Hadtheynothingelsetosaytooneanother?Yettheireyeswerefullofmoreseriousspeech,andwhiletheyforcedthemselvestofindtrivialphrases,theyfeltthesamelanguorstealingoverthemboth。Itwasthewhisperofthesoul,deep,continuous,dominatingthatoftheirvoices。Surprisedwithwonderatthisstrangesweetness,theydidnotthinkofspeakingofthesensationorofseekingitscause。Comingjoys,liketropicalshores,throwovertheimmensitybeforethemtheirinbornsoftness,anodorouswind,andwearelulledbythisintoxicationwithoutathoughtofthehorizonthatwedonotevenknow。
Inoneplacethegroundhadbeentroddendownbythecattle;theyhadtosteponlargegreenstonesputhereandthereinthemud。
Sheoftenstoppedamomenttolookwheretoplaceherfoot,andtotteringonastonethatshook,herarmsoutspread,herformbentforwardwithalookofindecision,shewouldlaugh,afraidoffallingintothepuddlesofwater。
Whentheyarrivedinfrontofhergarden,MadameBovaryopenedthelittlegate,ranupthestepsanddisappeared。
Leonreturnedtohisoffice。Hischiefwasaway;hejustglancedatthebriefs,thencuthimselfapen,andatlasttookuphishatandwentout。
HewenttoLaPatureatthetopoftheArgueilhillsatthebeginningoftheforest;hethrewhimselfuponthegroundunderthepinesandwatchedtheskythroughhisfingers。
“HowboredIam!“hesaidtohimself,“howboredIam!“
Hethoughthewastobepitiedforlivinginthisvillage,withHomaisforafriendandMonsieruGuillauminformaster。Thelatter,entirelyabsorbedbyhisbusiness,wearinggold-rimmedspectaclesandredwhiskersoverawhitecravat,understoodnothingofmentalrefinements,althoughheaffectedastiffEnglishmanner,whichinthebeginninghadimpressedtheclerk。
Astothechemist’sspouse,shewasthebestwifeinNormandy,gentleasasheep,lovingherchildren,herfather,hermother,hercousins,weepingforother’swoes,lettingeverythinggoinherhousehold,anddetestingcorsets;butsoslowofmovement,suchaboretolistento,socommoninappearance,andofsuchrestrictedconversation,thatalthoughshewasthirty,heonlytwenty,althoughtheysleptinroomsnexteachotherandhespoketoherdaily,heneverthoughtthatshemightbeawomanforanother,orthatshepossessedanythingelseofhersexthanthegown。
Andwhatelsewasthere?Binet,afewshopkeepers,twoorthreepublicans,thecure,andfinally,MonsieurTuvache,themayor,withhistwosons,rich,crabbed,obtusepersons,whofarmedtheirownlandsandhadfeastsamongthemselves,bigotedtoboot,andquiteunbearablecompanions。
ButfromthegeneralbackgroundofallthesehumanfacesEmma’sstoodoutisolatedandyetfarthestoff;forbetweenherandhimheseemedtoseeavagueabyss。
Inthebeginninghehadcalledonherseveraltimesalongwiththedruggist。Charleshadnotappearedparticularlyanxioustoseehimagain,andLeondidnotknowwhattodobetweenhisfearofbeingindiscreetandthedesireforanintimacythatseemedalmostimpossible。
ChapterFourWhenthefirstcolddayssetinEmmaleftherbedroomforthesitting-room,alongapartmentwithalowceiling,inwhichtherewasonthemantelpiecealargebunchofcoralspreadoutagainstthelooking-glass。Seatedinherarmchairnearthewindow,shecouldseethevillagerspassalongthepavement。
