Sheslowlyturnedherhead,andlookedathimwithadullsurprise。
“Didn’tyousayhehadtoldyoueverything?“sheasked。
“Yes。“
“Don’tyoudespiseawomanlikeme?“
Arnold’sheartwentback,atthatdreadfulquestion,totheonewomanwhowaseternallysacredtohim——tothewomanfromwhosebosomhehaddrawnthebreathoflife。
“Doesthemanlive,“hesaid,“whocanthinkofhismother——anddespisewomen?“
Thatanswersettheprisonedmiseryinherfree。Shegavehimherhand——shefaintlythankedhim。Themercifultearscametoheratlast。
Arnoldrose,andturnedawaytothewindowindespair。“Imeanwell,“hesaid。“AndyetIonlydistressher!“
Sheheardhim,andstraggledtocomposeherself“No,“sheanswered,“youcomfortme。Don’tmindmycrying——I’mthebetterforit。“Shelookedroundathimgratefully。“Iwon’tdistressyou,Mr。Brinkworth。Ioughttothankyou——andIdo。ComebackorIshallthinkyouareangrywithme。“Arnoldwentbacktoher。
Shegavehimherhandoncemore。“Onedoesn’tunderstandpeopleallatonce,“shesaid,simply。“Ithoughtyouwerelikeothermen——Ididn’tknowtillto-dayhowkindyoucouldbe。Didyouwalkhere?“sheadded,suddenly,withanefforttochangethesubject。“Areyoutired?Ihavenotbeenkindlyreceivedatthisplace——butI’msureImayofferyouwhatevertheinnaffords。“
Itwasimpossiblenottofeelforher——itwasimpossiblenottobeinterestedinher。Arnold’shonestlongingtohelpherexpresseditselfalittletooopenlywhenhespokenext。“AllI
want,MissSilvester,istobeofsomeservicetoyou,ifIcan,“
hesaid。“IsthereanythingIcandotomakeyourpositionheremorecomfortable?Youwillstayatthisplace,won’tyou?Geoffreywishesit。“
Sheshuddered,andlookedaway。“Yes!yes!“sheanswered,hurriedly。
“YouwillhearfromGeoffrey,“Arnoldwenton,“to-morrowornextday。Iknowhemeanstowrite。“
“ForHeaven’ssake,don’tspeakofhimanymore!“shecriedout。
“HowdoyouthinkIcanlookyouintheface——“Hercheeksflusheddeep,andhereyesrestedonhimwithamomentaryfirmness。“Mindthis!Iamhiswife,ifpromisescanmakemehiswife!Hehaspledgedhiswordtomebyallthatissacred!“Shecheckedherselfimpatiently。“WhatamIsaying?Whatinterestcan_you_haveinthismiserablestateofthings?Don’tletustalkofit!Ihavesomethingelsetosaytoyou。Letusgobacktomytroubleshere。Didyouseethelandladywhenyoucamein?“
“No。Ionlysawthewaiter。“
“ThelandladyhasmadesomeabsurddifficultyaboutlettingmehavetheseroomsbecauseIcameherealone。“
“Shewon’tmakeanydifficultynow,“saidArnold。“Ihavesettledthat。“
“_You!_“
Arnoldsmiled。Afterwhathadpassed,itwasanindescribablerelieftohimtoseethehumoroussideofhisownpositionattheinn。
“Certainly,“heanswered。“WhenIaskedfortheladywhohadarrivedherealonethisafternoon——“
“Yes。“
“Iwastold,inyourinterests,toaskforherasmywife。“
Annelookedathim——inalarmaswellasinsurprise。
“Youaskedformeasyourwife?“sherepeated。
“Yes。Ihaven’tdonewrong——haveI?AsIunderstoodit,therewasnoalternative。Geoffreytoldmeyouhadsettledwithhimtopresentyourselfhereasamarriedlady,whosehusbandwascomingtojoinher。“
“Ithoughtof_him_whenIsaidthat。Ineverthoughtof_you。“_
“Naturalenough。Still,itcomestothesamethingdoesn’tit?
