“Themasterwantsyou,ma’am,downstairs。“
Sheroseinstantlyandputawaythelittlebook。
“Isthatallthemessage?“sheasked,openingthedoor。
“Yes,ma’am。“
Shefollowedthegirldownstairs;recallingtohermemorythestrangewordsaddressedtoherbyGeoffrey,inthepresenceoftheservants,ontheeveningbefore。Wasshenowtoknowwhatthosewordsreallymeant?Thedoubtwouldsoonbesetatrest。
“Bethetrialwhatitmay,“shethoughttoherself,“letmebearitasmymotherwouldhaveborneit。“
Theservantopenedthedoorofthedining-room。Breakfastwasonthetable。Geoffreywasstandingatthewindow。HesterDethridgewaswaiting,postednearthedoor。Hecameforward——withthenearestapproachtogentlenessinhismannerwhichshehadeveryetseeninit——hecameforward,withasetsmileonhislips,andofferedherhishand!
Shehadenteredtheroom,preparedasshebelievedforanythingthatcouldhappen。Shewasnotpreparedforthis。Shestoodspeechless,lookingathim。
Afteroneglanceather,whenshecamein,HesterDethridgelookedathim,too——andfromthatmomentneverlookedawayagain,aslongasAnneremainedintheroom。
Hebrokethesilence——inavoicethatwasnotlikehisown;withafurtiverestraintinhismannerwhichshehadnevernoticedinitbefore。
“Won’tyoushakehandswithyourhusband,“heasked,“whenyourhusbandasksyou?“
Shemechanicallyputherhandinhis。Hedroppeditinstantly,withastart。“God!howcold!“heexclaimed。Hisownhandwasburninghot,andshookincessantly。
Hepointedtoachairattheheadofthetable。
“Willyoumakethetea?“heasked。
Shehadgivenhimherhandmechanically;sheadvancedastepmechanically——andthenstopped。
“Wouldyoupreferbreakfastingbyyourself?“hesaid。
“Ifyouplease,“sheanswered,faintly。
“Waitaminute。Ihavesomethingtosaybeforeyougo。“
Shewaited。Heconsideredwithhimself;consultinghismemory——visibly,unmistakably,consultingitbeforehespokeagain。
“Ihavehadthenighttothinkin,“hesaid。“Thenighthasmadeanewmanofme。IbegyourpardonforwhatIsaidyesterday。I
wasnotmyselfyesterday。Italkednonsenseyesterday。Pleasetoforgetit,andforgiveit。Iwishtoturnoveranewleaf。andmakeamends——makeamendsformypastconduct。Itshallbemyendeavortobeagoodhusband。InthepresenceofMrs。Dethridge,Irequestyoutogivemeachance。Iwon’tforceyourinclinations。Wearemarried——what’stheuseofregrettingit?Stayhere,asyousaidyesterday,onyourownterms。Iwishtomakeitup。
InthepresenceofMrs。Dethridge,IsayIwishtomakeitup。I
won’tdetainyou。Irequestyoutothinkofit。Good-morning。“
Hesaidthoseextraordinarywordslikeaslowboysayingahardlesson——hiseyesontheground,hisfingersrestlesslyfasteningandunfasteningabuttononhiswaistcoat。
Annelefttheroom。Inthepassageshewasobligedtowait,andsupportherselfagainstthewall。Hisunnaturalpolitenesswashorrible;hiscarefullyassertedrepentancechilledhertothesoulwithdread。Shehadneverfelt——inthetimeofhisfiercestangerandhisfoulestlanguage——theunutterablehorrorofhimthatshefeltnow。
HesterDethridgecameout,closingthedoorbehindher。ShelookedattentivelyatAnne——thenwroteonherslate,andhelditout,withthesewordsonit:
“Doyoubelievehim?“
Annepushedtheslateaway,andranupstairs。Shefastenedthedoor——andsankintoachair。
“Heisplottingsomethingagainstme,“shesaidtoherself。
“What?“
Asickening,physicalsenseofdread——entirelynewinherexperienceofherself——madehershrinkfrompursuingthequestion。Thesinkingatherheartturnedherfaint。Shewenttogettheairattheopenwindow。
Atthesamemomenttherewasaringatthegatebell。Suspiciousofanythingandeverything。shefeltasuddendistrustoflettingherselfbeseen。Shedrewbackbehindthecurtainandlookedout。
Aman-servant,inlivery,wasletin。Hehadaletterinhishand。HesaidtothegirlashepassedAnne’swindow,“IcomefromLadyHolchester;ImustseeMr。Delamayninstantly。“
