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第47章

  andthatIshallperhapsneveruse!Everythingisofimportanceinthedelicateoperationsofourart!But,deviltakeit!onemustmakedistinctions,andnotemployforalmostdomesticpurposesthatwhichismeantforpharmaceutical!Itisasifoneweretocarveafowlwithascalpel;asifamagistrate——“
  “Nowbecalm,“saidMadameHomais。
  AndAthalie,pullingathiscoat,cried“Papa!papa!“
  “No,letmealone,“wentonthedruggist“letmealone,hangit!
  Myword!Onemightaswellsetupforagrocer。That’sit!goit!
  respectnothing!break,smash,letloosetheleeches,burnthemallow-paste,picklethegherkinsinthewindowjars,tearupthebandages!“
  “Ithoughtyouhad——“saidEmma。
  “Presently!Doyouknowtowhatyouexposedyourself?Didn’tyouseeanythinginthecorner,ontheleft,onthethirdshelf?
  Speak,answer,articulatesomething。“
  “I——don’t——know,“stammeredtheyoungfellow。
  “Ah!youdon’tknow!Well,then,Idoknow!Yousawabottleofblueglass,sealedwithyellowwax,thatcontainsawhitepowder,onwhichIhaveevenwritten’Dangerous!’Anddoyouknowwhatisinit?Arsenic!Andyougoandtouchit!Youtakeapanthatwasnexttoit!“
  “Nexttoit!“criedMadameHoinais,claspingherhands。“Arsenic!
  Youmighthavepoisonedusall。“
  Andthechildrenbeganhowlingasiftheyalreadyhadfrightfulpainsintheirentrails。
  “Orpoisonapatient!“continuedthedruggist。“Doyouwanttoseemeintheprisoner’sdockwithcriminals,inacourtofjustice?Toseemedraggedtothescaffold?Don’tyouknowwhatcareItakeinmanagingthings,althoughIamsothoroughlyusedtoit?OftenIamhorrifiedmyselfwhenIthinkofmyresponsibility;fortheGovernmentpersecutesus,andtheabsurdlegislationthatrulesusisaveritableDamocles’swordoverourheads。“
  Emmanolongerdreamedofaskingwhattheywantedherfor,andthedruggistwentoninbreathlessphrases——
  “Thatisyourreturnforallthekindnesswehaveshownyou!ThatishowyourecompensemeforthereallypaternalcarethatI
  lavishonyou!Forwithoutmewherewouldyoube?Whatwouldyoubedoing?Whoprovidesyouwithfood,education,clothes,andallthemeansoffiguringonedaywithhonourintheranksofsociety?Butyoumustpullhardattheoarifyou’retodothat,andget,as,peoplesay,callositiesuponyourhands。Fabricandofitfaber,agequodagis。*
  *Theworkerlivesbyworking,dowhathewill。
  HewassoexasperatedhequotedLatin。HewouldhavequotedChineseorGreenlandishhadheknownthosetwolanguages,forhewasinoneofthosecrisesinwhichthewholesoulshowsindistinctlywhatitcontains,liketheocean,which,inthestorm,opensitselffromtheseaweedsonitsshoresdowntothesandsofitsabysses。
  Andhewenton——
  “Iambeginningtorepentterriblyofhavingtakenyouup!I
  shouldcertainlyhavedonebettertohaveleftyoutorotinyourpovertyandthedirtinwhichyouwereborn。Oh,you’llneverbefitforanythingbuttoherdanimalswithhorns!Youhavenoaptitudeforscience!Youhardlyknowhowtostickonalabel!
  Andthereyouare,dwellingwithmesnugasaparson,livinginclover,takingyourease!“
  ButEmma,turningtoMadameHomais,“Iwastoldtocomehere——“
  “Oh,dearme!“interruptedthegoodwoman,withasadair,“howamItotellyou?Itisamisfortune!“
  Shecouldnotfinish,thedruggistwasthundering——“Emptyit!