withthepeopleofthishouse。“
“Idon’tunderstandyou。“
“Iwilltryandexplainmyselfalittlebetter。Geoffreysaidyourpositionheredependedonmyaskingforyouatthedooras_he_wouldhaveaskedforyouifhehadcomeinthecharacterofyourhusband。“
“Hehadnorighttosaythat。“
“Noright?Afterwhatyouhavetoldmeofthelandlady,justthinkwhatmighthavehappenedifhehad_not_saidit!Ihaven’thadmuchexperiencemyselfofthesethings。But——allowmetoask——wouldn’tithavebeenalittleawkwardatmyageifIhadcomehereandinquiredforyouasafriend?Don’tyouthink,inthatcase,thelandladymighthavemadesomeadditionaldifficultyaboutlettingyouhavetherooms?“
Itwasbeyonddisputethatthelandladywouldhaverefusedtolettheroomsatall。ItwasequallyplainthatthedeceptionwhichArnoldhadpracticedonthepeopleoftheinnwasadeceptionwhichAnnehadherselfrenderednecessary,inherowninterests。
Shewasnottoblame;itwasclearlyimpossibleforhertohaveforeseensuchaneventasGeoffrey’sdepartureforLondon。Still,shefeltanuneasysenseofresponsibility——avaguedreadofwhatmighthappennext。Shesatnervouslytwistingherhandkerchiefinherlap,andmadenoanswer。
“Don’tsupposeIobjecttothislittlestratagem,“Arnoldwenton。“Iamservingmyoldfriend,andIamhelpingtheladywhoissoontobehiswife。“
Anneroseabruptlytoherfeet,andamazedhimbyaveryunexpectedquestion。
“Mr。Brinkworth,“shesaid,“forgivemetherudenessofsomethingIamabouttosaytoyou。Whenareyougoingaway?“
Arnoldburstoutlaughing。
“WhenIamquitesureIcandonothingmoretoassistyou,“heanswered。
“Praydon’tthinkof_me_anylonger。“
“Inyoursituation!whoelseamItothinkof?“
Annelaidherhandearnestlyonhisarm,andanswered:
“Blanche!“
“Blanche?“repeatedArnold,utterlyatalosstounderstandher。
“Yes——Blanche。ShefoundtimetotellmewhathadpassedbetweenyouthismorningbeforeIleftWindygates。Iknowyouhavemadeheranoffer:Iknowyouareengagedtobemarriedtoher。“
Arnoldwasdelightedtohearit。Hehadbeenmerelyunwillingtoleaveherthusfar。Hewasabsolutelydeterminedtostaywithhernow。
“Don’texpectmetogoafterthat!“hesaid。“Comeandsitdownagain,andlet’stalkaboutBlanche。“
Annedeclinedimpatiently,byagesture。Arnoldwastoodeeplyinterestedinthenewtopictotakeanynoticeofit。
“Youknowallaboutherhabitsandhertastes,“hewenton,“andwhatshelikes,andwhatshedislikes。It’smostimportantthatI
shouldtalktoyouabouther。Whenwearehusbandandwife,Blancheistohaveallherownwayineverything。That’smyideaoftheWholeDutyofMan——whenManismarried。Youarestillstanding?Letmegiveyouachair。“
Itwascruel——underothercircumstancesitwouldhavebeenimpossible——todisappointhim。ButthevaguefearofconsequenceswhichhadtakenpossessionofAnnewasnottobetrifledwith。
Shehadnoclearconceptionoftheriskanditistobeadded,injusticetoGeoffrey,that_he_hadnoclearconceptionoftheriskonwhichArnoldhadunconsciouslyventured,inundertakinghiserrandtotheinn。Neitherofthemhadanyadequateideafewpeoplehaveoftheinfamousabsenceofallneedfulwarning,ofalldecentprecautionandrestraint,whichmakesthemarriagelawofScotlandatraptocatchunmarriedmenandwomen,tothisday。
But,whileGeoffrey’smindwasincapableoflookingbeyondthepresentemergency,Anne’sfinerintelligencetoldherthatacountrywhichofferedsuchfacilitiesforprivatemarriageasthefacilitiesofwhichshehadproposedtotakeadvantageinherowncase,wasnotacountryinwhichamancouldactasArnoldhadacted,withoutdangerofsomeseriousembarrassmentfollowingasthepossibleresult。Withthismotivetoanimateher,sheresolutelydeclinedtotaketheofferedchair,ortoenterintotheproposedconversation。
“WhateverwehavetosayaboutBlanche,Mr。Brinkworth,mustbesaidatsomefittertime。Ibegyouwillleaveme。“
“Leaveyou!“
“Yes。Leavemetothesolitudethatisbestforme,andtothesorrowthatIhavedeserved。Thankyou——andgood-by。“
Arnoldmadenoattempttodisguisehisdisappointmentandsurprise。
“IfImustgo,Imust,“hesaid,“Butwhyareyouinsuchahurry?“
“Idon’twantyoutocallmeyourwifeagainbeforethepeopleofthisinn。“
“Is_that_all?Whatonearthareyouafraidof?“
Shewasunablefullytorealizeherownapprehensions。Shewasdoublyunabletoexpresstheminwords。Inheranxietytoproducesomereasonwhichmightprevailonhimtogo,shedriftedbackintothatveryconversationaboutBlancheintowhichshehaddeclinedtoenterbutthemomentbefore。
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