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第35章

  Blanche,inMrs。Inchbare’sbestgown——anancientandhigh-waistedsilkgarment,ofthehuecalled“bottle-green,“
  pinnedupinfront,andtrailingfarbehindher——withashort,orange-coloredshawloverhershoulders,andatoweltiedturbanfashionroundherhead,todryherwethair,lookedatoncethestrangestandtheprettiesthumananomalythateverwasseen。
  “Forheaven’ssake,“shesaid,gayly,“don’ttellyourhusbandI
  aminMrs。Inchbare’sclothes!Iwanttoappearsuddenly,withoutawordtowarnhimofwhatafigureIam!Ishouldhavenothinglefttowishforinthisworld,“sheadded,“ifArnoldcouldonlyseemenow!“
  Lookingintheglass,shenoticedAnne’sfacereflectedbehindher,andstartedatthesightofit。
  “What_is_thematter?“sheasked。“Yourfacefrightensme。“
  Itwasuselesstoprolongthepainoftheinevitablemisunderstandingbetweenthem。Theonecoursetotakewastosilenceallfurtherinquiriesthenandthere。Stronglyasshefeltthis,Anne’sinbredloyaltytoBlanchestillshrankfromdeceivinghertoherface。“Imightwriteit,“shethought。“I
  can’tsayit,withArnoldBrinkworthinthesamehousewithher!
  “Writeit?Asshereconsideredtheword,asuddenideastruckher。Sheopenedthebedroomdoor,andledthewaybackintothesitting-room。
  “Goneagain!“exclaimedBlanche,lookinguneasilyroundtheemptyroom。“Anne!there’ssomethingsostrangeinallthis,thatI
  neithercan,norwill,putupwithyoursilenceanylonger。It’snotjust,it’snotkind,toshutmeoutofyourconfidence,afterwehavelivedtogetherlikesistersallourlives!“
  Annesighedbitterly,andkissedherontheforehead。“YoushallknowallIcantellyou——allI_dare_tellyou,“shesaid,gently。“Don’treproachme。Ithurtsmemorethanyouthink。“
  Sheturnedawaytothesidetable,andcamebackwithaletterinherhand。“Readthat,“shesaid,andhandedittoBlanche。
  Blanchesawherownname,ontheaddress,inthehandwritingofAnne。
  “Whatdoesthismean?“sheasked。
  “Iwrotetoyou,afterSirPatrickhadleftme,“Annereplied。“I
  meantyoutohavereceivedmyletterto-morrow,intimetopreventanylittleimprudenceintowhichyouranxietymighthurryyou。AllthatI_can_saytoyouissaidthere。Sparemethedistressofspeaking。Readit,Blanche。“
  Blanchestillheldtheletter,unopened。
  “Aletterfromyoutome!whenwearebothtogether,andbothaloneinthesameroom!It’sworsethanformal,Anne!It’sasiftherewasaquarrelbetweenus。Whyshoulditdistressyoutospeaktome?“
  Anne’seyesdroppedtotheground。Shepointedtotheletterforthesecondtime。
  Blanchebroketheseal。
  Shepassedrapidlyovertheopeningsentences,anddevotedallherattentiontothesecondparagraph。
  “Andnow,mylove,youwillexpectmetoatoneforthesurpriseanddistressthatIhavecausedyou,byexplainingwhatmysituationreallyis,andbytellingyouallmyplansforthefuture。DearestBlanche!don’tthinkmeuntruetotheaffectionwebeartowardeachother——don’tthinkthereisanychangeinmyhearttowardyou——believeonlythatIamaveryunhappywoman,andthatIaminapositionwhichforcesme,againstmyownwill,tobesilentaboutmyself。Silenteventoyou,thesisterofmylove——theonepersonintheworldwhoisdearesttome!AtimemaycomewhenIshallbeabletoopenmyhearttoyou。Oh,whatgooditwilldome!whatareliefitwillbe!Forthepresent,I
  mustbesilent。Forthepresent,wemustbeparted。Godknowswhatitcostsmetowritethis。Ithinkofthedearolddaysthataregone;IrememberhowIpromisedyourmothertobeasistertoyou,whenherkindeyeslookedatme,forthelasttime——_your_
  mother,whowasanangelfromheavento_mine!_Allthiscomesbackonmenow,andbreaksmyheart。Butitmustbe!myownBlanche,forthepresent。itmustbe!Iwillwriteoften——Iwillthinkofyou,mydarling,nightandday,tillahappierfutureunitesusagain。Godbless_you,_mydearone!AndGodhelp_
  me!“_
