
Edmundwasclosetoher;hewasspeakingtoher;
hewasevidentlydirectinghermanagementofthebridle;
hehadholdofherhand;shesawit,ortheimaginationsuppliedwhattheeyecouldnotreach。Shemustnotwonderatallthis;whatcouldbemorenaturalthanthatEdmundshouldbemakinghimselfuseful,andprovinghisgood-naturebyanyone?Shecouldnotbutthink,indeed,thatMr。Crawfordmightaswellhavesavedhimthetrouble;thatitwouldhavebeenparticularlyproperandbecominginabrothertohavedoneithimself;
butMr。Crawford,withallhisboastedgood-nature,andallhiscoachmanship,probablyknewnothingofthematter,andhadnoactivekindnessincomparisonofEdmund。
Shebegantothinkitratherharduponthemaretohavesuchdoubleduty;ifshewereforgotten,thepoormareshouldberemembered。
Herfeelingsforoneandtheotherweresoonalittletranquillisedbyseeingthepartyinthemeadowdisperse,andMissCrawfordstillonhorseback,butattendedbyEdmundonfoot,passthroughagateintothelane,andsointothepark,andmaketowardsthespotwhereshestood。
Shebeganthentobeafraidofappearingrudeandimpatient;
andwalkedtomeetthemwithagreatanxietytoavoidthesuspicion。
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