“Andsincewhen?“
“Turnthemout!turnthemout!“Peoplewerelookingatthem。Theyweresilent。
Butfromthatmomentshelistenednomore;andthechorusoftheguests,thescenebetweenAshtonandhisservant,thegrandduetinDmajor,allwereforherasfaroffasiftheinstrumentshadgrownlesssonorousandthecharactersmoreremote。Sherememberedthegamesatcardsatthedruggist’s,andthewalktothenurse’s,thereadinginthearbour,thetete-a-tetebythefireside——allthatpoorlove,socalmandsoprotracted,sodiscreet,sotender,andthatshehadneverthelessforgotten。Andwhyhadhecomeback?Whatcombinationofcircumstanceshadbroughthimbackintoherlife?Hewasstandingbehindher,leaningwithhisshoulderagainstthewallofthebox;nowandagainshefeltherselfshudderingbeneaththehotbreathfromhisnostrilsfallinguponherhair。
“Doesthisamuseyou?“saidhe,bendingoverhersocloselythattheendofhismoustachebrushedhercheek。Sherepliedcarelessly——
“Oh,dearme,no,notmuch。“
Thenheproposedthattheyshouldleavethetheatreandgoandtakeanicesomewhere。
“Oh,notyet;letusstay,“saidBovary。“Herhair’sundone;thisisgoingtobetragic。“
ButthemadscenedidnotatallinterestEmma,andtheactingofthesingerseemedtoherexaggerated。
“Shescreamstooloud,“saidshe,turningtoCharles,whowaslistening。
“Yes——alittle,“hereplied,undecidedbetweenthefranknessofhispleasureandhisrespectforhiswife’sopinion。
ThenwithasighLeonsaid——
“Theheatis——“
“Unbearable!Yes!“
“Doyoufeelunwell?“askedBovary。
“Yes,Iamstifling;letusgo。“
MonsieurLeonputherlonglaceshawlcarefullyabouthershoulders,andallthreewentofftositdownintheharbour,intheopenair,outsidethewindowsofacafe。
Firsttheyspokeofherillness,althoughEmmainterruptedCharlesfromtimetotime,forfear,shesaid,ofboringMonsieurLeon;andthelattertoldthemthathehadcometospendtwoyearsatRoueninalargeoffice,inordertogetpracticeinhisprofession,whichwasdifferentinNormandyandParis。ThenheinquiredafterBerthe,theHomais,MereLefrancois,andastheyhad,inthehusband’spresence,nothingmoretosaytooneanother,theconversationsooncametoanend。
Peoplecomingoutofthetheatrepassedalongthepavement,hummingorshoutingatthetopoftheirvoices,“Obelange,maLucie!*“ThenLeon,playingthedilettante,begantotalkmusic。
HehadseenTambourini,Rubini,Persiani,Grisi,and,comparedwiththem,Lagardy,despitehisgrandoutbursts,wasnowhere。
*Ohbeautifulangel,myLucie。
“Yet,“interruptedCharles,whowasslowlysippinghisrum-sherbet,“theysaythatheisquiteadmirableinthelastact。Iregretleavingbeforetheend,becauseitwasbeginningtoamuseme。“
“Why,“saidtheclerk,“hewillsoongiveanotherperformance。“
ButCharlesrepliedthattheyweregoingbacknextday。“Unless,“
headded,turningtohiswife,“youwouldliketostayalone,kitten?“
Andchanginghistacticsatthisunexpectedopportunitythatpresenteditselftohishopes,theyoungmansangthepraisesofLagardyinthelastnumber。Itwasreallysuperb,sublime。ThenCharlesinsisted——
“YouwouldgetbackonSunday。Come,makeupyourmind。Youarewrongifyoufeelthatthisisdoingyoutheleastgood。“
Thetablesroundthem,however,wereemptying;awaitercameandstooddiscreetlynearthem。Charles,whounderstood,tookouthispurse;theclerkheldbackhisarm,anddidnotforgettoleavetwomorepiecesofsilverthathemadechinkonthemarble。
“Iamreallysorry,“saidBovary,“aboutthemoneywhichyouare——“
Theothermadeacarelessgesturefullofcordiality,andtakinghishatsaid——
“Itissettled,isn’tit?To-morrowatsixo’clock?“
Charlesexplainedoncemorethathecouldnotabsenthimselflonger,butthatnothingpreventedEmma——
“But,“shestammered,withastrangesmile,“Iamnotsure——“
“Well,youmustthinkitover。We’llsee。Nightbringscounsel。“
ThentoLeon,whowaswalkingalongwiththem,“Nowthatyouareinourpartoftheworld,Ihopeyou’llcomeandaskusforsomedinnernowandthen。“
Theclerkdeclaredhewouldnotfailtodoso,beingobliged,moreover,togotoYonvilleonsomebusinessforhisoffice。AndtheypartedbeforetheSaint-HerblandPassagejustastheclockinthecathedralstruckhalf-pasteleven。
PartIII