TwiceadayLeonwentfromhisofficetotheLiond’Or。Emmacouldhearhimcomingfromafar;sheleantforwardlistening,andtheyoungmanglidedpastthecurtain,alwaysdressedinthesameway,andwithoutturninghishead。Butinthetwilight,when,herchinrestingonherlefthand,shelettheembroideryshehadbegunfallonherknees,sheoftenshudderedattheapparitionofthisshadowsuddenlyglidingpast。Shewouldgetupandorderthetabletobelaid。
MonsieurHomaiscalledatdinner-time。Skull-capinhand,hecameinontiptoe,inordertodisturbnoone,alwaysrepeatingthesamephrase,“Goodevening,everybody。“Then,whenhehadtakenhisseatatthetablebetweenthepair,heaskedthedoctorabouthispatients,andthelatterconsultedhisastotheprobabilityoftheirpayment。Nexttheytalkedof“whatwasinthepaper。“
Homaisbythishourknewitalmostbyheart,andherepeateditfromendtoend,withthereflectionsofthepenny-a-liners,andallthestoriesofindividualcatastrophesthathadoccurredinFranceorabroad。Butthesubjectbecomingexhausted,hewasnotslowinthrowingoutsomeremarksonthedishesbeforehim。
Sometimeseven,half-rising,hedelicatelypointedouttomadamethetenderestmorsel,orturningtotheservant,gavehersomeadviceonthemanipulationofstewsandthehygieneofseasoning。
Hetalkedaroma,osmazome,juices,andgelatineinabewilderingmanner。Moreover,Homais,withhisheadfullerofrecipesthanhisshopofjars,excelledinmakingallkindsofpreserves,vinegars,andsweetliqueurs;heknewalsoallthelatestinventionsineconomicstoves,togetherwiththeartofpreservingcheeseandofcuringsickwines。
Ateighto’clockJustincametofetchhimtoshutuptheshop。
ThenMonsieurHomaisgavehimaslylook,especiallyifFelicitewasthere,forhehalfnoticedthathisapprenticewasfondofthedoctor’shouse。
“Theyoungdog,“hesaid,“isbeginningtohaveideas,andthedeviltakemeifIdon’tbelievehe’sinlovewithyourservant!“
ButamoreseriousfaultwithwhichhereproachedJustinwashisconstantlylisteningtoconversation。OnSunday,forexample,onecouldnotgethimoutofthedrawing-room,whitherMadameHomaishadcalledhimtofetchthechildren,whowerefallingasleepinthearm-chairs,anddraggingdownwiththeirbackscalicochair-coversthatweretoolarge。
Notmanypeoplecametothesesoireesatthechemist’s,hisscandal-mongeringandpoliticalopinionshavingsuccessfullyalienatedvariousrespectablepersonsfromhim。Theclerkneverfailedtobethere。AssoonasheheardthebellherantomeetMadameBovary,tookhershawl,andputawayundertheshop-counterthethicklistshoesthatsheworeoverherbootswhentherewassnow。
Firsttheyplayedsomehandsattrente-et-un;nextMonsieurHomaisplayedecartewithEmma;Leonbehindhergaveheradvice。
Standingupwithhishandsonthebackofherchairhesawtheteethofhercombthatbitintoherchignon。Witheverymovementthatshemadetothrowhercardstherightsideofherdresswasdrawnup。Fromherturned-uphairadarkcolourfelloverherback,andgrowinggraduallypaler,lostitselflittlebylittleintheshade。Thenherdressfellonbothsidesofherchair,puffingoutfulloffolds,andreachedtheground。WhenLeonoccasionallyfeltthesoleofhisbootrestingonit,hedrewbackasifhehadtroddenuponsomeone。
Whenthegameofcardswasover,thedruggistandtheDoctorplayeddominoes,andEmma,changingherplace,leantherelbowonthetable,turningovertheleavesofL’Illustration。“Shehadbroughtherladies’journalwithher。Leonsatdownnearher;