Theywentin。Therewasaninterval。Thefootmanreappeared,leavingtheplace。Therewasanotherinterval。Thentherecameaknockatthedoor。Annehesitated。Theknockwasrepeated,andthedumbmurmuringofHesterDethridgewasheardoutside。Anneopenedthedoor。
Hestercameinwiththebreakfast。Shepointedtoaletteramongotherthingsonthetray。ItwasaddressedtoAnne,inGeoffrey’shandwriting,anditcontainedthesewords:
“Myfatherdiedyesterday。Writeyourordersforyourmourning。
Theboywilltakethem。YouarenottotroubleyourselftogotoLondon。Somebodyistocomeheretoyoufromtheshop。“
Annedroppedthepaperonherlapwithoutlookingup。AtthesamemomentHesterDethridge’sslatewaspassedstealthilybetweenhereyesandthenote——withthesewordstracedonit。“Hismotheriscomingto-day。HisbrotherhasbeentelegraphedfromScotland。Hewasdrunklastnight。He’sdrinkingagain。Iknowwhatthatmeans。Lookout,missus——lookout。“
Annesignedtohertoleavetheroom。Shewentout,pullingthedoorto,butnotclosingitbehindher。
Therewasanotherringatthegatebell。OncemoreAnnewenttothewindow。Onlythelad,thistime;arrivingtotakehisordersfortheday。Hehadbarelyenteredthegardenwhenhewasfollowedbythepostmanwithletters。InaminutemoreGeoffrey’svoicewasheardinthepassage,andGeoffrey’sheavystepascendedthewoodenstairs。Annehurriedacrosstheroomtodrawthebolts。Geoffreymetherbeforeshecouldclosethedoor。
“Aletterforyou,“hesaid,keepingscrupulouslyoutoftheroom。“Idon’twishtoforceyourinclinations——Ionlyrequestyoutotellmewhoit’sfrom。“
Hismannerwasascarefullysubduedasever。Buttheunacknowledgeddistrustinhimwhenhelookedatherbetrayeditselfinhiseye。
Sheglancedatthehandwritingontheaddress。
“FromBlanche,“sheanswered。
Hesoftlyputhisfootbetweenthedoorandthepost——andwaiteduntilshehadopenedandreadBlanche’sletter。
“MayIseeit?“heasked——andputinhishandforitthroughthedoor。
ThespiritinAnnewhichwouldoncehaveresistedhimwasdeadinhernow。Shehandedhimtheopenletter。
Itwasveryshort。Exceptingsomebriefexpressionsoffondness,itwasstudiouslyconfinedtostatingthepurposeforwhichithadbeenwritten。BlancheproposedtovisitAnnethatafternoon,accompaniedbyheruncle,shesentwordbeforehand,tomakesureoffindingAnneathome。Thatwasall。TheletterhadevidentlybeenwrittenunderSirPatrick’sadvice。
Geoffreyhandeditback,afterfirstwaitingamomenttothink。
“Myfatherdiedyesterday,“hesaid。“Mywifecan’treceivevisitorsbeforeheisburied。Idon’twishtoforceyourinclinations。IonlysayIcan’tletvisitorsinherebeforethefuneral——exceptmyownfamily。Sendanotedownstairs。TheladwilltakeittoyourfriendwhenhegoestoLondon。“WiththosewordsheleftAnappealtotheproprietiesoflife,inthemouthofGeoffreyDelamayn,couldonlymeanoneoftwothings。Eitherhehadspokeninbrutalmockery——orhehadspokenwithsomeulteriorobjectinview。Hadheseizedontheeventofhisfather’sdeathasapretextforisolatinghiswifefromallcommunicationwiththeouterworld?Weretherereasons,whichhadnotyetassertedthemselves,forhisdreadingtheresult,ifheallowedAnnetocommunicatewithherfriends?
Thehourworeon,andHesterDethridgeappearedagain。TheladwaswaitingforAnne’sordersforhermourning,andforhernotetoMrs。ArnoldBrinkworth。
Annewrotetheordersandthenote。Oncemorethehorribleslateappearedwhenshehaddone,betweenthewritingpaperandhereyes,withthehardlinesofwarningpitilesslytracedonit。“
Hehaslockedthegate。Whenthere’saringwearetocometohimforthekey。Hehaswrittentoawoman。Nameoutsidetheletter,Mrs。Glenarm。Hehashadmorebrandy。Likemyhusband。Mindyourself。“
Theonewayoutofthehighwallsallroundthecottagelocked。
Friendsforbiddentoseeher。Solitaryimprisonment,withherhusbandforajailer。Beforeshehadbeenfour-and-twentyhoursinthecottageithadcometothat。Andwhatwastofollow?
Shewentbackmechanicallytothewindow。Thesightoftheouterworld,theoccasionalviewofapassingvehicle,helpedtosustainher。
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