  BlanchesilentlycrossedtheroomtothesofaonwhichAnnewassitting,andstoodthereforamoment,lookingather。Shesatdown,andlaidherheadonAnne’sshoulder。Sorrowfullyandquietly,sheputtheletterintoherbosom——andtookAnne’shand,andkissedit。
  “Allmyquestionsareanswered,dear。Iwillwaityourtime。“
  Itwassimply,sweetly,generouslysaid。
  Anneburstintotears。
  Therainstillfell,butthestormwasdyingaway。
  Blancheleftthesofa,and,goingtothewindow,openedtheshutterstolookoutatthenight。ShesuddenlycamebacktoAnne。
  “Iseelights,“shesaid——“thelightsofacarriagecomingupoutofthedarknessofthemoor。Theyaresendingafterme,fromWindygates。Gointothebedroom。It’sjustpossibleLadyLundiemayhavecomeformeherself。“
  Theordinaryrelationsofthetwotowardeachotherwerecompletelyreversed。AnnewaslikeachildinBlanche’shands。
  Sherose,andwithdrew。
  Leftalone,Blanchetooktheletteroutofherbosom,andreaditagain,intheintervalofwaitingforthecarriage。
  Thesecondreadingconfirmedherinaresolutionwhichshehadprivatelytaken,whileshehadbeensittingbyAnneonthesofa——aresolutiondestinedtoleadtofarmoreseriousresultsinthefuturethananyprevisionsofherscouldanticipate。SirPatrickwastheonepersonsheknewonwhosediscretionandexperienceshecouldimplicitlyrely。Shedetermined,inAnne’sowninterests,totakeheruncleintoherconfidence,andtotellhimallthathadhappenedattheinn“I’llfirstmakehimforgiveme,“thoughtBlanche。“AndthenI’llseeifhethinksasIdo,whenItellhimaboutAnne。“
  Thecarriagedrewupatthedoor;andMrs。Inchbareshowedin——notLadyLundie,butLadyLundie’smaid。
  Thewoman’saccountofwhathadhappenedatWindygateswassimpleenough。LadyLundiehad,asamatterofcourse,placedtherightinterpretationonBlanche’sabruptdepartureinthepony-chaise,andhadorderedthecarriage,withthefirmdeterminationoffollowingherstep-daughterherself。Buttheagitationsandanxietiesofthedayhadprovedtoomuchforher。Shehadbeenseizedbyoneoftheattacksofgiddinesstowhichshewasalwayssubjectafterexcessivementalirritation;and,eagerasshewasonmoreaccountsthanonetogototheinnherself,shehadbeencompelled,inSirPatrick’sabsence,tocommitthepursuitofBlanchetoherownmaid,inwhoseageandgoodsenseshecouldplaceeveryconfidence。Thewomanseeingthestateoftheweather——hadthoughtfullybroughtaboxwithher,containingachangeofwearingapparel。InofferingittoBlanche,sheadded,withallduerespect,thatshehadfullpowersfromhermistresstogoon,ifnecessary,totheshooting-cottage,andtoplacethematterinSirPatrick’shands。Thissaid,sheleftittoheryoungladytodecideforherself,whethershewouldreturntoWindygates,underpresentcircumstances,ornot。
  Blanchetooktheboxfromthewoman’shands,andjoinedAnneinthebedroom,todressherselfforthedrivehome。
  “Iamgoingbacktoagoodscolding,“shesaid。“ButascoldingisnonoveltyinmyexperienceofLadyLundie。I’mnotuneasyaboutthat,Anne——I’muneasyaboutyou。CanIbesureofonething——doyoustayhereforthepresent?“
  Theworstthatcouldhappenattheinn_had_happened。Nothingwastobegainednow——andeverythingmightbelost——byleavingtheplaceatwhichGeoffreyhadpromisedtowritetoher。Anneansweredthatsheproposedremainingattheinnforthepresent。
  “Youpromisetowritetome?“
  “Yes。“
  “IfthereisanythingIcandoforyou——?“
  “Thereisnothing,mylove。“
  “Theremaybe。Ifyouwanttoseeme,wecanmeetatWindygateswithoutbeingdiscovered。Comeatluncheon-time——goaroundbytheshrubbery——andstepinatthelibrarywindow。YouknowaswellasIdothereisnobodyinthelibraryatthathour。Don’tsayit’simpossible——youdon’tknowwhatmayhappen。Ishallwaittenminuteseverydayonthechanceofseeingyou。That’ssettled——andit’ssettledthatyouwrite。BeforeIgo,darling,isthereanythingelsewecanthinkofforthefuture?“