theylookedattheengravingstogether,andwaitedforoneanotheratthebottomofthepages。Sheoftenbeggedhimtoreadhertheverses;Leondeclaimedtheminalanguidvoice,towhichhecarefullygaveadyingfallinthelovepassages。Butthenoiseofthedominoesannoyedhim。MonsieurHomaiswasstrongatthegame;hecouldbeatCharlesandgivehimadouble-six。Thenthethreehundredfinished,theybothstretchedthemselvesoutinfrontofthefire,andweresoonasleep。Thefirewasdyingoutinthecinders;theteapotwasempty,Leonwasstillreading。
Emmalistenedtohim,mechanicallyturningaroundthelampshade,onthegauzeofwhichwerepaintedclownsincarriages,andtight-ropedanceswiththeirbalancing-poles。Leonstopped,pointingwithagesturetohissleepingaudience;thentheytalkedinlowtones,andtheirconversationseemedthemoresweettothembecauseitwasunheard。
Thusakindofbondwasestablishedbetweenthem,aconstantcommerceofbooksandofromances。MonsieurBovary,littlegiventojealousy,didnottroublehimselfaboutit。
Onhisbirthdayhereceivedabeautifulphrenologicalhead,allmarkedwithfigurestothethoraxandpaintedblue。Thiswasanattentionoftheclerk’s。Heshowedhimmanyothers,eventodoingerrandsforhimatRouen;andthebookofanovelisthavingmadethemaniaforcactusesfashionable,LeonboughtsomeforMadameBovary,bringingthembackonhiskneesinthe“Hirondelle,“prickinghisfingersontheirhardhairs。
Shehadaboardwithabalustradefixedagainstherwindowtoholdthepots。Theclerk,too,hadhissmallhanginggarden;theysaweachothertendingtheirflowersattheirwindows。
Ofthewindowsofthevillagetherewasoneyetmoreoftenoccupied;foronSundaysfrommorningtonight,andeverymorningwhentheweatherwasbright,onecouldseeatthedormer-windowofthegarrettheprofileofMonsieurBinetbendingoverhislathe,whosemonotonoushummingcouldbeheardattheLiond’Or。
OneeveningoncominghomeLeonfoundinhisroomaruginvelvetandwoolwithleavesonapaleground。HecalledMadameHomais,MonsieurHomais,Justin,thechildren,thecook;hespokeofittohischief;everyonewantedtoseethisrug。Whydidthedoctor’swifegivetheclerkpresents?Itlookedqueer。Theydecidedthatshemustbehislover。
Hemadethisseemlikely,soceaselesslydidhetalkofhercharmsandofherwit;somuchso,thatBinetonceroughlyansweredhim——
“WhatdoesitmattertomesinceI’mnotinherset?“
Hetorturedhimselftofindouthowhecouldmakehisdeclarationtoher,andalwayshaltingbetweenthefearofdispleasingherandtheshameofbeingsuchacoward,heweptwithdiscouragementanddesire。Thenhetookenergeticresolutions,wrotelettersthathetoreup,putitofftotimesthatheagaindeferred。
Oftenhesetoutwiththedeterminationtodareall;butthisresolutionsoondesertedhiminEmma’spresence,andwhenCharles,droppingin,invitedhimtojumpintohischaisetogowithhimtoseesomepatientintheneighbourhood,heatonceaccepted,bowedtomadame,andwentout。Herhusband,washenotsomethingbelongingtoher?AstoEmma,shedidnotaskherselfwhethersheloved。Love,shethought,mustcomesuddenly,withgreatoutburstsandlightnings——ahurricaneoftheskies,whichfallsuponlife,revolutionisesit,rootsupthewilllikealeaf,andsweepsthewholeheartintotheabyss。Shedidnotknowthatontheterraceofhousesitmakeslakeswhenthepipesarechoked,andshewouldthushaveremainedinhersecuritywhenshesuddenlydiscoveredarentinthewallofit。
ChapterFiveItwasaSundayinFebruary,anafternoonwhenthesnowwasfalling。
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