andthatIshallperhapsneveruse!Everythingisofimportanceinthedelicateoperationsofourart!But,deviltakeit!onemustmakedistinctions,andnotemployforalmostdomesticpurposesthatwhichismeantforpharmaceutical!Itisasifoneweretocarveafowlwithascalpel;asifamagistrate——“
“Nowbecalm,“saidMadameHomais。
AndAthalie,pullingathiscoat,cried“Papa!papa!“
“No,letmealone,“wentonthedruggist“letmealone,hangit!
Myword!Onemightaswellsetupforagrocer。That’sit!goit!
respectnothing!break,smash,letloosetheleeches,burnthemallow-paste,picklethegherkinsinthewindowjars,tearupthebandages!“
“Ithoughtyouhad——“saidEmma。
“Presently!Doyouknowtowhatyouexposedyourself?Didn’tyouseeanythinginthecorner,ontheleft,onthethirdshelf?
Speak,answer,articulatesomething。“
“I——don’t——know,“stammeredtheyoungfellow。
“Ah!youdon’tknow!Well,then,Idoknow!Yousawabottleofblueglass,sealedwithyellowwax,thatcontainsawhitepowder,onwhichIhaveevenwritten’Dangerous!’Anddoyouknowwhatisinit?Arsenic!Andyougoandtouchit!Youtakeapanthatwasnexttoit!“
“Nexttoit!“criedMadameHoinais,claspingherhands。“Arsenic!
Youmighthavepoisonedusall。“
Andthechildrenbeganhowlingasiftheyalreadyhadfrightfulpainsintheirentrails。
“Orpoisonapatient!“continuedthedruggist。“Doyouwanttoseemeintheprisoner’sdockwithcriminals,inacourtofjustice?Toseemedraggedtothescaffold?Don’tyouknowwhatcareItakeinmanagingthings,althoughIamsothoroughlyusedtoit?OftenIamhorrifiedmyselfwhenIthinkofmyresponsibility;fortheGovernmentpersecutesus,andtheabsurdlegislationthatrulesusisaveritableDamocles’swordoverourheads。“
Emmanolongerdreamedofaskingwhattheywantedherfor,andthedruggistwentoninbreathlessphrases——
“Thatisyourreturnforallthekindnesswehaveshownyou!ThatishowyourecompensemeforthereallypaternalcarethatI
lavishonyou!Forwithoutmewherewouldyoube?Whatwouldyoubedoing?Whoprovidesyouwithfood,education,clothes,andallthemeansoffiguringonedaywithhonourintheranksofsociety?Butyoumustpullhardattheoarifyou’retodothat,andget,as,peoplesay,callositiesuponyourhands。Fabricandofitfaber,agequodagis。*
*Theworkerlivesbyworking,dowhathewill。
HewassoexasperatedhequotedLatin。HewouldhavequotedChineseorGreenlandishhadheknownthosetwolanguages,forhewasinoneofthosecrisesinwhichthewholesoulshowsindistinctlywhatitcontains,liketheocean,which,inthestorm,opensitselffromtheseaweedsonitsshoresdowntothesandsofitsabysses。
Andhewenton——
“Iambeginningtorepentterriblyofhavingtakenyouup!I
shouldcertainlyhavedonebettertohaveleftyoutorotinyourpovertyandthedirtinwhichyouwereborn。Oh,you’llneverbefitforanythingbuttoherdanimalswithhorns!Youhavenoaptitudeforscience!Youhardlyknowhowtostickonalabel!
Andthereyouare,dwellingwithmesnugasaparson,livinginclover,takingyourease!“
ButEmma,turningtoMadameHomais,“Iwastoldtocomehere——“
“Oh,dearme!“interruptedthegoodwoman,withasadair,“howamItotellyou?Itisamisfortune!“
Shecouldnotfinish,thedruggistwasthundering——“Emptyit!