ChapterOneMonsieurLeon,whilestudyinglaw,hadgoneprettyoftentothedancing-rooms,wherehewasevenagreatsuccessamongstthegrisettes,whothoughthehadadistinguishedair。Hewasthebest-manneredofthestudents;heworehishairneithertoolongnortooshort,didn’tspendallhisquarter’smoneyonthefirstdayofthemonth,andkeptongoodtermswithhisprofessors。Asforexcesses,hehadalwaysabstainedfromthem,asmuchfromcowardiceasfromrefinement。
Oftenwhenhestayedinhisroomtoread,orelsewhensittingofaneveningunderthelime-treesoftheLuxembourg,helethisCodefalltotheground,andthememoryofEmmacamebacktohim。
Butgraduallythisfeelinggrewweaker,andotherdesiresgatheredoverit,althoughitstillpersistedthroughthemall。
ForLeondidnotloseallhope;therewasforhim,asitwere,avaguepromisefloatinginthefuture,likeagoldenfruitsuspendedfromsomefantastictree。
Then,seeingheragainafterthreeyearsofabsencehispassionreawakened。Hemust,hethought,atlastmakeuphismindtopossessher。Moreover,histimidityhadwornoffbycontactwithhisgaycompanions,andhereturnedtotheprovincesdespisingeveryonewhohadnotwithvarnishedshoestroddentheasphaltoftheboulevards。BythesideofaParisienneinherlaces,inthedrawing-roomofsomeillustriousphysician,apersondrivinghiscarriageandwearingmanyorders,thepoorclerkwouldnodoubthavetrembledlikeachild;buthere,atRouen,ontheharbour,withthewifeofthissmalldoctorhefeltathisease,surebeforehandhewouldshine。Self-possessiondependsonitsenvironment。Wedon’tspeakonthefirstfloorasonthefourth;
andthewealthywomanseemstohave,abouther,toguardhervirtue,allherbanknotes,likeacuirassintheliningofhercorset。
OnleavingtheBovarysthenightbefore,Leonhadfollowedthemthroughthestreetsatadistance;thenhavingseenthemstopatthe“Croix-Rouge,“heturnedonhisheel,andspentthenightmeditatingaplan。
Sothenextdayaboutfiveo’clockhewalkedintothekitchenoftheinn,withachokingsensationinhisthroat,palecheeks,andthatresolutionofcowardsthatstopsatnothing。
“Thegentlemanisn’tin,“answeredaservant。
Thisseemedtohimagoodomen。Hewentupstairs。
Shewasnotdisturbedathisapproach;onthecontrary,sheapologisedforhavingneglectedtotellhimwheretheywerestaying。
“Oh,Idivinedit!“saidLeon。
Hepretendedhehadbeenguidedtowardsherbychance,by,instinct。Shebegantosmile;andatonce,torepairhisfolly,Leontoldherthathehadspenthismorninginlookingforherinallthehotelsinthetownoneaftertheother。
“Soyouhavemadeupyourmindtostay?“headded。
“Yes,“shesaid,“andIamwrong。Oneoughtnottoaccustomoneselftoimpossiblepleasureswhenthereareathousanddemandsuponone。“
“Oh,Icanimagine!“
“Ah!no;foryou,youareaman!“
Butmentoohadhadtheirtrials,andtheconversationwentoffintocertainphilosophicalreflections。Emmaexpatiatedmuchonthemiseryofearthlyaffections,andtheeternalisolationinwhichtheheartremainsentombed。
Toshowoff,orfromanaiveimitationofthismelancholywhichcalledforthhis,theyoungmandeclaredthathehadbeenawfullyboredduringthewholecourseofhisstudies。Thelawirritatedhim,othervocationsattractedhim,andhismotherneverceasedworryinghimineveryoneofherletters。Astheytalkedtheyexplainedmoreandmorefullythemotivesoftheirsadness,workingthemselvesupintheirprogressiveconfidence。Buttheysometimesstoppedshortofthecompleteexpositionoftheirthought,andthensoughttoinventaphrasethatmightexpressitallthesame。Shedidnotconfessherpassionforanother;hedidnotsaythathehadforgottenher。
Perhapshenolongerrememberedhissupperswithgirlsaftermaskedballs;andnodoubtshedidnotrecollecttherendezvousofoldwhensheranacrossthefieldsinthemorningtoherlover’shouse。Thenoisesofthetownhardlyreachedthem,andtheroomseemedsmall,asifonpurposetohemintheirsolitudemoreclosely。Emma,inadimitydressing-gown,leantherheadagainstthebackoftheoldarm-chair;theyellowwall-paperformed,asitwere,agoldenbackgroundbehindher,andherbareheadwasmirroredintheglasswiththewhitepartinginthemiddle,andthetipofherearspeepingoutfromthefoldsofherhair。
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