  Cleanit!Takeitback!Bequick!“
  AndseizingJustinbythecollarofhisblouse,heshookabookoutofhispocket。Theladstooped,butHomaiswasthequicker,and,havingpickedupthevolume,contemplateditwithstaringeyesandopenmouth。
  “CONJUGAL——LOVE!“hesaid,slowlyseparatingthetwowords。“Ah!
  verygood!verygood!verypretty!Andillustrations!Oh,thisistoomuch!“
  MadameHomaiscameforward。
  “No,donottouchit!“
  Thechildrenwantedtolookatthepictures。
  “Leavetheroom,“hesaidimperiously;andtheywentout。
  Firsthewalkedupanddownwiththeopenvolumeinhishand,rollinghiseyes,choking,tumid,apoplectic。Thenhecamestraighttohispupil,and,plantinghimselfinfrontofhimwithcrossedarms——
  “Haveyoueveryvice,then,littlewretch?Takecare!youareonadownwardpath。Didnotyoureflectthatthisinfamousbookmightfallinthehandsofmychildren,kindleasparkintheirminds,tarnishthepurityofAthalie,corruptNapoleon。Heisalreadyformedlikeaman。Areyouquitesure,anyhow,thattheyhavenotreadit?Canyoucertifytome——“
  “Butreally,sir,“saidEmma,“youwishedtotellme——“
  “Ah,yes!madame。Yourfather-in-lawisdead。“
  Infact,MonsieurBovaryseniorhadexpiredtheeveningbeforesuddenlyfromanattackofapoplexyashegotupfromtable,andbywayofgreaterprecaution,onaccountofEmma’ssensibility,CharleshadbeggedHomaistobreakthehorriblenewstohergradually。Homaishadthoughtoverhisspeech;hehadrounded,polishedit,madeitrhythmical;itwasamasterpieceofprudenceandtransitions,ofsubtleturnsanddelicacy;butangerhadgotthebetterofrhetoric。
  Emma,givingupallchanceofhearinganydetails,leftthepharmacy;forMonsieurHomaishadtakenupthethreadofhisvituperations。However,hewasgrowingcalmer,andwasnowgrumblinginapaternaltonewhilsthefannedhimselfwithhisskull-cap。
  “ItisnotthatIentirelydisapproveofthework。Itsauthorwasadoctor!Therearecertainscientificpointsinitthatitisnotillamanshouldknow,andIwouldevenventuretosaythatamanmustknow。Butlater——later!Atanyrate,nottillyouaremanyourselfandyourtemperamentisformed。“
  WhenEmmaknockedatthedoor。Charles,whowaswaitingforher,cameforwardwithopenarmsandsaidtoherwithtearsinhisvoice——
  “Ah!mydear!“
  Andhebentoverhergentlytokissher。Butatthecontactofhislipsthememoryoftheotherseizedher,andshepassedherhandoverherfaceshuddering。
  Butshemadeanswer,“Yes,Iknow,Iknow!“
  Heshowedhertheletterinwhichhismothertoldtheeventwithoutanysentimentalhypocrisy。Sheonlyregrettedherhusbandhadnotreceivedtheconsolationsofreligion,ashehaddiedatDaudeville,inthestreet,atthedoorofacafeafterapatrioticdinnerwithsomeex-officers。
  Emmagavehimbacktheletter;thenatdinner,forappearance’ssake,sheaffectedacertainrepugnance。Butasheurgedhertotry,sheresolutelybeganeating,whileCharlesoppositehersatmotionlessinadejectedattitude。
  Nowandthenheraisedhisheadandgaveheralonglookfullofdistress。Oncehesighed,“Ishouldhavelikedtoseehimagain!“
  Shewassilent。Atlast,understandingthatshemustsaysomething,“Howoldwasyourfather?“sheasked。
  “Fifty-eight。“
  “Ah!“
  Andthatwasall。
  Aquarterofanhourafterheadded,“Mypoormother!whatwillbecomeofhernow?“
  Shemadeagesturethatsignifiedshedidnotknow。Seeinghersotaciturn,Charlesimaginedhermuchaffected,andforcedhimselftosaynothing,nottoreawakenthissorrowwhichmovedhim。And,shakingoffhisown——
  “Didyouenjoyyourselfyesterday?“heasked。
  “Yes。“
  Whentheclothwasremoved,Bovarydidnotrise,nordidEmma;
  andasshelookedathim,themonotonyofthespectacledrovelittlebylittleallpityfromherheart。Heseemedtoherpaltry,weak,acipher——inaword,apoorthingineveryway。Howtogetridofhim?Whataninterminableevening!Somethingstupefyinglikethefumesofopiumseizedher。
  Theyheardinthepassagethesharpnoiseofawoodenlegontheboards。ItwasHippolytebringingbackEmma’sluggage。Inordertoputitdownhedescribedpainfullyaquarterofacirclewithhisstump。
  “Hedoesn’tevenrememberanymoreaboutit,“shethought,lookingatthepoordevil,whosecoarseredhairwaswetwithperspiration。