Cleanit!Takeitback!Bequick!“
AndseizingJustinbythecollarofhisblouse,heshookabookoutofhispocket。Theladstooped,butHomaiswasthequicker,and,havingpickedupthevolume,contemplateditwithstaringeyesandopenmouth。
“CONJUGAL——LOVE!“hesaid,slowlyseparatingthetwowords。“Ah!
verygood!verygood!verypretty!Andillustrations!Oh,thisistoomuch!“
MadameHomaiscameforward。
“No,donottouchit!“
Thechildrenwantedtolookatthepictures。
“Leavetheroom,“hesaidimperiously;andtheywentout。
Firsthewalkedupanddownwiththeopenvolumeinhishand,rollinghiseyes,choking,tumid,apoplectic。Thenhecamestraighttohispupil,and,plantinghimselfinfrontofhimwithcrossedarms——
“Haveyoueveryvice,then,littlewretch?Takecare!youareonadownwardpath。Didnotyoureflectthatthisinfamousbookmightfallinthehandsofmychildren,kindleasparkintheirminds,tarnishthepurityofAthalie,corruptNapoleon。Heisalreadyformedlikeaman。Areyouquitesure,anyhow,thattheyhavenotreadit?Canyoucertifytome——“
“Butreally,sir,“saidEmma,“youwishedtotellme——“
“Ah,yes!madame。Yourfather-in-lawisdead。“
Infact,MonsieurBovaryseniorhadexpiredtheeveningbeforesuddenlyfromanattackofapoplexyashegotupfromtable,andbywayofgreaterprecaution,onaccountofEmma’ssensibility,CharleshadbeggedHomaistobreakthehorriblenewstohergradually。Homaishadthoughtoverhisspeech;hehadrounded,polishedit,madeitrhythmical;itwasamasterpieceofprudenceandtransitions,ofsubtleturnsanddelicacy;butangerhadgotthebetterofrhetoric。
Emma,givingupallchanceofhearinganydetails,leftthepharmacy;forMonsieurHomaishadtakenupthethreadofhisvituperations。However,hewasgrowingcalmer,andwasnowgrumblinginapaternaltonewhilsthefannedhimselfwithhisskull-cap。
“ItisnotthatIentirelydisapproveofthework。Itsauthorwasadoctor!Therearecertainscientificpointsinitthatitisnotillamanshouldknow,andIwouldevenventuretosaythatamanmustknow。Butlater——later!Atanyrate,nottillyouaremanyourselfandyourtemperamentisformed。“
WhenEmmaknockedatthedoor。Charles,whowaswaitingforher,cameforwardwithopenarmsandsaidtoherwithtearsinhisvoice——
“Ah!mydear!“
Andhebentoverhergentlytokissher。Butatthecontactofhislipsthememoryoftheotherseizedher,andshepassedherhandoverherfaceshuddering。
Butshemadeanswer,“Yes,Iknow,Iknow!“
Heshowedhertheletterinwhichhismothertoldtheeventwithoutanysentimentalhypocrisy。Sheonlyregrettedherhusbandhadnotreceivedtheconsolationsofreligion,ashehaddiedatDaudeville,inthestreet,atthedoorofacafeafterapatrioticdinnerwithsomeex-officers。
Emmagavehimbacktheletter;thenatdinner,forappearance’ssake,sheaffectedacertainrepugnance。Butasheurgedhertotry,sheresolutelybeganeating,whileCharlesoppositehersatmotionlessinadejectedattitude。
Nowandthenheraisedhisheadandgaveheralonglookfullofdistress。Oncehesighed,“Ishouldhavelikedtoseehimagain!“
Shewassilent。Atlast,understandingthatshemustsaysomething,“Howoldwasyourfather?“sheasked。
“Fifty-eight。“
“Ah!“
Andthatwasall。
Aquarterofanhourafterheadded,“Mypoormother!whatwillbecomeofhernow?“
Shemadeagesturethatsignifiedshedidnotknow。Seeinghersotaciturn,Charlesimaginedhermuchaffected,andforcedhimselftosaynothing,nottoreawakenthissorrowwhichmovedhim。And,shakingoffhisown——
“Didyouenjoyyourselfyesterday?“heasked。
“Yes。“
Whentheclothwasremoved,Bovarydidnotrise,nordidEmma;
andasshelookedathim,themonotonyofthespectacledrovelittlebylittleallpityfromherheart。Heseemedtoherpaltry,weak,acipher——inaword,apoorthingineveryway。Howtogetridofhim?Whataninterminableevening!Somethingstupefyinglikethefumesofopiumseizedher。
Theyheardinthepassagethesharpnoiseofawoodenlegontheboards。ItwasHippolytebringingbackEmma’sluggage。Inordertoputitdownhedescribedpainfullyaquarterofacirclewithhisstump。
“Hedoesn’tevenrememberanymoreaboutit,“shethought,lookingatthepoordevil,whosecoarseredhairwaswetwithperspiration。
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